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Ch. 15 Use My Jealousy as a Fuel

(DAMON)

"You don't look well, what did he do to you?" I question moving to go to Klaus' car and pull him out. It's Sunday afternoon and he just brought her home, she was pale, walking funny, her eyes sallow as though she hadn't eaten. She's a vampire now, she should not look like this.

"I need blood," Clare says catching my arm before I can get out the door. Klaus smirks at me and peels out in reverse.

"Sit down, I'll get you some blood," I tell her and then pick her up to set her on a chair. I run into the kitchen, grab two blood bags and bring them to her. She's going to need more, and some coffee. I start the coffee and text Stefan while I lean in the doorway and watch Clare.

Damon: Make a blood run on your way home, he drank from her and I don't know if he fed her at all.

Stefan: I'll grab Caroline on my way home and we'll grab blood. How is she?

Damon: Drinking a couple bags now, I'm making her some coffee too. She doesn't look good.

Stefan doesn't reply, I get Clare another blood bag and when she's done with that I give her some coffee. She drinks that and tells me she's going to take a shower, she's looking better and runs up at vampiric speed, I hear the shower come on a second later. I clean up the blood bags and coffee, then pick up her bag from where she dropped it at the door and run it to her room. I set her bag on her bed and hear the shower turn off, Clare comes out of her washroom, she doesn't even have a towel around her. I enjoy the sight of her naked with water tracing her every luscious curve, and then she jumps on me.

Her legs encircle my waist, her arms link around my neck as her lips crush to mine. I wrap my arms around her and my tongue slides between her lips. I turn us and lie her down on the bed, our lips stay attached as I quickly undress. Her legs open and I slide into her, fitting so incredibly perfectly. I release a moan when I'm all the way in, feeling her wrapped around me entirely. Her legs go around my waist again, her hands raking into my hair. I start to pull out very slowly and her heels push on my ass, urging me back inside of her. I don't even pull out half way before I begin to slide back in.

She moans loudly, breaking the kiss, and I start kissing her body, I can still smell Klaus on her. I plan to eradicate his scent from her and replace it with mine. I still see bites on her, healed but the marks are there, it seems he fed on her a lot. My angry thoughts of how much Klaus fed on her fuel the fast pace at which I begin thrusting in and out of her. Clare only moans, clinging to me, pushing her heels into my ass, her neck craned back as she lets herself go into the pleasure. She cries out my name as she climaxes but we don't stop, we're not done.

Clare grabs my shoulders and turns us over until I'm on my back and she's riding me. One of her hands is on my chest, caressing along my pecs, her eyes locked onto mine. Her other hand grips mine, interlacing our fingers. My free hand traces up her torso to her succulently, sumptuous breasts. I toy with her breasts, tweaking her nipple, rolling it between my finger and thumb. I watch her face as she rides me, most of the time her eyes are locked on mine, but every so often her head will lull back and she lets out a rolling moan. I love looking in her eyes, but watching her get lost to the pleasure, rolling her head back and her chest going out as her back arches is almost as good. I know she's getting close when her hand grips mine tighter, her core clenches down on me and I can no longer hold back.

We both release in a screaming moan of the other's name, her body trembles, as does mine. She rides my length slowly until her orgasm dissipates, and then she collapses onto my chest. I wrap my arms around her, holding her close, but we've both recovered within a few seconds and she kisses the center of my chest.

"I'm hungry again," she says before her tongue caresses my nipple, enticing another moan from my lips.

"I need to eat too, I'll grab us some blood bags. Stefan will bring home more blood," I run downstairs and grab two blood bags from the fridge and run upstairs. "What happened this weekend?" I ask, handing her a blood bag.

"Pretty much what we just did. We made love on just about every surface of his house. We fed from each other, he drank too much, he…" she starts to say something and then shakes her head seeming to change her mind. "He went out to get me blood, I refused to stay there otherwise. That was it, we mostly made love."

"He what? You were going to say something and changed your mind," I prod her.

"He didn't let me put on clothes," she says but I have the feeling she was going to say something else. "Stay with me tonight," she says. It wasn't quite a request but wasn't quite a demand either.

"Of course Lover," I grin, "do you need more blood?"

"Not just yet, but a drink sounds good."

"Stefan is getting blood, and probably won't be back until after dark, but we should probably put on clothes just in case."

We get up and put on clothes going down to get a drink. We make love again and have some more blood before Stefan gets home. Clare and I spend the rest of the evening naked in my room, and she falls asleep there. I kiss her awake the next morning, I'm tempted to keep her in my bed, but she needs to get to school, and I'm meeting with Liz today.

