Port charles
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin' what could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin' what could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do, oh
What hurts the most was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin' what could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do
That's what I was trying to do, ooh
They were well into the godfather movie when he needed to break the silence"Are you going to say anything" Brian says she looked at him and shrugged as he shook his head. "It's nothing Bri my brother was being a dick but I know you want that and I do eventually but not now.
And I know I said we would talk about it but I don't even know what to say we are complicated pa. We are just starting in the business and you have your job and I have mines and were does that leave us Brian" Starr says.
Rubbing his face"Estrella you and me are not your parents we don't have half of their drama and I can look you in your face and say I love you. And if its the job then I choose not to be apart of my Uncle's crew I can be down with Tio Hiro's crew.
I choose you mami my uncle Yoshi works with his wife so he will understand Coño men carajo mujer" he says. Grabbing her face and kissing her as she instantly kissed him back when he pulled back. "Tell me you don't feel that and you have my word that I'm not going anywhere we do this together.
And if you need me to convince you I will while we do this together you and me" he said kissing her again. When she was getting ready to protest he stopped her shaking his head. "I'm not him Starr I'm me and when have I never not had your back" Brian says.
As she held onto his hair that went down his back and felt like silk when she pulled back. "Just dont hurt me okay because I swear to god I'll kill you" Starr says looking him straight in the eyes. "I never will gurl"he replies not willing to admit that it was just eerie. Wrapping his arms around her as she climbed on top of him "Just so you know we're not having sex in this car" she says.
Making him smirk "I wouldn't dream of it Estrella" Brian says meanwhile they kept calling Josslyn. "Hey your names Mando right where's Joss and your friend"Dev says when he spotted the Michael. But pretended not to Mando sat on top of his truck"he told me they were parked towards the back you want a cubano" he said
Tossing him the sandwich and soda" where in the back" Cameron says , i don't know but this is my favorite I'm going to make him an offer he can't refuse" Mando says. With his eyes on the movie knowing they were trying to get info out off him.
When his phone rang he got up and waved to some girl that came over and hugged him. Opening the car door watching her get in with a smirk" don't wait up kids send her a text and tell Joss big brother is here looking for her" he says.
Sticking his tongue out at them as he got into the car and closing the door behind them shaking his head. "Cameron can I talk to you please" Trina says with the car door open when Michael came over.
"What did he say" Michael asked the teens looked at him Trina was the only one with the sense to not say anything. But Dev was the only one trying to stay on Carly's good side "Umm he said something about a sandwich" Cameron says.
Hoping to buy Josslyn some time after the look his girlfriend gave him Dev just shook his head. "He said that their parked in the back some where" he answered, thanks come with me soon as I get the info from Spinelli.
I can free my sister from this kids lies" he says as Dev followed him as they walked towards the back when Joss and Les appeared. She had on his sweat hoodie on "Michael what are you doing here you watching the Godfather too" Joss says. As Les went into the back of Mando's truck taking two sandwiches and the sodas "I was looking for you i found out you where here so I wanted to check in" Michael replied.
But his eyes was on Les the whole time who was on the phone checking on Danisa, umm okay well you see I'm here and fine so you can tell your mother not to worry. Where not committing any crimes just watching old gangster flicks" she says, Joss she's worried about you. Because you have been slowly heading for trouble" her older brother say, as she groans shaking her head.
"And this is coming from the guy who fucked Nelle Benson really Michael I'm not in trouble. Yes because the future neurosurgeon had got me heading down the wrong path give me a fucking break Michael. Mom is upset that i see her for the selfish bitch she is and your just here to do Herr duties to reel me in right" she shot back.
Les's mouth dropped in shock" why all the way back there from where your friends are who he wants to isolate you from. Like he's the only one who gets you I've been there Joss more then one person ever should I GET IT. AND I'VE BEEN HERE THE WHOLE TIME AND I WILL BE HERE WHEN HE'S GONE.
BECAUSE LIKE YOU SAID HE'S GOING TO MEDICAL SCHOOL IN FLORIDA JOSS WHAT THEN. And yes I did take up with Nelle and im trying to save you from my mistakes" Michael said. When Elesandro interrupted" they have these things called cellphones look I and airplanes.
Where i can drop in and say high schoolers what's good" he says sarcastically. As Joss slaps his stomach "your an ass shut up I got this please Michael I love you and I appreciate you but I'm not falling in line for your mother. And I sure as Hell not going to play house or play nice with that bastard you call a father " she says shaking her head.
Just then Mando jumped out his back seat and he looked heated as he fixed his clothes"oye K lo k" Les asked. "Tengo que irme, ese tipo golpeó a mi madre y Miranda está en Suleidy casa("I have to go, that guy hit my mother and Miranda is in Suleidy house)"he answers. "What are you serious bro" he says, yes bro take this girl home, honey this is my little brother he's going to take you home.
Feddy grabbed my stuff from the house and I'm going to meet him and papi at the airstrip later bro" he said rushing off as he pulled out and sped away. Joss looked at Les "What happened to Mando" she asked, let's just say It's not good I'm hon let me drop you off"he says.
Knocking on Brian's car door"Brian, Estrella, me voy, tengo que llevar la camioneta de Mando a casa" Elesandro said. When they opened the window smoke came out" Que paso" Starr asked, Ravi golpeó a Miranda y Titi Sandy" he replies. Shaking his head"sabes que van a matar a ese hombre" Brian says, es verdad" his sister said.
