Passage of Wisdom

Hey guys sorry for this not being another chapter but I wanted to strengthen my relationship with you readers. Throughout this journey of writing, it has been a emotional escalation. I've chatted to almost hundreds of different authors and readers all in my years of fanfiction that made me who I am. I met some of the most beautiful people you can ever meet with the most fragile heart and interceptions. They've guided me through my own darkest depression and told me to share a message with the thousands of readers who read my stories. To take advantage of my talents to communicate, inspire, and grasp the youth with everlasting custody with life lessons. I'm sure if you read all my stories you'll know individually they all have life meanings. I've been told my stories have saved and changed so many people lives and expectations of being human. The crazy part was I wasn't even trying to save or help anyone; I was just a creative kid drowning in misery on the inside. I've always felt I can never get too attached to people because I'm setting myself up for them to leave me.

Anyways, I just wanted to share some knowledge with you guys to get more closer and feel like family. I want to be more than just being some guy who write A&O stories on Fanfiction. I really wanted to directly talk to those that need motivation, relationship advice, to live another day, and/or be someone in life. First off it does not matter what your dream is, you make sure you accomplish anything you desire as a prime priority. Follow what you believe is good for your own life even if your parents or guardian won't accept it. Don't live your life trying to impress or be different to fit in with someone else; or live up to a certain person standards because you're putting yourself in a position for failure. And don't live your life to make yourself hopeless because you aren't accepted by others. They'll only lead you down a dark road to where all the confused lost souls go. You should always be careful on what you manifest. We need more people who cares for the world's health even though it can be very toxic with hate, insecurities, and trilogies. Let's make it not cool to dumb clowns and ignorant idiots. That goes for bullies, wanna be tough guys, internet thugs, dream crushers, rapist, shooters and ect. We should make it awesome to be a good being, to see a distant stranger as a loving brother or sister and family. It's sickening how it's always cool to be a tough guy, murderer, or some kind of selfish irrelevant asshole who envies off of people's lives. Adults and even kids find this common and let's make a challenge to stop this once and for all. The sooner we understand we need each other's guidance and comfort the better the world would be. Decrease the amount of time you spend by yourself and be a enforcement to others so we can end this cycle of feeling like no one cares for each other. By doing that we can experience more genuine love and care for people. But you can't care for people if you don't love yourself first that's why we need more people who can break depressed victims out their trance.

This is very true because I won't be alive right now if I didn't have anyone to share my sympathy with. If I didn't have the support from you guys and the people that believed in me I would've vanished a long time ago. And if for those who's out there that's depressed, no matter what the situation could be; trust me you're not alone I'm a living example of your emotions. I've gone through my fair share of pain and misery to know what to say and what most of you guys want to hear and give a helping hand to pull you out the hole that buried you. If I ever were to die some kind of tragic death, I at least want to leave a message to my thousands of young or aging readers to making something of themselves. To take my words and turn it into a positive assumption that testifies the capabilities of becoming a better human being with a good life. I appreciate all the support you give me and I thought it was only right for me to show appreciation back. I always will love you guys and I believe in you all to making a better human being of yourself. Don't let your depression define who you are as a person. Your mind and acknowledgement is worth way too much for you to just dissuse it. Pain is a feel for process, people won't always post or mention their downfalls because they only care about the success part. But in reality, for everyone who was successful experienced or came across struggles that almost ruined their legacy as a alive being.

Don't be scared to make mistakes take them all in and let that motivate you to become better. Even myself as a 20 year old I still make the most dumbest mistakes. The thing is I'll never make the same mistake twice unlike most you people reading this. Stop looking at everything else as the problem and admire yourself to see how you can change to where nothing bothers you. Learn from mistakes or tragedies and let the positives outdo the negatives because there's ALWAYS a positive side. Absorb the world in a different manner and don't see it as earth banishing you with no mercy. Changing the way you think either if you're depressed, inconsiderate, inactive, or just have no motivation can change the way you perceive the world. See it as a chance to conceive explanation to wanting to be apart of something that can help you. It's always the little things we don't appreciate that comes back to shit in our lunchables and you don't realize it until you're full of shit pun intended haha. I know everyone doesn't believe in God, but I've always believed that he made this Earth the way it is because he knew people won't be able to handle it's sinful atmosphere. He wants to separate the good, weak, and bad all in different categories to judge their existence. God placed us in this sinful world filled with decay, diseases, slaughter, poison, and ect to find the beings who can live a good life throughout all the bad that was around them. People who lived a good life surrounded by sin is much more deserved to be in paradise. Practice on making yourself immune to the wrongdoings involving around you and try to do the hardest thing which is smile through it. Those the people I want you to become because you will seek internity of peace at last.

As for relationships, heartbreaks, or people who are just broken over someone in particular. The key to love is compromise and it's also the key to loving yourself. Don't put your pride in a relationship because I can tell you now that that shit don't work. I hate to say it but in all honesty women have more pride than men and I respect that. As men we look to women as a companion for their kind hearts, sweetness, gorgeous love, smart mindsets, and emotions that us men can share with them. It's a given fact that women think differently and are smarter at handling situations. That's why they're more emotionally developed and are made to think better than men. As for another thing DO NOT put your ego in a relationship because it won't work out trust me. It's going to kill you to the point you'll be afraid to love. Once he or she figures it out your lover won't accept who you become anymore in the long run. Also don't be afraid to blow up your lovers phone because it's the ones that love you that are annoying the most. It's the ones who would ask if you're okay 40 times a day and sometimes argue with you even though you're both wrong that cares for you the most. One more thing about relationships, and I'm not saying don't publicise your love. But don't force people to know what you got going on with your lover because they will maneuver their way between you guys. It will start drama and cause destruction to your own misery. Almost exactly like my A&O high school story Beginning of Madness.

Don't let my opinion about relationships distract you that there's still people who gives bad love advice. I don't wanna sound like a hypocrite, but if you feel like my advice isn't good enough don't fall for it. I believe everyone has a soulmate and you have to be willing to be patient and let bad past relationships go. Find a man/women who believes in you and makes you a better person. They will inspire you to get around and do good things you never found to be fascinating. They'll open up your mind to the world and would always love you no matter what. Find a person who knows and accepts you for who you are. Cute/Hot guys or girls aren't always everything, sometimes they're the villains in disguise. They get you to fall for them and put up with their bullshit before leaving you in the dirt to riot. Never set yourself up for failure and think out what you want in a relationship. If that person don't match the requirements you shouldn't date them to avoid future damage. Don't go with your heart or even gut feelings go with what your head says and process what's right for you as in companionship wise.

If you read this whole passage I am very proud you endure my words of inspiration and hope this helps you. If there's anything anyone needs help with more specifically PM me. If you have a Kik, my username is CHIEF_GuCCi_AK3 and I won't ignore your problems when everyone else does. Most importantly stay strong for yourself and family because good things are bound to happen for you...love you all!