All I Ever Wanted J3T X CS

Hey guys, I have no set summer schedule worked out yet but I am back with another one shot. I got the title from the Basshunter song also called All I Ever Wanted. It might not be all like the song but if it fits my one shot then it will. This is an AU where HU doesn't exist and Danny is the son of J3T and CS. They might not even all know each other!

Enjoy!

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February 22nd 2012- George p.o.v~

I walk out of my apartment I share with my husband Jordon, holding our one year old son Daniel in my arms and all of our belongings in the trunk of my car. He should never have cheated on me. Danny doesn't really understand what is going on as he looks around before his sparkling chocolate brown eyes stare into my dull blue ones. I can tell Danny loves me and he just thinks we are going on an adventure. Jordon won't know we've left until he wakes up tomorrow morning. He is currently passed out drunk on our bed with his phone open and he was texting this girl called Randi and he was leaving all these messages saying he loves her and he wants to be with her. I can't be with my man if he is going to be like this.

I put Danny into his car seat and buckled him in. I gave him his pacifier and his blanket too since he would probably fall asleep by the time we find somewhere to stay the night. I have the travel cot in the trunk so I could go anywhere really. I want to call some people first to see if they will take us in. Maybe one of the other guys will take me in or my ex Asia. If they won't then I know for sure my mom will but I want to ask other people first. Jorel called me just as I left the parking garage of our apartment for possibly the last time. Danny is already dozing off in his seat so I know it won't be long before he is out for the count. I will answer his call and see if he will allow me to stay with Danny. I know Vanessa will love Danny.

Jorel: Hey George, is everything okay?

Me: Not really Jorel.

Jorel: Oh, I knew something was going on. Do you need anything, someone to talk to? That kind of thing?

Me: Yeah, Baby Dan and I need some place to stay for now. I can't believe Jordon cheated on me for so long.

Jorel: Come over, Vanessa and I will be happy to let you two stay for as long as you need. Man Jordon is going to lose something good if he can't save himself from this.

Me: Thanks Jay; knew I could rely on you at least. I don't know at this point if our relationship can be saved this affair he's been having has gone on for at least a year if not longer.

Jorel: Damn, well just come over and have a chance to chill. We can deal with the whole cheating thing in the morning when you're not as shocked.

Me: Yeah, I'm on my way now. Danny will probably be sleeping when we get there. He's already dozing off.

Jorel: Aww how cute, can't wait to spend time with you and the little guy. See you in a min.

Me: Yeah see you in a minute.

Danny was fast asleep by the time we pulled up to Jorel's house. He wasn't peacefully sleeping like I hoped but I can probably settle him down if he wakes up later. He might even settle when I carry him into his house and then to the carry cot. Jorel came out and grabbed our bags and Vanessa grabbed the carry cot and I picked up my son. I should have known Jordon was not interested in having a child. My mistake; that I am paying a hefty price for now. Danny snuggled into me while I was carrying him into Jay's house. From now on Danny will be my main focus, everything I am going to do is for his best interests. Even if that means our marriage is ultimately over. Once a cheat always a cheat.

"George, the travel cot is set up in the spare room if you want to put Danny down for bed," Vanessa tells me when she comes back down the stairs. I had Danny in my arms with his blanket around him and his paci in his mouth. "Thanks Vanessa, I think I want to hold him for a bit longer," I tell her and she smiles. We walk into the living room and I knew Jorel wanted to know how our marriage ultimately has led to this. "He's been texting this girl called Randi for months, saying he was single and that he loved her and he wanted to be with her. I only found out when he passed out drunk tonight and left his phone unlocked and on the messages," I tell them honestly and instinctively hold Danny a little tighter in my arms.

