So today I was giving this girl a swirly it was such a rush. Now I know how Puck feels when he throws kids in the dumpster. But I did feel kind of bad.

Coach Sylvester came in and told me she needed to talk to me alone so my friends left. I told her that she had no power over me cause I have nothing left to lose. She said I never looked worse. Then she brought up how I lost my child, my boyfriend, my rep and worse my high pony. She said she blamed glee club. That glee did this to me. She asked me to join this stupid video to get back at the glee club and end it. I told her yes but first I needed thrift store couches under the bleachers because after smoking all day it hurts to stand.

So yes I said yes. I didn't care about glee anymore. It did kind of ruined all my relationships.

After lunch Puck came up to me and said he needed me to come with him to some class room. He said it was important. I said while walking,

"I don't have time for this I need to meet the skanks on the roof were going to throw ketchup covered tampons at the marching band."

When we got in the room I saw Rachel's mom. The one who took Beth from me. I looked at Puck and he nodded and then went to stand by the door. I said to her,

"You're back."

"Yeah I decided to do it all, the whole working mother thing. I went to New York but even performing I couldn't stop thinking about Beth. How I could miss her milestones, her first steps first words, her first..." I cut her off,

"I get it."

"So when I got this job offer I couldn't refuse. I've missed so many firsts in Rachel's life I was not about to do that with Beth."

"Neat story but my friends are waiting for me on the roof." I turned and walked away until Puck grabbed me and said,

"Wait just listen to her." I stopped and turned around. She said,

"Hey look since the day I gave up Rachel for adoption I have been walking through life searching for her face everywhere I go imagining what she's doing what she may be like. I don't want you to be like that. I want you to get to know Beth I want you to be apart of her life."

"When do I get to see her?"

"Are you okay? Whats going on with you? Are you even in glee anymore?"

"Did you come here to just torment me with the idea of seeing my child?"

"Look I want you to be apart of her life but not like this. If you're really serious about Beth clean up your act."

"You think you can tell me what to do, just because you signed a couple of papers. You're not her mom! I'm her mom! Me!" Puck said,

"Quinn" I put my hand up telling him to back off I continued,
"So you can pretend all you want but that is something you are never going to be." I turned around and left the room.

Tears were forming in my eyes. I don't cry. I'm above that. I was her mom! Who was she to tell me how to dress and act.

So later in the day I shot Mrs. Sylvester's movie. In it I had to go to Mr. Shu and say,

"I used to have it all, dated the quarterback of the football team, was the captain of the Cheerios, I was the prettiest most popular girl in this school until I joined glee club and then it all went to hell. I just want you to know that I am never coming back to glee club, ever. Do you understand. I hope you're happy." I turned to walk away but he said,

"Miss Fabray wait. You know there is only one person in this world that you care about and that's yourself."

"You have no idea.." He cut me off,

"I"m not finished! You're not a little girl anymore Quinn. How long do you plan on playing the victim card. Since day one you have done nothing sabatosh the same glee club that has been there for you over and over again. When you got pregnant, when you're parents kicked you out. Mercedes even let you live at her house. And I don't recall ever hearing a thank you. So now you're a train wreck, well congratulations, but you stride into my office and tell me that it's my fault well then I have something to say to you, grow up."

Tears were forming in my eyes again. This is the worst day. I can't be seen upset. I ran into the bathroom. My heavy black eye makeup was smeared. I grabbed some toilet paper and whetted it to clean my face up. I was reapplying my makeup when Puck walked in.

He picks up my cigarettes I had on the sink, "Methyl 100? Really skank? That's like the worst kind."

"You can't be in here it's the girls bathroom." I was still fixing my makeup.

"I'm always here. The stalls are cleaner."

He got close to me and pushed me back to make me look at him. He nearly messed up my makeup but he got close to me and said,

"Hey. You need to lose the skank act and get it together."

"Look everyone needs to leave me alone, because this is who I am."

"You look like a real housewife of Reno." I didn't reply there was no use. He continued,

"Saw Beth."

"So."

"She's perfect. She looks just like you. Well the old you."

"Yeah well it doesn't matter. Were not parents material."

"We can be."

"Were never going to be together."

"I don't care about you I care about her." My smile disappeared and I got upset. For as long as I have know Puck he always cared about me but now he doesn't! Is it because I said I didn't care about him.

"I don't want her to have questions or to be messed up. She needs you in her life."

I didn't say anything. Puck got close to me and said,

"Just think about it, okay?" Then he left the bathroom.

I stood there alone thinking. I gathered my stuff and decided to go talk to Rachel's mom again.

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