So I went to Rachel's mom. I walked in and she saw me right away she said,
"What happened to you Quinn?" I rolled my eyes, "Sorry I know what happened to you, same thing happened to me when I gave up Rachel. I went with the Regis Philbin tattoo and the Sinéad O'Connor haircut."
"Must of looked like crap."
"It was a disaster." We both laughed.
"But eventually I realized that no matter how much it hurt me, I did right by my daughter. That's the real measure of motherhood. How much of yourself would you give up for them."
"Yeah well I'm not going back to being that girl. Little miss blonde and perfect."
"Quinn were you ever really that girl?" She was laughing, "I mean would that kind of girl even get pregnant in the first place? Do you really expect me to think that this is the real you."
"Yeah. Yeah sure something like that."
"You're eighteen you're graduating high school this is the time when you should find yourself. First step for becoming an adult, stop punishing yourself for things you did when you were a child." She walked over to the other side of the room. I turned towards her and said,
"Can I see her...I know Puck got to."
"Not yet."
"How about a photo? Please." She grabbed her phone and walked towards me. She showed me a picture of Puck holding Beth. He was right she did look like me but she also looked like him.
"Look at her face Quinn. She looks just like you. You can be apart of this family too. I really want you to be. It's all up to you." Tears were falling from my eyes. I gave her back her phone and she left the room. I stayed and cried my eyes out.
After seeing Beth I knew what I needed to do. I needed her back. And if that meant changing what I looked like on the outside and joining glee club again then so be it.
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I left school early and went to the hair salon I died my hair all blonde. I went and dug out my old clothes form the attic and I washed my face. I looked in the mirror before I left. I looked like my old self but I wasn't the old me on the inside.
Puck had told me that the glee club was doing booty camp after school to get people brushed up on their dance moves. Of course Finn, Mercedes, and Kurt was going to be there but I don't know why Puck was. I thought he was a good dancer no Mike Chang but still.
I knew that that would be the perfect spot for me to show Mr. Shu I was trying to get my life back together.
I walked in the auditorium and they all looked at me in shock. Puck had the biggest smile on his face. Little did they all know I had not changed. I said,
"I heard this was for people who needed a little help with their dance moves and wanna win Nationals." Mr. Shu said,
"That's right."
"So I'm a little rusty and uh...would it be cool if I joined in?"
"Absolutely. Welcome back."
They all gave me a hug and then I went in the back next to Puck. He said to me,
"I'm proud of you." I looked at him. He seemed like I did this for him. I looked him up and down and then said,
"I have to get her back." His smile went away. "If that takes dying my hair blonde and pretending that I think I'm special that's something I'm willing to do. Were going to get full custody."
Puck looked shocked. He didn't know what to say, he was speechless.
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