"He's been a bit off ever since the birth of Danny to be honest with you George. Do you think it's the right thing to end the relationship now and try again with someone more loyal?" Jorel asks me. I am tempted to agree with him but at the same time I want that tiniest of hope that Jordon would want me back. Whatever I do though, I have got to make sure that I do it for the good of both me and my baby boy. "I know but I just hoped that maybe a baby would make Jordon feel like he could have a good family life with me. It's clear to me that it is the best moment to end our relationship and Danny and I can move on with our lives and he can enjoy his," I tell him. I should have relaxed like Jorel said in the call but I wanted to get the talking over and done with now.

I can face Jordon in the morning, by then at least he should know that I have left him and taken my son with me. All of our belongings are gone and I left him a note; whether or not he reads my reason for leaving is up to him and his stupid hangover he will have. "And Jordon may soon realise how much of a fucking idiot he has been. You are the best partner he could have had and your little man is the happiest baby I have ever seen in my life," Jorel says, no one mentioned the swearing because the little baby is sleeping in my arms. "Anyway, it's been a stressful night for you George. Why don't you head to bed and we can talk about this tomorrow?" Vanessa asks me seeing how tired I was and Danny was still sleeping in my arms half an hour after I said I was going to put the tot to bed.

"Yeah, if you guys don't mind," I tell them and they shrug showing that they didn't mind. I said goodnight to them and then carried Danny into the spare room and I carefully placed him down into it. I have been blessed with a deep sleeper as he didn't stir once and he looked peaceful in his little cot. I got changed and put my phone on charge before I climbed into bed. This didn't feel right; no part of today feels right to me. I should be in bed with my husband while our son sleeps in his nursery but instead I am in my best friends how because my husband my "love of my life" has cheated on me and has cheated for as long as Danny has lived. I end up crying myself to sleep knowing full well Jorel and Vanessa probably heard me but I was too upset mourning the relationship I have lost. There will be NO second chances for him.

Next morning~ George P.o.v~ 23rd February 2012

It's quiet in my room as I open my eyes. I get hit by a brief moment of panic when I look to the travel cot and see Danny isn't in it anymore. Then I remember where I am and who I am with, they would have taken Danny out of the cot to feed him and play with him and let me have a lie in considering it is now 11 am. I haven't received anything of Jordon and deep down I knew this was going to be his response to me leaving him. Ever since Danny was born on the 21st of November 2010 Jordon has acted differently and I finally have the answers even though I really hate them. I rub my eyes and get out of bed. Now I am going to give my best friend a break from my energetic tot who has probably worn them out by now.

When I got into the kitchen I was surprised to see Danny sitting still and focusing on his little scribbles on the paper. He never does that around me usually. "Morning," I tell him and Vanessa who was making some food. "Morning George, sit down and I'll make you some toast," she tells me and I go to sit next to my child who looked cute in his highchair drawing. He didn't notice me until I sat down next to him. "Dadda!" he shouts and he starts getting excited to see me. He stopped colouring completely now and all he wanted was to be in my arms. I lifted him out of the high chair and cuddled him. I loved his little grip on my shirt as he snuggled me. "He hasn't been any trouble for you two has he?" I ask Vanessa as she gives me my breakfast. "No, he's been a little angel George," she tells me and tickles Danny who giggled at her.

I ate my breakfast and shared a bit of it with Danny since I was always encouraging my little one to try new foods. Jorel had gone out to get baby stuff for Danny that I didn't get when I was in my devastated state last night, I completely forgot to get him diapers and wipes and our changing matt but I had everything else I needed until I find my own place to stay with the little guy. I took Danny into the living room to help him learn to walk since he hasn't quite mastered it yet. He can couch surf like a pro but when he tries to walk towards me he usually falls over and gets a little upset about it. Jorel walked in just as Danny took his first steps on his own from Vanessa to me. "Well done little guy," I tell him and I lift him up in the air.