"I may not make it to the school to see you at lunch today," I tell Clare while she's getting blood bags in her insulated lunch box. "I'm meeting with Sheriff Forbes later, but I'll come to the school at lunch if we're done at that point."

"Is there something to worry about? Why are you meeting with the sheriff?" Clare asks.

"I meet with her regularly, she gets word about any suspicious murders in the surrounding area or in town. It's usually our first sign that there's a problem here or headed our way."

"Will you tell me if there is something to be worried about?" She questions.

"Yes Lover," I reply before kissing her deeply.

"Hey, I gotta take her to school, you can kiss her this afternoon," Stefan says, pulling Clare away from me.

"I'll be there to pick you up after school, and if you see Klaus I better hear about it," I call to her as they walk to the door.

I'm not meeting with Liz until later so I have some time. I have some coffee, and follow up with my witch contacts to see if any of them have anything to kill Klaus. A few of them have some leads but nothing solid yet as a way to get rid of him permanently. After making sure that Stefan got a sufficient blood supply for Clare's appetite I leave to meet with Liz. We always meet at her house when Caroline is in school, it's safer that way.

"No reported animal attacks lately, or missing people in the area," Liz says as she lets me in.

"But there's something to be worried about?"

"Dead bodies along the highways, but no exsanguination or blood loss. They were strangled, it sounds more like a human serial killer. Current theory is a truck driver," Liz tells me, showing me the bulletin. Humans can be monsters too, actually they can be worse.

"Yeah, that seems human, nothing supernatural about that. There's no highway leading into Mystic Falls and this says all the victims went missing from towns with highways. Nothing else?"

"Nope, like I said it's been quiet. How's Clare adjusting?"

"To being a vampire pretty well, at least she's doing better here than she was in Toronto. I worry about her and Klaus, he has no limits, and just because she's now a vampire doesn't mean he can't hurt her. She's doing well though, learning control, she's determined to get control and be able to go to college with her best friend next year. I'm very happy for many reasons that she came to Mystic Falls and didn't stay in Toronto."

(CLARE)

"I want to go outside for the rest of lunch," I tell Stefan, putting the empty blood bag back in my lunchbox. Knowing that Damon likely wouldn't be here for lunch Stefan, Caroline and I were in Alaric's classroom to eat lunch, but he was eating in the teacher's lounge.

"I don't think you should go outside by yourself, there's a potential buffet out there to suit both your needs," Stefan says.

"I just ate, I'll be fine, I just don't want to stay inside all day," I tell him.

"Let her go outside, I'm going to find Tyler and he's outside. I'll keep an eye on her, and I think Jeremy and Bonnie are out there too. There's also still a chance Damon could come by," Caroline comments.

"Alright, I'm going to find Elena," Stefan nods.

Caroline and I swing by our lockers first to stash our insulated lunch boxes. We walk outside together but when she sees Tyler sitting at a picnic table, with the other football players, she leaves me to be with him. I see Jeremy and Bonnie sitting in the grass enjoying the sun. Jeremy sees me and nods and I wave back before turning away and walking several feet from the door.

I lean against the wall, close my eyes and bend one knee putting one foot on the wall. With my new heightened senses I like being outside, it's like a test of my new senses. I can smell and hear a lot of things indoors too, but outside is another story. The wind brings smells and tastes from miles and miles. I noticed it when I was out hunting with Klaus, how I could follow the scents, how it would tell me a story.

I smell freshly cut grass, a couple dozen lunches, coffee, soda, chocolate, pot, tobacco, perfumes, aftershave, deodorant. Some of them come to my tongue and I can taste them. Some of them I can follow back to their source, the coffee for instance coming from the café down the street. Then there's the natural scents of the people around me, their sweat, their blood, I lick my lips. Then I smell something else, something very familiar and my eyes shoot open.

"It can't be, what would he be doing here?" I question aloud as I look around for the source of the scent. A smell so ingrained in my sense memory I shall never forget it. I can't believe he'd be here and yet no one else smells like he does, it must be him. I start walking toward the source of the scent, even though I don't yet see him, I don't even remember taking a step, it's as though my feet propelled me forward to go to him, as much as if he'd compelled me to come to him. When I finally see him leaning on an unfamiliar car I stop dead in my tracks. He looks just the same, brooding, dark, his bright green eyes visible from here. Eli's black jeans leaning against the white car, it looks almost like a scene from one of his graphic novels. His black t-shirt and grey jacket making his skin look even paler. "Fuck," I exhale as Jeremy suddenly comes to my side.

