Kate jabs her hips back in one forceful motion. "Uh!"
"Mmm!" He groans underneath her, the pads of his fingers digging into her toned thighs straddling his waist.
Her palms pressing into his almost washboard abs, only seeing them with her hands as her head lobs back in ecstasy, she rocks herself forward, his hard erection filling her. Her heart is pounding against the walls of her chest, riding him just like she used to. She keeps moving her hips in a circle against him, pressing and digging down onto him with every motion in a slow, agonizing pace while she feels his hands squeeze her thighs then move up to cup the curve of her ass, pulling her hips forward.
"Ooo..." Rick coos sexily, lifting his head up from the pillow to look at where their bodies meet. Her head tilted back and lost in the sex with her eyes closed, he can see her folds glisten around him.
Kate's hands wrap around his sides, sliding up the muscles on his ribcage until she leans forward and braces herself against his pecs, tossing her head forward to have her hair fall in front of her face, making her expression look dark and focused. She lets out a hard pant as she lifts her hips off him, almost slipping off his cock.
Rick's lungs drain of air and his stomach tightens at the loss, anticipation making his blood bubble. His hands squeeze her ass in a soft grip before his eyes flick back up to meet hers. The instant their eyes meet, Kate presses a hand to the center of his chest, keeping him down against the bed while her lips grimace in frustration right before she slams her hips back down onto him as hard as she can.
"Uhh!" She grunts as her head lists off to the side. They bounce in bed from the motion and they can both hear Sasha's tags jangle softly from the other side of the room. Kate doesn't let him rest for more than a few seconds before she lifts her hips off him again bounces back onto him in a hard rhythm, riding him and making them bounce up and down in bed. Her voice is coming in hard, sexy grunts every time she humps him.
His hands seem to be guiding her, pulling up on her ass and pushing it down in every motion. She can feel his chest tighten under her hands as she braces her weight against him. He glides his hands around her body, sliding over her sweat slickened skin until his fingers outline her ribcage.
"Oh!" She animalistically begs, lifting her head to flick her hair back behind her. She continues to ride him in the same hard rhythm, slamming her hips down onto him. She digs her nails into the toned flesh of his chest before grabbing his wrists and moving his hands to cup her breasts, clamping down on his fingers to make sure he squeezes. "Oh... Castle!" She cries loudly.
"Huh..." Rick groans as he cups her breasts in a strong but gentle grip, feeling her nails dig into his knuckles.
"That's it..." Kate moans as she braces herself against his abs again, thrusting herself back against him as she arches her back and curves her ass into him. "Oh my god."
His hands envelop her breasts as she leans into his grip as best she can while she rides him. The heat and musk in the room is making the air thick to breathe, his heart racing as all he can focus on his her soaked folds squeezing him, feeling her ride him relentlessly.
"I'm..." Kate pants as the sweat from her brow runs onto the bridge of her nose, "no, I'm not supposed to come first."
Right then, Rick pinches his thumbs and forefingers against her nipples, making her entire body buck into him in one, single forceful motion against his cock. "Scores all tied him." He brags as he mewls his hips up into her for one motion.
"This was..." Kate tries, her mind consumed with just thoughts of how incredible he feels, "was supposed to be..." she keeps trying, her arms getting weak as her muscles catch on fire, "supposed to be me..." she says and falls down against him, their sweaty bodies melding against each other and Kate turning her head so his lips are at her ear, "worshipping you for a change."
His breath fans into her ear, making her body quiver as her hips take over, continuing to slide and mewl against him. His lips press against that special spot below her ear that his lips were made for and her body twists when he thrusts up into her at the exact same time.
"Oh!" Kate cries, her legs squeezing his hips, her hands squeezing his biceps, and her folds squeezing his cock. She leans up and presses back down onto him, tossing her hair back and feels his hands slide onto the front of her legs again. When her hips start to ride him, bouncing up and down, her body is moving on its own. She's controlled now by the sheer want of wanting sexual release as her eyes close and her motions get faster and more rigid.
As the bed squeaks to match their bodies slapping together, her breath stops as her lungs refuse to let go of air. Feeling his hard erection thrust into her folds, her center is coiling tighter and tighter as the room spins. Her nails dig into his abs. The pads of his fingers dig into her thighs, his hands squeezing her flesh.