He giggled and smiled and me. I looked to Jorel who seemed to be angry but it was melting away when Danny was laughing. He calms people down so easily. "Danny, wanna play with Auntie Vanessa?" Vanessa asks my tot so I can talk to Jorel. "Yeah, play!" Danny says excitedly and I let him go and play with my good friend. I walk into the kitchen where Jorel walked into while I was teaching Danny to walk. He was pacing up and down the kitchen and he was visibly frustrated with something. "Are you okay there Jorel?" I ask and he stops for a moment and then starts pacing around again. "Not really George," he tells me and I stop him trying to wear a hole in the kitchen floor.

"What's wrong Jorel? You know you can tell me anything," I tell him and he stops pacing and looks at me. "Jordon really doesn't give a shit. I went to get the diapers and wipes for little man after I went to get a high chair off my sister early this morning and realised when I got home I forget them then. I walked into Target to get those honest diapers in his size I saw Jordon there, with that new girl holding her hand like he didn't care that he has just destroyed your life," Jorel says, starting to get really upset. He knows that I cried myself to sleep last night and I could tell that from the way he was talking to me. "I can forget Jordon, if he wants to move on with that girl then fine. He will realise that he lost the best thing that happened to him when I send the divorce papers to him and he realises he can't have contact with Danny," I tell him, making my mind on the spot. Jordon has proven that he no longer loves me and I will show him I am stronger than him.

"Wow George, you really are a strong guy. I am willing to support you through all of this and you can stay as long as you need," Jorel tells me and I hug him. "Thank you Jorel. I have got to be strong, it's not just about me, I have that little man to look after now and he is important to me," I tell him and it's the truth. I have to look after Danny and then take care of myself. "Yeah, Danny is a good reason to stay strong, just remember to look after yourself as well," Jorel tells me. Then we saw Danny walking towards us on very wobbly legs. "Aw hey Danny, good job of walking buddy," I tell him and then he makes grabby hands towards us. I pick him up and he smiles at Jorel who suddenly wasn't angry anymore.

"Aw man, I missed Danny walking for the first time?" Jorel asks when he processes that Danny walked into the room and didn't crawl for once. "Yeah, he started walking just as you got back. Vanessa filmed it all don't worry," I tell him. Then he hands me a diaper and the pack of wipes so I can change my son who was getting really fussy over it. When I got back to Jorel in the kitchen there was lunch for all four of us on the table so I sat Danny down in his high chair and he started eating his sandwich straight away getting spready cheese all over his little face. It was so cute just watching him be himself. He didn't ask for Jordon once which I thought was a bit weird but then again he's had more interaction with me and the other guys then he has his own second father.

When lunch was over I decided to make cleaning Danny's face a little fun for him. I wiped all the cheese off his face and then bopped him on the nose with the wipe which made him laugh. Then I took him out of the high chair so we could do something else. It was nearly time for Danny's nap but he wasn't quite tired yet. I know Vanessa makes you tube videos and she went to her recording space to do that and Danny wanted to go with her. Then he started yawning but he always put his little hand over his mouth when he did, something he picked up off me. "Aw do you want to be my little helper?" Vanessa asks when she sees Danny and I followed her. I was just keeping an eye on my son.

"Me help," Danny says and she lets him sit on her lap and help her do an unboxing video. He gave pretty honest opinions until he fell asleep towards the end. He said cool to the items he liked and said boo to the things he didn't like. I picked up my sleeping son from Vanessa once the video was done recording. "Aw he did so well bless him, he's a little cutie," she says when he shifts in his sleep to be comfier in my arms. "Yeah I was surprised he was talking so much in that video. He only knows a few words right now," I tell her as we walk to the spare room to put Danny in his travel cot where he will be for the rest of his nap. I covered him with his blanket and he found his teddy on his own. He is so freaking adorable, I can't believe he is mine. I'll leave his paci nearby for now he doesn't seem to need it.

