an: wow i have such writers block rn its not even funny. But since were all stuck in quarantine ill be able to write some more cause i can't go to work right now aha. as usual, enjoy and leave any criticism you may have!


Bella made her way up to her bedroom to find Alice standing in front of her closet going through her wardrobe. "Alice have you not already seen what I'm going to wear?" The human said leaning against the wall crossing her arms against her chest with her eyebrow quirked.

"No. We've been over this Bella. I can't see you through your shield. The one that Eleazar mentioned? Like two days ago?" Alice said turning around to face the human with her hands on her hips, her head cocked to the side. Bella dropped her arms and tilted her head before she gasped and smacked the side of her head.

"Oh yeah that!"

"Oh yeah that!" Alice said in a slightly mocking tone.

"Okay Ali. I get it." Bella said flopping down on the bed turning her head to face the vampire. "I don't want to change a million times though." Alice chuckled turning back to face the closet in front of her. Bella felt the bed dip beside her and felt a cold hand rubbing circles on her back. She glanced up through her eyelashes and saw Esme sitting beside her.

Bella pouted slightly and smashed her face into her quilt and groaned. "This is gonna be a long 3 hours isn't it?" She muttered into the cover. Esme chuckled slightly and shook her head moving Bella's head to face her again.

"No. It will be fun."

"Whats this?" Alice asked pulling a box out of the closet. She sat beside the human and placed the box on her lap, she pulled the top off and peeked inside. "Oh." Before Bella could even sit up, Alice closed the lid on the box and had it in her hands across the room.

"What? What is it?" Bella asked sitting up tilting her head facing the pixie. "Alice what was your little 'oh'?" Alice bit her lip and glanced at her blonde sister beside her. She quietly muttered in a voice to low for the human to hear. Rosalie nodded and sat beside the human on the bed. Alice sat back down where she had been on the bed and opened the lid slowly.

Inside the shoe box was a photo album, a camera, two expired plane tickets and an old radio ripped from the dash of a truck. Bella looked down at the box and quickly recoiled, seeing what was inside, made her heart race. She whipped her head around to see the shocked faces of the other vampires around her. "I didn't… it was just packed… they put the box… ive never even…" Bella had stood and started to stumble backwards.

She saw 3 pairs of golden eyes staring at her, flicking back and forth between her and the box. Before Bella could take another step she was in Esme's arms sitting on the ground curled up leaning against the womans body. She was doing her best to take deep breaths but felt her chest closing up. "Can't.. can't breath- cant breath esme-" She muttered, esme in turn rubbed circles on the humans back.

"Count with me Bella. Follow my breaths and count with me." The vampire lead Bella in breaths until all three Cullen's could hear the breath going through bella's lungs properly again. "Alright there we go. What was that panic attack about? Was it the box?" Bella nodded taking a deep breath.

"I haven't seen any of that stuff since… well since you guys left. That's the stuff I got for my 18th birthday. The scrapbook has pictures of you guys in it…" She stood up and walked over to the scrapbook. Bella picked it up and opened it laying it down on the bed. Flipping it through she opened the book to a page that held a picture of Bella standing between Carlisle and Esme.

Esme glanced down at the picture in front of them and nodded putting her hand on Bella's shoulder. "I understand. Are you okay Bells?" Bella responded with a hum flipping through her scrapbook looking at the pictures. She stopped when she got to a picture of Emmett and Rosalie she stopped and looked over at the blonde.

"Nice face Rose." She looked back at the picture laughing at the sour look she had on her face. "You always looked like you were ready to punch me." She glanced back at her friend who retorted back by making the same face towards the human. Laughter erupted in the room forcing any kind of tension out.

"im fine guys." Bella said looking back up at the vampires. Alice just grinned and jumped back up to fish through the human's closet. "Oh! I know what I can wear!" Bella jumped out of her seated position next to Rosalie who was playing with her hair. The brunette ducked underneath Alice's arms and shifted through her clothes. She quickly backed out of the warpath of the pixie and stood holding a black dress up.

When Esme and Rosalie turned and saw the dress they gasped. "It's perfect!" Rosalie squealed jumping up from the bed and blurring over to Bella. The blonde took the dress and held it up against Bella with a small smile. "Now we have to figure out how to do your hair and makeup." Alice turned holding two dresses in her hands to stare at Rosalie eyes wide.

"I'm the clothes person!" Clothes were tossed down on the ground as the pixie stomped her foot. She crossed her arms with a pout on her face looking down at her feet. Esme laughed at the vampires antics and looked over at Alice.

