I am so sorry it took me so long to update any of my stories. I had some troubles with writing due to some mental setback. So this chapter is a bit longer, I hope you enjoy it.

AN: explicit sexual content, so don't read if you don't like it. But I am now going to hide under some rock for writing this ^^


"Fuck you David!" I yelled back.

"I just want you to think this through! This is nothing you can walk away from if you decided on it!" He was furious. Not only because I wasn't really listening to him but I actually had the nerve to yell back at him. Without thinking I picked up a rock from the bottom of the cave and threw it to his head. Of course he dodged it, coming right at me with a threatening growl.

"Enough already!" Dwayne had stepped in between us, keeping me behind his back and shielded from David. Up to this point the tall vampire had been sitting on the couch and just watched us yell at each other.

"Get out of my way!" David tried to get to me but Dwayne wouldn't let him through.

"Not until you calm down. I won't have you hurt her by accident." The tension between the two was immense, neither wanting to back down. Even with David being superior to Dwayne, the dark-haired vampire was physically more than capable to keep up.

David let out an unwilling growl and retreated a step. With a resignedly sigh he slumped down in his chair. My anger ebbed down when he gave me more space and I closed my eyes for a second.

"Why won't you understand? I am not making a rash decision here. I know what I am asking of you. I just… With Shelly gone, there is nobody left I could turn to except for you guys. I have nobody. And technically speaking I am dead already. Who would miss me anyways? I am just so done with this life, with all this tragedy and heartache, the pain and the loss. I am so goddamn weak and I am just done!" I couldn't keep the tears in anymore. After an hour of yelling at each other I had no more fight left in me. I flinched for a second when Paul was suddenly behind me and wrapped his arms around me.

"I… I am just so lost. There is nothing more for me to this hell called life…" He laid his on my shoulder upon my words.

"You're not lost anymore, hot stuff. You're ours now. You are family if you choose. David wasn't trying to be mean. He just wants you to realize that you have a chance to choose which we were never given. We were all on the brink of death." I leaned into Pauls' chest as he talked to me in a soft voice. I knew he was right. I knew David meant no harm.

"Paul has a point there. For us it was a matter of survival to choose eternity. But you get to choose whether to end the life that was meant for you right here or to walk away from all of this. To walk away from us." Marko sounded desperate. He looked at me with wide eyes and there was a pain I had never seen in his normally playful or mischievous expression.

"No. I no longer have that choice. Michael took that from me by forcing me to drink the blood. Either way I wouldn't chose any different. Like I said, I am done with this life. I have been done for some years now." My voice was now barely more than a whisper, still I knew the boys could hear me.

"You are so much stronger than you know, princess." Dwayne gently pressed his lips against mine and pulled me from Pauls' embrace. In this moment his strong frame and soft lips was what I needed. I lifted my arms to put them around his neck and a mere second later I was straddling his lap on the couch while we were still connected in a deep kiss.

"As much as I appreciate watching the two of you, I need you to stop right there. Initiation is over, sweetheart. So last chance to back out otherwise you are mine and my brothers' for eternity." David had pulled me back slightly by my throat, his lips nearly touching my ear while Paul and Marko stared down at me with dilated pupils.

"Bring it on then." All four of them let out a low growl of appreciation, looking at me as if I was the most beautiful creature in the world.

"There is one more thing and you are not going to like it." I looked at David concerned as I took his hand and got off of Dwaynes' lap.

"Michael. He needs to complete the transition as well. And as much as I hate it, you being there might just be enough to pull him in. Before you say anything, I don't expect you to fake any feelings, just be nice enough so that he follows along." He was cupping my cheek and pulled my bottom lip gently free from my teeth.

"I'll make sure you make it up to me. All of you." My annoyed response made them chuckle.

We made our way back to the top of the cliff and I got up behind Marko. I smacked him lightly when I caught him making faces at a growling Paul.

