Ch 4
Addie began therapy after being transferred to a new facility that her brother and mother ordered. Where she was to work on trying to get better and get her memory back. She wasn't allowed near any computer or phone unless it was for one hour a week. They had banned Tara and Alex from seeing her as well as moxley which to her was extremely weird because her best friend and twin should be around her. And the man who says he loves her although to her just broke her heart should be there too. She is getting frustrated because all this guy Chris wants her to talk about is her stupid childhood and relive everything from the rapes that her so called father and oldest brother did to her. After 2 months of therapy.
"why the fuck would I want to remember that bullshit of my childhood I know all that I deal with those nightmares every night but I want to remember those fucking nightmares of a dead baby in my arms."
"Well addie what can you tell me about these nightmares?"
"I see moxley's face and him holding my hand and this dr telling us that they lost the heartbeat of the baby that I was apparently pregnant with. I see everyone gathering around me and just feeling like I was numb. Being in labor for so long and then this baby that was so blue in the face and just pain for feeling like a failure. But I don't understand why."
"Your gaining some memories. From what I was informed by your family that is the memories of your son that was stillborn. Do you remember his name at all?"
"Thomas moxley good, born November 30th, 2010."
He shakes his head yes and writes stuff down. Then looks back at her as tears start to run down her cheeks.
"Is there anything else you remember?"
"A little girl being born I remember that the other day when I was reading books. I started to read the poem Anabelle lee and it made me remember a little girl who was born with that name. She is so beautiful and I know I screwed up a lot when raising her."
"What do you mean Addie? And can you tell me what you remember about her?"
"She was born December 7th, 2008. She was my child and for some reason something in my heart tells me mox is a part of it too but that's just weird. I gave her up because someone was trying to take her from me and I was having a lot of issues with drinking and taking pills. I wrote a lot of it in my journal that was brought to me and started to remember so much of it."
"Anyone else or any other children that you remember?"
"Not at this moment but I have had dreams of twins one boy one girl that started last night. But I just don't understand one thing."
'What is that."
"What do they all have to do with jon moxley or Jonathan good rather. That part bugs me because he doesn't want anything to do with me."
"We will get there addie it is just a matter of being patient."
"Screw patient I just want to know the truth and why I can't remember anything of my life for the past few years. And can you tell me why I can't see my twin brother or my best friend. Do they hate me or something?"
"Do you want to see them?"
"Yes they are the only ones who understand me."
"Phil or carol don't understand you?"
"No they just want what they think is best for me and not what I want for me. I know my brother and it is always his way or no way and I don't want for my life."
Chris nodded his head then wrote on his pad while excusing addie that their session was done. As she walked out of the room he turned to his assistant and asked her to call the number on the paper he handed her.
"Sir are you sure we should call him? Mr. Brooks said he wanted him to have no contact with her at all."
"Mr. Brooks is not in charge of a grown woman who the state feels she don't need a power of attorney so this man has every right to know what is going on. I think it will help this patient out in the end if all three of the numbers there are contacted maybe she can have the help she needs in understanding and maybe just maybe unlock the memories she fighting for so much."
"Yes sir I will call right away."
As he walks back to his office she calls the first number. After the 2nd ring it answered.
"Hello." The male voice answered.
"hello is this Mr. Jonathan good?"
"Yes it is what can I do for you?"
"I'm the assistant for the therapist that your wife has been seeing to help with her memory. And he asked me to contact you so that you can arrange to come out here with Tara Sebei and Alexander Brooks. He wants to have you sit down with her because she has been making great strides these past 2 months but is still confused on what it all ties into you, sir and wants to know why none of you have been around her."
"Will her older brother Phillip Brooks allow this?" Jon asked bitterly.
"Actually sir Mr. Brooks has no say on what the therapist decides because he has no say over her medical. In fact, he was informed that you have a say in her medical because you are her husband."
"Okay I will work it out with my employer to see when Tara and I can be there. Do I contact you when that will be?"
"Yes sir and we will arrange everything from there for a meeting with you all. And sir for what it is worth this young woman talks about you a lot. Especially about the love she has for you but also the fear she has of loving you."
"Yeah I screwed up a lot but I am better now. And thank you hearing my wife still loves me gives me a lot of hope for the future."
After they hung up jon just sighed and laid in his bed as Renee sent him a text.
So are we still on for dinner tomorrow night or are you going to blow me off again?
No we aren't I told you before I don't want a relationship I already have one.
She is gone jon and never coming back to you Phil has told you this why won't you give up? Be with someone who can be there for you and those children.
Because I made my wife a promise that no matter what I would still love her today, tomorrow and yesterday and I don't plan on breaking that promise.
Author's note: thanks guys for all the love for this story it really means a lot sorry I haven't posted so much life got in the way but I am back. Now I have decided to just skip a lot of stuff and get to a lot of what I have planned for the story because this just takes forever to write and then I just get stuck and start to ignore it. So a lot of the things Jon dealt with to see his wife and everything will be shown in flashbacks throughout the story so that I can move this along.
