More than tour DM x CS

Back again with another AU – the only thing I am changing is who is dating who and who the past relationships whereDanny p.o.v - 2009

"I'll be back when tour is over, I promise baby. I'll miss you just as much as you'll miss me," Jordon says. We have been dating for a year now and he has to go with his band on tour again. My band has just gone on hiatus, we weren't enjoying touring, so we decided to stop. I hug Jordon tightly. I don't want him to leave. "I know that, I just hate being alone," I tell him. He hugs me back and we just enjoy the moment. I'm taking him to where to tour bus will be picking them all up. We do our goodbyes now because it gets quite hectic when we actually arrive at the drop off place. I rest my head on his shoulder, making the hug last as long as I can. "I'll face time you every single day," he tells me. It makes me feel a little better.

At least it will be the closest I can get to talking to him face to face while he is on the other side of the country. "I'll hold you to that," I tell him. He's going to be driving to the place and I'll be driving home, alone. Jordon leaves me for a moment to make sure that his suitcase is in the trunk and that he doesn't forget anything. "Gah, I wish I could take you with me the whole tour and not just when we are in LA and Las Vegas," Jordon tells me when he comes back. I smile, if there was a way that I could join him for the entire tour then I honestly would do it. Unfortunately for me there isn't a way and I know that Aron really doesn't like me. Last time we were in the same room he tried to kill me. George found us in time and I was fine afterwards.

I have a scar right below my left collar bone from what Aron did, the other scars on my chest are from the operations I had to have in order to save my life. "I know Jordon, I'd love to be with you for the full tour if I could," I tell him. As far as I know we are getting hotels for both nights I can join, and I'll drive to both of them and then spend the day off afterwards with Jordon before going home again and missing him until the tour is over. I yawned at snuggled into Jordon's waiting arms. The night before tour I always sleep bad because I am anticipating the loneliness which is going to come within a few short hours. "Aw baby, I should make you a body pillow that looks like me for you to snuggle at night while I'm not here," he tells me.

That doesn't sound like a bad idea, I would love a body pillow that at least smelled like Jordon. I don't know how I would feel about one looking like him though. I think that would be a little too creepy for my liking. "Maybe one that smells like you," I tell him. He smiles and spins around with me in his arms. I love all the little things that go on, just the simple mundane boring things. I love the way he holds me, the way we lay together at night and the way he just gives me little reminders that he loves me. I don't care much for the fancy dates and expensive gifts. I'd much rather have a night in with a movie and snacks as long as I get to spend time with my man. He means so much to me and I hope he realises it.

Then I get into the car for the dreaded goodbye journey, I just wish he could stay home. He has to make money somehow though, so I can't be selfish and keep him all to myself. He has to spend time with his friends and have fun too. "Don't worry Danny, I will count down each day of tour until it is the day I can come home to you. I'm lucky this is only an eight-week tour," he says, and I agree. I don't mind the short tours. It doesn't mean I miss him any less, it's just I know that I don't have to wait as long as some of the other tours that he has been on. I know the partners of the other guys feel the same that I do. I am the only man though, George has Asia, Dylan has Anna and Jorel has Vanessa. I feel awkward when I do hang out with the ladies sometimes.

I have to hold back the tears when I see the tour bus ahead. I know this means a temporary goodbye, but it doesn't make it any easier on me or Jordon. I felt Jordon reach for my hand when we stopped the car. "'Cheer up Danny. I am only going to be your boyfriend. I have no interest in anyone else," he tells me. I wasn't really worried about him cheating on me, I know he is loyal and has been since the day he asked me out. He never really goes too overboard with the drinking when he's on tour no matter how much Aron persuades him otherwise. "I know you won't cheat on me Jordon. I have never worried about that," I tell him. He smiles and kisses me on the cheek. I know it's reassuring to know that we won't cheat on each other while we are away.

