"We really need to get Sesshomaru something to wear." Sango voiced.

It was the morning after Jaken and Myoga's departure a whole day had passed with them stuck in the very same spot they'd first encountered Tonkano.

"Sango's right he can't keep wearing his old clothing, they are far too big." Miroku added.

"Well I do need to get back home soon, summer is ending in a few weeks." Kagome spoke thoughtfully muttering on about buying school supplies.

"Then it's settled we'll travel with Kagome back to the village and return with something to wear for little Prince Sesshomaru." Miroku grinning at the thought of being alone with the two women mainly Sango of course.

Inuyasha's ears perked up at this and Sesshomaru simply blinked at the humans talking about him from his perch upon Inuyasha's chest.

"Wait, then whose gunna watch the brats?" jumping to his feet with an arm full of Sesshomaru of course the pup wouldn't let him go he'd be lucky if he could put him down long enough to take a piss.

"I'm not going to be stuck watching the brats. Someone has to stay with me?" Inuyasha whined towards the end, he was seriously freaking out.

Inuyasha and brats don't work.

The hanyou felt a slap to the back and heard the jingle of familiar golden rings "My friend I've seen you this past day with your brother and I must say you've done a marvelous job so far."

"Yeah, you'll be fine for a few days, Inuyasha." Sango offered

They all moved so fast Sango packing up the last of her small sack, Kagome slinging her customary giant yellow bag onto her back.

'How doesn't she break her back with that thing?' Inuyasha thought and sighed softly in defeat fucking bastards leaving him with the brats.

"Don't worry Inuyasha, Sango and Miroku will be back soon I however will see you all in a few weeks I have school to attend I totally failed last school year." She murmured rubbing her head in shame.

"All my friends have gone ahead of me now." She pouted and moved toward the direction of Inuyasha's forest.

"It's a little funny how at one point I couldn't tell east from west in these forests." She smiled fondly.

"And now you can even build a fire with dry wood and grass, survival should on one of those 'exams' your always worrying about." Sango quipped falling into step with the future era miko.

"Ah, don't forget me ladies!" Miroku quickly paced after the departing ladies they all offered a quick wave to the hanyou and his company of children before taking off.

"Master Inuyasha." Inuyasha felt a tug on his large red sleeve.

So it begins.

Looking down the hanyou peered into large almond shaped brown eyes "What?" he huffed readjusting his hold on Sesshomaru.

It wasn't so much that the pup was heavy but holding him for so long was getting a bit annoying. Stiff joints and all.

"Well, Rin was wondering if we could eat now?" she twiddled her fingers eyes shifting from Inuyasha over to Sesshomaru sadly before rubbing at the white bandages wrapped around her arm she understood that he did not remember her but it still hurt her feelings. Rin missed her lord.

Shippo took this as his que to pipe up demanding rather than asking for a bit to eat earning himself pop on the head from one Inuyasha. Sesshomaru clinging for dare life at the sudden movement.

"To answer your question Rin yes we will be eating soon." Inuyasha made to bend down and deposit his bundle of Sesshomaru getting as far as putting the child down onto his feet before he smelt a spike of panic from his brother. 'Oh jeez.'

"Sesshomaru, I can't hold onto ya' forever!" Inuyasha snapped grasping those little hands within his much larger ones. "I got to feed us and I can't do with you stuck to my chest." He chided.

A short nod was all he got from the quiet pup and the scent of sadness soon followed by watery eyes.

'Dammit!' Inuyasha sighed within the safety of his mind.

His youkai reeled.

So much for the safety of one's mind.

Sesshomaru did not want to be abandoned what if Inuyasha left him? His parents surely didn't think he was worthy enough to keep him around. He had overheard his big brother talking about sending the weird green bug eyed one to get his mother but he seriously doubted she'd come.

He was dirty and she and sire had left him in the wild after all, what would he do if his big brother left him because he too realized that he was dirty?

Inuyasha felt terrible he and annoyed all at once he seriously couldn't keep holding Sesshomaru like he was a freshly born pup! But he felt horrible for making his brother sad.

His youkai was actually demanding that he pick the young pup back up and soothe him once again. His own youkai was against him…

Total bullshit

Grasping the small sliver covered head within his palms Inuyasha fully knelt down before Sesshomaru locking golden eyes to much smaller wet golden eyes. "Hey, big dogs don't cry!" Inuyasha huffed.