She sucks in one last breath as her body explodes around him. "Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho!" She moans on a hard shake, her body trembling in one of the hardest orgasms she's ever experienced. She sinks down onto him, her back arching forward and her grip on reality slipping. She sucks in a long breath, filling her lungs with as much air as they can hold in one hard pant, "Ho... my god..." she breathes.
Rick, still hard, feels her come down onto him, waiting for her to come back to him. A smile picks at the side of his mouth. "That felt incredible."
Kate pants hard, her body shivering with ecstasy. Her weak fingers press into the lines of his muscles. She hesitates to even move anymore, knowing that even the slightest flick will cause her entire body to crawl with the intense aftershocks of sex. When she starts to move her body, even moving her hips to lift off of him causes her body to quake forcefully.
"Nnn!" She sounds through grinding teeth. In one long motion, she slides up off him, her breath shaking as he slips out of her. "You aren't finished." She points out when she feels him, thinking that he just released the same time she did and the feeling got lost. "How are you not finished?" She asks, unable to even open her eyes.
Rick lets out a low growl, wanting her back, and starts to lean up to capture her lips.
But Kate stops him with a hand on the center of his chest. "No," she says and slowly eases him back down. Rick complies, his mind stopping when she finally cracks her eyes open and meets his gaze. She smiles slyly. "I told you, babe." She tells him with a sexy wag of her brow. "It's my turn," she starts, reaching down and grabbing him with a firm grip, making him buck, "to worship you."
"Mmm, Kate," he grits as she slides her body down the bed, leans down, and takes him into her mouth. His entire body crawls at the feeling of her tongue pressing against him and her lips sucking on him. His head nods back, pressing so hard that it falls into the gap in the pillows, feeling her take him into her mouth at full hilt.
"Mmm," she moans against him as she grips him, stroking him as her mouth descends. She sucks him for a few more motions before she trails one hand up his chest greedily, moving the other to gripping his leg to cup him with a grip grasp. He bucks up into her again and she feels proud, fighting a smile as she slides her mouth down onto him again.
Rick balls up his fists into the sheets, gritting his teeth.
Kate moans deeply again as she takes him full hilt and moves her hands to slide between him and the mattress. Feeling a giggle at the back of her throat, she digs her fingers into his tight ass and feels him buck up into her mouth. She laughs, satisfied, and sucks him harder. After pressing her tongue against him again, she moves her hands to wrap her arms around his hips.
"Mmm..." Rick groans as he snaps at the sheets. When he feels her arms hug his hips and feels her mouth on him unforgivingly, he snaps at the sheets again before putting his hands on her head and guiding her. She sucks on him wantingly, tightening both her mouth and her arms around him. "Oh, god, Kate," his eyes roll back.
"Mmm," she moans back as the motions of her head gain speed.
He tries to speak to warn her, but when her arms refuse to come out from around his hips, he feels himself explode into her mouth. His spine flexes to make his shoulders arch off the bed, his entire body coiling in the orgasm. But she just keeps her mouth on him, her hands pressing him into her against his back arching off the bed.
After a few incredible seconds, he falls down to the bed, a lifeless husk.
"Huh..." he pants, practically seeing stars. As the sweat permeates his body, he lifts a heavy hand off the bed and presses it against his forehead, feeling her crawl her way back up to him.
"Hmmhmm," she giggles, sliding her hand up his abs while she moves up his side. When she's laying next to him in his right side, as she always is after they make love, she pets his heaving chest and looks down at him. "I love worshipping you," she says in a breathless voice, watching as his hazy eyes stare up at the ceiling. "I see why you do it to me so much."
A smile shines across his face, his chest jumping as he laughs with her silently. She smiles with him, feeling happier than she ever remembers being without him. She wants to kiss him, is staring at his smile wanting to kiss it off him. She loves him so much. But she remembers their rule.
And after a moment after Rick's arm falls back down to the bed and naturally lands to cradle her into his side, Kate reaches over him, practically having to climb on top of him to reach for the drawer of the nightstand.
And right as her hand is pulling open the drawer and is searching inside, Rick asks. "What are you looking for?"
"Your breath mints." She says in a slightly strained voice as she stretches herself over him, blindingly searching for the breath mints he always kept stashed for just this occasion. She stops on a pant and turns to look down to him, their noses almost touching. "Your rule about kissing after third base? Remember?" She reminds him.
He smiles widely. "Oh yeah." He remembers, now just wanting to kiss her. "After that time in the supply closet on our way to the morgue."
