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Chapter 38 Siblings Love
Humphrey hasn't stop thinking about Kate since he left her house. It seemed like Kate been through a lot of fuck shit since she last saw Humphrey which irritated him. She looked so fragile and innocent to the situation she was in that it felt wrong for Humphrey to not reveal himself. Kate didn't seem like her normal self at all; she was in much worse condition than what he expected. Her angel like voice was viciously harsh like she became a long time smoker in a week. Kate's soft luscious furry skin admired rough and pale-ish; her hair wasn't much off from natural but you could tell the dramatic differences. The whole drive home Humphrey fingers rattled on the steering wheel filling his caring soul with anxiety. He never meant for Kate to be depressed or sickening to the stomach. That's why this dance have to be the best dance and surprise of her teenage life. This is the moment Humphrey supposed to take their relationship to the next level. Sure they've only been together for almost two weeks, but he wants to state that he's serious about their relationship, that it should be official. Seeing and knowing your girlfriend go through all this pain for four to five days; its informative enough she loves you to death.
But there's many questions he asked himself, he doesn't even know how to slow dance for starters. What does he even say once he approached her or is she going to freak out. Humphrey thought about singing to her but ehh that only works right in the movies. Besides that's corny as hell and with Garth still out to get him he's sure that's not safe. He thought maybe he can get help from Candy and Sweets for a little more element of surprise. Not only that would most likely result into a bad idea of drunk teenagers; but Humphrey can see them killing his appearance with rumors. There's so many possibilities that this can go all wrong but he flushed them out of his head. Well he tried to at least. Humphrey canceled out their help and realized he'll be separated from the boys tonight into a man. It's not easy being in a warm gleaming spotlight attending to enlighten a girl's heart. Fuck, now he's starting to get more nervous. Let's say he does what he do best when it's nervous time.
"Welcome to Churches what can I get for you tonight?" The employee said cheerfully.
"Yeah, can I get a two piece spicy chicken with a medium Sprite please...oh and no ice that's all" Humphrey lightly shouted through his downed window.
"Okay your price is 3.39 thank you" The employee said sounding like he loves his job so much.
After he got his food, Humphrey nervous ate the whole ride back in silence thinking happy thoughts. While of course Kendrick Lamar 'LOVE.' played in the background enlightening his thoughts more for his situation. It's something about eating and music that takes him to his happy place. He thought maybe he's just getting under his own skin and need to relax. Kate loves him because Humphrey is himself not someone he's not; there's no reason to pretend to be saucy. Even if it was for one day to impress Kate with his affection, it don't seem like the way to start. Humphrey pulled up in his driveway and hastily made his way inside from the below freezing temperatures of fall. It didn't make things better that his car heater doesn't work well either. Humphrey kicked off his shoes and hung up his coat rubbing his hands together for warmth.
"Shit my balls are freezing" Humphrey said curling his cold furry toes through his socks. Recovering from the freezing weather outside his home. He headed upstairs until he forgot something; the most important one and only jewelry case.
Humphrey turned around before getting the case and locked himself up in his room. He gazed in his big mirror and flicked his hair over pretending to talk to Kate. Humphrey wanted this night to be perfect and didn't want to mess things up. He thought maybe he should talk to his mom first; she could know a thing or two about talking to a girl at a dance. Humphrey cleared his throat loudly and said.
"Oh uh...hi Kate...you're looking...pretty tonight" Humphrey said nervously chuckling; he rolled his eyes and sighed.
"She looks pretty?...that's all I can come up with?" Humphrey questioned his weak compliment.
"Umm Kate...long time no see..glad to know you still have that sexy third breast" Humphrey said trying to sound relaxed.
"Ughh what the fuck am I high?...Kate would choke slam my ass if I say something like that" Humphrey said palming his face.
"I'm fucked...maybe I shouldn't say much on better thought" Humphrey said sitting on his bed fidgeting with the jewelry case on his lap.