"I know you probably think I'm going to leave you behind, I'm not." He grounded out evenly he needed to make the pup understand.

"There is no where you can go without me by your side." He slowly moved Sesshomaru's head up and down between his palms hoping to drive it home. "You. Are. Stuck. With. This. Hanyou."

Wide wet blinking golden eyes stared directly at Inuyasha. "Got it?"

"Got it." Sesshomaru mimicked then looked away shyly opening and closing his mouth slowly unsure of how to voice his question.

Inuyahsa used one of his hands to gently tug on Sesshomaru's lower lip pushing his face closer to the pup's mouth. "Cat got you tongue?" he teased.

Sesshomaru's entire face turned red and he batted Inuyahsa's hand away. "No!" he accentuated by sticking out his little pink tongue.

"Then ask your question dolt." Inuyasha poked the small crescent moon upon his brother's forehead smiling softly at Sesshomaru's reaction. Was this a part of the true Sesshomaru? So easily embarrassed and his face! So red he looked like a shiny red apple very cute and yet totally opposite to the only Sesshomaru he knew for centuries.

This was weird.

"Can we still sleep together?" It was hushed and rushed out past little plump lips and Sesshomaru didn't dare look at his big brother in fear of being rejected. He NEEDED some form of contact with his big brother instinct told him so urged him to be near the older inu and he just wanted to cuddle the older inu all day. The urge to be held and rest with his parents is what this reminded him of but this need for Inuyasha was SO much stronger.

He needed his big brother, he felt as if he could practically ignore his mother and sire for the earthy smelling hanyou for the rest of his days. "Please! I won't cling to you during the day time anymore." He had to look at his brother now locking eyes with the much bigger inu eyes hard in determination he had to make him understand.

"Only if you wanna smell like ripe hanyou during the days then sure." Inuyasha shrugged before standing up he didn't miss the pure joy that washed over the pups face either. 'So weird.'

"Now come on ya' little bastards!" he waved his hand signaling the other two brats front and center.

"I smell water nearby, we are going fishing!"

"Rin knows how to fish!" Rin beamed rocking from heel to toe in that silly way girls do.

Shippo stuck his noise into the air trying to sniff out the water as well "I can smell it too! Let's go!" and off the kit went.

"Shippo!" the little bastard he was about to go after the kit when a small patch of orange and black with a bobbing ponytail moved passed him at a much slower rate.

"Oh no ya' don't!" he snatched Rin up by the underarms.

"We stick together." He pressed his forehead to hers with slight force driving it home into her brat child mind.

She only smiled and nodded, he put her back down.

A small trill made his ears twitch and he looked to the source of the noise.

Kilala had apparently opted to stay behind and was currently curling herself around Sesshomaru's legs purring and rubbing along his two bare ankles that stuck out from beneath the baggy over coat.

Sesshomaru actually smiled a full toothy smile and picked the little fire cat up held her at eye level then crushed her to his chest he must have been gentle with his crush because Kilala seemed to enjoy the pups attention. His heart warmed at the sight Sesshomaru was such an adorable pup!

Still weird to see compared to the cold demon lord he was used to that always promised he'd one day kill him, and actively tried to all those years. He was giving himself a headache he needed to stop dwelling.

"Alright let's go brats."

"Ok, big brother."

"Yes Master Inuyasha."

Both reached his ears at once and he sighed. Why'd he get stuck with the brats?

ooo

The mid-morning sun found the hanyou and brats in the shallow end of what turned out to be a winding stream further north turned deeper and heading south came shallow rushing clear water with plenty fish bobbing and weaving through slimy rocks either caught in the strong current or simply going with the flow.

Rin had rolled up her kimono and got straight to work the water only coming up to the back of her knees she already caught two fish with her bare hands! Inuyasha liked this brat she was savage.

Sesshomaru worked on gathering whatever dry wood and grass he could find within the hanyous eyesight, Inuyasha forbidding him from entering the water that baggy over coat heavy and wet on a tiny Sesshomaru?

Sounded like trouble ahead to Inuyasha

Shippo was near Rin trying to fish as well but only succeeding in damn near drowning himself he almost had one but cried like a wimp when it wiggled and slimed its way into his front.

"Got ya' ." Rin smiled holding up a small silver fish she carried it over to the large leaf Sesshomaru had placed on edge to hold their catch. So far there were eight fish three caught by Rin and five by Inuyasha who stood just behind the two brats and snatched them up with his claws.