"Behave yourself or I am getting right back with Dwayne and be done with the two children that you are."

"I thought I was an animal, hot stuff." In a very adult manner I stuck my tongue out at Paul. A second later the bike beneath us roared to life and we were headed for the boardwalk. I was wandering where Star and Laddie were at, they hadn't been in the cave earlier.

"They are at the boardwalk, getting dinner. David wanted Star out of the way and the boy isn't supposed to see that side of us just yet After all he is just a little boy even if he is a half vampire and knows part of what that means." I wasn't really used to being partially connected to the boys, so it still took me by surprise when Marko answered to my wondering.

We came to a stop in the usual spot but nobody was showing any sign of getting off their bikes.

"What are we doing here? I thought it was feeding time…" Again I felt confused and left out on something.

"Waiting for something. Here it comes boys. Amy, I want you to get of that bike and walk over to Dwayne. Marko will let you know when." David wasn't looking at me but at something on the boardwalk. I looked over, Dwayne was the farthest apart from us. As if he felt my eyes on him he looked up and winked at me.

Seemingly out of nowhere Michael appeared besides David, gripping him by his collar.

"Where is she?!" David just grinned at that.

"Take it easy, Michael." But that seemed to make him even angrier.

"Where is Star, David?!" Marko squeezed my leg and I took that as my clue to get off of his bike. Instead of listening to Davids' answer Michaels eyes shot towards me, Star all forgotten as he watched me walk out of Markos' shadow. He made a step towards me and I flinched for a second, unsure what I was supposed to do But when none of the vampires intervened I figured that was part of the plan to lure Michael in.

"What are you doing here Amy? I was worried sick when I couldn't find you or Star…" For once his eyes held serious concern but I was sure he was more occupied with my wellbeing than Stars' at this moment.

"I needed some time to think. After Shelly… Well, it doesn't really matter now. I don't know where Star went off to, but the boys sure haven't anything to do with it. They were helping me out. But if you want to make sure I am safe you might as well come with us." I could see that he was still suspicious so I decided to take it just a bit further. Even if I hated every minute of it, I trusted David that this was something that needed to be done.

"But I understand if you want to look for Star instead. You seemed quite attached to her and I still got the boys to keep me company if you don't want to come." I let my head sink a little and looked up at him through my lashes. I hoped David would make this up to me big time because I wanted to vomit at the look Michael gave me. I turned away and was stopped by him taking my hand.

"You ride with me?" I shook my head.

"No Michael, I don't trust your bike. But you can follow us." I gave him a smile and turned back around. I looked back at him as I put my hand on Dwaynes shoulder for leverage. He was still looking at me and it made my insides squirm.

"He can never have you. He can make eyes at you all he wants, but you are ours to keep, princess." Dwayne kept his voice low. It made me relax a little and I gave him a quick peck on the cheek before settling behind him.

"Well, looks like we are going to have a little party after all. Come on now Michael. Don't you want to make sure we don't do anything Amy doesn't want?" Davids' voice was taunting and his words aiming at the boys' ego. Damn the Emerson boys for thinking he could impress me by telling the blonde vampire he would follow and make sure I was taken care of.

I tightened my grip on Dwayne as he started the engine and for a brief moment I forgot all around us. I felt his muscles tense under my skin as we took off. I just loved being on the bike with him, even more than with the others. Maybe it was because I felt safest with him. Marko and Paul were pretty reckless when driving and David was a show off.

It didn't take us long to reach a more secluded area of the beach. The boys parked their bikes and a few seconds later Michael finally caught up to us.

"Come in now, babe. Time for some real fun." Marko stood in front of me with one of his signature smiles and pulled me off of Dwaynes' bike. He took my hand and I followed him up the dune after David and Marko. I quickly looked back to see Dwayne giving me a wink and then shoving Michael lightly up the dune as well.

