Puck stared at me with sympathy.
"So what have I missed in school." I said to break the silence.
"Oh uh I wouldn't know."
"Right." I should've know, he barely goes to class.
There was an awkward break and then he said,
"I should have been with you. I should've been the one driving." He look at the ground. I was shocked but then said,
"No Puck it was my fault that I was texting while driving. It was the stupidest thing I have ever done besides..." I stopped myself because I realized who I was talking to.
"Besides sleeping with me." I didn't say anything.
"Yeah well that was my fault too."
"Puck...come here." He knelt down in front of me I took his hand in mine and stared into his eyes, "It wasn't your fault. Sleeping with you was a choice I made. You know that. And this car accident was my fault. You asked me if I needed a ride and I said no. You did the right thing. I didn't want to ride with you because I didn't want to be..." He cut me off,
"In the car with me."
"Yes... Only because when I'm with you I get all these feelings!"
"Feelings? Like what?"
"Ugh do we really have to talk about this? It's embarrassing."
"Tell me."
"Okay well when I'm with you...I feel an urge to grab you and start kissing you." My face started to turn red. "You smell like vanilla and cinnamon and you know I love vanilla. Your bad boy image turns me on and I just love rubbing my hands through your Mohawk." He looked surprised. "Look I don't know what all this means but I do know that I don't love you. I don't want you to get the wrong idea, I'm sorry. I don't want to ruin what we have. You're my best friend and right now that's all I need." For some reason there were tears falling from my eyes.
I looked at him. He said,
"Quinn I understand. I feel the same way. Right now I'll be your friend but once you get out of this chair and you will get out, you will realize you love me. All those things you just said that...that was love, you just haven't realized it yet."
"Puck I don't..." He cuts me off again,
"Quinn it is love that you feel for me because I feel it too."
"How do you feel it Puck? How do you even know you love me!?"
"Quinn because."
"Because?!"
"Because I love how when you walk down the hall everyone stares at you but when you look at me you look right into my eyes and I feel like we're the only two there. I love how you can wear a Cheerios uniform, a sundress, or even a skanky outfit and still look amazing. You even looked amazing when you were pregnant. I love how you wear just enough makeup that it doesn't take away from your true beauty. I love how passionate you are about glee and the Cheerios.. When you're mad at me I go through scenarios in my head on how to make it up to you or how to cheer you up. I know in the past I haven't really been the best person but when I'm with you Quinn I'm at my best." Tears were falling from my eyes.
"These are only some reasons why I love you but I can go on." I wiped my face,
"No, no it's fine. I just... didn't know you felt this way. I mean I knew you loved me but this way...I just need some time."
"It's fine Quinn I told you I'm your friend. I'll be here through every step. I'll help you with you're physical therapy and anything else you need."
"Thanks Puck."
My mom pulled into the school parking lot and Puck wheeled me over to her car and he helped transfer me from my wheelchair to the car. I was so embarrassed. I felt as if I was a baby again and need someone to feed me and change me. It was degrading.
Once I was as comfortable as I could be in the car Puck shut the door and backed away. My mom got in on the other side and she started the car. I rolled down my window and Puck came up to it real close. He said,
"Bye Quinn. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Um Puck well I may need help from now on transferring so maybe everyday you could come over in the morning and help me and maybe you could bring me to school. If you don't mind."
"Yeah totally. I'll be there."
"Oh and on Saturday's I do physical therapy if you want to come."
"Oh. Okay."
"Okay." I motioned for him to come closer, "Night." I kissed him on the cheek. He smirked and backed away. As my mom said with a huge smile,
"Oh you two."
As she drove away I waved to Puck. He winked back at me.
Well there it is. Will Quinn and Puck become closer than ever? Will Quinn get out of the wheelchair?
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