There was also a baby monitor in the room which I didn't notice when I was in here this morning so I am guessing that Jorel bought it while he was out or something or maybe he got it from his sister when he got the high chair. I decide to walk back into the kitchen and I see Jorel's sister standing there and talking to him. "I didn't know you were thinking of having children already Jay," she tells him and she didn't notice I was in the room. "Not yet but the little guy currently staying with us is making us consider having children in the future," Jorel tells her and he saw me out of the corner of his eye. "Oh so he isn't yours then?" she asks him and he points towards me. "He's my son, I recently left my partner and I needed a place to stay for a while," I tell her and she gives me a sad smile.

"Aw, well I am glad I can help you out with some essentials until you can get yourself sorted in your own time," she tells me and I smile at her. "I am very grateful for the help, it's hard to get my head around everything but as long as I have my true friends and my son by my side then I don't need anything else," I tell her. I am glad my son is okay with everything that has happened in the last 24 hours. Then again children as young as he is can adapt to things pretty easily so in reality I shouldn't be surprised. "Yeah and at least Danny gets on with Tiger, I can see those two being friends soon," Jorel says and I chuckled. Danny always gets along with animals, they all love him and he does get upset when we have to go and the animal can't come with us.

While Danny is taking his nap I decide to do some research on solicitors to see what I am going to do when I take the next step. If Jordon is happy to be with Randi instead of me then I will make it easier for him. I will divorce him and leave him the house and the Cadillac and I will keep Danny and we will make a new life for ourselves while we stay in Los Angeles. One day I plan to move somewhere else and start over completely but it is going to be helpful while I raise Danny through the toddler stage I have family and friends around me. I also think I would not cope so well dealing with the fact that Jordon has cheated on me if I didn't have such amazing friends like Jorel and Vanessa in my life. I found a company which looked promising in the reviews.

I decided that I should send the guy called Matthew Busek an email to see if he agrees with what my current plans are. I just want a no fuss divorce and no arguments over the custody of Danny since Jordon really hasn't showed any interest at all in being a father to Danny since he was born. I can remember now that he used to pick walking his husky or going out with his "mates" then staying and taking over caring for Danny so I could sleep. Those should have been warning signs to me but I really was blinded by love then and have only just seen the light and the error of his ways. I know Jorel is still talking to his sister and Danny is taking a nap but Vanessa is on standby so it gives me the chance to write this email now before Danny wakes up and wants me to play with him.

(made up emails btw)

From:GeorgeRagan

To: MatthewBusekLawyer

Subject: Help with Divorce?

Hello,

My name is George Ragan. I am Thirty years old and I was wondering if you could help me. I have been married to my husband Jordon Ragan for the last six years. Then when our son was born through surrogacy on the 21st of November 2010 I noticed a change. My husband wasn't interested in spending time in the house with me or our son and recently I have discovered why. He has been seeing someone else behind my back and now our relationship is over. I have taken our son and left the house and now I just want a divorce so I can move on with my life and he can move on with his. All I really want is to see if you can help me make this divorce as quick and painless as possible. I am happy for him to keep the house and his car. All I want from this divorce is my own car and my son Daniel.

Thanks for spending time reading this and I hope to hear from you soon.

George Ragan.

I was nervous as the pointer of the mouse hovers over the send button. Do I really want to start talking about divorce now when Jordon and I haven't even talked things through properly and I left only last night? Well if he's moved on so quickly then why can't I? The bastard hasn't even messaged or called once to ask why I wasn't home and why Danny and I have left with our belongings. Just as I think that my phone lets me know I have a message and it is from Jordon himself. I feel my hands getting sweaty and I feel nervous. I feel like someone should be here so that we can discuss his pathetic attempts at making an excuse to those messages I saw last night. Jorel walked in and saw my hands shaking with the nerves. "George are you okay?" he asks me and I shake my head.