"Come on Jordon, we're going to be late," I hear George call, he was right if Jordon didn't get on the bus soon then the bus was going to leave without him and then he would get into a lot of trouble with management. Jordon sighs at me and I give him a smile. Just trying to reassure him that we are going to be fine. "One last cuddle outside?" he asks me, and I nod. I know it just makes the goodbye harder on the both of us, but I really want that one last hug. I was hugged by George while Jordon puts his bags on the bus. "Don't worry Danny, one day you'll be able to join us for the whole tour," he tells me. I look at George and smile, he wants me on the bus too. They all said I was nice to have around which is good.

I try not to cry in front of Jordon as I know this is the last hug until the Los Angeles show in a month's time. "Hey, you look after yourself okay," he tells me and then hugs me tightly. He does worry a lot about me when he is away on tour, he asks me a lot if I have been eating properly and looking after myself like I should be. "I will Jordon don't worry," I tell him. He puts his hands on my cheeks and kisses me on the lips ever so gently. I kiss back and Aron interrupts mid kiss with the horn on the bus. It scared me and made Jordon angry. We didn't need to rush that kiss, George and Jorel were saying goodbye to their ladies still. Jordon kisses me again while sticking his middle finger up at Aron while he's doing it. I kiss him back and enjoy it.

"I love you Jordon," I tell him. The other two have just finished with their goodbyes, so I know I don't have long. "I love you too Danny," he tells me. I hug him tightly one last time before Jorel lets us know that it is now time to go. He walks just in front of Jorel, they decided that Jorel was going to be the last one on the bus to stop any arguments. Aron always has a go at Jordon when he is the last one on the bus on departure day. I don't quite understand why he has to have a go at Jordon. Its not like he has any authority around here. He can't boss he other members of the band around and get away with it. I finally let the tears fall when I get I get into the car. I know Jordon can see me, but it's just way too hard on me emotionally.

I drive back home and let Louie snuggle with me on the couch. I wasn't crying as much but hugging Louie helped me calm down even more. I get a text from Jordon while I flick through Netflix, trying to find something new to watch that wasn't what I am watching with Jordon. I get another ping and see that George has messaged me too. I forgotten that I had given him my number, when I was in hospital. We don't really text each other that much because we don't know each other that well. I have to change that soon. I have to make friends with the other guys, it might make leaving Jordon easier because I would trust who he is with more.

Jordon: I'm sorry that I made you cry again Danny. I hate seeing you upset.

Me: It's okay baby, I just find the goodbyes really hard. I'm okay now.

Jordon: I know, I hate them too. That's good baby, I love you.

Me: I love you too.

George: Hey Danny, I feel kinda bad that you can't come with us.

Me: It's fine! I know that the ladies can't join either, so it wouldn't be fair on them.

George: I know, but it reduces what little couple time you do have now. Jordon told me about your new job.

Me: I'm used to it, since we didn't see each other much when I was in Lorene Drive. More time with Jordon would be amazing but I just have to be patient.

George: Awe bless your heart Danny. I haven't told Jordon this yet, but he's found the best partner for him with you. I really want to give you two something. The others agree how last tour was tough for you both and it really is not fair that you barely get to spend time together.

Me: Thanks. I know it's not fair that we rarely see each other, but I can't think of a way that we can while he's on tour. It'd be way too risky apart from those three days I know I am going to be with you guys. I think I'm still suffering from that, but I don't want Jordon to worry about me. He worries enough as it is when we are apart.

George: Yeah I get that. We might be able to do something, but the difficulty is planning things and getting you there safely and keeping you safe. It's not unreasonable for you to be suffering with what happened last year, you could always talk to one of us if it makes you feel better.

Me: Honestly thank you so much George. It feels nice to have someone to talk to. I love Jordon, I really do, and I see myself spending the rest of my life with him. I just don't want to worry him all the time with what goes on.

