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I was shaken awake the next morning when I felt the bed shift. Slowly opening my eyes, I looked over to see Bella sitting on the side of the bed. She stretched and her shirt rose up just enough to show me the edge of her toned back. I reached over and pulled her back down on the bed, causing her to laugh.
"Where do you think you are going?" I asked, cocking my eyebrow at her.
"I was going to go to the bathroom," smirked Bella. "I need to pee."
"I guess I can let you do that," I sighed, letting her go.
"Let me," snorted Bella, climbing off the bed. "You couldn't stop me if you tried."
I laughed softly as she walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind her but she was right. As hard as it was for me, as a man, to admit, Bella was stronger than I was. She was a better fighter and she had fists made of iron but I also knew that she would never hurt me. A moment later I heard the toilet flush and the water turn on as she washed her hands.
The door opened and my breath caught in my chest. She looked beautiful as she crossed the room in just her t-shirt and panties. I could see her nipples poking against the cotton of her t-shirt. Her brown and purple hair was flowing around her shoulders, framing her face. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever met. She climbed onto the bed and nestled herself right up next to me.
"Better?" I asked, wrapping my arms around her.
"It is now," murmured Bella.
"Did you sleep ok?" I asked.
"Yeah," whispered Bella. "I expected to have nightmares all night but I didn't. I dreamed of you all night long."
"I dreamed of you, too," I murmured, pressing my lips to the side of her head.
"Do you ever think about the future?" asked Bella.
"I guess," I said, shrugging my shoulders. "Do you?"
"I didn't for a long time," said Bella, sitting up with her knees folded under her as she faced me. "After…everything, I was doing good just to make it through the day. I thought about ending it all more than once."
"I figures as much," I muttered, frowning. It hurt to think about a world where Bella doesn't exist. "Do you still?"
"No," said Bella. "Ok, this is going to sound really teenage girl-like so just bare with me, k?"
"Ok," I chuckled. "You do know you are a teenage girl, don't you?"
"Technically, I am a teenager but I haven't really felt like the average teen girl…ever," snorted Bella. "Now, hush and let me get all mushy, ok?"
"Ok," I laughed.
"So that first day of school, I had heard about you from the gossips whores that go to our school," started Bella. "Honestly, I was about ready to kick all their asses because I figured you were just another of those mindless assholes who would kiss that Mallory bitches ass, you know?"
"I do," I admitted.
"Well, after hearing about you all morning, I resisted the urge to gauge out my own eyeballs and settled for just making my way through the cafeteria and settling on my wall and finally getting some fucking piece of quiet. It would have worked if I hadn't seen you staring at me," sighed Bella, shaking her head.
"Okay," I said, slowly. "This isn't sounding very good right now."
"Just listen," laughed Bella. I loved hearing her laugh.
"Ok, but lay down next to me," I ordered, pulling on her arm. Bella rolled her eyes but laid down. "As you were saying."
"So when I looked up and saw you sitting there with the Stepford bitches, I felt this feeling inside of my gut. I mean, I knew you didn't belong with them," said Bella, snorting.
"How?" I asked, propping myself up on my elbow.
"Um, you were wearing a Zeppelin shirt," laughed Bella. "They don't listen to anyone other than Justin Beiber and the soundtrack from High School Musical."
"True," I chuckled.
"So like I was saying, I knew you didn't belong with them but I was really trying to ignore the tingling feeling in my gut. Then you took that seat next to me in Bio," sighed Bella, shaking her head. "I would have been ok then if you hadn't talked to me."
"Talked to you?" I asked, smiling as I slid my hand across her stomach.
"Yes, your voice is sexy as hell, Baby," smiled Bella, blushing softly.
"So it yours," I whispered.
"Anyway," said Bella, taking a deep breath. "I kept telling myself to just ignore you and that you would leave me alone like everyone else was. Then we got to gym and I saw that bitch with her hands all over you. I felt jealous and I didn't understand why."
"God, I wanted to claw my skin off every time she or Jessica touched me," I shuddered.
"I know," laughed Bella. "That's why I pushed her into you."
"What?" I asked.
"I thought that if I pushed her onto you that I wouldn't care about you but I was a fucking idiot because the moment I saw her in your arms, I wanted to gauge out her eyes," admitted Bella, sheepishly.
"Huh?" I snorted, shaking my head. "She was repulsive. Regardless if you had ever given me the time of day, I would never had been with a skank like that."
"I know that now," laughed Bella. "But at the time, I didn't."
"Oh, ok," I chuckled.
"All I could think of was getting back to the gym cause I was really needing to work out," said Bella, continuing on with her ramblings. "Of course, you had to come up behind me while I was working on my bike."
"You seemed scared," I muttered.
"I was scared," she admitted. "But that was because I had gotten so used to keeping people, even my own family, away from me that I didn't understand why I couldn't do that with you. When I first moved to Forks, a few people reached out to me. Well, Angela, Ben, Kate, and Garrett mostly but I guess they were just playing me, too."
