Chapter 6…why oh why?

A/N: NO REVIEWS? WHAT HAPPENED, ARE THE STEAMY SCENES TOO MUCH? OR HAVE I LOST MY READERS?

Danalynne's pov:

I walked out of the closet and saw joe already in bed, he looked at me weirdly because I was still only in my towel. I walked over to him and sat on his side after he scooted up a bit. "uhm can I ask you a favour?" I asked him and he looked at me and then nodded.

"I kind of hurt my shoulder in the fight, can you maybe just rub some gel on it?" I asked him and immediately he sat up and pulled me towards him to inspect my shoulder. "why didn't you tell me sooner…" he mumbled out as he searched for the gel.

"well I kind of thought you were angry with me" I said back and he smiled at me as he brought the gel forward and motioned for me to lie down on my stomach. I pulled the pillow under my head and felt joe pull the towel a bit down to see my shoulder completely.

I groaned out as I felt his fingers start to massage my muscle and tried to work the gel into my skin. I felt his warm hands move over my right shoulder and as soon as he was done he moved onto my other shoulder and before I could protest he shushed me and worked on the rest of my back.

Once he was done, he pulled my towel back up and then said he was going to sleep now. I turned onto my back and stared up at him. Slowly my smirk went over my face and I untucked the towel a little bit.

I gasped as I tugged it again and that made joe smile at me. One last gasp and the towel laid open and bared my naked body to him. He looked at me in awe and that made me blush. I remember the day after I woke up I stood in the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror.

I saw nothing special just a girl with brown hair, blue/Grey eyes with a hit of green in them. A flat stomach that had a scar on it…I wondered where it came from. It looked like it hurt but I could not remember…

She had…I had long legs that were pale just like the rest of my body. Although we were living in Mississippi, I was pale, which was odd. Joe was very tanned and so was seth. I did ask joe if we had and family photo's but he said no because my mother didn't believe in them.

Oh no I am once again trapped in my mind and went off the point…now where was I?

Oh yeah…I didn't know what joe saw in me, I mean he was perfectly built and had the best manners.

I came crashing back to earth when I felt joe kiss my stomach. I knew what he was going to do but right now, I did not want that. I took his hair into my hand and he looked up at me. I smiled at him and shook my head.

Slowly he crawled back up in confusion and I leaned up and whispered in his ear "don't you think we have had enough foreplay for weeks? I need you, please" after I said that I swear it was the fastest time Joe ever got undressed.

I laughed as he sprang on top of me and literally bounced off and fell to the floor. I haven't laughed like this in a long time and it felt strange. "yeah, yeah laugh it up" he said to me and I bit my lip trying to stifle my laughs.

"aw sorry joey" I said to him and he looked seriously at me after I called him joey. He hated it and I knew it. He was still serious as he climbed on top of me and pinned my hands above my head.

I felt his dick rub against me and moaned out. "oh am I still joey? Joey is a small kid and I am anything but…" he said and proved it by thrusting forward. I moaned out as I felt him rub over my clit.

"please…I'm sorry. But no teasing please" I said to him and he let go of my wrists to cup my face and kiss me softly…sweetly and lovingly.

I saw his one arm disappear between us and I knew it was coming. I was scared. I know I lost my virginity to him when I was 20 but since I couldn't remember, it felt like my first time. "are you really sure about this?" he asked me and all I could do was nod.

He looked into my eyes as he slowly pushed into me. It was sore and somewhat strange to me. He held still so that I could adjust to his size again and when I rolled my hips into his, signalling him to move he started to slowly thrust into me.

He kept going at a slow pace but I thrusted my hips up and moaned as he hit me in the right way. He bent and kissed me once more and then he started to move faster and faster, I groaned out as he hit the same spot repeatedly.

He lifted my hips and went slow again. With each push inside he grinded his hips against mine, it felt like the planet was swallowing me whole. Let me tell you, joe knew what he was doing.

"open your eyes baby" he moaned out to me and I gasped when he thrusted hard into me because I had yet to open my eyes. I snapped them open and looked at the sight above me, joe was slightly sweating and he was panting above me.

"I want it to last, but shit…you're so tight and I am on the brink" he groaned out as he slowed down again. "no…come on just let go. We have forever" I told him and he started picking up the pace again.

"uh…right there" I moaned out and gripped his shoulders "I'm close…look at me while you cum" he said and I opened my eyes. The intensity in his eyes and his hips moving at a speed unknown is what set me off.

Not once did I look away from him, soon after I started clenching around him he groaned and two thrusts later, he came with a shout of my name. He wanted to pull out and move off of me but I gripped him and shook my head.

I kissed him softly and pulled him down to me. Without pulling out of me, he switched us over and I laid down on his chest. I heard his heart beating franticly as he tried to calm down and catch his breath.

"is it always like that?" I asked him and he only hummed in response.

I waited for him to say something but when I looked up at him I saw that he was already asleep. I slowly moved off the bed and moved to the shower, once there I turned the shower to the hottest I could handle. The hot water felt amazing on my sore aching muscles and it gave me some time to think.

Now that I thought about it, I wondered why the vampires attacked and what the hell was in that jar that they took. Did joe even know that they took something?