She smiles slightly, "Yeah, remember you complained about me kissing you after we finish on third base?"
"That was your fault. You just couldn't wait a few more hours until you got off your shift, could you?" He retorts.
"My fau-" she says back, stopping to adjust herself until she's leaning on top of him, "you were wearing that black shirt with those blue pinstripes that you knew I loved because of how it brought out your eyes and you ate all my spearmint gum out of my desk."
"Ryan bet me five dollars I couldn't blow a bubble bigger than two inches." He shrugs.
Kate rolls her eyes, "You can't blow bubbles with spearmint gum, Castle."
Rick smirks, "I have five dollars from Ryan that says otherwise."
"Well," she says, reaching over him and into his nightstand again to search for his mints, "I want to kiss you but... can't... find..."
Rick smiles fully and cups her cheek, bringing her gaze back to him. "I think I can make an exception." Kate's smile engulfs her features as she leans down and presses her lips onto his in a full, romantic, passionate kiss, her body melting down against him. She gives him a throaty moan, reaching over to grasp the side of his neck as they kiss.
But Rick is reaching over, waving his hand around until he finds the inside of the drawer and takes hold of the small, plastic case that contains his Tic Tacs, left over from when they'd make love in the loft. Just as she's moving her lips against him to catch him in another long, passionate kiss, Rick moves the mints in front of her. She stops and pulls back suddenly, her eyes finding the small box, half full of small white mints. She gives him an obvious smile. "Thank you."
Rick smiles thankfully as she quickly pops a few Tic Tacs in her mouth and sets them on the bed next to them. She sucks on them for a few seconds before moving to lay on her side next to him, her head resting against her hand, looking down to his eyes as they lay in bed.
"That time in the supply closet was your fault, you know." She says as she sucks on the mint.
Rick raises his brow and turns his head toward her. "Excuse me, young lady, I was not the one that got off the elevator and shoved you into the door of the supply closet then thrust you into the darkness and said I couldn't wait until we got home. I believe that was you."
"You know what that black shirt with the blue pinstripes does to me, babe." She says, using his old pet name for her as if they never broke up. "You wore it on purpose that day because I had to cancel the night before." She says, pressing her finger into his chest and digging a line up through his muscles. "And besides," she smiles, "you know it was more fun at the precinct anyway. The thrill of thinking we could get caught or... the forbidden edge we had."
Rick smiles softly as he curls his arm around her. "I use to think that just us being together was enough of a thrill, but the secrecy made for some great times."
"You remember that night we had together in the Hamptons?" She asks, her eyes fixed on the line her fingers are drawing on his chest.
"Well, unwinding from having to hide things from everybody at the precinct sure didn't take anything away from it." He says with a lift in his brow.
She smiles fully, laughing softly. "Sure didn't." She says in a husky voice, looking back over to his eyes as she leans against her hand.
But in the moment their eyes meet, something comes to them. A thought, or fear, in tandem. It's enough to bring the lighthearted, post-sex banter to a dead stop, bringing the entire air of the room to a cold chill. Her eyes search his, but all she sees is the same fear she's feeling.
"Do you think-"
"You don't think that-"
They speak over each other and stop. Kate smiles nervously before he lifts his hand off the bed next to him to motion for her to continue. She nods slightly before speaking, "Rick, do you think that we can make it work without the precinct?" She asks, feeling as if she just blurted it out. She searches his eyes for the reassurance that she was so used to relying on before. Whenever she had these doubts about them and their relationship, she could always count on him to be the rock, to be the hopeful one. But all she finds now is fear and insecurity. "You don't think that we were just fooling ourselves before, do you?"
Rick takes a pause and seems to mull a few different responses over in his head before looking away.
"Because I can never go back." She continues, her throat closing and earning his worried eyes back. "I've been banned from law enforcement forever, so... so this is it, Rick."
He nods stiffly a few times before looking down the length of the bed. "You know, the old me would have said... that I fell for the woman and not the badge she carried."
She moves her jaw, clicking her teeth together for a second. "And now?"
He slowly looks back over to meet her eyes, pausing before answering her. "And now... and now it's not as easy to be as hopeful for us as I was before."
She's slow to give him a nod, flattening her hand down onto his chest. "Well, I love you, Castle." She says again, feeling as if she's saying it for the millionth time today.