"Both of us," I murmured.
"Yeah, both of us," frowned Bella. She shook her head and tried to smile. "Anyway, so I went home that night and just focused on my fighting. My brothers could tell something was wrong but I couldn't very well tell them that I had a crush on you. They never would have let me live it down. Plus, I didn't really know I had a crush on you."
"You had a crush on me?" I asked teasing her. "I knew you liked me even then."
"Yeah, yeah, whatever, Masen," snorted Bella. "When I went to school the next day, I had vowed that I was going to ignore you but I guess you saw what nobody else saw."
"The scratches," I murmured.
"The scratches," echoed Bella, rolling into my embrace. "I figured they would turn you away."
"Never," I whispered.
"I left school and went down to First Beach and hung out. I couldn't take the chance of you questioning me again about the scratches on my arm," said Bella. "I would have been ok if you hadn't turned up at my gym."
"You didn't want me there," I said, softly.
"No, I didn't," she admitted, "but it's because I was scared, Edward."
"I know," I whispered, running my fingers up and down her back. "I was too."
"You were scared?" she asked, looking up at me. I nodded my head. "Why?"
"Because I wasn't used to letting people in either, Bella. I had Esme but she was all I had. When you move around all the time, you learn to keep people at a distance," I explained.
"I guess we both failed at doing that with each other, huh?" she asked, smiling.
"Yeah, but I couldn't stay away from you if I wanted to," I murmured, bringing up one of my hands and stroking her cheek. "I think I've loved you since the moment I saw you storming into the cafeteria."
"Me too," whispered Bella.
I rolled Bella onto her back so that I was laying partially on her. I kept my hand on her cheek as I leaned down and captured her lips with mine. Bella moved her hands to my chest and fisted my t-shirt. She swiped at my bottom lips, asking for entry into my mouth. I eagerly parted my lips and let her tongue in, moaning as she deepened the kiss. I would never get tired of kissing her, ever.
I slid my hand down the side of her body, letting my fingers graze the side of her breast. I moved my hand over her hip and down to her thigh. Moving my lips to her neck, I pulled her leg up and hook it over my hip. I could feel my dick straining against the thin material of my boxer briefs. I could feel the warm heat coming from Bella's pussy and it was driving me insane.
"Fuck, Edward," moaned Bella, lifting her hips and pressing herself against me. "I can feel you."
"I can feel you, too, Baby," I groaned. "You feel so fucking good."
"Touch me," she gasped, breathlessly. I pulled my lips from her neck and looked down at her.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yes," she whispered. "I need you to touch me."
I didn't say anything as I slid my hand up her leg until I reached the elastic band on her panties. I slipped my fingers inside and moaned. She was so wet. I pulled my fingers out and brought them up to my lips. Fuck, she tasted so good. I leaned up on my knees and hooked my fingers into the side of her panties.
"Are you sure?" I asked, once again.
"Yes," smiled Bella, lifting her hips.
I slid her panties down over her wet sex and down her legs. I moaned as I saw her glistening folds. Bella pulled off her t-shirt, leaving herself completely naked. Taking a deep breath, I tugged off my own shirt and let it drop next to hers on the floor. I leaned down and started kissing my way up her leg. The closer I got the more I could smell her arousal. She smells sweet and musky at the same time. As I reached the apex between her legs, I looked back up at her. Bella was watching me with hooded eyelids. I could feel the want, the pure lust rolling off of her. I pushed her legs further apart and leaned down, giving her pussy one slow lick.
"Edward," cried Bella, propping herself up on her elbows as she looked down at me. "Fuck, that feels good."
"You taste so fucking good," I growled.
I slipped my fingers up and parted her folds and thrust my tongue into her. Bella moaned and gripped the sheet on the bed tightly in her hand. She tasted like heaven, sweet and amazing. I knew in this moment that I could live forever between her legs, feasting on her. I pushed one of my fingers into her as I moved my lips to her clit, sucking it in between my lips.
"FUCK!" screamed Bella, shaking as she came hard.
I buried my face in her and lapped up every little drop. I rolled over and laid down on the bed next to her, smiling like a fool but, damn, she just tasted amazing. Bella moved over so that she was straddling my thighs, rubbing her pussy on my legs. Yep, my cock was rock hard. Her nipples were so hard they would probably cut glass.
"That was amazing, Baby," smiled Bella, leaning forward and kissing me. I could feel her breasts rubbing against my chest. She pulled her lips away from mine only to press them down on my chest. "Now it's my turn to taste you."
"You don't have to…fuck, Bella," I groaned as she swirled her tongue around my nipple.
"I know I don't have to," smirked Bella, kissing her way down until she was at the top of my boxers. She ran her hand along the outline of my erection, causing me to hiss in pleasure. "But I want to."