"You can pick out her shoes and purse and sweater Alice." The pixie's face perked up and she skipped back to the closet to continue looking through it. Rosalie rolled her eyes and sat the human down on the chair in front of her vanity. "How should we do your hair baby?" Esme asked placing her hand on Bella's shoulder smiling at her through the mirror.

"I don't know… Rose can you help me pick?" The blonde vampire nodded with a small smile and started playing with the brunette curls in front of her. She stopped when she noticed Bella's knee bouncing like crazy.

"You good there Bells?" She asked looking down at her gym teacher. "Your knee is bouncing a mile a minute." Bella looked up and connected eyes with the golden ones staring straight at her.

"What if I'm not good enough? What if she doesn't think im pretty enough? What if I fall over and break an ankle? What if she decides that she doesn't want me to change into a vampire? What if I do get changed and she realizes she was wrong and I'm not her mate?" Rosalie sighed and looked over at Esme who was hanging up Bella's dresses that Alice had thrown to the ground.

The caramel haired mother turned to face the brunette in front of her and sat down beside her on the bench. "Bella sweetheart. You are way more than enough for her. You are exactly what Kate needs and Kate is exactly what you need. I don't want to hear anymore of this 'im not good enough' stuff do you understand me?" Bella just bit her lip and looked down at her hands which were fidgeting together in her lap.

"You know that if Kate were to decide not to change you, I will change you myself. I will not lose you again." Bella looked up and smiled with watery eyes, she flung herself into her mothers arms and buried her face into her shoulder. "I will always be here for you sweetheart." She brushed the hair out of Bella's face. "Now lets get you ready for your date with your soulmate hmm?"

Bella nodded and looked over at the blonde again. "Alright Rosie. You can do my hair. I don't know what to do for it though?" Rose laughed and shook her head.

"Alright lets try some styles out." The four girls then spent the next 3 hours getting Bella ready.

At 7 o'clock on the dot, Kate rang the bell to Bella's house and was greeted by the stern looking face of Carlisle Cullen. "Sir… I'm here to pick your daughter up for our date…" She said trying really hard to keep a straight face as she saw the seriousness façade start to slip on the doctor's face.

"You better have her home by midnight. I don't want to hear of any hanky panky either young lady." The blonde man said then started laughing.

"One, I love that you used the words 'hanky panky' and two, its cute cause im waaaaay older than you sir." Carlisle rolled his eyes and stepped aside when he felt a light tap on his shoulder. Esme stepped to the other side and revealed Bella.

The brunette stood, her eyes cast downwards towards her feet which had gold strappy sandals. Her black dress sat perfectly on her body, her gold necklace holding both coven crests and her black purse with gold straps hanging on her shoulder.

"Wow… I uh wow…" Kate said staring at her mate, her mind running a mile a minute as she tried to form words. Her mouth hung agape as Bella took a few steps towards her and took her hands in hers.

"Kate… you look really… you look gorgeous…" Bella said as Kate finally managed to speak out a sentence. The blonde pulled the brunette close to her and gave her a soft kiss. The two left after Bella gave both her 'parents' hugs and kisses and they got into the car.

Kate pulled out of the house and made her way out towards the mountains. Kate kept glancing sideways noticing the anxious mess that was her mate in the seat next to her. She placed her hand on the warm knee beside her to stop it bouncing.

"Whats wrong Bells?" Kate asked as she pulled into a parking lot for a national park. "Bella why are you so anxious?" Bella looked over and made eye contact with her girlfriend and shook her head. "Whats wrong? Use your words like a big girl babe."

Bella just rolled her eyes and placed her hand on top of Kates and smiled softly. "I'm… im worried that I'm not good enough…" She finally muttered looking down at their joint hands. Kate just sighed and brought their hands up together to kiss Bella's hand.

"Bella love, you are exactly what I need. Now, lets go, throw your jacket on and wait here." Kate got out of the car and had a blanket wrapped around Bella's shoulders as soon as the human had stepped out of the car. She scooped the human up. "Tuck your head into my neck babe."

Bella raised her eyebrow but tucked her head into the vampires neck, she suddenly felt a cold wind against her legs and shivered slightly. "Where are we going?" She muttered into the diamond hard skin. Kate just hummed as she slowed her run down and came to a slow stop. Bella lifted her head up and gasped when she realized where they were.

The vampire had brought them up to the top of the mountain where Kate had set up a fireside picnic. Right in the middle was a little firepit that had a small but warm fire burning. Beside the pit there was a couple blankets laid out covered in pillows, small bundles of blankets folded up beside them, on the blanket was a little picnic basket.

Kate placed Bella down on her feet, the human went over to the blankets, knelt down and opened the basket. Inside was a small steak dinner just for her. She looked up with a small smile to see Kate standing beside the fire pit holding a small bouquet of roses. "Babe… this is amazing."