"How are you so good at this Rin?" voiced Shippo whose face was wet and angry he hadn't caught a single fish for the pile!

"Like this Shippo." she went on to instruct the kit on her method of catching fish digging her toes into the soft dirt like sand below and wiggling them like worms to attract the fish before snatching them up!

Inuyasha threw three more into the pile before heading out of the water himself pant legs rolled up his red over coat hanging on a nearby branch he did remove his inner white coat.

It wouldn't be right for him to be bare chested around the girl brat.

"Sesshomaru." He called and smiled fondly when the pups head pop out from within a large brush of grass one fire cat perched upon his head. "Yes big brother?"

Inuyasha laughed.

This was too damn cute to be real.

Small grunts and the rustle of bush could be heard as Sesshomaru struggled to make his way out of the bush to stand before Inuyasha with an arm full of dried sticks Kilala now at his sitting beside his clawed feet. "I thought we could clean them and stab the fish with these sticks to cook over the fire." Sesshomaru voiced his opinion softly. Kilala nodded in agreement or at least it seemed that way.

Inuyasha really needed to force the pup out of this insecurity thing he was such a bright pup obviously but so hurt much to hurt, the damaged done by Tonkano was evident many a times throughout the day he'd see Sesshomaru come out of this shell only to crawl back into it.

"Well then I guess I'll have to say my brat brother is a genius!" Inuyasha took a step forward arms avoiding the branches and grabbing Sesshomaru by his little arms plucking him from the ground and throwing him into the air causing the sticks to drop loudly clattering to the ground.

Sesshomaru giggled in delight as a surge of butterflies attacked his insides grinning madly when he came back down and his big brother caught him. "Again?" he beamed extremely happy to be pressed against his favorite spot; Inuyasha's chest.

Once more he was thrown up into the air and the butterflies came back fluttering from his stomach to his heart and his youkai squealed in happiness within him.

Inuyasha caught Sesshomaru again folding his arm under the pups butt with the little one still giggling his small hands palmed the side of Inuyasha's face gently.

"That was fun." He smiled small rows of pearly teeth with two small fangs protruding from his upper gum.

"Ready to make fire?" he growled playfully.

Sesshomaru nodded his head and felt no sadness when Inuyasha put him down this time.

Sesshomaru watched his brother gather up the fallen sticks and motion to the large circle of rocks he had put down earlier with the driest grass he could possibly find filling the empty space of the circle. Moving his little legs towards the hanyou, Sesshomaru stood a few inches away from his brother eyes trained onto the ears that nestled within his brother's hair.

'Beautiful.' The word ran across his mind multiple times as his wide golden eyes took in everything about the older inu from the soft downy hairs that covered his ears to his sun kissed skin and ragged clawed toes. He continued to stare inhaling deeply the scent of earth and heavy rain clouding his mind. Sesshomaru couldn't understand the feelings raging within him he felt disgusting, dirty and shamed all at once and yet with Inuyasha within his presence his beautiful scent alone silenced the constant nagging that sounded a lot like Tonkano and called him whore while it threatened that Inuyasha would leave him.

Inuyasha was like a rock in a heavy rushing current that pulled Sesshomaru down its harsh path and with the grace of Kami those little hands clutched onto that rock and held on for dare life.

Sesshomaru's youkai seemed very fond of the hanyou as well always pushing to be near the older inu or half inu it didn't did not care it viewed Inuyasha as a protector and someone that will never hurt him.

Sesshomaru felt his heart flutter.

Love, he did love his big brother so very much even in a short amount of days about two days to be exact but he could also see that Inuyasha did not share the same love for him. The lingering stares his big brother gave him sometimes as if he expected the pup to grow another head. Inuyasha probably cared for him on some level but the love Sesshomaru harbored was unrequited which hurt a little.

But.

Inuyasha did say something about him being the older brother and that he simply forgot what happened, his head immediately pulsed hard and heavy which had him clutching his head within little palms.

"Sesshomaru?" He heard his big brother call.

Thoughts of memories forgotten shunned from his childlike mind and he focused on Inuyasha. "Yes big brother?" his little feet carried him flush under the hanyou and he watched the pile of dried grass then dry wood, then dried grass again and so on.

"Ready?" Inuyasha grinned a toothy grin that brought a light blush to Sesshomaru's face then turned back towards the other two brats still in the stream but apparently opted to play rather than fish any longer. "Come on brats, we've got a fire to build!"

ooo

Bellies were pultruding's slightly with the rise and fall of deep breaths and soft snores the brats minus one Sesshomaru had fallen asleep after eating a late breakfast.