We talk for a couple of hours before Jordon face times me for the first time. He missed me a lot, he looked nervous until he saw me then he smiled. "Hey Danny," he says, and I smile. I'm happy that face time exists. I don't think I would exist without it while he is away. "Hey Jordon," I tell him, and we talk for hours, the others said goodnight to him at around 11 pm my time. I don't quite know what time it is where ever they are. I was laying on the sofa, with a blanket and Louie. The film had stopped long ago while I was talking to George on the phone. Jordon noticed I was getting sleepy and cooed at me. I blushed and smiled at him. "Go to sleep if you want baby," he tells me. I heard Aron in the background make a disgusted noise and then get punched by someone.

Jordon p.o.v

Danny fell asleep a few minutes ago, but I'm keeping facetime going so I can watch him while he sleeps. He hates worrying me, but I know he has been suffering with the memories of what Aron did that night. I can always hear him mumbling in his sleep if I wake up at a certain time of night. I told George about it and he told me Danny said he was struggling. It was nice that he was being honest with me. George came in and I showed him Danny sleeping in the call. "Aw bless him. I'm glad he has Louie to keep him company," George says and joins me in watching Danny while he sleeps. I am not going to be watching him the whole time though, just going to wait to keep an eye on him and see if he has no nightmares.

"I would say that this is very creepy, but he is very cute," George says, he wants to have a little brother type relationship with Danny. Maybe he could be someone that Danny goes to for advice and things like that. It would help Danny get over what happened on the tour bus where he nearly died. I will never forget the moment where I had to walk into ICU and mentally prepare myself to say goodbye to the love of my life. He was medically induced into a coma to give him the best chance of surviving at it paid off. "He is very cute, I am so glad that I have found him," I tell George, I have talked a lot to George lately about how I feel. It has helped, because he has a lot of good advice and might even help me get Danny to open up to me.

"Yeah, don't tell the others that I have said this. I do think you and Danny are the cutest couple ever," George tells me, and I smile. He knows I won't tell the others. I rarely speak of my love around Aron because of his apparent hatred of the younger man. "Thank you George, I think he's the one you know," I tell him. I do plan on proposing one day, our fifth anniversary sounds like the best date so far in my mind. I have four years to prepare to make the best decision of my life. I want to make it the best day possible for Danny especially. I want him to be the happiest man on the planet. "Yeah, I hope you stay together. You both deserve it," George says. We are staying quiet in case we manage to wake Danny up during the rest of the face time call. When an hour passed I ended the call and went to bed myself.

1 month later – Danny p.o.v

Today I'm working in the zoo. I left my café job when I got a call from the zoo and the offered to hire me. They will train me on the job and I have had a lot of fun so far. Tonight is the time I get to see Jordon for the first time in a month in person. I get to go to the show tonight and I will be protected from a crazy Aron. Then tomorrow morning I drive to Las Vegas for the Las Vegas show and the day after will be my date day with Jordon which has been long overdue in my opinion. "Morning Danny, I have booked your two days off fully paid. Enjoy the time with your boyfriend," Jackson says, he is my line manager and I have been honest with him from the start. "Thank you Jackson. I can't believe their tour is halfway done already," I tell him.

"I know, but they do say that time flies when you're having fun. You do seem happier here than when I saw you in the café," Jackson tells me. I was quite miserable in that job, Aron used to come and bully me there too when he was able to. "Yeah, I love this job more than my other one," I tell him. Then he gets radioed to ask for me to come to the main viewing screen for the lions. "That's good Danny, can you go to the viewing screen?" he asks me, and I nod. I was not expecting what was about to happen next. I went to the viewing screen and Jordon was there waiting for me. I threw myself into his arms and he held me tightly. "Hello, my love," he tells me, and I hold back the tears again. I hold onto him tightly.

I felt like this was a dream, I feel like I am going to wake up and be in bed again, not in work in the arms of my love. "Hello," I tell him, then I look into his eyes and smile. I heard one of my co-workers coo at how cute we are together. "I missed you," I tell him, and he smiles. I saw George looking at the lions, so I wasn't dreaming. I guess it's a band trip that Jordon planned so he could spend more time with me at the show and George is on standby to grab Aron if he has to. "I missed you too baby, it's been hard not waking up to your cute face every morning," he tells me, and I blush. He always manages to get me blushing with one simple compliment. He's going to be happy tonight, he gets to see my cute face tomorrow morning.