"Come on up, girl." I looked up the tree and could make out David standing on a thick branch, leaning down to help me climb up. It wasn't that hard, for one David was helping me and second I climbed my fair share of trees together with my brother when we were younger.

"What is this all about?" I could hear Michael from further down and above me Paul chuckled.

"You will see in a minute, Michael."

David settled in to stand close behind me, his face lightly leaned against mine. Looking down I saw a bonfire a bit further down the beach. From their style and music floating up to us it wasn't hard to tell they were Surf Nazis. And pretty drunk on top of that. I clenched my teeth when I saw him. Caleb…

"You're sure about that, sweetheart?" I turned a little and looked David straight in the eye.

"I am goddamn sure it was him who killed my cousin. I don't care about the others or what happens to them. I just want him dead and it will be me who does it. I owe that much to my cousin." My voice was harsh and cold. I had my mind all made up and if I hadn't been so full of grief I might have been shocked that I was actually out for blood. Quite literal actually.

"Good. You want to do us the honours and go down there first? After all this is all about you. And don't worry, the blood in your veins will know what you need to do." He kissed me deeply and then lowered me down from where we were standing up in the tree until I felt Dwaynes' strong hands close around my waist.

"You make me damned proud, princess." His dark eyes were set on mine and they held so much affection it almost made me cry. With a smile I jumped down to the sand, ignoring Michaels protests as he was held back by Paul. I took a deep breath and made my way down towards the fire.

"Hey boys, look what we got here!" The guy nearest to me finally caught sight of me as I slowly approached the fire. I was nervous even if I knew the boys were watching out for me.

"Hey there, little angel. Looking for me?" Another surfer approached me, reeking of cigarettes and cheap booze.

"Actually I was wondering if any of you might have seen Caleb. I wanted to talk to him." I tried my best to look as innocent as possible which was quite difficult. There were about twelve totally waisted Surf Nazis who could easily overpower me even in their current state.

"What do you want from me? Ain't you the cousin of that slut Shelly?" I felt something hot in my guts as Caleb approached us with a bottle in his hand. He only stopped mere inches from me and made a gesture that had his friends retreat a bit.

"I wanted to ask you if it was you who murdered my cousin?" I tried to keep my voice steady but couldn't help a few tears escape my eyes.

"Who else did you think it was? She was a damn little bitch. Wanted to leave me, because she suddenly thought she could have better. Well I made damn sure she knew who her dirty little cunt belonged to. Then she had the nerve to threaten me with going to the police, so I pulled the trigger on her. Oh the look on her face… Oh, baby. Don't cry. She asked for it. But you… Always thought you were the prettier one. Come on don't be so shy. Hear you were hanging with those bikers. I am sure as hell they can't even get it up for you. Let me show you what a real man is made of and I promise you won't open those pretty legs for nobody else anymore."

I could barely keep the bile rising in my throat down. So I was right all along. He killed her. When he tried to grab me I slapped him across his face. He slowly turned his head back to me and I saw blood run down from his split lip. That was when I lost it. The hate and hurt boiled up and the hunger kicked in when I smelled the blood. Without thinking I got up on my toes and licked at the cut on his lip. The red fluid being the most delicious thing that ever touched my tongue. I couldn't help the satisfied moan and I needed more of that liquid.

"There you go girl. Come on now, I'll give you all you need." Calebs' smirk quickly faded when I felt my fangs elongate and my face change. I launched for his throat and sank my teeth into it until his blood flooded my mouth. I threw back my head after a few gulps to catch a breath and that second chaos broke loose. People started screaming and I made out the boys jumping at them with a loud laughter.

I dove back into the open vein before me, drinking greedily until the blood started to taste odd and started to coagulate. Without giving it much thought I jumped at the next surfer who was trying to outrun David. He was a big chunk of meat but somehow he was no match for me. I jumped his back and carelessly ripped open his throat with my fangs. I could feel my body getting stronger with every drop of blood I swallowed.