But Rick softly shakes his head and looks away. "Kate, that's what we said before." She looks back over to him, her heart tensing. "We still broke up then and now we don't have anything to fall back on." He says in a tone tightly knit with worry. "We don't know that it will be enough."
"You mean," she says after him, "you don't know if it will be enough for me." She points out for him. Rick's mouth closes and his lips form a thin line, his jaw tensing. But Kate is searching her emotions, always coming to the same conclusion. "Rick, can I tell you something?"
She can hear him swallow passed the lump in his throat. "Sure."
Kate smiles softly and massages his chest with a light touch. "After I got fired from the AG's office and sent back to New York, I went to the Commissioner's office... you know, to get my old job back." The setting gets his full attention as he lifts his head and turns it to the side to face her. "And when I got to the building... you know, I saw the seal of the NYPD and... I saw the building, and I saw the emblem and the flag. I just got filled with... purpose, and determination. Just... after that long at the AG's office, to finally know what side of the fight I was on again, to know that right and wrong meant what I believed them to mean again, it felt..." she smiles, "it felt great, Castle."
As she looks down to him with a soft, wide smile, Rick's heart as fallen. That's never a feeling he can give her on his own.
But after a moment, her eyes seem to flood with tears and emotions seem to take a stranglehold on her features. "But when I went upstairs to talk to the receptionist, she was..." her voice breaks on an emotional chuckle, "she was drinking from a uh... from a white cardboard coffee cup... with a brown paper sleeve." She says that, and the darkness and doubt that snaked around Rick's heart seem to vanish slowly. "And I thought of you."
It's when she says that that a smile slowly appears on his features again.
"And I could have felt that feeling being with the NYPD brought me a thousand times over and it wouldn't compare to the feeling I felt when I saw something as simple as a coffee cup and got reminded of you and how much I love you." She says, looking into his eyes. "Now," she starts, petting his chest, "I'm not saying that I'll never have those feelings of... wanting to make a difference again... but I can promise you that you'll always make me feel more than having a badge ever could."
It's then that Rick feels his arm around her again, petting soft lines along the curve of her shoulder blade.
"So," she starts, looking down to his chest again, "maybe it's my turn to be the hopeful one for a change." She shrugs. "You believed in us against all odds for... what, five years? You stayed hopeful and optimistic and you believed in us when I faltered till the very end and when it came time, it failed because I doubted you." She admits, reaching up to cup his jaw tenderly. "I love you, Richard Castle." She says again, looking him in the eye. "Let me be the hopeful one and say that..." she smiles, "we don't need the precinct to define who we are. And that not having the precinct can mean that we can have more days like this."
He smiles and raises his brow. "You mean just lying naked in bed all day?"
"Yeah," she says in a face splitting smile, "the only chance we ever got to just spend all day in bed alone was when I was on suspension when we first started dating."
"Well," he starts and flattens his hand onto her back, pulling her on top of him as she curls her body over him again, dragging her leg up his underneath the single thin sheet that remains on the bed, "we're not... totally alone." He says, lifting his head off the pillow to look down to the foot of the bed. "Sasha's been watching us for a while now."
Kate chuckles and looks down to the end of the bed, Seeing Sasha's ears perk up at the attention from both humans on the bed. "Is she this demanding of attention all the time?" She asks him.
"Well, she's terrified of thunder, so she's been hiding underneath my desk all morning." He explains as he sends his dog a smile. After a moment, Rick pats the bed with his hand. "Come on!"
Sasha whimpers happily and jumps up on the bed, earning a laugh from both of the humans in bed as she settles her large frame against Rick's opposite side, rolling onto her back and twisting into an odd shape with her legs pointed straight up at the ceiling. Rick laughs as he scratches Sasha's belly.
But as Kate watches him, playing with his dog in bed, she gets a feeling in her heart, a want almost. She can't help but wonder what it would be like for them... for her... what it would feel like if their own child were to climb into bed with them to roughhouse with Daddy.
The thought consumes her as she watches Rick play with Sasha and she finds herself leaning down into his side, cuddling up against him and pressing her ear to his heart.
He'd make an amazing father.
He is an amazing father.
A/N: Sorry for the delay. I'm a little busy so I can only write on the weekends most of the time. Thankfully, I managed to get in another scene of them together. Let me know what you think of this one. I wanted to get all I could out of the M rating. Thanks in advance. :]
