So I'm in New York. It's great if only Finn and I were together. That's right the other day he broke up with me! ME! He said we weren't compatible that him and Rachel were. I told him that I can compete with Rachel and that we will win prom king and queen next year, but then he yelled at me asking if I feel anything anymore. I started to cry and said is that enough feeling for you. He looked upset and said no Quinn I'm sorry I love you. But I just left the car and walked home crying.
Now I'm in the same city with Rachel and Finn ugh but I have a plan. I'm going to make it that we don't win. I could care less about this glee club anymore. I only joined to keep Rachel away from Finn but that obviously didn't work.
I told Santana and Brittany that I was going to tell Mr. Shu that Rachel and Kurt left the hotel room. But Brit said,
"You can't cause then he'll have to suspend them."
"And there goes are chances at nationals. Darn!" I said sarcastically
Santana said, "You know what, we get it. You're pissed about Finn dumping you're sweet ass. Get over it!"
I yelled as loud as I could and got in there faces, "I don't wanna get over it! Okay!?"
"The only person you're sabotaging is yourself."
"I DON'T CARE ABOUT SOME STUPID SHOW CHOIR COMPETITION!" I was frustrated.
"Well you should. Because this is the one chance that we have to actually feel good about ourselves."
Tears were forming in my eyes, "Aren't we suppose to be the popular girls? So why can't we have our dreams come true? She has love, Tina has it even Lauren gets some." Thinking about it all made me cry even more. I sat on the bed and they both sat next to me. "I just want someone to be in love with me."
And then Santana suggested I get a haircut, that that would make me feel better. I agreed and they cut it short. It was actually cute. It was like gone with the old in with the new feeling.
As if my day couldn't get any worse we all heard Mr. Shu might be leaving us for Broadway. I wouldn't blame him but I would rather him stay with us. Is that selfish?
He walked in to our hotel room which we were all in and we asked him about it. He said that he was going to stay and that we should get back to writing. I was so happy! Even Puck was because he got up and gave Mr. Shu a big hug. Then we all got in on it. I hugged Puck. It was warm and loving. Just was I needed.
When we got on stage Finn and Rachel kissed each other after their duet! I was pissed. When we got back to the hotel Santana tried to beat up Rachel. I thought I was crazy. But seeing Rachel and Finn together was depressing to me. So I went down to the lobby to get air. I was in my pj's, just a t-shirt and some mini shorts.
I was drinking tea, when I saw Puck. He was in his pj's as well, a black tank top and athletic shorts. He came over and sat next to me on the coach. He said,
"I couldn't stay in there, I'm too bummed."
"Yeah me too. That and Finn is all over Rachel."
"I hope you're not mad but I kind of encouraged him to ask her out, not the way he did it, on the stage and all but yeah." I was so mad!
"I thought that I could trust you! Why would you do that?"
"Because Quinn you need to understand that Finn isn't the guy for you. You really want to be with a guy that loves another girl?" He was right. If I stayed with Finn my life would be miserable always watching him staring at Rachel not paying any attention to me.
"You're right I don't want that. It just hurts yeah know that he chose her."
"Why do you hate her so much?"
"She stole all of my boyfriends!"
"She didn't steal Sam."
"Not yet anyway." I rolled my eyes.
"She only stole Finn from you."
"Well…" I looked down into my tea "She stole you too." He looked shocked.
"Well that was for like two weeks. And you didn't seem to care you were with Finn."
"Yeah well I did." I moved over closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder. I looked up and said,
"I care about you Puck." And then he kissed me on the head.
I don't know how long we were there for but afterwards we went back to our separate rooms. The next day we got on the airplane. Everyone was dead quiet. I sat with nobody but across from me was Puck and Lauren was on the inside. She fell asleep, what a surprise. Puck and I whispered to each other the whole plane ride. I don't think anyone noticed.
I am still upset about what Finn did to me and the worst is that it took him only a day to go back to Rachel and kiss her. I'm upset that I don't have anyone.
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