"Well, lucky for you I think you can wake up to my face tomorrow morning," I tell him, and he spins me around. I see Jackson out of the corner of my eye and he just smiles at me. He knows how much I have missed my boyfriend, so he is letting me have this moment with him. "Well, I think there is one thing I want more than that," Jordon tells me, and I tilt my head to one side to show him I was curious. Then he kisses me, I forgot we hadn't kissed since we had seen each other. I was just so happy to actually be with him again it slipped my mind. I kiss him back and George claps. Jordon told me that he thinks we are the cutest couple. "I love you Jordon," I tell him, and he hugs me one more time. "I love you too Danny, I'll come get you when work is done," he tells me.

This time I don't mind going back to work, I love my new job and Jordon can see that with just how much happier I walked without knowing he was here in the first place. "That was awesome. Even I didn't know that your boyfriend was coming to visit you so soon," Jackson says, smiling. He was happy to see me happy. He told me to go to the doctors and see if I was going to be diagnosed with PTSD after what happened with Aron. It turned out that he was right with his suspicion, I have now been officially diagnosed with PTSD and Jackson was happy to support me. The doctor told me that it was not uncommon for someone to suffer with PTSD after an attack as serious as my one. I nearly died, I was resuscitated a few times.

"Yeah, I suspected he was going to try and come in. They don't have any interviews today, so it's up to them to do what they want until the meet and greet and concert," I tell him, he likes to ask me a few questions on what it is like to be the boyfriend of someone in a well known band. When you say your boyfriend is on tour they typically assume that you mean a military tour unless you explain that it is a music tour. "What's up with the big guy. He seems very on guard all the time?" Jackson asks, he does know a little bit about what happened which is why he referred me to the doctor. I don't mind explaining to him what actually happened that day if I can face it. I can always give him the short version.

"The lead singer or frontman of the band was the one who attacked me and nearly killed me. I am not sure why he did it, but George has always been my bodyguard since the attack since he can grab me out of harm's way when needed. It's so bad that I have to have my own security tonight," I tell him. I hate having the bodyguards, but they do give good protection while not ruining my concert experience too badly. I get to go backstage and hang out with everyone. Jackson seemed pretty shocked, Aron did serve a short prison term for what he did though. The guys always scream that he should have gotten longer. I do agree with them, but I am lucky that he did get the 9 months he did serve. "Oh wow, no wonder they want to protect you so bad. What happened to that guy then?" Jackson asks me.

"He got nine months for assault and attempted murder. No restraining order because I got too scared and it's kind of pointless since I have to be around him when Jordon's on tour," I explain and even Jackson is angry even though he hasn't known me for too long. It's almost lunch time, then I have five more hours before I can see Jordon again. "I can understand that bit, but surely he should have had a longer sentence? From what you've said you are very lucky to be alive right now," he tells me, and I nod. "He got a plea deal," I tell him. Some of the other members of the big cat team are listening. They know too and are angry, just as angry as Jackson is about the situation. "Fuck sakes, that bastard will get what's coming. You'll see Dan, karma is going to bite his scrawny ass," Kath says, she has been fond of me from day one.

"Yeah, the guys are considering kicking him out soon. He's quite lazy in the band, I have had to fill in for him a few times lately," I tell them. They know about my interest in music which is good. I am only employed on a part time basis anyways. "He's gonna end up lonely and hated one of these days," Kieron says, he is from Ireland and I love his accent. It's so cool to listen to, I could spend all day listen to him talk about his country if I had the time. "Oh yeah, he's gonna be alone. The friends he hangs out with aren't going to be around for long," I tell him. I know the people he hangs around with won't stick around once his true colours are revealed. The guys are only keeping him in the band because they have no other choice right now. They have to stay together till at least the end of next year. They hate it, but it's not much longer from now.