Honestly at this point you could call it lunch but he let the brats have their fun.

Inuyasha currently sat near the dead fire pit back pressed against an aged tree with Sesshomaru sitting near his feet he could practically feel the brat fighting the want to climb upon him and sit his heavy ass upon his lap, he watched as Sesshomaru sat with his knees under his chin hair that he knew would grow to extreme lengths hung past his shoulders and flowed like a slivery river across his shoulder blades with each shift of his head.

Inuyasha chuckled at this the pup obviously thought Inuyasha did not see the lingering looks Sesshomaru cast his way, it was so foreign to care about Sesshomaru in general to feel anything for the icy bastard other than a well-deserved deep rooted hate.

Would he have cared even if Sesshomaru wasn't reduced to his youth once more and he knew what Tonkano had done?

Probably, his brother was a bastard but to know that said bastard was forced to be that was because of something the old man did to cover up what Tonkano did? Horrible.

"Come here." Inuyasha patted his thighs smirking at the bliss that overcame his now younger brother's face. The pup scrambled up his calf's and settled himself onto his lap snuggling further into Inuyasha's chest. He could feel each breathe Sesshomaru took and they were very deep inhales.

"Why ya' breathing so hard?" the hanyou questioned maneuvering his arms around his bundle, looking down as the milky coloured cheeks turned a dusty pink.

Highly embarrassed Sesshomaru turn his face sideways thrusting his nose into the air. "I am not."

"Are to." Inuyasha huffed "That little scamper got you tired?" he teased.

"No!" Sesshomaru whined softly the pink deepened into red that spread to the very tips of his ears.

"Oh! I see." Inuyasha bent his neck placing his mouth near Sesshomaru's ear "Does Little Sesshomaru like to sniff his big brother?" Inuyasha teased and laughed at the look of horror the crossed Sesshomaru's face!

"I…I!" Sesshomaru crossed his arms and pouted sadly he didn't want his big brother to think he was weird for sniffing him and now he'd been found out! And Inuyasha was teasing him, this was too much for his little pride box to take he hung his head glaring at the white undercoat Inuyasha wore.

"You stare any harder and I'll combust into flames, Sess. Ho. Maru." Inuyasha emphasized each word with a rock of his legs trying to lessen the embarrassment he caused, pulling his arms from around the boy he palmed the side of that cherubic face. "I like how you smell too brat." Then he attack shoving his face into Sesshomaru's sniffing around his cheeks, eyes and nose like a common dog.

Sessshomaru broke out into a fit of laughter small hands pushing his big brother away playfully but Inuyasha never let up! He had to grasp the hanyous head within his arms holding him in place only because Inuyasha allowed it of course.

With one last giggle Sesshomaru kissed his brothers nose then nuzzled his cheek against the older before settling down in his original position mumming things about his big brother belonging to him and earthy smells before the food he had eaten a few short minutes before won out and he fell asleep.

"Brat" Inuyasha smirked whilst drawing the pup closer.

ooo

"I don't wanna take a bath!" Shippo wailed throwing himself to the floor face first a tuft of ginger orange tail high in the air as he grass muffled his crying.

"Fine! Just shut up!" Inuyasha hauled the fox brat up by the tail allowing him to spin until they were face to face. "You're gross just so you know, and that's why Rin won't like you." Then he dropped him back onto the floor.

"She will too if you don't tell her nothing." Shippo hopped up pointing his little clawed finger at Inuyasha angrily.

"Your just mad because I don't wanna bathe with you and" Shippo took a pause to look at the demon prince sitting harmlessly under the very tree he took a nap under while lying on his brother. "Sesshomaru…" Shippo whispered.

Sesshomaru's turned his head toward the smaller fox demon and narrowed his eyes he did nothing to the fox for him to reek of fear every time he did or said something that associated with Sesshomaru. "Why do you fear me?" it was annoying really.

Shippo's heart rate actually increased and he scurried behind Inuyasha's leg clinging to the half-demon leg in terror.

Sesshomaru stood up and walked towards his big brother "I have done nothing to you, fox!" he stomped his bare foot rather childishly on the grass eyes glaring at what little he could see of the smaller kit.

