Chapter 9 The birth of Alpha's Whore
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It felt like Yami had sobbed for hours in Atem's arms sitting on the floor in her bedroom. Atem just sat there holding her close and rubbing her back. Finally, Yami's sobs subsides and the two just sat there on the floor. Atem finally let go of Yami and began to climb to his feet, "Come on. Let's get back to the clearing. You shouldn't be here." Atem said.
Yami sighed before she rose to her feet and headed for her closet where she grabbed a duffle bag which she began to start stuffing with clothes. "What are you doing?" Atem asked.
Yami sighed, "You may be fine walking around wearing only one pair of pants for weeks if not months at a time. I, on the other hand, am not. I wore that one outfit for a whole week and I felt disgusting. So, I'm grabbing some of my clothes." Yami explained.
Atem rested his hand lightly on Yami's shoulder as she shoved another shirt, this time a hoodie, into her bag. "Are you alright, my mate?" Atem asked.
Yami frowned before she threw her bag on the floor and whipped around to lock gazes with Atem. "No, I am NOT alright. I just lost my best friend in the whole world and she confirmed for me something I'd been thinking ever since you decided to deliver your wonderful news. I am a fucking WHORE and I hate it. I hate it I hate it. I HATE IT!" Yami shouted, she paused briefly before continuing, "Maybe it's a good thing my grandfather wasn't here. At least I didn't have to see the look of disgust on his face when I told him all about me mating with you."
Atem said nothing and instead roughly wrapped his arms around her body pulling it flush against his own as he pinned her against the back wall of her closet and aggressively kissed her. Yami with almost no hesitation pressed her lips back against his own, groaning at the pleasurable feeling of her body almost completely at Atem's mercy.
Atem broke the kiss briefly before he abruptly picked Yami up and carried her over to her bed, tossing her on the bed before he climbed atop her, pinning her body beneath his own. His eyes darkened with lust, reflecting the lust also seen in Yami's violet eyes. "You, are not a whore, my mate. What you are is MINE. And mine alone. No other male will ever touch your or look upon you the way I do. You became mine when you consented to me mounting you. The way you lean into my touch, breathe my scent. The wolf within you recognizes you belong to me, just as I belong to you. Only you can touch me or mate with me as you do. Never before have I ever looked upon a female or touched a female as I do you. Those are all signs that show that you are MINE! You are mine and I am yours." Atem growled as his hands slipped up under Yami's shirt before he roughly grabbed the shirt, pulling it over Yami's head and tossing it aside.
Atem leaned down and bit the side of Yami's neck, firmly enough that Yami knew it was going to leave a mark, yet not hard enough for the bite to actually be painful and Yami could not help but groan at the contact. Atem's hands slipped up under her back, lifting Yami's body off the bed briefly before he literally ripped her bra open and threw it aside, Atem then kissed, nipped and bit his way down Yami's torso, playing special attention to each of Yami's breasts.
Yami felt herself being overcome with an indescribable heat as she continued to moan and groan beneath Atem's powerful form. Instead of feeling afraid, Yami almost felt excited by the aggressive display, and her arms were locked around Atem's shoulders, one hand buried in his hair, with the other almost digging into his back. Atem's hand's then dipped below her shorts which his fingers made quick work of undoing before he pushed them and Yami's underwear down until Yami was able to kick them both off leaving her completely nude before Atem.
Atem nipped his way down to Yami's thighs before he slowly made his way back up to Yami's face. Atem's kiss was rough, and could actually be described as downright aggressive as was his almost bruising grip on her body. She was completely at Atem's mercy. What she didn't understand was why that realization thrilled her instead of terrified her.
Atem stopped for a brief moment before he climbed off the bed. Yami whimpered at the loss however, her eyes locked on Atem as she watched him undo and quickly remove his own pants. Her eyes drifting over the fully erect massive penis briefly before drifting back up to Atem's lustful eyes. Atem climbed back onto the bed, once again pinning Yami beneath his own body. Yami allowed him to settle between her thighs without the slightest bit of resistance.