Swan Songs only came out last year and they are sort of in the spotlight, they don't want people to know that there are a few issues in the band as it stands right now. I think management told them if he keeps up his awful show attendance then they can give him the boot. They are holding out hope for the Vatos Locos tour they are doing later this year. They want him to not show up, they want me instead. Jorel hasn't exactly been quiet about it if I am being honest. Obviously they have been quiet around Aron, but not around me because they know that I won't tell anyone. The work day went by kind of quicker than I expected, and Jordon was waiting for me at my car and held his hand out. I put my keys in his hand.

He kissed my hand then my lips. I kissed him back and hugged him tightly. "Right time to take my hungry little love to a dinner date," he tells me, and I gasp. We haven't done one in so long. "But I'm still in my work clothes?" I ask him, and he pulls out one of the outfits he loves seeing me in, smart but casual. It was a maroon red top, with black skinny jeans and I could keep my vans on. "I went by the house to get them," he tells me, and I hug him. He really did plan this one out. I'm impressed, then again all his dates are great. I climb into the back seat to get changed, making sure I tease Jordon while I am doing it. "Oh my god Danny you are such a fucking tease," he tells me, and I wink while I am in front of him shirtless.

"Only for you," I tell him, then he joins me in the car. I love moments like this too. Just pure love with a bit of lust between us both. He snogs me and I kiss him back. "Oh I'm going to get you back for this later," he tells me. I grin, he could totally do that. It's probably the reason why a hotel has been booked for the guys tonight. We have our make out session before Jordon remembers we have to have the dinner date before the meet and greet. I finish getting dressed and climb into the passenger side while Jordon gets into the driver's side and as soon as I have my seatbelt on we are off. "I told no one about this, not even George so there is a good chance that Aron will not show up," Jordon tells me, I hate that we have to worry about him being around.

"One of these days we will be able to go about our lives without worrying about Aron showing up and ruining our day," I tell him. I know Jordon is annoyed about it, he wants to be able to talk freely about me around the guys, like any partner would. He wants to keep the guys updated on how I am doing and when Aron is around he can't. "I know Danny, it will be an amazing day when that happens," Jordon tells me. I smile at him and he takes my hand in his when we arrive at the restaurant. We manage to have a peaceful dinner and even forgot about Aron for a little while which was nice. I still hold his hand when we walk to the venue.

I want to keep doing it for as long as possible as a big fuck you to Aron. He wants to destroy my relationship for whatever reason and I am not going to let him. Jordon seemed to understand and held my hand even tighter, only letting go so that I could hug the people around us that actually like me. "Hey Danny, you look a lot happier than last time I saw you," Jorel says and I nod. He probably suspects that I had some form of depression. "Well last time we saw Dan we were taking Jordon away and now we are giving him back for three days," Dylan says. That's true, I hated the goodbye a month ago and I would not have been my bubbly self. "That's true, in another month he can go back for even longer," Jorel replies.

I love watching them perform. They have so much energy and Jordon even came over to me twice to kiss me which I thought was fun. I would never know when he'd do it, he'd just run up and kiss me and leave after I kissed him back. I could see Aron glaring at me, but any time he dared come near me the body guards would step closer to being right in front of me. I have to get them something as a thank you for protecting me. Maybe I can find out what their favourite candy is and buy it before tomorrow's show as a thank you. Maybe Jordon will know. Once the show is over he scoops me up into his arms and runs away. I don't even care that he is an incredibly sweaty mess right now. George laughed and asked to bring me back.

Jordon reluctantly brought me back, so we could all have a chat about what is going to go on over the next two days. Just that tomorrow we travel to Las Vegas, for safety reasons I am not allowed on the bus, so I have to go alone. Then the show and then we do whatever we want on the day off which Jordon said he wanted a safe date day with me. The guys said that was fair enough and they could get someone to keep an eye on Aron, so that we are left alone. Then it's time to go to the hotel room and have some fun. Jordon ran off because he wanted me to have sex with him right away. He has to be patient though and I get to use it as an opportunity to tease him a little further first. He does love it despite the complaints in the beginning.