"Jordon's sent me a message, I don't know why I am so nervous to open it," I tell him and he puts a hand over mine. If I shake this bad when I get a stupid text message off him then how on earth am I supposed to be strong for Danny's sake. He needs a strong stable household and right now I know I can't offer him that. "It's okay to be nervous George, you only found out Jordon cheated on you last night and it is a hard thing to get your head around. You know me and Vanessa are going to be here for you no matter what right?" he asks me and I nod my head. I decided to leave the email for another day, I am sure Matthew will still be a lawyer this time in like three weeks when I am ready to go through with the thought of divorce.

Jordon: Hey, why are you and Danny gone?

Me: Cause I saw those messages you've been sending Randi. You've been cheating on me since Danny was born haven't you?

Jordon: Yeah I am sorry George but when I met Randi I fell for her. I wasn't ready for a kid either.

Me: You could have you know TOLD ME when we were talking about surrogacy. I trusted you and now you've completely destroyed that.

Jordon: I know but that was the happiest you have been in years. I just wanted you to be happy.

Me: YOU WANTED ME TO BE HAPPY? I WANTED A HAPPY FAMILY WITH YOU JORDON. That's the reason why I fell in love with you, why I wanted to be with you and why I wanted my baby boy.

Jordon: I'm sorry George I really am.

Me: Yeah I bet you are… we are over Jordon. I am filing for a divorce in the next few weeks. You can keep the house and your car. I am quite happy just having full custody of Danny and my car.

He didn't text me back after that and personally I didn't care. That argument over text has left me devastated. I was back to bawling my eyes out and Jorel was hugging me telling me it was okay. Jorel took my phone off me and read my messages before telling me he was going to block Jordon so he couldn't turn nasty on me when it comes to the divorce and everything. I wasn't crying as hard when I felt that Vanessa had walked in with a half-awake Danny and she placed him on my lap so we could have cuddles. "Dadda no cry," he tells me and I rub his little back while I calm down and he gives me the cutest smile. "Okay little man, Daddy's not crying now," I tell him but man I was tired. I lie down on the couch and hold Danny close to me. It wasn't long before we both fell asleep.

~A few hours later~

"Should we wake him? It's been four hours now and he needs to eat something. I can't let him turn self-destructive," Jorel asks Vanessa. I don't feel a weight on my chest so I am guessing Danny has woken up already. "Maybe Jorel, we aren't having dinner for another hour though it's only 5 pm," she replies and I decide to answer for both of them by moving and rubbing my eyes so they know I am awake now. "Hey George, how are you feeling now?" Jorel asks me. When I looked at him I saw Danny in his arms and then my son made grabby hands for me. I took Danny from Jorel and held him close to me. "I'm alright, it still hurts but I think I can start moving on from now," I tell him and he smiles at me.

"Yeah, just make sure you don't stress yourself out too much because you are important. If you need to take a break and want some time to yourself don't worry about it. Both of us are prepared to look after Danny if you need us too," he tells me and Danny smiles at me. It was like he was trying to tell me everything is going to be alright even though he can't say a lot of words right now. "Thanks Jorel, not sure yet if I will need that but I know it is there if I need it and I appreciate that," I tell him and he hugs me and Danny. I hug him back but Danny still wanted to cuddle me which was fine by the two of us. Judging by his face I think Danny's already had dinner and it was spaghetti bolognaise because he still has some of it on his face.

Vanessa came and cleaned Danny's face up, much to the tot's displeasure. It's nearly his bed time cause I don't think I want Danny staying up until late again tonight. He will sleep for at least 12 hours which is nice. If I put him down tonight at 7 he will be asleep until at least 7 the next morning. For now it's fine to play with him and wear him out. He loves Tiger and started chasing the poor kitty around the house while we watched to make sure he didn't fall over or hurt himself on something. Then Tiger ran off where Danny couldn't find him and sure enough, my sensitive little boy started crying. He just wanted to give the kitty a cuddle. "Aw Danny, it's okay buddy. The kitty will come back in a bit," I tell him and I lift him into my arms to stop him from crying more.