"Isn't that…" Jeremy begins.

"Eli," I say before Jeremy can finish. I'm taking in his scent, tasting it on my tongue, him on my tongue. I can smell and taste it all and suddenly the memories of losing my virginity to my first love begin to overwhelm me. I have a sudden hunger for him, a need to feel him again, especially with my new abilities. A need to taste him, to drink his blood, I smell it in his veins, I hear his heart beating. I want to know exactly how he tastes, does his blood taste as dark as he is? I lick my lips again and Jeremy grabs my hand.

"What's that psycho doing here?" Jeremy asks.

"I should go say hi," I say in a husky lustful whisper.

Bonnie is standing next to Jeremy and both grab my waist to keep me from going to Eli. I'm much stronger, I could just pull away, but the part of me that knows going to Eli is a bad idea allows them to hold me.

"Bonnie go get Stefan," Jeremy says just as Caroline and Tyler join us.

"Who is that?" Caroline asks.

"It's Clare's psychotic ex," Jeremy answers for me. I can hear them, I know they are there, but I'm becoming consumed by visions of me and Eli. Some are memories of our time together, others fantasies of what I want to do with him and to him just now.

"Just think about Damon, do not think about ravaging your ex, in any sense of the word," Caroline cautions me. I hear her, I know she's right but I can't help it. I want to taste Eli, taste all of him.

"He smells so good, I just want a little taste," I reply as I step out of Jeremy's grasp. Caroline and Tyler grab a hold of me and hold tight. With the strength of the two of them I can't go anywhere. It doesn't matter, Eli has seen me and he's starting to walk over. I also smell Stefan, Bonnie and Elena, so I know they'll be standing with me in a few seconds.

"Who's that?" Stefan asks.

"Eli," I exhale, the fantasies still fliting through my mind.

"Her ex and he's fucking crazy he needs to leave," Jeremy speaks up.

"Not crazy, just has some issues," I disagree.

Eli's only a few feet away now so no one else says anything. He storms over and looks at the group surrounding me, the group of people he doesn't know.

"Clare," Eli says, stepping right up to me, "we need to talk."

"You need to turn around and leave," Tyler tells him with a clenched jaw. Eli of course doesn't listen and only glares at Tyler.

"Who the hell are you?" Eli growls.

"Eli this is Stefan and his girlfriend Elena, her brother Jeremy, and this is Bonnie, Caroline and Tyler they're my friends. What are you doing here Eli?" I ask fighting every urge inside of me to grab him and kiss him. To taste the entirety of his mouth before I pick him up and run into the woods with him and satisfy my lust and blood lust.

"What do you mean what am I doing here? I hear that you dropped out of DeGrassi half way through the year to suddenly move to the states and live with people you don't know! No one can tell me why you moved and when I ask your mom all she says is it's a good opportunity and they're very happy for you. This isn't like you, they have something on you, they're holding you hostage and I'm here to rescue you and take you home," Eli replies angrily and reaches for my arm. Tyler and Jeremy both step between us, their eyes narrowed and Jeremy shoves at Eli.

I close my eyes to still my thoughts, and emotions. I shake my head a little, so very typical of Eli to think he's going to swoop in and save me. Thinking that I need someone to swoop in and save me.

"Eli I'm not being held hostage, I moved here because…" I hesitate biting my lip. What can I tell him? I can't tell him I became a vampire and had to move to learn control, to not kill, and learn to use, and when appropriate not use my abilities. "I had to, it was just something I had to do, I can't really explain."

"You're not making any sense Clare, this isn't at all like you. I'm not leaving until you come talk to me. Alone," Eli states managing to grab my hand by reaching between Tyler and Jeremy.

The feel of his skin on mine brings those lusts back, I envision myself running around Jeremy, picking Eli up and running into the woods. Ripping our clothes off and fucking him hard before I drink my fill from him. Stefan must see what's in my eyes or know what I'm thinking because he puts a hand on my shoulder. He comes close and speaks so low that only heightened senses can hear him.

"You need to make him go away Clare. You need to make him leave and make it so he doesn't want to come back," Stefan says.

I know he wants me to compel Eli into leaving. When Stefan puts his hand on Jeremy's arm he steps aside. I step up to Eli, take my hand from his and grab his shoulders. I look deep into his eyes, but this is Eli and my emotions and fantasies are conflicting with what I need to do, and I don't wait until I know I've locked on and I have him.