Atem gazed right into Yami's eyes before he roughly pushed his way inside Yami's body. Yami let out almost a primal shout of pained pleasure as she felt herself be almost painfully stretched as Atem broke through her virginal barrier.
"I thought you said we'd done this before." Yami grunted as Atem was fully seated within her.
"I mated with your wolf. This is the first we've used your weaker form. Although, given how much you seem to be enjoying it, it will more than likely not be our last." Atem grunted before he pulled out and roughly slammed back in literally making Yami see stars. Atem set an almost relentless pace as he continued to dominate Yami.
Yami clung as tightly as she could to Atem's body, her nails digging into his back with enough force that Yami would not have been surprised if she had drawn blood. Yami looped one of her legs around Atem's waist allowed him to thrust even deeper within her.
Atem continued his domination of Yami's body as Yami moaned, groaned and screamed with every powerful thrust. "To whom do you belong, mate?" Atem growled in Yami's ear.
"You. I belong to You!" Yami shouted back. In response Atem seemed to pick up the pace, thrusting into her with so much force a part of Yami was vaguely surprised Atem had not fractured her hips. The heat which had been building within Yami soon became unbearable and she shouted her release as Atem gave yet another powerful thrust.
"ATEM!"
Atem grunted as his pace became even more powerful and erratic before Yami, and Yami felt the heat continue to build within her once again. All too soon Yami felt Atem release deep within her, however instead of crying out as she had done Atem sank his teeth into the flesh of her left breast. Yami and with that bite Yami orgasmed for the second time that night as Atem finally collapsed a top her.
"Have I proved my point Mate?" Atem asked as he continued to just lay atop her, Yami couldn't help but notice he was still buried within her every time she so much as twitched she could feel him.
"You've proven that you and I have a sexual attraction to one another." Yami said once she seemed to get some semblance of her bearings back. She could not believe she had just had sex with Atem in her bedroom mere minutes after Mai had accused her of being a slut.
"We have much more than that. Any pair of weak minded humans can have a sexual attraction. What we share is something much deeper. You and I literally cannot live without each other now. Do you not understand how powerful that is? How sacred a bond?" Atem whispered.
"But it's still just sex." Yami replied.
Atem merely snorted before he rested his forehead against Yami's own. "It's much more than just sex. But I'll let you figure that out in time. Some things, it seems, I cannot just explain. Some things you will have to discover for yourself. What it means to be my mate, seems to be one of those things that you will come to understand with time."
Yami sighed as she reluctantly let of Atem. "I guess this is the part where you get off of me and drag me back to the clearing." Yami replied.
Atem snorted, "No, it's not. I will be joined with you like this for at least an hour, if not longer, which means that we will not be heading back to the clearing until after the sun has risen." Atem replied.
"At least an hour? Why?" Yami asked, frowning.
Atem sighed, "Instinct I guess. I am driven to do this, perhaps because is what I need to do in order to have you conceive pups. Perhaps there is another reason, but regardless the instinctual need is there." Atem said.
"Conceive? Pups? No, I can't…I'm too young to…"Yami began as panic gripped her. Atem silence her by pulling her in for another deep kiss, although comparatively this kiss was almost gentle as their tongues leisurely twirled together.
Atem then broke the kiss, deciding that now would probably be the time to tell her about the possible pups. "Shh, my mate. More likely than not you are already carrying my pups and have been since our mating beneath the moon. I will know for certain in a few days' time, your scent will change slightly if you are carrying. I will know in a matter of days, whereas the entire pack will be able to smell it on you by the end of the week. " Atem soothed.
Yami opened mouth, no doubt to express more panic however Atem lightly nipped her on the side of the neck, and just like a top the mountain the panic seemed to literally drain out of Yami at the bite.
"Just go to sleep my precious mate. We will worry about having pups once we know for a fact that you are carrying them. Now, get some sleep. I know tonight has been a trying night for you, but I am here for you. And I'm not going anywhere." Atem vowed, rolling his hips the slightest bit with the vow, making Yami groan at the reminder of exactly where Atem was.
For some reason Atem's bizarre vow did manage to reassure Yami. Yes, there was a possibility she was pregnant and might be having pups, but right now was not the time to panic about it. She could panic about it once she knew for sure that was the case.