"Meow" Naomi their beloved house cat hopped on his bed. Showing affection to her owner as she always does.
"What do you think I should say?" Humphrey said stroking her back gently as she twirled her tail around his arm.
"Meoww"
"I bet that was better than anything I said tonight" Humphrey said chuckling playing with her tail.
There was two small knocks on his door and he sat the jewelry case down off his lap before walking over to open the door. It was Apple who were in her pjs staring up at Humphrey with a meddling smile. Clearly hiding something behind her back.
"What's up?" Humphrey asked.
"Heard you trying to talk with Kate at the dance...need some advice?" Apple asked.
"Uhh yeah I could use some" Humphrey said and Apple quickly pulled his arm out the room.
"First let's start formal attire...I was thinking of dads wedding white and gold Jacquard tuxedo would look perfect on you try it on...go go go hurry" Apple said excitedly pushing him in the bathroom with dads tux.
"Um ok I guess" Humphrey said following her command dressing into it.
Few moments later Humphrey exited the bathroom fixing his bow tie. Apples eyes lit up from the gold sparkle from the tux. It looked absolutely astonishing on Humphrey, fitting on him in every feature. Apple licked her fingers a few times and played around with his hair making him ten times better.
"So how do I look?" Humphrey said smirking. Apple took a few steps back to admire me smiling her chubby little face off.
"Ehh you should definitely get a groom come on" Apple said taking his hand leading him to her room.
Apples pushed him down in her desktop chair and started working on Humphrey hair. It took almost 30 minutes and he started to become worried when he saw a lot of hair on the floor. The suspension was starting to kill him inside of what she's doing to his beautiful hair. Apples finished with his hair, and face, then move down to his tail. Humphrey winced at the coldness of her tail gel, massaging it throughout his furry tail. It smelled to sweet to him that his nose ached from the cold but tenderness of the smell. He soon relax when Apple used a blow dryer to dry it a bit. Then combing his tail making it super fluffy and well groomed.
"Okay, all done...tell me what you think" Apple said putting her comb on the dresser excitedly backing away. Humphrey nodded before getting up out the chair walking over to the mirror expecting the worse. But all at the same time he had no one else who could help other than maybe his parents.
Humphrey walk to the mirror lost in his own icy blue eyes that told a story. He froze in awe at his reflection not believing Apple did in fact such an amazing job. Humphrey agreed with himself that he totally look like a different guy. If a longtime friend would have seen Humphrey right now he would've had no clue it was him. The white and gold tux stood out on him amazingly good bringing out his true silky fur color. Humphrey hair was long and slicked kind of like G Eazy symbolizing his looks ten times better than before.
"I know you are my brother but you are soo hot right now" Apple said playfully panting.
"Apple this looks amazing where did you know how to do this?" Humphrey questioned still checking himself out.
"Oh it's nothing just natural talent" Apple said boasting about herself flicking her hair. Humphrey look back with a crooked smile and raised eyebrow for the truth. Apple rolled her eyes walking in front of him to fix his tux.
"Fine..I watch bridesmaid they're wedding planners but as you can tell...it works for homecoming dances too" Apple said fixing his bow tie smiling up at him cherrishly showing her deep dimples.
"Thanks Apple you're the best sister a guy can ask for" Humphrey said smiling before hugging her tightly. A loveable sigh escaped her mouth and she said.
"No problem I just want the best for you" Apple said after they pulled apart and stared in each other's eyes.
"Whoever is your date he's sure a lucky guy" Humphrey said and a frown quickly replaced her smile.
"Oh...umm...I don't exactly have a date" Apple said frowning with her ears flat on her head.
"Why is that?" Humphrey asked to who would pass up his loving sister.
"The guy I wanted to ask went with a cheerleader" Apple said with her down looking at the floor.
"Listen, don't worry you will find someone okay?...those other guys busy chasing after slutty caterpillars that the right guy would see you're a gorgeous butterfly" Humphrey said with a hand on her soft cheek gently stroking.
