Sakura Haruno age 8

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It was her Sakura's second year living with her Great-Grandmother. 2 years since she had stepped foot anywhere outside of the Haruno estate.

It was depressing to say the least.

Her Great-Grandmother was never home so human contact was at a minimum, she spent hours upon hours sitting and brewing in her thoughts, it wasn't healthy. Especially when your stuck thinking about everything you did wrong, and how fucking bad her memory is cause no matter how much she tried she just couldn't find out what happened before she got to the hidden leaf. There was a gap in her memory. Not really a gap more like she had forgotten someone. It was weird, grasping at a memory that you new should be their but you didn't know what the memory was. This thing was so big this thing was special to her. The gap in her memory was hazy, the one distinct thing that she always comes back to is red. Blood red. Whatever she saw during that gap had to do with red and he most common red thing was blood, and she must have seen a lot of it for her memory to always come back to that color.

And regrets, she couldn't stop regretting not stabbing her fucking father in the face when…? She couldn't remember when but she had come across a point when she had the chance to kill that fucking Rat and she didn't take the chance.

One day when Sakura was sure she was going insane she decided that she would find a goal. Something she would achieve no matter what. So she would have something to look forward to.

Find her Mother, kill her Father, and piss on her grandmother's grave. Because half of her real enemies were already dead and when that was done, she could go back to thinking clearly.