Looking at the girl before she started laughing Joss saw how the girl checking Les out and it pissed her off. "Come I will show you to where the car is Cam, Trina and Dev are you guys coming. We can go to Kelly's Michael I will see you later when your not being a judgmental ass.
About someone you only met once and you don't like him because Mom doesn't like him let's go"Joss says. Taking the keys out Elesandro's pocket then started walking back to the car"Hey Joss can you guys take me back to the house" Dev says. She looked up at Les who shrugged "Let's go" Elesandro said as Dev nodded at Michael not know Starr and Brian saw him.
So they followed them unbeknownst to Michael who though he was being clever. The girl attempted to sit in the front"nope Hon you in the back with Dev your Mando's friend" Les says. She was shocked as Joss held the door open for her as she crossed her arms and sighed. They dropped her off first Joss made sure then Dev when they saw Carly.
Parking her car"hey guys why don't you come in for a while" she says as Joss rolled her eyes glaring at Dev. When he whispered"Look i have to deal with her alright it hasn't been the same without you. She hasn't been the same without you she wants you to come back home" he said.
"Sorry I can't I have to get home to my daughter and I'm just going to drop Joss where ever she wants" Les says. Smelling the set up coming to get him into Sonny's house which he wasn't falling for. "I insist we got off on the wrong foot I hope to fix that" Carly says through gritted teeth.
Still shaking his head"aww that's nice of you but I still can't on the count of I wouldn't trust you with my wellbeing. Anymore then I trust you with a meal so sorry thank you but no thank you" he says. All Joss could do was shake her head"umm no mom suddenly I'm feeling really tired and Trina and Cam are still at the drive in.
So I'm going home by can you take me home please she says rolling up the window as they drove away. That's when Les started laughing hysterically"now where where we again" she says with a mischievous grin. Making him"I was showing you a few things" he replies as she bit her bottom lip.
Then wrapping her arms around him"Oh yes I remember vaguely"Josslyn said, oh vaguely I guess I'm not doing it right "he says. With a smirk pulling her closer"I think I'm starting to remember a little bit" she laughed.
Jordan's apartment
"Michelle start talking because you look guilty as hell" Chuckie says as they all stared at her. "Look Jordan promised me to secrecy okay she felt like she had to after sleeping with a married man. Who she didn't know was married at the time but this was after Tommy died okay and I promised her i wouldn't say anything okay just leave it alone" she pleads.
As they all looked at her indifferent"Are you serious that is no reason to give up her child Michelle" Ebony says. "It wasn't my decision so don't blame me" Michelle says, but you knew all this time and said nothing to any of us.
That is mean and hurtful and did she even give one thought to daddy how he would feel when he found out. She had a daughter and didn't tell her family about it because she was embarrassed who this girl" her brother said.
"Better yet how old is this girl that we don't know about" Kendra asked, Michelle close her eyes and sighs "she's 16 going on 17" she answered. Shaking his head "I need to speak to JoJo right now this is ridiculous" he said when he turned and saw TJ standing there. With his arms crossed his chest "why am I not surprised more secrets while your down there.
You can ask her why'd she lie and said Shawn was my father when he wasn't so it was all a lie. And for what for Shawn to rat Sonny to get her way and he was innocent to begin with anyway" TJ says.
Miami, Florida
When they got home they went straight Suleidy's house who was Orlando's oldest as soon as the door open. Miranda ran into her fathers arms"Papi" she called as her mother didn't turn to look his direction. "Ay my princesita you okay" Orlando said looking her over before his eyes flew to his ex wife. Trying to reign in his temper but looking at his baby girls face he knew someone was going to get hurt tonight.
As Feddy and Mando went to look at there mother but she turned her face from them so they wouldn't see the bruises. "Oh get the fuck outta here" Feddy said when his father turned around "Suley take your sister to your abuela's house now please"he said. She knew well enough to know when he spoke in that tone that there was nothing else to say. "Papi I don't want to go" Miranda says with tears in her eyes cupping her face.
Shaking his head "I will be there soon I promise okay i will never leave you again oyete go with your sister"he says. The thirteen year old didn't give up anymore fight just leaving as her sister lead her out the door. Before he turned to his ex "YOU LET THE MOTHER FUCKER HIT MY DAUGHTER IN HER FACE ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID" Orlando shouted.
Putting her hands up trying to calm him when he seen her face "It wasn't like that Orlando she was rude and he was just..was all she got out. When he stopped her "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF SHE TOLD HIM TO KISS HER ASS HE STILL SHOULDN'T HIT HER. YOU DEAL WITH IT OR YOU TELL ME AND WE DEAL WITH IT AS HER FUCKING PARENTS" he says.
When jumped holding onto him for deal life"ORLANDO PLEASE I CAN'T DO THIS PLEASE I WANT OUR FAMILY BACK" she cried. Pulling away from her shaking his head "I'm going to hurt that man" he said backing away with the boys following him.
As he left with her following him " don't I can't lose you please you know his cousins a cop" she says. His face was hard "I don't give a fuck if his father was the president I told that motherfucker about hitting my child" Orlando said slamming the elevator button