"Thanks Humphrey I needed that" Apple said smiling widely.
"Sure thing but hey...do you know a thing or two about dancing?" Humphrey asked and Apple giggled.
"What you don't know how to slow dance?" Apple asked with her hand on her hip.
"Well...no that's why I asked" Humphrey said somewhat disappointed in himself.
"Legs shoulder length apart and place your hands here...just take two steps in a small circle and you're doing it correctly" Apple said moving his legs to the correct position and placing both his hand on her waist. All within the second she announced it making Humphrey a little uneasy.
"Uhhh" Humphrey nervously said to how ridiculously close they were. Apple place her finger over his mouth and said
"Shhhh pretend I was Kate...what would you say to me?" Apple asked smiling removing her finger wrapping her arms around his neck. Slowly dancing around with him in a small circle as told.
"Oh um...I don't know what you suppose I should say?" Humphrey asked.
"Start off with something light...tell her how lucky you are to have her" Apple said smiling staring in his eyes purposely making it harder for him.
"Kate you know I am so glad to have you in my life" Humphrey said and Apple was waiting for more.
"That's all you're going to tell her?" Apple asked with a raised brow.
"Small and sweet that's all I got" Humphrey said shrugging and Apple rolled her eyes.
"Okay just skip that ummm...oh tell her why you love her so much" Apple said sounding thrilled to know what Humphreys going to tell her.
"Kate..from the moment I...uh...I uh.. thought...shit" Humphrey mumbled under his breath.
"Humphrey stop trying so hard to impress her..not only would you be less nervous but it saves situations like these...Kate would be probably overly excited that you're back in her life and amazed by your incredibles looks...there's no need to impress her more than that" Apple said smiling letting it sink into his head a bit. There was a small silence before Apple spoke up again.
"Okay this time stay relaxed and be yourself try again" Apple said fluttering her eyes with a smirk. Humphrey nodded and proceeded to speak I'm a much rather calm voice this time.
"Kate..being here with you tells me that anything is possible...for years I've been wanting to tell you I love you but I bit my tongue since we were in the 2nd grade...even today I can't believe I burped out the butterflies to have courage to talk to you..Garth may be in our way of love sometimes but just think of me as a magnet..because no matter how far I am I'll come back to you eventually..I know that me and you are already together but that doesn't mean I still don't have butterflies in my stomach for you…but this time I won't bite my tongue...Kate would you go steady with me?" Humphrey said and Apple was lost for words trying to keep her composure.
"After she says yes what are you going to do then?" Apple said smiling widely.
"For the purest girl in the world...diamonds like you are always hard to find" Humphrey said taking out the diamond necklace placing it around Apple's neck making her gasp.
"Humphrey...you got this for her?" Apple said amazed to how beautifully bright it was.
"Yeah..is it too much?" Humphrey asked kind of unsure by his sister's response.
"No no no not at all this is perfect she's going to love this...if she doesn't marry you I sure would" Apple said admiring it before looking back at him.
"That's another story for another day...until then I have to know what she says" Humphrey said taking it off her neck placing it back in the jewelry case.
"That was so beautiful" Their mom said standing by the doorway with tears of joy.
"Mom" They both said simultaneously breaking away from how close they were to each other.
"My baby is all grown up" She said walking over to Humphrey.
"Mom please no do-" Was all Humphrey can manage to say before the breathe was knocked out of him from such a powerful hug.
Apple was giggling to herself of how defenseless Humphrey always are from their moms hugs. Humphrey noticed her laughing and chuckled.
"I'm not the only one getting power hugged to death you're in this was me" Humphrey said pulling her into the hug with them causing a small scream to escape her mouth.
"I love you guys" She said smiling before breaking away from both her kids.
"We love you too Mom" Apple said smiling widely then looking over at Humphrey who just smiled and squeezed her shoulder lightly.
