Hey guys I decided to give a update to why I haven't been posting chapters to this story recently. If many of you forgot, my girlfriend and I had brought our first child into the world! We've been with her all month to make sure she's healthy and enteric as normal. Also yes, she is soooo adorable and precious and I wish you can see her smile in person. Its sooo cute. Anyways, thanks for everything and supporting my stories it really means a lot. Anytime I felt like I was alone drowning in my own tears, it was nice to know someones out there reading my stories and enjoying them. That was the real purpose of me starting a Fanfic, I was lonely and had no one to talk to at the time. It feels good to put a smile on someone else's face when you been through so much shit and have nothing to smile about.. I torn my ACL, my house caught on fire and burnt down everything I owned. We didnt have good insurance so we had to move in with my grandma. When we finally got a new house, I got fired from UPS for sleeping on the job. Only because I was doing so much in my day schedule. I had 8 hours of school, 2 hours of football practice, and 5-7 more hours of work depending on what day it is. Also I might had to work at more than one job in a day so I dont get home until 1:00 am or 2:00 am at it's max. Sometimes I had to sleep in my car just to make it to the next job on time. Now you tell me if thats enough sleep to start the day over for school. But of course bosses don't wanna hear that. Just a FYI, I worked three different jobs. UPS, Papa Johns, and Walmart. My Walmart let me go because I spent too much time off recovering from my ACL and they hired some other people. Then Papa Johns fired me for getting a shit load of orders wrong. I know some of those are my fault, but I was really depressed and didnt know what to do in life anymore. I remember staying up all night crying in my car when I got fired that I couldnt take care of my baby sister and my mom. Then the rent of our new house was too expensive and we had to move back in with my grandparants. Life was just hell for me and wasn't fair for all the wealthy people I see on TV or in general. But when I met Ashely, my whole world turned around. Even more when she announced she was pregnate with my child. At first I was scared lost and didnt know what to do. I wasnt ready to be a dad yet, I couldnt even provide for my own family how would I provide for a child? I had thought the worse but I took my responsibilities like a man, and made a goal to give my child the life I wish I had. Now months later shes born and is the most beautiful baby I ever seen. When I held her in my arms for the first time, I saw life, joyous, and enthusiasm in her future. Something that has always been my enemy. But throughout all my ups and downs, I still had people who cared for me on FanFiction. The positive fedback you guys gave me is incredible and it always placed a smile on my face when there was nothing to smile about. My whole point is you guys made me happy when I shouldn't have been. You guys are incredibly amazing I want to thank everything who gave me a meaningful review and PM's. Also I want to thank everyone who voted 80% that I'm doing a great job as a writer so far. For the 20% that disagreed, I promise to make it better to your comfort and mine.
"Sometimes Life Is Hard, But You Have To Learn To Poke Your Chest Out, Keep Ya Head Up. And Be Able To Smile Throughout The Bullshit"
-Tupac Shakur