"That's enough, hot stuff. He is dead. You shouldn't drink of the dead. It makes you sick." Paul gently pulled me away from my prey which I let go reluctantly.

"More…" I moaned as the blonde pulled me against his front.

"I think you had just about enough, given how small you are. By the way, great performance." He smiled down at me and gave me a bloody kiss which didn't last very long for Marko approached us.

"He is right. Quite impressive how you just drained the life from him. And really hot." He pressed his lips against mine and I answered his kiss with closed eyes.

"That's enough. Welcome to the family, princess." I pulled away from Paul and Marko and closed the distance between Dwayne and me.

"Did I make you proud?" I looked up at him and a low growl escaped him as he pulled me into him and attacked my lips forcefully.

"What do you think?" He only let go of my lips for so long until he could see my smile. He smelled of blood and it turned me on so much I was wondering about myself. Without thinking too much of it I let my lips wander from his lips down his jaw and throat until I reached his massive chest, painted red by all the blood. He let out a dark purr when I started licking at the drying liquid.

"Time for you to really be ours, sweetheart." Davids' teeth graced my jugular for a second before he pulled my head back a bit to kiss me. To my delight Dwayne started kissing the side of my neck as Davids' hands found their way to the front of my blood-soaked and ruined shirt. Carelessly he just tore it open exposing my skin to the cool night air.

"Stand down boy. Go find Star or some other whore. That woman belongs to us." I turned my head when David snapped at Michael. He was just staring at us, his face not nearly as stained as mine but still it was obvious he drank.

"What Michael? You thought I would run back to you? Get out of here or whatever. I don't care." I spat the words at him and didn't feel any pity as I saw the hurt look in his eyes before he turned around. Before I could think more of it Paul stepped in my field of vision and pulled me in for a deep kiss that had my legs shaking.

"Mhhhmm… What exactly are you boys up to?" I groaned out even if I already knew the answer to where this was leading. I felt the high of the blood. I felt my boys, my brothers. And I felt the love for each of them. Their touch was sending sparks over my skin. I could smell something else on them now, like dark herbs, something that hadn't been there a second ago.

"You feel that, hot stuff?" Paul pressed me up against him more forcefully and instead of an answer I gave him a needy moan as I felt him rock hard against my abdomen. I remembered the day they gave me their blood, it had them just as pent up us the situation now.

"This isn't right…" I murmured, well aware that we were surrounded by corpses and blood.

"Why is that, sweetheart? You want to tell me it doesn't turn you on standing here with us, all high on blood? You want to tell me you don't feel the same as we do? That you don't want us? Say it and we will stop. If you don't stop us now you will not only be bound to us by pack loyalty by the end of the night but by blood. You want that?" Davids' voice was so rough in my ear it sent shivers down my spine and to underline his words he pressed himself against my backside, equally hard as Paul and now trapping me effectively between them both.

"I can't… I don't want you to stop. I love you. All of you." All four of them let out a growl as the words left me. They were true, I had known it all along. The moment my body stopped telling me to run from them I had known I loved them. And would now love them for all eternity. The second Marko and Dwayne approached us I lost it.

I pulled Paul back down towards me and claimed his lips. I could feel his smirk against my skin and his tongue sought entrance to my mouth which I gladly obeyed. He shrugged of his jacket as David pulled the remains of my shirt from me before turning me around.

"You are ours. Now and forever." His kiss was softer than normally and I liked it. I felt hands on my hips slowly traveling up my back until they reached the claps of my bra.

"I don't think you need that anymore, babe." I broke the kiss and turned my head to look into Markos' eyes and a second later my chest was bare without the lacy material covering them.

"Enjoying yourself?" I asked him with hooded eyes when he cupped my breasts and started kissing my neck.