On The Other Side Of Jasper Park…
Kate and Lilly just finished up playing their board game admitting it was the most fun she had all week. Kate has been laughing and actually enjoying the presents of her younger sister. The first time since Humphrey departed away from her to who knows where. Kate would've never thought all it took was a little childhood flashback to make herself feel like the old loveable Kate. But none of that would ever make her skip the fact the dance is tomorrow and she has no one to go with. She is for damn sure not going alone just to be jealous of everyone else's date. Also at the same time not wanting to go with anyone else besides her Hubby. Kate knows if Humphrey never shows up in her life again, this would just be a taste of her senior prom. Not at all what she expected her prom to be like but if Humphrey's not there she isn't going. Kate would sometimes get that gut feeling that he is not coming back for a while. Garth isn't only ruining their relationship, but has also played with her emotions way too many times. An easily unsecured Kate is fairly easy to get hurt feelings. Lilly requested they should watch a movie but it was getting kinda late and Kate wasn't really in the mood for it.
"Kate are you feeling better?" Lilly asked worried for her sister sitting on her bed. Kate starred in her sister lavender eyes and smiled a bit.
"Yeah thanks to you but...I could be better" Kate said, saying the last part droughtly.
"Don't worry it will get better I promise" Lilly said smiling and Kate turned her head to stare out the window.
"Why are there marks on your arm?" Lilly asked admiring them and Kate's ears perked up as she quickly covered them with her pajamas sleeves.
"Oh it's nothing serious it was that stupid neighbors c-cat again" Kate said refusing to give eye contact with Lilly.
"Have you been...cutting yourself" Lilly asked in almost a soft whisper staring into Kate's soul making her feel uneasy.
"No why would you say that?" Kate asked looking at her for a small second then turning away. Staring back out the window at the bedazzled sky filled with bright dots.
"Kate this isn't something you should hide from me" Lily said scooting a little closer with a caring tone.
"Hide what I'm not hiding anything" Kate said a little annoyed she's still talking about it.
"I'm saying that because...I used to do the same" Lilly said moving up her pajamas sleeves revealing her much rather longer cuts. Kate gasped at her cuts not believing she would hurt herself out of everyone. Lilly was always just as happy as Kate used to be if not happier.
"But-But why?" Kate asked not knowing what else to say turning her full attention to her sister.
"Because of you.." Lilly said putting her sleeves back down looking away herself; making her bang fall back over her eye.
"Me?...what did I do?" Kate asked confused.
"You have so many friends and everyone liked you more growing up..I was kind of jealous because you were more popular and hotter than me...the guys were smothering you everyday while I was the dorky girl who just sat in the back...alone" Lilly said with sadness in her soft voice.
"Lilly I'm so sorry I-I didn't know you felt that way...why didn't you tell me?" Kate asked feeling sympathy for her younger sister.
"I didn't think you would care or anyone for that matter...even mom and dad praised you more because you were a excellent student with scholarships for college early...hate to say it but you were living my life" Lilly said looking back up in Kate's amber eyes feeling the tears form.
"I'm sorry to hear that Lilly I truly am...if you told me something earlier I would have fixed everything before you harmed yourself" Kate said feeling tears in her eyes also.
"I know but...that's only part of the reason why I cut myself" Lilly said leaving suspense on Kate's face.
"What?...then what was the other reason?" Kate asked puzzled.
"If you hadn't noticed I had a huge crush on Humphrey since forever...but he had this urge for you his whole life that he ignored me as just friends and nothing more...he was what I thought was my last option left of happiness...when you guys started dating I didn't take it so well and...you know" Lilly said looking away from Kate again.
"Oh my goodness Lilly...why are you just telling me all these things now?...they could've all been avoided" Kate said in a soft voice feeling like a horrible monster of a sister.
"Because I wanted you to be happy even if I wasn't...I didn't let that get the best of me and accepted that faith and destiny are real..my point is you shouldn't just give up everything just because Humphrey isn't in your life anymore...sometimes you gotta be able to smile through the bullshit even though it's hard..I'm not saying you should move on if ever but you should consider" Lilly said trying to enlighten her sister.