And with that thought in mind Yami allowed herself to drift off to sleep beneath her powerful mate.
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Yami awoke several hour later to the realization that she was moving. She blinked her eyes open to see that she was being carried through the woods back towards the clearing, and now that she was awake she could actually hear the rive up ahead.
"How long was I asleep for?" Yami asked. She glanced down to see that she was actually dressed once again in her t-shirt and shorts that she had put back on after her shower yesterday and it looked like Atem had tossed her duffel bag over his shoulder. Although, he apparently hadn't bothered with putting back on her bra or with underwear. There was something very…weird about not wearing any under garments. Then again, she was now a savage beast what should she care about underwear? Underwear were for civilized beings, not beasts like her and Atem.
"A few hours. However I did not want to linger for too much longer at your Grandfather's house so I redressed you before heading back to the woods. Apparently, not a moment too soon because we had barely entered the tree line when I saw your friend from last night walking up the driveway." Atem replied.
Yami frowned, "Why didn't you wake me up. Maybe Mai and I could have talked and sorted everything out." Yami asked.
Atem sighed, "Because my mate, to be perfectly honest you are not yet fit to be interacting with humans. I told you that Weres without permission from the Alpha are not allowed to set foot in a human settlement. There is a reason for this. Last night when she dared to insult you, you lost your temper. The danger in this is because you cannot control the wolf within you which meant your instinct was to have a physical confrontation with your friend. Had I not intervened last night you could have inadvertently hurt your friend, or worse still, bitten her." Atem replied.
Yami frowned, "Bitten her? But I was in my human form. Biting her should be harmless. Barbaric sure, but harmless." Yami replied.
Atem snorted, "No, biting a human in our human forms is not harmless. Although there is not the same guarantee of the victim contracting lycanthropy through the bite there is still a substantial chance. Sixty percent instead of the guarantee from a bite in our true form." Atem replied.
Yami sighed, "I'm not going to apologize." Yami muttered defiantly before she glared up at the Were carrying her. "So, how badly are you going to beat me for daring to defy you?" Yami practically growled. She had broken the law, something Atem had made quite clear. And since Weres were nothing but a bunch of savage beasts no doubt the punishment for daring to try and reach out to people who actually cared about her. Who actually loved her was going to be brutal. Would he have her whipped? Would he club her like he had Joey? Or because she was his mate would he publicly force his dominance upon her in front of everyone? Show the entire pack that she was his little whore.
Atem was silent for a moment as he seemed to be gathering his thoughts before he came to a stop at the river's edge. Instead of crossing the river immediately like Yami thought he would have Atem instead began to walk along the river, heading further East. He had walked a couple hundred feet before he came to a stop beside the river where there were four boulders sticking out of the water. Atem tightened his grip on Yami slightly before he ran, leaping into the air before landing gracefully on the first slick boulder.
Atem stood on the first boulder for a second before he leapt once more. He didn't even pause and took two more running steps before he leapt once again to the third boulder.
"Are you absolutely insane?" Yami called out, her arms latched tightly around his neck as he began another running start before leaping onto the fourth and final boulder, then one last quick small leap had him on the bank on the other side.
"Hardly. I merely didn't want you getting wet in your human form. So, I took the boulders instead." Atem replied with an indifferent shrug.
Yami scowled as she released her hold around Atem's neck. "Don't think I didn't notice you hadn't answered my question. So, how bad is my punishment going to be?" Yami growled, it was almost like she was daring Atem to do his worst. She could take it. Or at least, she felt like saying she could no matter how untrue that might actually be right now.
Atem was still silent as he began to slowly make his trek up the steep hill. Even as strong as Atem was, apparently in human form this hill was an absolute nightmare to try and navigate. "I would think, given what transpired, that you have already been punished enough. Although, I will warn you I will not be nearly so forgiving should you choose to disobey me a second time."
Yami rolled her eyes, "Yeah. I got it." Yami muttered as Atem finally crested the hill Yami tried to wriggle out of his arms. "Can you let me down now?" Yami asked, for some reason she felt very subconscious about being carried into the clearing in Atem's arms. Perhaps it was too many romance novels she's read with Mai where when the newly married couple returned home the man would 'carry the woman across the threshold bridal style' not unlike how Atem was carrying her now.