"Kitty," Danny tells me and he sounded so sad. I just rocked him a little bit while Jorel wandered off somewhere. "I know buddy, the kitty will come back," I tell him and I wipe the last of his tears away just as Jorel came back holding Tiger in his arms. "Kitty!" Danny says happily and Jorel held the Bengal close to Danny who just gently cuddled the cat so he wasn't too pissed off and not tempted to scratch the toddler. Danny wasn't upset when Tiger got put down and he ran off somewhere else since Danny was content with the cuddle he just had. Such a sweet little boy I swear he is going to be like me when he's older.

I play with Danny while Jorel is making dinner for the three adults. I still plan on wearing Danny out before he goes to bed so he falls asleep pretty quickly. I know when he gets tired he does fall asleep pretty quickly but still it doesn't hurt to make sure he is definitely tired before bedtime because it might be between half 7 and 8 depending when my dinner is done and I can get Danny ready for bed tonight since I don't really remember where my bags ended up after we arrived last night. I am sure I can ask Jorel where our bags are if I can't find them myself. I am sure that I can find the bags if I look hard enough. The only problem I might face is when Danny gets tired he gets really fussy and only wants to be held by me so trying to look for a new outfit for him while holding him might be a challenge.

Dinner was good, Jorel has learned how to cook from Vanessa and he is pretty good at it. I gave some of mine to Danny cause he wandered in and said he was hungry. I didn't give him much since he had dinner already and he didn't really like the chicken we had for dinner. That's okay because he likes other chicken foods like nuggets but not the grilled chicken we had. I knew Danny was starting to get tired when we were watching TV later; he wasn't even interested in the face that cartoons weren't on. I decide to leave him in the safe hands of my friends while I look for one of his sleeper outfits while he is at the stage where he isn't too clingy to me right now. I found the bags no problem and I changed Danny's diaper as well as his outfit and I snuggled him close.

He was out for the count when it was 10 at night and he has been sleeping in my arms since half past 8 because he got really fussy for some reason and I couldn't calm him down for a while. "I think I might call it a night guys. I am shattered," I tell them and they smile and tell me that it's okay. I also wanted to give them some couple time. I carry Danny into our temporary room and I place him down into the travel cot and covered him with the blanket and gave him his paci because of how fussy he was earlier. He held his teddy bear in his sleep and I just smiled at him. I am so thankful that he is just accepting that we are in a new house for now and we aren't in the house he was raised in for the last twelve months with the man I said was my husband and his papa not coming with us.

I briefly think back to the email that I am planning to send Matt. Jordon didn't even react to me saying in the next few days I was going to start considering divorce proceedings and it just proves to me that Jordon really doesn't care about me or Danny and all he wants to do is be with Randi and now I am going to let him. It doesn't mean I am going to be thrilled with it but I don't have a choice really. I can't force a man who isn't in love with me to be in love with me and that would be happening if I was to stay with Jordon. I decide to have a shower before bed since Danny will be fine to stay sleeping for now and I am not far away if he needs me for something. I'll feel cleaner and I can sleep with my mind clearer.

I climbed into bed after my shower and then didn't feel so tired so I decided to grab my laptop and do some research. Danny and I need a two bedroom flat and although Jorel and Vanessa would disagree with me but I feel like I can't stay here for long. I feel like I am infringing on their privacy and their couple time which they deserve. I don't know when I can find a new place to live but it's best to start looking now. I would probably need to go to work for a little while to make sure I have the money to make the deposit and support myself and my son but I can't right now. Maybe if these two get fed up of me then I can move in with my mom for a little while and she can help me find a home suitable for me and a one year old.

I close my laptop and lay down in the bed. Hoping and praying that everything works out for the best and that I can live a long and happy life with my son by my side the whole time.

And that is the end of another one shot

This was requested by Lizzie_Emo so I hope they enjoyed it.

Keep giving me requests as I am now starting to get through them even though I have the chaptered stories to do as well.

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