15 weeks. She had made it this far and Meredith still had a hard time believing it. Her nerves had calmed down slightly but there would always be that fear in the back of her mind that one of these days it would all end.

She entered the kitchen, the aroma of pancakes filling her senses making her stomach growl. she hummed in delight as she watched Derek dish them both a plate.

"Good morning" Derek greeted.

"Morning, this looks amazing" Meredith smiled moving to take a seat.

"Well, we don't get to do this too often" he whispered placing a light kiss on her cheek. He was right, it was rare they both had the day off.

Meredith started digging into her food as fast as she could, suddenly feeling like she was starving. These days she was constantly hungry.

"Do you chew?" Derek asked playfully earning him a look from Meredith.

"It's not my fault your kid is hungry" she grinned. They finished up their breakfast, Derek doing the dishes as Meredith went and laid on the couch. "Are you on call?" she hollered over.

"Yeah, incase any huge traumas come in." that was the bad part of being the top neurosurgeon in Seattle, you were always on call. He went and joined her on the couch, settling in behind her as she rested her head onto his chest.

"What do you want to do today?" he asked her.

"This right here is perfect" she smiled. "Cuddled up to you and our baby" she whispered placing her hand against the swell of her stomach. She had been more open with him about the baby but still treaded lightly but at least she was making progress from where they were days ago.

"I still can't believe we have made it this far" Meredith murmured and Derek knew exactly what she meant.

"I know, I cant either" he whispered. placing his hand overtop hers that was still placed onto her stomach. They both savored the moment before it would all become hell in a handbasket once again.

What was supposed to be a luxurious day got cut short when multiple traumas came in causing them to both be called in. Derek got to work, making his way around the ER.

Meanwhile, Meredith was standing outside of an OR that had a designated bomb in it. She could tell the young officer that was currently inside was panicking and nobody was doing anything about it. She looked around, praying that someone was going to do something but nobody was. Nobody was moving. Her eyes flickered back to the young officer, clearly shaking as her eyes darted around and Meredith knew it was only a matter of time before she would break.

"Derek!" he heard his name be called as he was checking on a patient for a possible concussion. He turned around coming face to face with Cristina. "yes?"

"Would you tell your wife shes absolutely insane?" Cristina yelled.

"Well I mean we have always known that but what for this time?" Derek smiled.

"Your brilliant wife is in an or with an exploding bomb!" Dereks smile faded as he took off running not entirely sure where he was going, only when he saw a team of people outside of OR 1 did he know he was in the right place.

"Is she still in there?" he asked clearly panicked.

"Yeah, the officer got scared and ran out." Derek took a peek into the little window, seeing Meredith standing there with a time bomb made his heart drop. He could tell she was scared and would rather be anywhere else at the moment.

"Meredith" he whispered opening up the door slowly. She looked up, seeing the pain in Derek's eyes as tears rolled down her cheeks, she was not only putting herself in jeopardy but their child too.

"I'm so sorry, she was freaking out and nobody else was going to help" she rambled.

"I know Meredith, they are working on getting someone in here. Just stay calm alright honey?" Derek whispered. Meredith was trying to hold still, she really was but clearly, she was fidgeting. Her other hand not holding the bomb traveled to her stomach, mentally kicking herself for putting their child in danger.

Both stood there staring at each other as each second ticked by. Meredith didn't know how much longer she could do this without freaking out herself. She wanted to be in Derek's arms, where she knew she was safe. Where both she and their child would be safe.

Glancing at the clock she noticed a half-hour had already gone by. How long does it take for them to get down here? She thought bitterly. Why didn't anyone else do this?

"Where the hell is the bomb squad?" Derek hissed angrily as he turned away from the door.

"They are on their way sir" the officer tried to reassure him.

"Not fast enough, that is the woman I love more than anything and my child in there. They need to hurry up before my family ends up hurt."

"Derek?" He heard his name be called by the shaky terrified voice that traveled out of the Or. Slowly he headed back to the doorway. "I can't do this Derek" she sobbed.

Derek sighed. "I know, they are on their way Mer. Just hold on a little longer. I know you're scared, I'm scared too for the both of you."

"Please don't leave me" she choked out tears streaming down her cheeks.

"I won't baby, I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere, Meredith."

More time went by, feeling like forever for both of them before the bomb squad finally arrived. They both watched nervously as the bomb was defused and before Derek knew it, Meredith was running out of the or straight into his arms freely sobbing.

"Your ok" he murmured rubbing his hand up and down her back as she cried. He was guiding her down the hallway when they heard the explosion. They both fell to the ground, debris and glass shattering around them. Derek opened his eyes, finding Meredith unconscious beside him.