"Mhh, very much." I gasped a little when he pinched my hardened nipples and bit his ear in retaliation. With a low chuckle David reached for my pants and quickly opened them to push them down to my knees. I watched him bend his knees and with a wicked grin he removed them completely before retreating a step. Before I could protest Dwayne stepped in front of me, looking down at me with so much hunger his eyes were nearly black.

"You are the most beautiful thing I ever laid eyes on." I couldn't respond to that, I just stared at him. He was standing before me completely naked except for some boxer briefs that didn't really leave that much to the imagination. I reached out for him and behind me Marko laughed as he bit down on my neck a little harsher.

Dwaynes' lips and tongue followed the trail of dried blood down from my chin and over my throat between my breasts before pulling one of my nipples in his hot mouth. I moaned loudly fisting my hand in his dark hair and I could feel m panties dampen. Before I knew what happened Marko bit down again, this time with enough force to draw blood which he lapped up immediately.

"Marko!" I screamed out, shocked and turned on at the same time while Dwayne let go of me and switched over to the other breast.

"Don't worry, you get to bite us as well." Paul kissed the other side of my throat before he bit down as well. I hated and loved the feeling of their fangs penetrating my skin. It felt so good as the tore me open and I hated it because I wanted to taste them as well so badly.

Much too soon they pulled back. A second later I was pushed down to my knees. With a little cry of surprise I ended up straddling Dwaynes' thighs.

"Your turn, sweetheart." David bent down from behind the dark-haired man and tore open his neck. Gently my head was guided towards the small pool of blood and with excitement I latched onto the wound while David stroked my hair.

I felt Dwaynes' hands travel down my spine. When I started sucking on his neck he pressed up into me with a dark growl. I moaned loudly when I felt him. He was huge and I wanted nothing more than to feel him right now. I pulled away from his neck and let my hand wander down his chest and abdomen while watching his face. Someone grabbed my wrist to keep me from touching him. I snarled in protest and was rewarded with a nonpenetrative bite to my neck.

"You don't touch anything I don't allow you to." Davids' commanding voice was now where seconds before Marko had been. I whimpered when his hands travelled down may sides until they reached my panties.

"You want those gone?" I nodded and another bite let me know that he wanted me to say it out loud.

"Goddamn David, yes!" I screamed and the same second he ripped the fabric to pieces. He gave me no time to react as he pulled my head to the side, baring my throat to him. He bit down hard only a few inches from where Paul had bitten me. The same second he started lapping up my blood I felt Dwayne enter me and screamed out in pleasure. He pushed into me as gentle as possible, his eyes never leaving mine until he bottomed out. He didn't move, he gave me time to adjust to his size.

When David pulled back from my neck he nodded and Dwayne started moving slowly. I couldn't describe the feeling if I had to. He felt so good inside me and I wished he would never stop. Someone settled in behind me and I instantly knew it was Paul. He pressed his bleeding wrist against my lips and I greedily sank my fangs into it while Dwayne picked up the pace a little.

I moaned against Pauls' skin as I felt Dwayne against my neck. He bit down and pushed into me at the same time. I couldn't hold it back, I screamed out my orgasm into the night. I felt him getting faster, chasing his own release. My head was pulled to the side and I tasted Markos' blood on my lips. I screamed again as Dwayne pushed up into me one final time before he came and I felt my second release wash over me.

I couldn't recall how long we stayed like this. Dwayne had his arms tightly wrapped around me and I was panting against his chest. He brushed my hair out of my face and wiped away the tears that escaped my eyes.

"Did I hurt you?" His voice held concern and I quickly shook my head.

"No you didn't. It's just… I love you so much. I feel like I finally am home." He kissed me deeply and slowly pulled out of me. David wrapped me in a blanket and pulled me into his lap by the fire. Slowly the others sat down around us, all of them dressed again.

I realised that all that had happened in my life had brought me exactly to this moment. All those years I had been chasing destiny until it finally found me right here. I was complete again. The empty void within me finally filled.

With a smile on my face I fell asleep, cuddled up between my boys.