Kate chuckled softly and sat down next to Bella who had shifted so she was leaning against the pillows. The vampire opened the basket and pulled the food out for the human, Bella sat up and ate the food sighing happily. "Camren is a god in the kitchen. I swear." Kate just laughed in response, wrapping her arms around the humans waist.

"Bella, I love that you assume Carmen made the food at not me." Bella looked over at her mate with her eye brow quirked up with a small smirk on her face.

"Oh are you trying to take credit? In the 2 months we have known each other, I have never seen you in the kitchen once except to watch me eat." Kate rolled her eyes sitting back crossing her arms with a little pout. "Awe babe did you actually cook it?" Kate nodded slightly glancing over at Bella.

"I mean Carmen helped but I did as much as I could…" Bella grinned and leaned over, kissing the blondes nose.

"Its amazing babe. Thank you so much!" Bella said, Kates pout quickly grew back into a smile and she wrapped her arms around Bellas waist again.

The two teachers spent a couple of hours talking and watching the fire. Around 10 pm, Bella, who had many blankets laid over her started shivering. Kate looked up and gasped. "It's snowing!" Kate looked around, over at Bella who was looking at the sky in shock. "Let's get you home babe."

Kate quickly scooped the human up in her arms and had Bella in the front seat of her car, the heat blasting, wrapped in blankets, Kate ran up the mountain and grabbed the stuff left at the top and tucked them into the trunk. She got in the car and looked over at Bella. "You good babe?" Bella nodded and pulled the blanket off of her.

"Nice and toasty. We should head home babe. We both had school in the morning." Kate nodded and pulled out of the parking lot and on to the highway. "Do you wanna stay over?" Bella asked perking up slightly towards the vampire.

Kate smiled wide and nodded. "I would love too." The two of them got out of the car when they arrived at Bella's house and made their way inside. Bella went upstairs and changed into some warm pj's and crawled into bed. Kate laid down beside the human, after changing into some comfy clothes of Bellas.

"I like cuddling to you when I have warm clothes and pjs on. You keep me the exact right temperature." Bella noted as she buried into Kates arms with a small yawn. Kate chuckled and ran her fingers through Bella's brown curls. Before long the human had fallen asleep.

When Bella woke up the next morning, she was alone in her bed, her alarm blaring on her phone. She turned the alarm off and crawled out of bed and into the shower. She heard someone knock on the door and called to let themselves in knowing it was a vampire of either coven. By the time she was out of the shower and making her way downstairs the visitor had made themselves comfortable on the couch.

Bella peeked over at the visitor and squealed when she saw who it was. Jacob Black was laying on her couch out cold. The man jumped up hearing the squeal and looked over at the human. "Bells!" Bella jumped into the mans arms and hugged him tightly, the man giving her a gentle squeeze in return.

"Jake! What are you doing here?" She asked as she let go of the man.

"What? I can't come to visit my best friend?"

"Well yo haven't before now."

"I missed you, ya freakshow." Jake said bumping her shoulder as she made her way to the kitchen to make breakfast and coffee. "Bells why does your house reek like leeches?"

"Oh yeah that… well I kind of have a girlfriend who happens to be a vampire." Bella said as they both heard a knock on the door. Bella called come in and two blonde vampires walked into the room. Kate walked over to her girlfriend, squeezed her wiast and kissed her temple.

"Babe who is this?"

"Jacob. Hes been my best friend since forever."

"Nice to meet you Jacob. I'm Kate Denali and this is my sister Irina." The two shook hands swiftly and started to talk. Jake thought nothing of these two vampires until Rosalie and Emmett showed up at the house.

"Bells were gonna be missing PE and figured we would give you our not-" Emmett stopped mid-sentence when he saw Jacob leaning against the counter talking to Irina.

"Mutt…"

"Leech… why are you here?" Jacob looked over at the blonde vampire then over at Bella who just shrugged and took the note from Rosalie's hand.

"Thanks Rosie. You guys all still coming for game night tomorrow?" The blonde Cullen turned around to face the gym teacher.

"Oh yeah. We- Em, Esme and Carlisle and I are all going hunting in Canada for 2 days. Youll still have Alice and Jasper in class." Bella nodded as she packed her lunch bag into her bag.

"Sounds good."

"HEY!" Jacob yelled to get everyones attention. Bella turned to face the man with a confused look on her face. "You swore you were never going to interact with the Cullens ever again?" Bella just shrugged in response and looked over at the vmapires in the room who were all glancing back and forth between the two. "Rina we gotta get to school. I have to set up for the beep test today."