I certainly wasn't going to argue with the woman who just let me feast away on her sweetness. Besides, what teenage boy is going to complain about getting a blowjob from his girl. Certainly not me. Bella hooked her thumbs into the side of my boxers and I lifted my hips so she could shimmy them off. My cock sprang out and slapped against my stomach.
"Fuck me," muttered Bella, dropping my boxers in the floor. "You're fucking huge."
"Why, thank you," I smirked. Bella rolled her eyes as she reached up and wrapped her hand around my shaft. As soon as her warm hand surrounded me, I felt my cock get even harder. "Fuck, Bella."
"Tell me what to do," she whispered, looking up at me.
"Grip me tighter," I urged. I felt Bella tighten her hand on me as she started stroking me. "Yeah, baby, just like that."
Bella leaned down and ran her tongue over the tip of my dick. I slammed my hand onto the bed, fisting the sheet like she had done. Shit, that felt good. Bella opened her mouth and sucked the head of my cock into her mouth. My eyes rolled back and I felt my cock twitch. Her mouth was perfect. Bella slowly pulled more of my cock into her mouth until I felt myself hit the back of her throat.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck," I muttered. "So fucking good."
Bella just moaned as she started bobbing up and down on my cock. She was only about to take about half of me into her mouth but, goddamn, if it didn't feel amazing. She wrapped her hand around what she couldn't fit in her mouth and start rubbing me. I could already feel myself getting ready to cum.
I didn't mean to but I found myself moving my hand to the back of Bella's head, guiding her as she sucked on my cock. My balls felt like they were about to explode and the burning feeling in my gut was growing and growing. I tried to push it off but I couldn't.
"Baby, move, I'm gonna cum," I urged. Bella quickly popped my cock out of her mouth and I growled as I shot my load on my stomach. "Fuck, Bella, that was incredible."
"You liked it?" she asked, biting her bottom lip.
"No, I fucking loved it," I smiled. "Thank you."
"I liked it, too," muttered Bella, blushing. "We should get cleaned up."
"Yeah," I smiled.
Bella and I climbed out of the bed and headed into the bathroom. We quickly showered, even though we didn't have any soap or shampoo. At least we rinsed off a little bit. We dried off and headed back into our room. Of course, it was then that we both realized that we didn't have any other clothes to wear either. We shared a look as we pulled on our clothes from floor.
Once we were both dressed, we went over and pulled open the door only to find several bags worth of clothes sitting in front of the door. We picked them up and brought them back inside. There was a note attached to one of the bags from Kate and Angela.
"Well, I suppose it's better than nothing," grumbled Bella.
"Suppose," I muttered.
Bella and I quickly sorted through everything and changed into clean clothes. It was kind of weird to be wearing underwear that Kate and Angela picked out for me but at least they were clean and they fit. I pulled on a pair of black cotton shorts and a gray t-shirt while Bella pulled on a pair of red cotton shorts and a black tank top.
We headed out of our room and down to the dining area that was pointed out to us yesterday when we got here. We walked in hand in hand and saw Bella's parents sitting at one table with Renee and Charlie while her brothers, my sister, my parents, Rose, and Alice were sitting clearly on the other side of the room.
"Bella, sit with us," said Corrine.
"Fuck off," muttered Bella as we walked right past them. We settled in a couple of empty seats at with the others, who were snickering to themselves over Bella's choice of words.
"Morning, Sweetheart," smiled Elizabeth. "Did you two sleep good?"
"Yes, ma'am," I said, slipping my arm around Bella's shoulders.
"Bell, any nightmares?" asked Carlisle.
"No, I didn't have any nightmares over our dead parents, Carlisle," said Bella, loud enough for her parents to hear her. "First time in two years that I've slept through the night like that. Must have been because Edward was holding me all night."
"Bella-"
"I'm fucking starving," said Bella, interrupting her father's attempt to talk to her.
"Me too," I chuckled.
"Well, let me get my kids some breakfast," smirked Elizabeth, standing up and looked over at Bella's parents. "Bella, sweetheart, would you like some eggs?"
"She doesn't like eggs," piped up Corrine.
"Yes, Elizabeth, I would love some eggs," said Bella, looking up at my mother. She turned back to her mother. "You don't fucking shit about what I like or don't like."
"I raised you for fifteen years, Isabella," muttered Corrine. "She's known you a handful of days."
"Yet, she wasn't the one who lied to me and let them send me to a fucking nuthouse," yelled Bella, standing up. She pulled on my hand. "I'm not so hungry anymore."
"Me either," I muttered.
"Bella, how many times are we going to have to apologize before you forgive us?" sighed Nolan.
"I would say until Emmett turns gay," Bella smarted off.
"And that shit ain't happening," snorted Emmett.
Bella led me outside of the dining hall as we heard everyone laughing and down the beach. I really wish her fucking parents would just leave her the fuck alone. Did they really think that they could just say 'Gee, I'm sorry' and everything was going to be ok? Did they just not understand the depths of hell that Bella has been through?
