"Blaine!" Kurt said.

He was still wearing the clothes from the official announcement he did with the national television. That announcement would be send all around the world.

"Happy new year's!" Blaine said. Kurt smiled and nodded. "How was your day Kurt?" Blaine asked laying down on his stomach. Kurt nodded. "Good. A tad bit tiring actually. It was nice to see my family again" Kurt said. Blaine nodded. "You missed them?" He asked. Kurt nodded. "I actually did. I always told you that I didn't and that's true. I didn't miss them in America because I had no time. It's so fun with you and with your family and I really like it in Dalton but there hasn't been a moment that I missed my family. But when I was home after an 8 hours flight and 3 hours trying to sleep but not being able to. When they walked into the room. I was like. Damn. I missed them."

Kurt tried to explain it. Blaine who in no way is able to understand the situation nodded and still lied by saying. "I understand you" it was a bit annoying that he, like many people, lied about things like that. But Kurt liked that although Blaine has no idea what Kurt is going trough he still cares and is willing to listen to Kurt.

"How was your day Anderson?" Kurt asked. Not wanting to complete the topic. "I earned around 120 today by visiting relatives tonight we're going to my grandmother and all her sisters will be there too and none of them have children and cooper and I are the only 2 grandchildren. Can you imagine the amount of money I will get?" Kurt nodded. He, just like Blaine was only a few seconds ago was lying because he didn't want to hurt his friend. Kurt has never got money with new year's. He does know that other people do get money.

"I'm so sorry Kurt. But I won't be able to talk to you long. We're leaving in like 30 minutes" Blaine said. Kurt nodded. "Well then we'll talk for another 25 minutes. Blaine, my friend. I have been talking about how I missed my family. But I got so used to you annoying me 1/4th of my day that I'm missing you too" Kurt said. Blaine smiled his beautiful smile. "Nice to know my plan in working" Blaine said. Kurt shook his head at the silliness of it all. He wasn't able to stop himself from laughing though.

"What is that plan then exactly mister Anderson?" Kurt asked. Blaine nodded. He could see Blaine thinking. "Well, just annoying you so much that on the end of the day you love me for doing so" Blaine said. Kurt raised his eyebrows. "Oh so I love you now?" Kurt asked. He couldn't stop a blush from tinting his cheeks.

The last few weeks. Kurt started thinking differently about Blaine. Everyone always says that they are a couple and they always shrug it off. But. It made Kurt look at Blaine and he realised that what he felt for Blaine might be more than friendship. So for Blaine the word love might be just friendship but for Kurt it meant a bit more.

"I thought you were my best friend. Kurt Jensen. I might only know you for a few months. But. You are seriously one of the most important people in my life. I'm going to miss you when you're gone" Blaine said.

Kurt sighed. Thank you for reminding me he thought. "While we're on the topic. I'm going back to Denmark on 29 may. Well the day before it. I don't wanna waste my birthday on an aeroplane." Kurt said. He then looked really sad. "I don't want to leave. It sounds weird because I am here at the moment and I'm having a blast. But all the responsibilities. It's too much. I just hope I'm not going into an depression after 6 months." Kurt said.

"Kurt. I. I think that before it's too late. I must say something" Blaine said. Kurt his breathe hitched in his throat and slowly he looked up at the webcam camera. "Do tell" Kurt said. Blaine nodded and looked directly in the camera not looking at the screen. "Kurt. I. I want you to-

"Kurt? Her er du!" Rachel said while barging into Kurt's room. Kurt looked at her with his bitch look. A look that Rachel was very familiar with. "Oh, Bitch Hummel is back I see. So is Blaine. Hi Blaine. You know it would be lovely to catch up with you but I have been staying with Finn since Tuesday and my parents want me to be home in like an hour and I need talk to Kurt before I go so I'm really sorry. But I'll have to end this lovely conversation now. Bye Blaine" without giving Kurt or Blaine the chance to say something Rachel ended the call and closed the laptop sitting down next to Kurt.

"Rachel. How could you! Blaine was talking to me!" Kurt said. Rachel shook her head. "Okay, so you think that he likes your right, or you want it. That's why you and I have to talk. I talked to Blaine when you had your dramatic ran off at sectionals when Blaine called you a King. I asked him if he liked you. Because I saw that this day would come and I'm gonna have to be honest here. You are friend zoned by him. Probably because the first few months in your friendship you were with that jerk. But Blaine told me that he loved you. And now I'm quoting him Kurt. 'Kurt and I have an incredible connection. We're like brothers of another mother"

Rachel's words hit Kurt hard. He shook his head. "You have to be kidding me. We have something. The past week he slept in my bed because he 'forgot' that his brother was going to sleep in his bed. When I left we hugged for 5 minutes in the airport." Kurt his eyes widened. He fell down on his bed. "I can't believe that I made it all up in my head." Kurt said. Rachel lay down next to him. "Kurt I should probably not say this because Blaine isn't a guy that you should be dating but if you really like him. You should talk to him about it. But not over skype. You have to take your head out of your ass and talk to Blaine."

Kurt looked up at his soon to be sister in law with tears in his eyes. "Can't I just be happy for once? Without people telling me no? Why don't I deserve to be happy. The thing is. I can't be selfish here. I can't do this to Blaine. I have been born with this life and with Chandler I didn't have the problem that I was going to take freedom away because he is also born in in it like me. But Blaine. Blaine is free. He lives in the country of freedom for god's sake while this place is one big jail. I can't do this to him. He must do whatever he wants and go to the university or college he wants to go to. He still needs to finish high school. I am not even allowed to keep him here in a country where he doesn't know the language. Why do I fall for the wrong boys?"

Kurt took a little breath and Rachel knew that he wasn't finished talking yet. "I knew that I had to stay emotionless. But then Chandler came along and he was like if you want to mope for a whole year then do that but you are wasting an opportunity and I opened up and now I'm here. Afraid to go back but too scared to stay here" Kurt cried in Rachel's lap where he stayed till she had to leave. Today was not a good day.