"I don't know to be honest." Kurt said. He was laying next to Chandler. Kurt was drawing figures on Chandler's arm. "You don't know?" He repeated. Annoyance deep in his voice. Kurt didn't like it when Chandler was like that to him. It reminds them of the middle years of their relationship where they broke up like 6 times a year.
"Yes, I don't know. I don't feel like going out and breaking rules just because you are bored." Kurt said.
"You can't have everything in life." Chandler bit back. He already was turned with his back towards Kurt.
It felt like it had come out of nowhere but suddenly there was a blockage in their relationship. They still cared about each other but when Kurt thought A, Chandler wanted B. This was going on for a few weeks now and it wasn't looking very good for them.
Kurt was just going to try and get Chandler a bit happier again when the door opened and Blaine walked in
with a stack of books from the library.
Blaine didn't even look up from the 2 boys laying in Kurt's bed. "Hello." He said while dropping his books on his desk.
"I'll leave now." Chandler said. Standing up from his bed. "Oh no, don't leave because of me." Blaine said.
Chandler shook his head. "Don't worry, it's not you who I'm leaving for" Chandler said. This time he didn't look at Kurt before he left.
"Babe, don't leave me." Kurt said now sitting up on his bed but Chandler had already closed the door behind him.
Blaine looked at Kurt who now fell down back on his bed, he looked defeated. Blaine didn't like the look on Kurt's face in that moment. He felt bad for Kurt in that moment.
"Hey, you okay?" Blaine asked. Kurt just rolled over. "I don't want to be mean to you." Kurt said. Pulling his covers over his body. Needing some comfort.
Blaine sighed and went to sit down on Kurt's bed. "Troubles in paradise?" Blaine asked. Kurt was silent for a while. "What paradise?" He asked.
Even Blaine had seen that their relationship was fading. He didn't know how to answer. He'd never been in Kurt's situation.
"Don't sit here and sulk all night. It's gonna make you even more sad." Blaine said. Kurt peeked out of the covers to look at him. Kurt's eyes were red and he was trying to hold back tears.
"You have an idea?" Kurt asked. Blaine nodded. "Nick knows how to cheer someone up the best. The last time I was down, he took me to an indoor play garden. But, I also have a good idea. Come on, get up!" Blaine said standing up and pulling Kurt's covers from him.
"I look like a mess." He said. "No you don't, and no one will notice anyway. Come on. We have 2 hours till curfew."
Blaine took his keys out of his bedside table and pushed Kurt out of their room.
"We can also just go to the common room." Kurt said when they were walking towards the car park.
"No, no. You don't need to fade in a crowd right now." Blaine said. Opening his car so Kurt can get in.
"You know that I live by 'if you feel bad, sleep and tomorrow will be better.' You don't have to do anything for me." Kurt tried to say but Blaine was already starting his car and driving off campus.
"Yes, but sometimes that only makes you feel worse." He said. Kurt sighed and nodded. "Okay, it's not that anything I will say will change your mind so." Kurt said. He was now looking dramatically out of the window. Not intentionally, although it would be a very Kurt thing to do. He was just thinking.
"You'll think I'm the coolest dude alive by the time we're back on campus and I will gladly accept all those compliment when that time has come." Blaine said. Kurt shook his head, Blaine tried which he thought was nice.
5 minutes later Blaine drove up at a bar. "Come on. Let's go inside. They'll have started by now." Blaine ran inside and Kurt had to run to catch up.
"Blaine!" The main of security said. This is serious, Blaine knows people here.
"Hi Will! Can we be put on the list?" He asked. The guy nodded. "Of course, we were just about to start. Just ask Stef if she can get you guys in between somewhere." He said.
"Thanks mate." Blaine went inside without telling Kurt what they were about to do. "Stef, can Kurt and I be put on the list?" He asked a teenage girl with a Betty Boob like costume on.
"Oh, Blaine. Sure. In the first half hour?" She asked. Blaine nodded. "Yes, we have a curfew to get and um we want to order the bar's special menu." He said. She nodded.
"Great, I'll get it to you in a bit." She said. Kurt was still confused with what was going on.
"Where are we?" Was the first thing he asked when they sat down in a booth. "Will's burgers." He said. Kurt nodded. "Okay, sure. Great night out." Kurt said.
"We're in a karaoke bar. We come here with the warblers a lot. It seriously is a great experience." Blaine said. Kurt nodded. Sure it would be.
Although Kurt thought the night would be horrible, it actually was very nice. He had a great time in that karaoke bar with Blaine. The concept is that you get a random song and you have to make the best of it.
"Told you it would be fun!" Blaine said when they left the bar. Kurt nodded. "I have to say that I'm positively surprised, Blaine." Kurt said. He fell down in the car seat. He felt really relaxed. Which was a first.
"You know how I discovered this?" Blaine asked. Starting his car, ready to drive to the school. "I don't, but I'm sure you will tell me." Kurt answered. Blaine couldn't hide a smile.