"Yeah I know but…*sighs*...I don't know if I should even care anymore" Kate said staring back out the window.
"I've said the same when you started dating Humphrey...it would be nice if you could make me happy like I wanted you to be" Lilly said with a small smirk gaining her sisters attention. Kate smiled and nodded in approval.
"Okay, what will make you happy?" Kate asked smiling.
"If you would come to the dance with your family and friends and have a good time" Lilly said making Kate's smile disappear.
"I-I don't think I can do that" Kate said in despair.
"Can you please for me?" Lilly asked with tenderness not to push her sister harshly into something she doesn't want to do.
"I don't know Lilly...other couples are going to make me jealous" Kate said devastated with her ears flat on her head.
"You and Humphrey make me jealous all the time but I am still willing to make my favorite sister happy no matter the circumstances..and you know what fuck them other couples most of them aren't graduating to go to a big university like my sister is...I couldn't have been more proud than I am now to be related to you" Lilly said with a caring smile. Kate didn't say anything but put her sister in a big long hug before breaking apart with a smile.
"Thanks Lilly, I really needed that" Kate said holding Lilly's hands gently stroking them.
"No problem I just wish I made this talk earlier" Lilly said and Kate nodded in a agreement.
"Yeah...me too" Kate said gazing in her lavender eyes.
"Think we can go try on some dresses now?" Lilly asked hoping she says yes.
"Sure" Kate said smiling getting out of bed as the both headed to their giant formal closet downstairs.
They chattered and giggled about dresses and what wolves would think once they see how great they look. Kate started with Lilly first and picked out the best dress the knows would look atsonshing on her. It was the brightest silky levenver dress of course with real sparking diamonds on the top half. Kate combed and ironed her hair until it was very soft and long before tieing up Lilly's hair in pony tail. But kept her bang in her face because it expresses her character that everyone loves. For the finishing touch, Kate put a fake pretty purple flower behind Lilly's ear. Lilly's tail has always been naturally very fluffy so she left it alone. Makeup was next and Kate was having more fun with that than what she thought she would. For years she always wanted to dress up with Lilly but never had the chance due to being so timid about it. When Kate was finished with the makeup, she placed a few white earrings in Lilly ears. Kate covered Lilly's eyes with her hands leading her to the mirror before revealing her appearance.
"Wow...I look...better than I thought I ever would in my life" Lilly said checking herself out in awe she actually looks very beautiful. Lilly had the perfect dress for her and the even more perfect sister to help.
"Why do you say that?" Kate asked with a smile that's slightly decreasing.
"Well...I never really dressed myself up before never had a reason to" Lilly said amazed by her purest body features and beauty.
"From now on I'm sure you're going to have many to come" Kate said smiling at her widely. Lilly smiled back and excitedly squealed.
"Your turn" Lilly said taking her hand to find her a dress.
Lilly did the same for Kate as she did for her by picking out a dress that fits her personality the best. A sparking gold autumn dress that matches her fur color and hair. Kate was a athlete so her body was more defined and slender as expected from Lilly. When Kate put on the dress, all of her natural curves showed revealing she is still attractively fit. Lilly couldn't believe how Kate can put on literally anything and still be as remotely attractive without the dress. If there was anything Lilly was more jealous than Kate herself, is sincerely her perfect body. Lilly brush and ironed Kate hair also until it was straight down her body; then cut the edges of her hair to make it blend in. Lilly was somewhat actually surprised Kate's hair was so long down her body to the belly button.
Kate always have her hair wrapped up and when she usually takes it down it's naturally curly. Kate's tail wasn't necessary fluffy so Lilly use the same gel her and Apple share to make it extremely fluffy and smell sweet. Combing and drying it out with a blow dryer making it irresistible to not want to play with. Makeup was next and Lilly didn't use much but lipstick and a bit of blush for her cheeks, baggy eyes, and forming pimples. Kate was a very fine attractive girl she didn't really need much makeup to look hot at all. When Kate does have makeup on she looks a thousand times more hotter than what she already is. With that Lilly took Kate's hand and brought her to a mirror only for her jaw to almost touch the ground.