Later that night we are laying in bed, naked of course and snuggling into each other's arms. "I missed being around you Danny. I wish that I could spend more time with you," he tells me. I rest my head on his chest and just enjoy the moment. "Me too, don't worry though Jordon. Once you come home from tour we'll have more time together. My job isn't as demanding this time around and we can have more dates and things," I tell him, and I look up to see him smile. This has to be the best thing for our relationship. I fall asleep in the arms of the love of my life and I feel so happy right now.

1 month later – Jordon p.o.v

Finally home to my little love, I heard yesterday that one of Aron's friends attacked Danny on his way home from work last night, so he spent most of it in the ER and then came home very early in the morning. The guys let me get the earliest flight home, so I can check on him and make sure that he is okay. I walk in quietly and put my things in the laundry room to deal with later. I find Danny sleeping on the couch. I can already see some of the cuts and bruising. Bless him, he should really be in bed where it's comfier. I know it's 8 am right now, but he needs all the rest he can get. I carefully lift him up in the hopes of not waking him, but he woke up right away. "Hey baby, I was taking you to bed," I tell him.

He holds onto me tightly and I just stand there holding him. "Can I take my pain meds first please babe?" he asks, then snuggles into me the best he can. It's not the welcome either of us were expecting, but he is alive and recovering. I carry him to the kitchen and carefully put him down on the stool. All of my movements when it comes to picking him up or putting him down is done as gently as possible, so I don't cause him further pain and discomfort. Luckily for us, he had put his new meds on the counter, so I grab some orange juice from the fridge and find some biscuits in the jar. I give all three items to Danny who looks so grateful to me. "Do you want to go lay down in bed?" I ask him.

He nods straight away so I quickly clean up the little mess I had made in the kitchen before carrying him up to bed where I would just be laying with him and if he fell asleep I would watch over him. "Thank you Jordon," he tells me, and I just kiss his cheek. He's so cute. "You're welcome baby, just relax okay," I tell him. He nods, and I cover him with the blanket and just rub his arm a little bit to make him relax more. I text George to let him know that Danny is alright, and we are just taking a rest day today. They are getting on the plane now, I wanted an earlier one because I couldn't wait any longer. George said the others who cared are thankful that it was not as bad as it first seemed when I got the call last night.

Danny had fallen asleep after a little while and I took the moment to just enjoy the moment. I am back in my own bed with the love of my life in my arms and he looks so peaceful in his sleep right now. I take a selfie and send it to George, he'll either get it now or when the flight is over. It's just me and my sleepy little bear. It's one of the cutest pictures we take, if you photoshop all the bruises and cuts off him. I can't believe Aron managed to convince one of his friends to hurt my little bear. It was hard enough to leave the house after the last attack and I know this is going to be worse. He will be watching his back so carefully whenever he leaves the house. It will be my job as his loving boyfriend to watch his back and reassure him that everything will be okay.

The day was just as relaxing as I hopped it to be. While Danny slept I managed to get my laundry done and put all my tour stuff away whilst checking on him every now and then. I ate lunch and got the next dose of medicine sorted for my poor babe. He's going to spend all day in bed, I will make sure of it. He woke up just after I had lunch and I made him some mac and cheese and gave him his meds again. "You're resting too right?" Danny asks me. I nod and join him in bed. "Yup, only getting up to pee, feed the dog and us," I tell him. It will make him happier knowing I am right next to him too, it will make him feel safer even though he knows that Aron and his friends won't be allowed in this house. We watch a film after lunch since Danny wasn't as tired anymore.

That night we just lay together, looking into each other's eyes like we did on our first date. I have fallen so much harder for him now. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I know now he is the one I want to say I do when we walk down the isle in suits surrounded by our friends and family. I will make it the best day of Danny's life and something he will remember for the rest of his. I love Danny Murillo so much.

And that is the end of another one shot hope you enjoyed.

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