Ruined From Soul
Chapter Two
„She's got the devils eyes and they'll cut you like a weapon
She's stuck in my mind like a bad obsession
Got bad intentions" – Rumors – NEFFEX
Disclaimer: I don't own The Incredibles 1-2, or either anything!
That small little, pieces of ashes have stayed on the floor. Her tears almost covered up all the ashes on the floor. Almost felt like, that she needs another cigarette. So, she stood up and opened her window. Lighten up that cigarette, then breathed.
What's wrong with me?
Violet asked herself. As she always did. She wanted to know, why does she feel like this, since that little accident.
Wasn't even little…
She was trying to deny it, but she didn't want to kiss anyone else, no matter how hard she tried, her lips have touched others also. When she had that dark time of her life. Even she tried something else out, what she would love to save to have it in a different way. But that was another story.
„So, this is where the smell comes from?" Dash asked, suddenly.
Violet almost dropped the cigarette out of her fingers as she heard his voice. She was so surprised. What made him turn around and leave those ones, just to get home.
„You scared me." Violet sighed, finally getting chance to breath, and speak to him. Not even concentrating to her heartbeat getting more and more loud.
„You got to be kidding with me with that also." Dash pointed at her fingers. „This isn't you. Are you going back to be that person who I hardly tried to turn back?"
Her eyes have widened. What the heck is going on? He is tried to show that he cares. All they did was arguing when she was at her worst time being herself. An actual human being. She took another long breath before dropping out that cigar out of her hand, out to the garden, not caring about who will find it out.
If that would be true, he would know what she has been through. All those sleepless nights, almost confessions on birthday's, the letters, the poems, the small comments, any little signs. Her eyes almost teared up from those thoughts. The first sleepless night, the moment when she found out what she really feels, and how she changed at that night, when it all crushed to her, and all she wanted to do, was to tell him, how she feels. But she knows, he will never feel the same. As she looks into his eyes, those blue eyes, what makes her feel alive.
„You were never there." Violet spoke up, after a long silence. „All you did was arguing and hurting me more. If you would have been there for me, you would know the truth."
He stood, frozen over there. Just like hours ago, she did. All he saw now, was a broken, beautiful woman. But he was sure, he couldn't just erase everything from the past. He had to admit it, he wasn't there, but still, there was that one night. When everything came together for them, and for one moment, they could've forgot about who they're really meant to be. For an hour of spark. But that was all, it wasn't forever.
"Tell me, then. The truth." Dash said.
Inside, they both knew that they have ruined the relationship they've developed, after all the pain, with that one little kiss. What was the first, but not the last? But in which way. Is all up to them to find it out.
Violet walked over to her wardrobe. As she opened the door, she saw that big box. It had the logo from the amazon. She took one long breath, as she picked up the box, and slowly walked back. She poured it on the ground, and everything came out from it. Small memories, from three year above. Notebooks, full of love letters, small pieces of paper, with love letters, love admitting, and requiring help, to erase the pain from her. Little polaroid pictures, back from graduating ceremony. Old, death roses. And her diary, when she was 15. When the accident happened.
"This is the truth." Violet sighed, as in a relief. "It doesn't matter anymore. I know it. From my heart."
As Dash eyes glazed all around the letters and notebooks, he saw one. With full of pictures on it. He felt that, he was all late. And couldn't give Violet, what she wants to have. But the most important part, was all about to get down into the reality.
The notebook was full of, pictures of them. One caught his eyes. What was taken after the accident, and it was all, like a miracle. They were both smiling like idiots. Like nothing wrong happened before, the picture. He realized that he really misses that smile from her.
The pages were well done. Violet's handwriting wasn't that messy. It was beautiful. With all black colored pen. And as he turned the page, he saw the date, when everything, turned out to be the worse. When it happened between them.
Violet felt that, he's reading what she's thinking of. The moments started to flash into her mind. All she needed to remind herself is that, now he knows about everything. And nothing will be better, without a sigh. It will be all worst. Since he got himself that little Carolyn bitch. And what has happened, all now, nothing matters.
"You don't pick up your phone!" Cara shouted, as she closed the door, and started to take her way to the stairs.
"Damn!" Violet muttered. "What do you actually want to do with those?" She asked as quite as she could.
"Just one second." Dash whispered.
And after that moment, nothing better would come, just to use his speed, before Cara could get upstairs, and hide those stuffs from her. And so that's what he did. But even before Cara could get into the room, he locked his eyes with her. And so, the unexpected was coming.
"I was so worried about you girl and…" Cara's voice muted. Her mouth was open, as she saw them. "Ann, you owe me that 10 bucks, I was right!" She shouted back, as she closed the door on them, to leave them all alone.
All was sudden, and surprising, even to them. It all happened like in a second, and never wanted to part away from each other, ever again. That one kiss after 3 years, finally have been repeated.
A/N: So, I have passed my Literature exam with an A+ so I have decided to write something. Even though I have other exams coming up and it's 10PM almost here, so I must sleep.