"Eli you need to go home, I'm happy here and I'm not leaving."

"I'm not leaving until you come and talk to me Clare, alone. I know you must be here under duress and I'm here to rescue you, to take you home," Eli insists again. Knowing it didn't work I look at Stefan for help. He takes Eli's shoulders and locks eyes with him.

"Eli, you need to go home. Clare is happy here, get in your car and leave," Stefan tells him.

"I need to go home," Eli says, turns and gets in his car.

"Will Eli stay away?" I question as we watch him drive off and the bell rings.

"I don't know, I compelled him to go home, but only told him you were happy. If he's determined enough he could come back. Right now, it's not a problem, he's going home," Stefan shrugs. Eli's car is out of sight now so we all turn and start walking back to the building.

"The guy is psycho and obsessed, I have no doubt he'll be back," Jeremy remarks.

"He's bipolar, not psycho a…" I begin to defend Eli but Jeremy cuts me off.

"He poisoned a guy for taking you out, intentionally crashed his car so you would come see him, wrote a play about you two, and my personal favorite; wrote a story in which he kills you and drinks your blood. He still emails you once a week," Jeremy enlightens everyone as we go inside and we all stop.

"Okay, the story was concerning but that was…hang on, how do you know so much about Eli?" I inquire with a hand on my hip.

"Klaus had me hack your account to find you, I saw all his emails, got curious, looked into him," Jeremy shrugs.

I scowl at him, but the late bell rings so we all run to class. I make it through my last two classes but with many fantasies of Eli playing through my head. When I leave the school at the end of the day Damon is there, as soon as I open the door he appears. He didn't even wait at his car for me, and as soon as he sees me he pulls me to him.

"I thought Klaus would be the one we had to worry about," Damon comments and inhales. "I can smell him on you," Damon whispers in my ear. It's a growling whisper, his arms tighten around me. He's feeling territorial, vampires do get fairly territorial, in an odd way. Stefan or possibly even Jeremy must have told him about Eli's visit.

"He's gone, let's go home, I've been fantasizing all afternoon," I comment, grabbing his jeans and pulling him to the car.

We get in his car and he drives home fast, and as soon as he's parked in the driveway his door flies open. I get out of the car fast too, but not fast enough for his liking. He comes over and picks me up running upstairs with me, and takes me to his room. He's definitely feeling territorial far more than usual as Damon takes charge.

"Were you fantasizing about your ex all afternoon?" Damon asks as he rips open my top.

"Couldn't help it," I reply as he rips my bra open.

He gets my shoes and socks off, then tears off my jeans and panties. He turns me over and pulls me off the bed and uses my ripped panties to tie my wrist to one of his bedposts. I am strong enough to break the bedpost and tear through the bindings, but I don't want to. With all the fantasies in my head this afternoon I like having Damon this avaricious and amorous.

"I really don't like his scent on you. I don't like any other guys scent on you, but his especially," Damon says with a throaty lustful growl against my skin. He kisses the small of my back and sheds his clothes quickly. When his clothes are all off he spreads my legs and begins trailing kisses up the inside of my legs. "I've heard some very bad things about this crazy ex of yours," Damon comments between kisses. "He's crashed his car, wrote a story about him drinking your blood, slipping one of your dates ipecac," Damon says.

His mouth is right below my pussy now, which is dripping and begging to be tasted. That is exactly what Damon does, his tongue licks across my slit, parting my lower lips. Then his tongue slips in, not just tasting but lapping up my juices. He holds my hips, his tongue hitting each and every spot in my core that can bring me pleasure. I reach orgasm pretty quickly, but it's been building all afternoon. I'm still moaning from the orgasm when Damon pulls his tongue away and moving at vampiric speed he stands and slides right into me. His first thrust is very slow, but he goes all the way in. His cock deep inside of me he stays there and kisses my neck, his hands massaging my breasts.

He doesn't begin to pull out until I moan and begin bucking my hips. Then he slowly pulls out to the head, and that is his last slow movement. When he goes back in he moves fast, driving in deep and hard. I grip the bedpost as he pounds me deep, hard and fast. With each thrust in he kisses my skin or lightly nips at my flesh, not deep enough to break skin or draw blood. Only hard enough to elicit a moan or gasp from my lips. Tied in this position I'm at his mercy, little more I can do than to moan, and buck my hips.

