"Damn it!"
Yata's first slams on one of the tables at the bar he was sitting at with you.
"damn it!"
you could only look down at the table you just found out from Yata that Fushimi left to go to the side of the blues. the moment he said that you felt as if you couldn't hear anything around you, like you were under water. there were so many thoughts that go through your head at that moment from what he told you, that you just couldn't think about about anything. not to mention you found out something else today earlier you were pregnant. Fushimi and you had a secret relationship that you never told homra about not even Yata. although you did have suspicions that Kusanagi figured it out he was a very perceptive guy. but a couple weeks before you and Fushimi decided to take your relationship to the next level and well...
You were snapped out of your thoughts by Kusanagi calling your name.
"huh, what?"
"I asked if you're ok? you haven't said anything at all."
"oh yeah it's just I... I don't know I need I need some time to myself right now..."
you got up heading to the back of the bar and to your room closing the door behind you. you lay down on the bed curled up crying softly to yourself, soon you feel asleep. later when you woke it was night. most people have probably gone home or to their rooms. you decided on going downstairs for some food. when you got down there it was just Mikoto, Tatara and Izumo sitting at a table.
"hey." they said looking at you.
"hey, can I talk to you guys?"
Tatara pulled up a chair for you to sit with them as they drank.
"so what do you wanna talk about?"
Mikoto was the first to break the silence at the table. you take a breath calming yourself.
"I don't want to be in fights anymore, no I can't be in fights anymore. especially against the blue clan."
it was quiet for a couple minutes.
"dose this have something to do with Fushimi?" Mikoto asked you nodded.
"but I figured you'd want to beat him up more than ever now that he left."
"I can't just make decisions selfishly anymore."
you put a hand on your stomach, Kusanagi looked at your hand.
"you mean to tell us that you're-"
"yes."
"and that he's the-"
"yes."
you look down at your stomach sadly.
"so you two really were a thing, huh." Kusanagi said softly you nodded.
"I only just found out. I was gonna tell him but he left so he still doesn't know."
"huh. does anyone else know?"
you shook your head.
"I see. it'll be sad to lose another fighter but it's for the best."
"but I'm still staying in homra. you guys are my family and this place was the first place to except me for who I am so... will you still let me stay here?"
"of course we would! your a member of our family and soon we'll have a new one too!"
Tatara said smiling, you felt tears coming from your eyes.
"thank you. thank you..."
you trailed off while crying out of relief and happiness knowing that you still had a place you could call home.
"although we will need to tell everyone, we won't be able to keep it a secret forever."
you nodded understanding.
"we tell them tomorrow. but I have one request, don't tell Fushimi."
the other three weren't quite sure about that but they respected your decision. the next day they gathered everyone in the bar. you told them about how you had a relationship with Fushimi and about the baby that was now growing inside of you. and how you made the decision to stop fighting but still be a part of homra. many were raging about how he left you like this, especially Yata who also held you as a dear friend. Kusanagi had to hold him back from heading straight to the blues to pick a fight. eventually he calmed down but still stayed angry, but still respected your wishes about Saruhiko knowing that you still loved him.
Time passed and your due date grew closer, unfortunately due to stress and the emotional pain of Saruhiko leaving you were beginning to grow weaker. Mikoto made sure you were always with a member of homra in case something happened. you knew the others noticed your condition but tried not to say anything unless they thought you were pushing yourself to much.
finally it was time for the baby to born. Yata happened to be the one watching over you when it happened. he started panicking until you grabbed his arm.
"call Kusanagi and Tatara."
Yata did as he was told and waited with you till they arrived. soon Kusanagi, Mikoto and Tatara were in your room, the others were outside your door worried. Kusanagi tried calling the ambulance but unfortunately there was a terrible storm and the rain was causing it to have hard visibility, which in turn made it impossible to send an ambulance to take you to the hospital.
That night that bar was filled with your screams of pain and yelling. Mikoto stood by your side holding your hand the entire time while Tatara and Kusanagi helped with the birth.
"come on Y/n your almost there."
Tatara encouraged you nodded your breathing heavy. after a lot more pain and screaming there was the sound of a baby crying.
"it's a girl!"
Tatara smiled bringing her to you.
"she's beautiful..."
you looked at her smiling.
"what do you want to name her?"
Mikoto asked.
"Sena..."
"I think that will be a beautiful name."
the girl opened her E/C eyes, at the sound of her name.
"look Y/n she has your eyes and Fushimi's hair!"
Tatara said excitedly, there was also a little black tufted of hair on her head you smiled tiredly you felt your body getting weaker.
"hay Kusanagi can you get the boys in here, I want to tell them something while I'm still here."
"don't talk like that. the ambulance will be here soon."
Mikoto said sternly. you looked at him smiling.
"you and I both know that they won't get here in time."
Mikoto closed his eyes for a second, tightening his grip on your hand. he knew you were right.
"Izumo."
he said, that's all it took for him to leave and gather the rest of the guys soon coming back they all crowded around your bed, yata kneeling at the front.