"Liar!" Shippo popped his head out from behind Inuyasha "You've tried to kill us all!" the kit sneered childishly. Pointing a tiny clawed finger at the sliver headed prince.

"I don't know why Inuyasha is helping you out anyway!" Shippo huffed "You left him to die when he was a kid, and you tried to kil-" Shippo's rant was swiftly cut off by a large clawed hand covering his face.

"Shut up you little brat!" Inuyasha snarled kit or no his youkai thrashed in anger within him at the disrespect even through the words were true words they would hurt Sesshomaru's sensitive feelings.

Inuyasha looked to Sesshomaru who took a step back his hands clutching the front of his oversized white coat, wet golden eyes peered at Inuyasha in horror. Did he remember?

Sesshomaru felt more than remembered the emotions behind what the kit was saying, he could feel this heavy anger boil over and sizzle away as words of the past left their acid taste within his mouth the word he would never fling at his brother today 'filthy half-breed' ran across his mind followed by a hard pressure settling behind his eyes. It was little glimpses but through the pressure he could see an older version of himself very blurry but he could tell that it was himself he could also see his big brother so very clear. Inuyasha was holding his sword to the older Sesshomaru who said such hateful words then attacked with so much anger driving his beautiful big brother Inuyasha back and toying with him, shoving a hand within the hanyous gut, and throwing him around with his tail. It was horrible and apparently happened on more than one occasion.

Shaking his head sliver hair whipping around him gently Sesshomaru took a step back as the pressure built and the images kept coming in disoriented flashes, hand clutching the front of his coat he tried to focus his eyes on the Inuyasha standing before him with his hand gripping Shippo's face around his mouth actually.

His brother's sad look confirmed what he saw and felt was true.

He was so horrible to Inuyasha? His face felt hot and wet with tears he had yet to realize ran freely down those striped puffy cheeks.

Inuyasha quickly push Shippo back and hissed a quick "Shut up" then made his way over to Sesshomaru who stepped back away from him then turned away and ran into the forest wind blowing his coat around his little form giving Inuyasha and all within the forest a clear view of a small milky butt. "Sesshomaru!"

'Ah, shit and he's half naked too!' Inuyasha groaned inwardly and was relieved to hear a tiny trill he knew to be Kilala which meant Rin was finished with her bath.

"Why did Lord Sesshomaru run away Master Inuyasha?!" Rin panicked her lord was in no condition to be running off!

"Kilala! Watch the brats." And with that Inuyasha was off tailing behind the scent of his now baby brother.

ooo

Sesshomaru ran hardly seeing past the searing hot pressure that felt as if it could melt his eyes all he saw were images of Inuyasha defending himself against the older Sesshomaru who was so evil! This had to be the reason behind Inuyasha's lack of love for him.

The looks he'd give as if he were waiting for something.

He was waiting for Sesshomaru to hate him.

Sesshomaru felt his coat yanked down as he stepped on it dragging himself down to the earth with a rolling tumble he didn't dare get back up he cried where he lay clutching his head. It felt like his brain was on fire while being squeezed in a crushing grip.

He didn't deserve Inuyasha's help.

And he couldn't understand why he was seeing these things!

Had he really been changed back into a pup?

Sesshomaru curled in on himself heart lurching in so much pain.

The burning pressure within his mind driving all sense of sight away from his golden eyes all he saw was a bloody Inuyasha with broken teeth and mangled skin, holes protruding his body and green acid he knew came from his own claws staining the hanyous flesh.

Then he saw another pup he had puppy ears upon his head and he was all alone was this too Inuyasha?

His own question was answered when the smaller hanyou walked up to the bigger version of himself and he wished the smaller hanyou would run away! He'd give anything if he could just warn the smaller version of Inuyasha to leave that evil Sesshomaru alone.

Sesshomaru felt his heart stop when the older version of himself sent a swift back hand across round chubby cheeks! He could take no more he needed this pressure this burn to stop, little claws scratched at his head digging deeply into his scalp and staining his sliver hair red.

He was an evil whore who beat on pups!

His own family no less the very same family that took him in after all the things he did to Inuyasha.

"Such a pretty thing." a voice cut through the madness raging within Sesshomaru's mind.

Was the voice real?

"So young and pretty, why do you claw yourself?" the voice cooed softly.

Sesshomaru felt cold hands pull at his own and he swore the air smelt heavy with a musk that burned his nose it was hard to tell what was real and what wasn't through the assault of memories?

They had to be memories.