"Lilly!...this is amazing how did you learn to do this so well?...I look so beautiful wolves are going to freak when they see me" Kate said strictly amazed Lilly was so much better dressing her.
"Apple and I watch bridesmaid I guess I learn a thing or two" Lilly said smiling her face off.
"Well this is amazing...how did you get my hair so straight I could never do it right" Kate said feeling her still slightly warm silky hair.
"It's all about what kind iron you have really" Lilly said smiling widely.
"After all I did to you unintentionally...why are you trying to make me happy?" Kate asked turning around to Lilly gazing in her sparkling lavender eyes from her dress.
"Because we're sisters why would I not?...and you're a one of a kind sister wolves like you are born every a billion years" Lilly said smiling widely making Kate smile back.
"That's the nicest thing you ever said to me" Kate said putting her in a quick hug.
"Whatta ya know I'm a nice person after all" Lilly said smiling, Kate turned back to the giant mirror and said.
"I wish Humphrey could have seen me like this...he would've freaked out for me" Kate said pulling up her bra to push out her perfectly shaped boobs.
"Oh he is going to freak" Lilly accidentally said before widening her eyes.
"What do you mean?" Kate asked no longer admiring herself.
"Ummm-"
"Won't you look at that...my two most beautiful girls in the world all dressed up" Winston said walking in with with his hands behind his back smiling.
"Kate is going to homecoming dad could you believe it?" Lilly asked winking at him before he caught on.
"Oh is that true?...I'm not going to question it but these guys better treat my girls right or I'll call your mother for them" Winston chuckled making them giggle before giving them both a individual passionate hug.
"Thanks dad" they both said after they hugged him.
Later on that night Humphrey, Lilly, and Kate was all daydreaming about their mates in bed after they undressed. Kate wonders if Humphrey is showing up at the dance to surprise her or something. They've been two very close calls to where she swore she saw his iPhone and Lilly mentioned he was going freak when he sees her. Just from those conspiracies Kate definitely wants to go to the dance to know if it was true. But at the same time don't want her hopes to be high in case he isn't showing up and be crushed. If this is true then tomorrow is going to be one of her favored days of her teenage life. Seeing his icy blue eyes, hearing his masculine soothing voice, feeling his built up muscles, and holding him tightly in her grasp is all she can ever ask for in life. If you didn't know it by now, Kate and Humphrey have a mental illness because they're deeply obsessed with each other.
Lilly in her daydream, was severely happy that she could make a change in her sisters life even though she ruined her own. Her thoughts dozed off to Lee and how much of a impact he was on her life. If it wasn't for him Lilly would've probably did more than just cut herself. But lately something has been wrong with him; he won't admit it to her he's pained and shrugs it off. Lilly has been worried for him since his symptoms started and hopes that it's not anything serious as he claims it not to be. They've been going on a bunch of dates after school and Lilly finds herself also obsessed with Lee's kind tenderness towards her. Lee definitely broke Lilly out of being shy or timid around everyone she spoke to including her family.
In Humphrey's daydream he was thinking of no one else other than his girlfriend Kate. This is a story of the first chapter because Humphrey has always been daydreaming about Kate since they were younger pups. Who would've thought he'll be best friends with the most perfect wolf in the world yet alone date her. Humphrey wants to make a commitment to never see anyone else but her until they take things to a higher level. And that will be another day soon to come with them trailing off into the sunset on their honeymoon. For now as only her boyfriend, Humphrey doesn't want to mess anything up between them. Most of all he doesn't need Garth to fuck up any of his future plans with Kate. No one is going to ruin this night except maybe himself if he gets too nervous to go out through with his plan. With that Humphrey fell asleep in a deep slumber for the most plotted romantic surprise of his lifetime...
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