Chapter 5
Severus is sat in the living room thinking he finally has his happy go lucky son back, but little does he know, Harry has stopped taking his medication, is smoking more, has stopped using the duelling room and just about to go off the deep end as his depression takes a turn for the worst.
Meanwhile Harry is in the bathroom when he sees a razor he picks it up and starts to gentle cut his wrist when he goes a bit too deep he yells "SHIT!" Severus hears the yell from downstairs and runs up the stairs to the bathroom and unlocks the door before going in. he sees his son on the floor with blood flowing from his wrist.
"Oh Harry, son you're going to be ok. I need to heal your arm then we can talk ok"
When Harry nods his head Severus quickly heals his arm and then gives him a blood replenisher then takes him to the living room to talk.
"Right son what has been going on? You have never self-harmed before so what changed now?"
"I just feel like I'm a waist of space and I'm better off dead, I mean everybody says it and they think I can't hear them but I can. It's like all I hear every day, Harry we would be better off if you weren't here, harry drop dead. So I tried to kill myself today to end it all I just want it to end dad I don't want to be here anymore.
"ok son, on what you just told me I am going to have to take you into hospital for treatment because at the minute you are a danger to yourself and I would be going against my oath as a healer to not take you in and also as my son I have to get you help ok"
"Ok dad, but please help me because I can't go on like this"
"One question son, have you been taking your medication" asks Severus.
"No dad I stopped taking them and have been smoking more I'm sorry you must hate me"
"No I love you son nothing I repeat nothing will ever change that"
Severus then takes harry into the hospital to the children's mind healing ward. "Hello healer Snape what are you doing here I thought today was your day off" says healer smith.
"It is but my son needs to be admitted he is suffering from serve depression and attempted to take his life today he needs treatment"
"Ok if you follow me to room 212 I will have a little chat with your son to see where is the best place to start treatment"
Severus and Harry go into the room and sit down and wait for the healer to start talking.
"Ok Harry what has been going on?"
"I feel really depressed, I worry about everything and I feel I am better off dead and that is what everyone is saying and thinking and it's what I hear all the time when I think it's Harry we would be better off without you and that is why I attempted to kill myself today, I need help and I can see that now I couldn't before and that is why I stopped taking the medication and stopped going to therapy."
"Ok we are going to put you on a slight sedation and start therapy tomorrow ok"
After agreeing with the healer Severus sits with his son until he is sedated then goes home where he sits in the living room and cries himself to sleep.
A/N: What do you think? R&R.