A weight settled itself on Sesshomaru's stomach and his panic soared someone was here with him, he struggled against the new weight opening his mouth to cry out when he felt the hard slap that cut across his face it jarred Sesshomaru and ceased the onslaught of the past or present? But the burning pressure still remained.

Yellow hair filled Sesshomaru's sight a demon with skin of pure green with yellow hair. Yuck

"You see me now?" the demon grinned. "I don't know who put that spell on you but it's quite powerful indeed, to trap you within your own mind?"

"You must have touched a small part of what is bound." The unknown demon tsked

"Better be careful, you wouldn't want to go crazy now would you?" cold hands cupped Sesshomaru's bruised cheek. "Such a pretty thing, I suppose your body could still be of use even in a crazed state of mind."

"Stop it!" Sesshomaru cried small legs pushing down against the ground trying to move the weight that sat on him with hands that roamed across his front pushing the much too large fabric apart.

"Why should I?" the yellow haired demon hissed "I can smell that you no longer hold innocence!" clawed fingers found a small pink nipple and pinched. "You are a whore begging for cock, look at what you run around wearing practically begging to be taken and at such a young age too." A tongue found its way to Sesshomaru's chest.

Sesshomaru cried the disgusting feeling was back Tonkano's voice was so loud within his mind maybe he did deserve this to repent on what he did to brother Inuyasha or maybe they were right and he really is just was a whore? Did he do these things often as an adult?

He got no flashing memories to answer him his time.

"Come here sweetness."

Sesshomaru felt the air hit his back and the ground below his knees and forearms he remembered this position quite well Tonkano always said it was the proper position for a bitch to assume.

Crying into his forearms Sesshomaru tucked his knees beneath his stomach trying to make himself as small as possible he didn't want to be touched not by this demon! He wanted Inuyasha to hold him and he knew he didn't deserve it. The hands were back pinching at his butt, pulling at his legs that he tucked back under him only to receive a smack on the bottom.

"I smell another on you so heavily." Another smack

"Is that why you're trying to stop me?" three smacks

"Does he know that you're a whore?" one more smack

"You want him to take you?" two particularly hard smacks before strong hands gripped his hips and pulled Sesshomaru onto two strong legs his naked back pressed against a clothed chest a large hand quickly covered the limp penis that hung lifelessly between the pups legs whist the other restrained the young pup.

"You won't even stir for me." The demon sounded sad and fondled the young prince.

"Perhaps some motivation." The unknown demon mused "We can make it better little one."

Sesshomaru shook his head 'no' while digging his claws into whatever flesh he could reach upon the demon which the yellowed hair monster seemed to ignore.

"How about you pretend I am this male, the one whose scent drenches your entire body." he squeezed Sesshomaru in warning and let the pressure go once the annoying sting of little claws retreated. "Could it be your brother? The scents are similar though his has a human touch to it."

"You want the hanyou to touch you as I am, yes?"

Sesshomaru shook his head 'no' he would never want Inuyasha to sully himself by touch his dirty body in such a way.

"Answer me." A rough tug of two tiny balls.

"No!" Sesshomaru cried.

"You lie!" another harsh tug. "You want this hanyou to nestle himself balls deep within you and kiss you lovingly." The demon growled low cock stirring when he finally felt the pup's penis twitch within his palm twitch.

"Ahh, see!" a chuckle ghosted warm breath across Sesshomaru's ear.

"You want him to love you?" the demon touch became gentle almost lovingly.

"You want his touch like this?" a gentle stroke to encourage the life within his smaller victims young cock.

Sesshomaru was mortified the sensations he felt from demons hand causing is belly to twist and turn in such a weird disgusting way but when he brought up Inuyasha the twisting turned into tingling and the turning became a pool of heat. It still felt weird but when he thought of Inuyasha he couldn't help but want to believe that it was his big brother touching him that all the horrible things he had seen were lies and that Inuyasha would love him.

See past his whoring past and love him.

Would Inuyasha ever touch him like this?

A small hiccup made its way from Sesshomaru's mouth as he cried totally confused at his body's reaction to this demon! He did not want this he and yet it wasn't as painful as being with Tonkano that was always horrendous.

But this time he felt something warm in the pit of his belly that spread through his neither regions whenever he thought of Inuyasha.

"See you like it." the demon chuckled and Sesshomaru covered his face in shame.