"hey guys, I wanted to tell you guys that I love you all and please take care of Sena. I know it's a lot to ask but please keep her safe. I know that one day Saru will probably find out and that's ok. tell him I'm sorry I couldn't tell him in person, that I love him and I don't regret anything. I love you guys thank you for being my family."
you closed your eyes letting out your last breath.
"hey Y/n this isn't funny!"
yata tried shaking you awake.
"Y/n! Y/n!"
tears were rolling down his cheeks as he continued to shake you trying to get you to wake up. Kusanagi pulled him away from you.
"Yata that's enough."
there was the sound of crying, everyone looked over to where Tatara was sitting with Sena in his hands. Tatara got up walking over to the group of guys.
"this is the treasure and new family member Y/n left to us. say hello to your family Sena."
the small baby stopped crying and looked at all the men in the room.
7 years later
Sena had grown some. she had long dark raven hair, E/C eyes with rectangular glasses and had on a white sun dress. she was making her way through the park back to the bar from school when she bumped into a man in blue with dark raven hair and rectangular glasses. he made a 'tch' sound.
"I'm sorry."
she got up bowing to him politely, she looked back up at him staring.
"Sena!"
someone shouted, she snapped her head in the direction of the voice. she saw Yata walking over to her.
"where were you? you should've been back by now."
he said worried.
"I'm sorry, I bumped into someone and needed to apologize,"
"oh who did you need to apologize to..."
he trailed off looking up to see who it was, he frowned tensing up seeing who it was.
"monkey! what the hell are you doing here?"
"tch, none of your business you idiot!"
"why you worthless monkey! come on Sena it's time to go!"
he took her hand about to walk with her back to the bar, but she pulled away walking closer to Saruhiko looking up at him.
"what is it kid?"
Saruhiko looked down at Sena.
"are you my father?"
"what you must be crazy."
he was about to turn to walk away when she spoke again.
"Yata said my dad was a monkey, but he's never called anyone that before except for you."
"huh?"
Saruhiko turned back around looking at the little girl who was looking up at him. now that he looked at her he noticed some similar things. he noticed how her like his hair and his face but her eyes were...
"Y/n..."
he said quietly he looked over to Yata. he had a serious look on his face and seemed to be thinking finally he sighed.
"Sena come on were headed back to the bar. Saru come with us there's something for you."
yata turned back in the direction of the bar and stared walking, Sena fallowed. Saruhiko for some reason found himself fallowing as well soon reaching the bar. it was empty except for Kusanagi and Mikoto. Yata looked down at Sena.
"Sena can you go up to your room for a bit there's some things that we need to talk about."
the little girl nodded and walked upstairs. They waited until the door closed before anyone said anything.
"so I guess the day finally came."
Kusanagi was the first to speak.
"yeah..."
yata turned away and went to sit at one of the tables. Mikoto got up walking over to Saruhiko he pushed him over to the bar.
"sit."
was all he said as he disappeared upstairs. Saruhiko looked at Kusanagi who was polishing a glass.
"so how is Y/n?"
Saruhiko asked. Kusanagi frowned and stopped polishing the glass.
"she's dead. Y/n past away after giving birth to Sena."
Saruhiko looked surprised.
"what do you mean she passed away?"
"exactly what he said she passed away and it's your fault!"
"Yata..."
Kusanagi said in a warning voice.
"no! I'm not gonna shut up this time! he abandoned her and she loved him so much and because of that her body couldn't deal with the stress of her emotions and she died! he abandoned Sena too!"
"Yata that's enough! remember what Y/n said."
Kusanagi shouted, Yata huffed laying his head down on the table. footsteps were herd coming down the stairs. Mikoto reappeared holding an envelope in his hand. he headed over to Saruhiko setting the envelope down on the bar in front of him, before taking a seat next to him.
"she left this for you. it was inside another envelope that left a note saying to give this to you after you found out."
Saruhiko snatched up the letter opening it and begun to read.
Dear Saru,
If you're reading this then you probably figured it out, and yes you are the father of Sena. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I was a coward and wasn't sure what to do at the time. but I knew that at some point you would find out. I also know as I am writing this my body is becoming weaker and I probably won't survive the birth. but I still wanted you to know everything. I love you Saruhiko Fushimi and I will till the day I die. but don't be sad I will live on in your memory and Sena will always be proof of our love. please support her and be there for her. I know it will be hard but I also know you can do it. and homra as well as Yata will be there to help you. they promised me that. I love you, stay strong.
Love Yn
Saruhiko felt the tears slip down his cheeks as he read the letter.
"Y/n."
the memories of the time they spent together flowed through his head. the day you confessed, the first date you both went on, the first kiss you shared and that one night of passion that you both shared before he left. he wanted you to remember him and that he loved you too.
"Y/n I promise I'll be there for her. I'll treasure her always."
Kusanagi, Mikoto and Yata just watched silently as Saruhiko cried. the wind blew through the open window as Saruhiko thought he heard a whisper.
"I know you will."
End
