Hey Everybody. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. It's been a crazy time since January. I'm kind of sad because of two of my 'friends.' One of them was talking about someone and called them a retard so I asked if you couldn't say it because it offended me because I know people who are considered that(One's my brother). My other one got mad at me because of my opinion on the dress code. I think girls should be able to wear a tank top if it doesn't show too much. Like oh my lord it's a shoulder. What guy thinks that? I'm pretty sure one of the called my some bad words because I heard her talking about me. And apparently I would jump off a bridge if my friend told me to. I said that any guy I'd date would have to talk to that friend first. the reason is because she is older than me and she would get it through his head not to hurt me.
Sorry about my long rant.
LoveShipper: Yes. I'd do the same exact thing.
GamerGirl9000: That's ok. You made my day.
By the way I want to thank everybody who follows and favorites this story! It's nice to know that people like what I create.
Addi's POV
We were outside at recess when Sarah and her friends surrounded me. "Hey nerd," Sarah said. Her friends and her started to say terrible, disgusting things that I should never repeat.
"You should just go die," Daphne said.
"No one loves you," Lilly spat.
"You're an ugly nerd who is just a waste of space," Cammie said. I happened to get away and ran home. I ran upstairs to my room. I started to cry as I shut the door. Luckily Dad took Adelaide with him to the recording studio, Alec was still at school and Ally had work.
Maybe I am a waste of space and should go die. I went downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I then went upstairs and grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a note.
Dear family and friends,
I just wanted to say goodbye. I love you so much. I didn't kill myself because of you. I'm just a waste of space that was a mistake. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I will miss all of you.
Love,
Addi
It was short but I just wanted to die. I went into the bathroom and sat in the bathtub so I didn't make a huge mess. I slowly ran the knife over my wrist. It hurt but it wasn't as bad as the words.
Ally's POV
I hurried home when I got a call from the school when I heard Addi never returned from recess. I ran inside. "ADDI!" I ran upstairs and went into her room. I skimmed the note she left. I knew she wanted to kill herself. I opened the bathroom to see her passed out in the bathtub with her wrists bleeding. I got some towels and tied them around her wrists. I checked her pulse and was happy that it was still there. I took out my phone and called 911. After talking to them, I called Austin.
Austin / Ally
Hey babe.
Meet me at the hospital.
What's going on?
Addi tried to kill herself.
I'll pick up Alec and be there soon. Love you.
Love you too.
I held Addi and cried. I can't lose my child.
Austin's POV
We got to the hospital and found a crying Ally in the waiting room. I hugged her and let her cry in my chest. After a while, we sat in the chairs. I had Adelaide in my lap and my arm around Ally and Alec. Trish, Dez and Riley came and sat in the chairs across from us.
"Addison Moon?" a doctor said. We all stood up. "Addi's fine. Luckily she didn't lose too much blood. If nobody got there when you did, Mrs. Moon, she probably wouldn't be here right now." Nobody corrected him when he said Mrs. Moon because we were so worried.
"Thank God," Ally said.
"She can have visitors now," he said. We all went into Addi's room. I pulled a chair near her and grabbed her hand. Ally pulled a chair near me and I put my other arm around her. About an hour later, Trish and Dez took the kids to go get some food. They took Ally with them because she looked like she was about to break down and cry if she stay in here one more minute.
"Daddy?" I looked to see Addi awake.
"Hey Addi," I said.
"Are you mad?" she asked me.
"No," I told her. "I just want to know why? Why did you try to kill yourself?" She look like she was about to cry.
"I'm a waste of space," she said.
"No," I said. "No you're not. You were put on this earth for a reason! You were put here to make me a better person. To be a daughter, an older sister, a best friend. To be a wife and mother someday. You're are an important person. You wouldn't be here if you were a 'waste of space.' Who ever told you that is a liar. You are so important to me, your mother, your siblings, Riley, Aunt Trish, Uncle Dez, Aunt Brooke, your grandparents, your uncles and aunts. All of them. We love you so much Addi. I'm going to ask you again.(1) Why?"
"I've been being bullied," she said, crying. I sat next to her on the bed and hugged her.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"They told me they would hurt me worse than they already do," she stuttered. I held her and she let it all out. She soon fell asleep and I did too.
Ally's POV
"Addi did wake up for a little bit. After we went in and checked on her," the doctor told me. "We think she should go through some counseling." He gave me some pamphlets. I went back into her room and saw the cutest sight ever.
Austin was holding Addi as they were sleeping. I took a picture of them. I went over to Alec and Adelaide. I picked her up and sat next to him.
A little while later, I looked up to see Austin and Addi wake up. I put Adelaide down and ran over.
"I'm so glad you're ok." I said hugging her. Adelaide say on Addi's lap while Alec sat on Austin's. We are one happy family.
Sorry about the sad chapter. It kind of tells you more bout Addi.
Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally or anything you recognize.
(1) If you every get or are getting bullied what Austin says here is true. So if you feel like you need to kill yourself go back and read that part because you all matter.
Thanks for reading!
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