"There is no shame in wanting ones brother, perhaps I could show you my little brother?" the demon cooed "But this time it'll be just me." The demon grinned roughly nipping at Sesshomaru's ear before he let the pup go letting him fall face first onto the dry patch of dirt.

"I won't be aiding you in pleasure any longer after all you just a whore." He slurred climbing above the smaller demon. "Whose cock do you want?" he licked Sesshomarus tears groaned as he pulled himself from the confines of his pant.

Sesshomaru closed his eyes awaiting the pain that always came when Tonkano pushed himself in him, it always felt like he was going to rip apart he never vocally answered the demons question yet in the safety of his own thought he prayed for Inuyasha's touch.

"Ack!"

The sounds of growling permitted the air and Sesshomaru shot up into a sitting position eyes wide and tearful. It was Inuyasha! Though he smelt different more demon.

He watched as Inuyasha whisked the demon up by the throat pinning him to a tree.

"So you must be the brother?" the demon wheezed around the hand constricting his breathing. "Not as pretty as the little one, pity." The hand around his throat tightened and he gasped in pain when his cock was forcefully grasped and pulled drawing shrill screams.

Inuyasha grunted and gave one last hard tug before the dismantled flesh still hard now lay within his palm his red tinged eyes glared at the demon he had pinned, releasing the demons throat he opted to crush his jaw forcing the demons mouth open then shoving his own bloody cock down his throat. He grinned wickedly as the demons eyes grew wide in fear.

Shoving the demon down Inuyasha drew his sword and plunged it into the gaping gash where his cock was forfeited, dragging the his oversized blade upward tearing skin and spilling innards on the way up in the slowest manner until those disgusting eyes held no more life.

He withdrew cleaning the large blade upon the grass before sheathing it.

Sesshomaru look on in amazement at Inuyasha who was actually walking toward him now a deep blush rose in his cherubic cheeks once he realized he was naked and what Inuyasha had saved him from brought shame to his face. He scrambled pulling the large fabric he'd been wearing over his shoulders. Large hands grasped his face and he looked up into golden eyes that bled red around the edges. "Inu?"

Inuyasha sighed drawing the pup into his embrace his youkai needed to be reassured that Sesshomaru was safe now and he needed the barrage of anger radiating from it to stop. It was a fight to stay in control but he didn't want to scare Sesshomaru.

His friends had told him how his demon reacted and he hated it, he could feel the fangs grazing past his lips nipping the skin lightly and he tightened his hold on Sesshomaru ignoring the brats gasp.

Sesshomaru stunk of the demon that had tried to defile him and his youkai was not happy about it. Inuyasha would die before his let his youkai hurt the pup so he fought a losing battle as the red bled out through his eyes and the last thing he heard was his youkai call him stupid.

ooo

Sesshomaru was at a loss his brothers shaking had stopped so had the deep growling.

Inuyasha was actually purring now a deep rumble that sat in his chest that pulled Sesshomaru further into the hanyous chest nuzzling gently he didn't know what to say so he stayed quiet. He felt embarrassed and ashamed of what he had done to Inuyasha and to have even associated his brother with his whoring thoughts well that brought a fresh set of tears pinpricking at his eyes.

"Shhh." Inuyasha removed himself from the pup deep red eyes took in Sesshomarus state he was not pleased at all, healing bruises and a bright red ass that was not done by his own hands had the demon side of Inuyasha wishing he could tear the fuckers cock off again. He stood drawing Sesshomaru and coat up into his arms before walking away.

He had been so afraid when the pup ran off and his other half just stood there! With thoughts of who 'who will watch the brats' fuck the brats his baby brother needed him.

He knew not or even cared if Sesshomaru remembered how horrible he was to them meaning himself and his other half even the human half who remained quiet majority of the time. They had learned that it wasn't even the real Sesshomaru who now clung to his chest like a lifeline and accepted him without care of his human drenched blood. This Sesshomaru was his.

They reached a large crater within the earth that served as a hot spring.

Depositing his small cargo onto a nearby rock he removed the coat covering the small body and stripped himself taking the time to lay their clothing out upon a low branch. Let the night air shift through them and such.

Sesshomaru was as red as Inuyasha's fire rat robes and panicking slightly. Would his brother think him ugly?

Would he know the disgusting thoughts he had of him while being touched by yet another demon? His eyes glanced over to Inuyasha's naked form he really was beautiful every patch of sun kissed skin Sesshomaru drank in greedily admiring his big brother and when he turned around Sesshomaru's eyes widened at the heavy flesh that hung between his brother's legs. Blushing madly he turned his head away.