"No, I don't think I will. I'll put you down back in our den." Atem replied.
Yami squirmed even more, "Please Atem. I want you to put me down. What if the others see you carrying me?" Yami asked before adding, "And what do you mean our den? I thought Kaiba said I would be able to set up my own den once I got settled."
Atem rolled his eyes, "First of all Beta Kaiba made that statement before you became my mate. By becoming my mate you and I will share my den, thus it is officially our den. Secondly, what does it matter if the others see me carrying you? Everyone already knows that you and I are mates. And before you ask, yes they will all be able to tell what you and I did earlier this morning. They'll be able to smell it on us. No reason to be shy, it's perfectly natural behavior for mates." Atem said briskly.
Yami buried her face in Atem's shoulder as they finally left the tree line and entered the clearing. She did not want to see anyone. She did not want to speak to anyone. She just wanted to curl up under the pelts in ATEM's den, not their den ATEM's den and hide away from the world until this entire nightmare finally came to a close.
"Alpha, welcome back. I must admit I was mildly surprised to see you gone from the clearing when I woke up this morning."
Atem snorted, "That's fine Beta. Last night my mate and I actually ventured back to her grandfather's house. My mate desired a shower and get a few changes of clothes. We of course showered together before we lost ourselves to our desire to mate. I think my mate might prefer using our human forms, something which is good for me to know. Now, my mate is still quite tired. Let me get her put back to bed then you and I can discuss anything that happened while I was away." Atem replied.
Yami felt her face flame with utter and complete shame as Atem just casually told Kaiba that they'd had sex. It didn't matter to her that Kaiba would have been able to smell it on them he still should have had enough respect for her to not brag about it. Or at least Atem would have if he hadn't been a beast. If he'd been a decent human being.
"Very well Alpha. I'll let you put your mate to bed." Kaiba replied.
And with that Atem walked away, Yami keeping her face firmly buried in the crook of Atem's neck. She refused to acknowledge that the smell of Atem's scent was helping her to calm down because at this moment she did not want to calm down. Nor did she need to calm down, she had every right to be angry at Atem.
Atem set her down on the pile of pelts and Yami immediately dove under them, doing her best to completely hide herself from sight. "I'll be back shortly. I need to discuss pack business with Kaiba. Try not to wander too far whilst I'm gone." Atem said.
Yami said nothing. She was not going to talk to him. Atem apparently was just fine with her silence because he turned and left the den without so much as another word.
Was it so bad that she just wanted to hide away in her shame? That she did not want to see the knowing smirks on Kisara, Mana or Serenity's faces? The thumbs up Atem was receiving from the other males. She was beyond disgusted with herself and who could really blame her? Her whole grand escape had been nothing but one big failure. Not only had she been caught, but she had also lost her best friend. And why did she lose her best friend? Because she was a slut, but not just a slut a monster.
Mai may have said it, but it wasn't like Yami hadn't already been thinking it. One mildly attractive man shows up in her life and Yami, the little slut that she is, spreads her legs nice and wide first chance she has. No dating. No getting to know each other. No romance. Nothing. Just sex. Just meaningless sex; a couple of animals rutting about in the fucking dirt.
One frustrating part of this whole thing was that Yami couldn't even figure out what it was about Atem that had her so attracted to him? Back at school it would have been easy to argue that Valon might have been better looking than Atem, but when she pictured Valon she didn't have the normal reaction she'd had before. She thought about the members of the boyband her and Mai used to obsess over: Mark of the Dragon. Yusei Fudo was one fine piece of man. But yet right now, picturing him there was no reaction. None at all.
Yami sighed, did the why even really matter? Atem had used her the way the animal inside her clearly wanted him to and apparently he had probably knocked her up. Had her life really turned into this and she was going to become a mother at 16? She was a beast. A savage beast not to mention a fucking whore on top of it. Did her parents have some sort of premonition about how she was going to turn out? Is that why they were so quick to dump her on her grandfather and run away before she could taint them by association?