I finished my shower and got dressed in a jean and one of joe's t-shirts. I saw that he was still sleeping so I snuck out of the room and went into the kitchen. I was hungry so I quickly made myself a sandwich and walked to the lounge while eating it.

I saw seth asleep on the couch and I rolled my eyes, looks like everyone is sleeping except me. I turned on the television and flipped the channels until I came across some news about a Christian church that was attacked by vampires a few weeks ago.

I turned up the volume and heard the news lady speak. As far as they knew the vampires attacked the church but a few humans and good vampires saved the day. Just as they were about to show some footage joe stormed in and grabbed the remote from my hand.

"what the hell joe?" I asked him and he glared at me and then at seth. He stormed to seth and slapped him on the arm hard which resulted seth jumping up and glaring at joe until he saw me and what I was watching.

Seth quickly turned off the television and then walked out. "you shouldn't watch stuff like that" joe said to me and I stood up and glared more fiercely. "don't you think that is my choice?" I growled at him and he rolled his eyes at me and stormed out.

"no! you can't just walk away" I yelled after him and when he didn't listen I grabbed the thing nearest to me which happened to be a pack of sweets, and hurled it at his head.

It hit him right where I wanted it to and he stopped immediately and slowly turned to me. His glare was fierce and it made me step back. I now regretted throwing it at him but it was too late.

He strode towards me and before I could think, he slammed me against the wall with his hand slightly wrapped around my throat. "don't ever do that again" he growled and I could only nod from fear that he might do something worse.

"I don't want you to watch it because it gives you nightmares" he said softly and I was about to pull his hand off but he slammed me back against the wall and in the process I hit my head hard.

Things were fuzzy from then on. I saw joe leave me there and I sank to the floor. After a few minutes I saw seth coming towards me with an unreadable expression… he picked me up and carried me to his bedroom.

I guess I stayed there because when I woke up the sun was shining into the room and there was a note on the pillow 'jess we went to get some stuff in town and will be back later, I made you breakfast and I am sorry for last night. Please forgive me…joe' I read out loud and huffed.

Why couldn't he say it to my face? I walked to our room and grabbed clean clothes to put on after I showered. I didn't want to risk joe seeing me naked right now.

I showered quickly and got dressed even faster…today I was on a mission. I wanted to know what joe was hiding.

I went into his office and searched for something. I searched his whole office except a cabinet that was locked. I was going to pick the lock when I heard seth call out for me. I quickly rushed out and made it look like I just got out of the shower.

"yeah?" I asked him and he looked at me shocked and then looked down at my throat…oh yeah I forgot to cover up the slight bruise that joe left on me. Seth shook his head and I gave him a small smile. After that he came towards me and engulfed me into a big warm hug.

"sorry to ask but can you help me unload the things?" seth asked and I nodded at him after he pulled away from me. We walked to the garage and I frowned "where is joe?" I asked him and he looked angry for a second but it was gone the next.

"he had more stuff to do so I came home and he will be back later with his car" seth said and this was the first time I saw that there was three cars in the garage. I wondered where he got the money from for all of this.

"seth what work does joe do?" I asked him and I could see that he wasn't expecting it because he took a few seconds to think. "well he kind of works in a hospital" he said and I nodded at him with no further questions.

I would find out on my own someway. Something about all of this was just fishy. We carried all the groceries to the kitchen and seth told me that he was going to shower and when he was done he would come and help me with dinner.

I waited until I heard the shower run and then dashed towards Joe's office, I needed to know what was in the cabinet that was locked. I picked the lock after about ten minutes and what I saw shocked me.

It was full of files…files with persons names on it. I looked through it and saw Seth's name but not my own. Let's see… 'John, Markus, Lucy, Abby, Danalynne, Lily, Harry, Alcide, Godric, Sookie…' I ran over the names on the files in search of Joe's name. I just saw it when I heard my name was called.

I shut it again and left quickly and just as I closed the door behind me I saw joe and he was looking into our room. "hi…" I said and watched as he spun towards me. "where were you?" he asked me and I shrugged as I walked past him and into the kitchen.

I got out the pasta and started making the food when I felt his arms circle around me as he hugged me from behind. "not now, I'm busy with the food" I told him and he softly laid a kiss to the back of my neck.

"I'm sorry…" he said and I felt his arm come up and his fingers softly stroking over the bruise that he left. I nodded my head as he turned me towards him and kissed me passionately.

After that we both made dinner as seth sat and watched us from the counter. After the food was ready we set the table and just like always we ate in silence.

I wanted to bring up the subject of where joe worked and where he got all the money but I just didn't have the guts to do it. I washed the dishes as joe and seth went to talk in the living room.

Now that I thought about it they talked a lot…in private. I was never allowed to be there when they talked. I wondered if joe was like in a gang or something.

I walked past the living room and quietly listened as they talked. "do you think she suspects anything?" I heard seth asked joe. "no seth…and neither will she" joe said and I could tell the last part was a command. 'what the hell?' I asked myself and when I heard the sound of footsteps, I rushed to our room and shut the bathroom door after I was inside.