This was too much to handle he hadn't even apologized for his treatment of Inuyasha, but when did those events happen? He drew a blank and yet here he was being a whore and staring at his brother.

He hung his head in shame crossing his arms over his dirty body lowering his butt onto the rock to sit and wait until Inuyasha was finished with his bath.

Red eyes saw the emotion flicker back and forth over his brother's face and he huffed in annoyance silly child. This insecurity needs to end if he wanted to stare at the body before him the hanyou's demon saw no harm in that he would need to become used to seeing it after all. "Come." He voice above a low growl startling Sesshomau who blinked wide eyed at him.

"I can wait for yo-'' Inuyasha cut him off.

Snarling he repeated himself again "Come." This would be the last time he asked.

Sesshomaru slide off the rock and stumbled over to Inuyasha he had heard his brothers warning stopping all movement once he stood before the red eyed Inuyasha.

"Sorry." Sesshomaru whispered his eyes were burning again his heart hurt in disappointment he couldn't even be a good little brother.

Inuyasha grunted picking up the smaller inu carrying them into the water lowering himself onto a submerged rock Sesshomaru nestled upon his lap face to face. "Lean back." He commanded pushing the child back onto his knees until the smaller inu was laying prone on his back the curve of his head resting on strong knees.

Silver hair flowing freely in the heated water gently swishing the strands back and forth loosening the dried blood caked within the strands. Sesshomaru squirmed a bit when clawed fingers ran through across his scalp scrubbing away the blood and dirt. It felt good

'You want his touch like this?' Closing his eyes tightly Sesshomaru tried to block out resurfacing memories.

'You want this hanyou to nestle himself balls deep within you and kiss you lovingly!" he whined a sharp pain to his chest at the warm feeling easing its way back into his gut.

'You want him to love you?" Yes he did but he was a dirty and had nothing to offer his older brother of course he knew that it was common in royal families for the younger brother to be offered to the elder keeps the blood line pure of course.

But he wasn't he cast out?

It didn't matter his one gift he would have had to offer his big brother was gone and he was used. No one especially his beautiful brother should have to lower themselves to touch him. He felt strong hand pull him up and equally strong fingers grasp his chin. He opened his eyes and saw displeased red eyes staring into his own.

"Stop, you promised." Inuyasha huffed narrowing his eyes at the younger he needed to make the younger understand that he did not think he was dirty that he belonged to the hanyou and no one would take him away. His eyes racked over the small body Sesshomaru kept trying to hide behind his skinny arms. He smirked and pulled those arms away dead lifting the boy up and off his lap turning them around to lay the child on the edge of the spring on a soft tuft of grass his longer body towering over the pup.

"Sesshomaru." His large hand settled themselves onto the boy's hips thumbs gently rubbing circles on the magenta strips that curved down into his pelvic area.

Sesshomaru was sure his heart would stop the little touches he received from his big brother ignited that warmth that sat in his lower stomach and made him squirm a deep red staining his cheeks and ears. His brother hadn't even touch him 'down there'! And yet he felt like he had to pee but better with more tingles he could not describe it. His youkai purred in delight the first it's ever came forward to voice its opinion on any sexual acts he committed since Tonkano had forced him and it wailed in misery.

"Inuyasha." Sesshomaru fidgeted unsure of what to do of what his brother wanted to do he would be a liar if he said he didn't like it but he also knew that his brother was pure and he was not and so and tried to turn away from Inuyasha only to be stopped by a large hand holding him stomach mid turn and a fierce snarl that put fear into his heart.

Inuyasha growled pulling the pup back down further this time throwing those lanky legs around his middle slamming his hands to the ground each hand at the side of Sesshomaru's head. Lowering his neck he relaxed his jaw allowing his tongue to fall free curling the muscle around Sesshomaru's jaw. He would clean the pup thoroughly and make him and all who pass by understand that Sesshomaru was his and no others.

Even Sesshomaru himself needed to understand.

NOTE:

:D I'm horrible! I know

But I want stop it here for now and I am truly sorry about some of the grammatical errors that appear throughout I just get so excited when writing! It pours from me and I can't wait to see what happens next! Then I try to go over it and I already know how it's supposed to be written so I skip over major mistakes and for that I apologize. ):

Other than that I hope you all enjoy and the reviews are always read and greatly appreciated. Until next time 3~