Author's note: Deanee612 since I can't message you because you're a guest. I will answer you here. Trust me no one is going to go between these two. He allowed too many women do that before and he is over that life. He was blowing her off because his kids come first and his wife is everything to him. No women can break that love they have for one another.

Calwitch because Phil is punishing jon for being in the wwe the same with Tara. He is being an idiot and thinks if he keeps them away that addie memories will change or become bitter about the company.

Ch 5

Addie gets ready for the day at her place she bought years ago when she was in Chicago. She looks at all the photos that were around the place and sees the photos of her with Tara and Alex. Her with kids and how much they look like her and jon mixed together. Some even with the man himself and she just feels sad looking at them because she feels like something was missing. She sits down and going to the box she found in her closet and finds letters and different things that apparently jon gave her or she gave him. She opens one and starts laughing while reading it.

Dear Addie,

I don't know what I am supposed to say here. I am not the best at expressing myself. I can talk on the mic and give you a promo on anything but if you ask me to express how I feel I just sit here staring at the blank page wondering what I am supposed to say. I know that right now you're pretty hurt by me thinking with my dick and not my head but I am afraid to go to that next stage and in a way give up my life and ways. I don't know what do to be the man you want me to be. I care about you and that little girl that you keep taking care of but I don't know if I can be the man you want me to be or the man you see. How do I do that? All I know is jon moxley and he keeps me sane. But I feel like something is missing from me. Like a part of my heart is not with me. I do love you Addie but I don't know what to do. I had to raise myself since dad wasn't around and mom worked all night. I don't know how to be a dad to someone who needs me when I am still trying to take care of myself. What do I do? I wish I wasn't afraid of everything and knew what to do. Hopefully we will eventually figure it out.

Love,

Jon

She just shook her head with the tears in her eyes. And getting a flashback to when she would see him with Ella. How afraid he seemed to be with her. They finally opened up and it how great of a dad he became. She keeps feeling these feelings for him and just keeps having all these memories of him flooding back for the past 2 weeks since the therapy session. She just wishes she could talk to him. Last week while watching a movie she got the one big flashback that has been plaguing her the most. It was that of her wedding in Las Vegas to Jon. And she smiled because it made her feel like she now gets it. She gets why every memory she has ties into Jonathan Good and why she wants to see him so much lately. Yesterday she got letters for divorce but she notices that she never filed anything and by the reading of the paperwork Jon didn't either. She sees Phillip Brooks on behalf of Addison Good and sees red. She rips up the paperwork and calls the lawyer that sent it.

"Hello."

"Hi is this mark?"

"Yes."

"This is Addison Good. I never filed this fucking divorce papers so what is this?"

"your brother did it on your behalf saying you weren't able to do it and wanted away from your husband."

"Well my brother is so full of shit. I don't want this at all so get rid of it."

"Yes ma'am."

She hangs up the phone right as a knock starts on her front door. She hopes it is her brother so she can beat the shit out of him for being an asshole and trying to control her damn life. She was a grown adult and she doesn't want anything to end. As she goes to open the door she stands frozen at who is standing there waiting on her. The man she wanted to see for months now who seemed to just be a dream was finally here.

"Hi Jon."

"hi addie"