"Correct, I actually was feeling a bit down too. I didn't have a great time at my last school and when I transferred I had a few problems with myself and I too went to sleep every day hoping that the next would come soon. A few of the guys noticed and on a not practice night like tonight I was gonna go to my room just after my homework was done and go to sleep, but the guys took me here and ever since I go there a few times a month." Blaine said.
"Thank you for doing that, Blaine." Kurt said very genuinely. "Oh, it's nothing." Blaine said.
"No, seriously. You really had no reason to do that for me, and still you did. You are a good person and friend." Kurt said.
Blaine really appreciated that. He was happy with the kind of Kurt that he got to know the past few weeks.
"Oh, I needed that night out as much as you did." Blaine said waving it off.
They arrived on campus just as curfew went in and Blaine took Kurt's hand. Taking a shortcut via the offices that Kurt didn't know was there. They stormed in their room giggling.
Kurt quickly undid his tie and took of his blazer and shoes. Quickly trying to open his shirt, while Blaine quickly put on a hoodie over his uniform shirt and put on his Pj pants.
Kurt had just dived in bed. So his pants weren't visible when the door was pulled open. "Did I hear you guys run in?" The dean asked. He probably thought that he would catch them in act but Blaine already had his glasses on (without taking his lenses out, but there was no time) and Kurt had a book open in his lap.
"Um no, we went out in town to get Kurt a new pair of shoes, because his are getting a bit tight and then we came back." Blaine lied. He had been thinking about that lie for a while. Although they technically are allowed to go wherever they want, the only thing the dean hasn't found out about just yet is the secret visits to the karaoke bar from the warblers.
"Oh, okay. I must have imagined that then. Goodnight guys." He said. Crossing their names from the list.
The door closed and they both let go of a big sigh. "That was close." Kurt said now taking his Pj's out of his wardrobe. Blaine nodded going to the mirror to get his lenses out. "I've been close to being caught before, but never as close as today."
"You are lucky that I recently asked my father to send me new dress up shoes and that they can arrive any moment." Kurt said. Blaine shrugged.
"By our lies we all told him, we probably have a wardrobe with 5 new outfits." Blaine said. Now taking his shirt off.
"I kind of liked the adrenaline kick." Kurt admitted. Blaine nodded. "We should sneak out more together." Blaine said. Kurt nodded.
"Feel free to take me wherever you want, you have my trust now." Kurt said before climbing in his bed. It was only 10.40 pm, but he had been tired all day and all the singing had worn him out. Kurt is sure that Blaine was telling a whole story but he subconsciously blocked everything out and he fell asleep.
Next day
"WHERE WERE YOU YESTERDAY?" Chandler shouted barging into the senior common room. Kurt who was talking to someone in his French class looked up. He doesn't like it when Chandler shouts at him. In the beginning of their relationship Chandler would shout way more at Kurt and he has started a habit of doing it again. Plus, Chandler had no right to humiliate him in public like that.
"Blaine took me in town because I wasn't feeling that well." He stood up and removed themselves a bit from the group. "Oh, so when he asks you to go out, you do it. But if I even ask you to go out with me. Oh no, you don't feel like it." He said. Kurt was getting annoyed by his childlike behavior.
"Will you quit being a jealous little bitch first?" Kurt snapped. He was getting angry.
"Am I jealous when I even wonder if you still know that I'm your boyfriend?" He asked. Kurt shrugged. "Well it's easy to forget when the only thing you do is shout and snap at me." Kurt bit back.
"I mean, I'm not the one who's not putting out." Chandler said.
"Sorry that I don't want you to fuck me behind the vending machines!" Kurt shouted and the whole room looked at him.
It was drop dead silent. "You are a mean person, Kurt. How can you be so bitter?" He asked. Almost whispering.
"I'm not bitter, I have just stopped listening to what you told me to do." Kurt said.
Chandler then straightened his back. Kurt knew that wasn't a good sign. It wasn't his first fight with Chandler but whenever he would straighten his back, Kurt knew that Chandler was going to say something that would hurt him.
"I turned it in." He just said. "What?" Kurt had no idea what Chandler was talking about.
"My application . At Harvard, you know that little show. I got accepted. I'm gonna start next month." Kurt felt the world disappear under his feet. How could his own boyfriend do that to him?
Who is that monster, what did he do to the Chandler that he wore shipped? Where is the Chandler that he loved? Is this why he gone through all those years of heart break and crying because his family didn't let them be together and the pressure was killing them? All these years and now he also has to go through this. No way.
"That it! It's over!" Kurt spat. The disappointment had turned into anger real quick.
"What? The discussion." He asked, he still had a smile on his face. Kurt wanted to know how long that would last. He was done being nice. "Oh that's definitely over. I was talking about our relationship. It's over, I don't want a boyfriend who thinks that hurting someone else for their own enjoyment is okay. Especially when hurting me becomes okay, I'm done with you. " Kurt said making sure to look Chandler in the eyes.
Chandler shook his head. This time without a smile on his face and Kurt could see that he was starting to panic" You can't live without me." He said. "Oh, try me." Kurt said before walking away.