Yami sighed as he peeked out from under the pile of pelts to see Atem's winter pants still sitting in the corner from where she'd tossed them after the last time sewing with the other women. With a dejected sigh Yami climbed out from under the pile of pelts and over to the pair of worn pants which by some miracle were able to last through an entire winter. No wonder they were in such terrible shape.
Grasping the fabric as well as the crude needle and thread Yami slowly set to work trying to reinforce another of Atem's seams. Not like I'm good for anything else? I fix Atem's fucking cloths and when he decides he wants to I'll lay there like a good little slut and let him do whatever the hell he wants. Her grandfather had tried to raise Yami to be a strong, proud, intelligent young woman that he used to say could conqueror the world one day if she wanted. There was nothing she could not do if she'd set her mind to it. But, either he had failed or Yami was just coming to realize that she just didn't live up the ideal that her grandfather had envisioned his granddaughter would become. She hadn't been strong enough to blow Duke off at the mall; Mai had needed to step in to help get him to back off, only for him to come back for round two later. Why? Because Duke knew she weak. Duke knew she was an easy target.
She also was discovering she wasn't strong enough to adapt to her new life and most importantly she did not the strength to tell Atem to back the fuck off and leave her alone. Yami jabbed the needle roughly into the fabric, sticking her finger in the process. "Shit." Yami muttered before she shoved the wounded finger into her mouth, sucking on it. Perhaps her strength came in the form of her defiance? Perhaps her strength came from refusing to bow to Atem and his stupid rules and his customs and his idea that she was now a wolf, not a person.
Yami removed her finger from her mouth before she returned her attention to sewing. The question was how was she going to take her power back and regain control over her own life? Right now it seemed like Atem had all the cards and she was just lurching blindly from one mess into the next. She couldn't continue on like this, just like crying or whining about how unfair everything was wasn't going to solve things either. She needed to take control of her life and stop letting others make decisions for her.
Doesn't being mated to Atem make me an Alpha as well? If that was the case then it should mean more than just being his submissive little mate. Which meant she needed to find a way to be able to stand beside him. She harshly pulled on the thread before it snapped, making Yami frown at the offending garment before she set it aside. Time to plan. First, she was going get the hang of shifting so that it was painless, no matter how much she hated the thought of turning into a wolf again, she was going to need to. Next most important thing was convincing Atem to teach her what she needed to know in order to stand by his side.
Yami sighed once more before she crawled back under the pile of pelts. As for the whole mating mess, unfortunately if Atem decided he wanted to use her again, she was just going to let him. No point in really fighting him on that regard. Not that she could stop him even if she tried. There was still something freeing about her making the decision to allow Atem to do that. She knew he was going to anyway but this gave her a sense of control over a situation where there was no control. Yami frowned as the scent of pine and cinnamon wafted to her nose just before she noticed Atem striding into the den.
"Is there a reason you came in here? Or are you just in here to annoy me?" Yami growled from beneath the pile of pelts before adding, "Because if it's the later than you can get the fuck out."
Atem snorted before he crouched down, lifting a few of the pelts up so that he was able to reveal Yami's face. Yami scowled at him, bearing her teeth slightly. She did NOT need a babysitter. "Glad to see that you're getting your bite back. I'd hate for you to have gone back to moping about." Atem replied.
Yami flew out of the pile of pelts, tackling Atem to the dirt. "I am NOT moping about. And I do NOT need you babysitting me as if I were a child. I am not a child and you will not treat me like I am." Yami snarled.
Atem merely rose a brow before he easily reversed their positions, pinning Yami's body back beneath his own. "I know you are not a child my mate. And I'm not treating you as if you were. I merely wanted to see how you were doing after what happened earlier this morning." Atem replied.
"You've checked. And you can see that I'm fine. Now get out." Yami snapped.
Atem snorted before he nuzzled his nose briefly against the crook of Yami's neck before he straightened up and headed back out into the clearing without so much as another word. Yami glared after her departing mate before she crawled back over to the pair of pants and picked back up her needle and thread. She had nothing better to do, might as well finish fixing this damn seam.
