~ Chapter Five ~
I run into my room and slam the door.
Oh my god.
Did i really say his name OUT LOUD?!
I have never been so embarrassed and so turned on at the same time in my whole life.
I flop onto my bed, put my hands over my face and muffled a scream.
WHYYYY?! I'll never be able to see him face to face again.
This man is not going to walk into my house and cause this much commotion. I refuse to let it bother me. He's just a pervert that obviously has no boundaries.
I get up and throw on a pair of shorts and a tank top on. I leave my hair down with it's curly waves and attempt some very natural looking makeup.
Well, I can't hide in my room all day, but I haven't heard Murphy come back from the store yet. If I go out there, we will be alone. What the hell do I say to him?
He said he wanted to make me come.
I can't let this happen. This is my brother's best friend and it could end very badly. I don't even know this guy.
I've never had a problem controlling myself around guys and I'm not about to start now. I've only ever had one serious relationship and that ended a year ago.
I haven't had sex in over a year.
I will walk up to him, acknowledge what happened, let him know nothing sexual will ever happen between the two of us. Bottom line.
I peak my head out of my doorway and i don't hear a sound. After going downstairs, i look out of the front window and notice Murphy's car isn't back yet.
I need food.
Coming to the conclusion that Bellamy is down in the basement where him and Murphy are staying, I proceed to make myself breakfast.
I grab a box of cereal and a bowl, then grab some milk from the fridge and sit down at the table.
I start scrolling through some instagram posts, trying to distract my mind. I'm lost in social media when Bellamy decides to interrupt.
"Hey, Clarke." He says with a giant smile.
"Bellamy," I say in a flat tone, looking back down at my phone.
Just don't look him directly in the eye… you'll be fine…
"I love hearing you say my name," He says as he sits across from me.
I'm sure my face is bright red at this point. I can feel the heat creep to my cheeks. Let's get this over with.
Taking a deep breath, I set my phone down on the table.
"Listen Bellamy, let's just forget about earlier. I had a giant lapse in judgement and it will NOT happen ever again. I have no desire to have any kind of sexual relationship with my brother's best friend. So let's start over and be friends, ok?"
"No"
"No?" I ask confused.
"No, that's not going to work for me."
"Well, it doesn't matter if it's going to work for you or not. This is my decision and I say nothing is going to happen between us," I try to say with absolute confidence.
"Challenge Accepted," He smirked.
I can not believe this man child right now. He wants a freaking challenge? He's certainly got one. I am not going to give in to him.
"Whatever, I am going out for the day. My brother should be back soon. I would hope none of this is mentioned," I wave my finger back and forth between us.
"It was very nice to meet you, Unfortunately, I will see you later."
"See you later, Clarke. Think about me while your gone,"
I hate him…