We hear the front door open but neither of us moves, Damon doesn't even stop to go close the bedroom door. Though if Stefan just got home he's probably about to leave, he must have heard us already. No one leaves, but I do hear someone coming up the stairs. I look over to see Klaus standing in the doorway. His arms are crossed, one eyebrow arched, he looks displeased. Oddly, he doesn't seem to be displeased over Damon and I making love. When Damon thrusts into me hard and deep again, while at the same time squeezing my breast and pulling my nipple, I moan and close my eyes. I'm far too lost in the depths of pleasure to acknowledge Klaus right now. Though Klaus doesn't seem to care as he speaks from the doorway.

"What was your ex doing here? Why did he come all the way here? If he's stalking you I will kill him. I can smell him on you," Klaus growls making a face at Eli's scent.

"You going to stand there watching? Or you going to help me erase his scent?" Damon asks him but doesn't slow his thrusting.

"What?" I question but it turns into a moan.

Klaus has already come over and is kneeling underneath me, he begins sucking and massaging my breasts. Damon's hands have moved to my hips and my ass. I'm sure this is a bad idea, but I've lost all ability to think, to rationalize, to do much of anything. Being touched by the two of them is something I can't even explain, they move very fast and very slow, working against each other, but also together. One I can handle but even as a vampire the two of them together is nearly too much to take. I'm brought to orgiastic bliss fairly quickly and release a long purring moan.

Damon pulls out of me and Klaus disrobes in a split second, too fast for human eyes to see. Klaus moves up, he takes my hips and guides my bound wrists along the bedpost. He stands with me, adjusting my arms around his neck, he lifts me up and my legs go around his waist. His lips capture mine as his length slides into me, my body adjusts to him, welcoming him as he glides in easily. Klaus thrusts a few times, I begin moaning again and somewhere in the back of my mind I wonder where Damon went.

My question is soon answered when I feel Damon's hands on my ass, his lips on my neck. I moan into the kiss with Klaus, holding tightly as Damon spreads my ass cheeks, I break the kiss with Klaus and moan out as Damon slides into me. I'm sure it should be painful, I've never done anal before, but it's not. Maybe I'm just too lost to currents of pleasure to notice any pain. With the two of them working in tandem, my entire body being touched I'm brought to orgasm again rather quickly.

They don't stop, though they both withdraw from me at once. My hands are untied from the bedpost and we move to the bed. For hours the two of them ravage my body, working together to bring me to orgasm after orgasm. They make love to me in every way I can imagine three people can do so, and many I could never think of. Our moans, the heat of our bodies, my orgiastic cries of euphoria seem to envelope us in an energy. By the end of it I'm certain even the earth itself is taking pleasure in our pleasure. I could almost swear I heard the ground opening to cheer us on and moan with us.

I know when they can no longer hold back, when they are so very close to their own climax and this will soon be over. We're on the bed again, but we did use several other pieces of furniture in the room. I'm on my side, facing Damon, one arm grips tightly to him and his cock deep in my pussy. Klaus is behind me, he holds one of my legs up, one of my arms clinging to him. I cling to them because I feel I might disappear if I don't, my flesh and muscles turned to quivering masses of jelly long ago. If I were still human it would have killed me. Klaus is thrusting into my ass, one arm around my waist.

I feel us all nearing climax, our final one of the night, and I sink my teeth into Damon's neck. He does the same but his teeth find my upper breast, while Klaus sinks his teeth into my neck. After a couple of sips they both pull away, having reached orgasm as they were drinking from me. I turn and drink from Klaus reaching my final orgasm with my loudest scream of the evening. Each of them thrusts a few more times slowly before withdrawing all together and we collapse to the bed.

"Blood. Now," I demand.

Damon smiles and gets up without bothering to get dressed and he runs down to the kitchen. He returns a moment later and hands me the blood bags he brought up.

"Now all I can smell on you lover is us," Klaus smiles.

"And, sex, but Eli's scent is gone," Damon grins.

"As it should be. You should only ever carry our scents so deeply, well," Klaus comments looking at Damon, "I'd prefer that it was only mine. Still Damon's is better than that crazy ex of yours, I don't ever want to smell him on you again. I'll see you this weekend lover, and we'll do oh so much more of that."

With that Klaus kisses me deeply, dresses quickly and runs out of the house. We hear his car driving off a couple seconds later. I get up and grab my robe to go out to the car, thank goodness for vampire healing abilities as I'm not even sore. I run out to the car, retrieve my backpack and go to my room. Damon leans in my doorway, looking me over, licking his lips as the smell of sex is still very heavy in the air.

"I'm going to call Adam."