Chapter 12…a bad feeling.

A/N:I KNOW THIS IS LATE BUT MY MUSE IS SLIGHTLY DEAD BECAUSE I DON'T GET MANY REVIEWS ANY MORE. PLEASE LEAVE YOUR THOUGHTS I APPRIECATE THEM GREATLY.

Early that morning I was showered and dressed, ready to go to fangtasia but I wasn't sure how to get there so I called a cab to come and fetch me.

Once I got to fangtasia, the driver gave me a nasty glare and even said he does not want my filthy whore money. I was shocked to hear him say that but before I could respond, he drove off. I turned to the building and stopped. How the hell was I going to get inside?

I was going to break a window but then a pale thin woman came out with trash bags, while she rounded the corner I quickly slipped inside and went straight to the basement.

Joe was there lying on the floor looking normal. "finally you came to your senses" he said and sat up. "what are you talking about?" I asked him and he responded by saying that I was here to help him escape.

"help you? Help you!? You lied to me, you made me kill seth." I growled back at him and he only laughed at me. "I didn't make you kill him, you killed him yourself" he said to me and I gave him a nasty glare.

"I read all of your stupid files, why are you doing experiments on those people?" I asked him and sat down because I was going to get as much information from him as possible.

"they aren't people, why do you wanna know?" he asked me back.

"to stop whoever is doing this" I said to him and he shook his head. "how do you plan on stopping a three thousand year old vampire?" he asked me and then right there I knew he was talking about the vampire who made me.

I rushed home after talking with joe a little, trying to get him to tell me more about russell.

I snuck inside and felt stupid because vampires woke when the sun go down and it would be two more hours until then. I walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water and once I filled the glass I brought it to my lips.

"where were you?" a voice said behind me and made me jump, spilling the water all over myself and the floor.

"you scared the hell out of me, aren't you supposed to be 'dead'?" I asked him and he looked back at me and I knew he wanted to smiled because of the term 'dead' I used.

"where were you?" he asked again and I sighed as I refilled my glass. "I went to see joe, he told me something that I think is really important" I said and I could see he was angry that I went to joe.

"I can't keep you safe if I'm not with you. I only care about your wellbeing" he said and cupped my cheek softly with his hand. "I know godric, but I needed to see him" I said and felt his thumb stroke my cheek.

"godric I need to ask you something…both you and eric do little things like this, stroking my cheek or kissing me softly. I want to know am I together with you or him or even both of you. I'm going out of my mind, who did I love before my memories got taken away?" I asked him with all seriousness and saw him looking deep into my eyes.

"I think you loved both of us but you didn't want to choose and lose the other" godric said as he continued to rub my cheek. I smiled softly at him and took his hand into my own and kissed it.

"I think I need to focus on getting my memories back before I do anything" I said to godric and then walked back to my room.

Godric knew she was going to say something like that and watched as she walked away from him for the third time but he couldn't bring himself to stop her, because he knew eric needed her more than he did.

That night eric took danalynne with him to fangtasia and told her to wait for him until he was done and watched as a lawyer came and he gave everything to Pam if he died.

It was funny to her as she watched a stripper yell at eric because he promised he would give her everything and then he yelled back at her. She couldn't stand it anymore and busted out laughing. Eric told her to shut up playfully and walked into his office.

Sookie came in and asked where eric was so she pointed to sookie that he was in his office. They say curiosity killed the cat, but danalynne could help but wonder what sookie wanted so danalynne stood up and walked his office when she heard something crash to the floor.

Making up and excuse danalynne walked in "hey eric have you seen…oh uh" danalynne stopped dead in her tracks as she saw eric kissing sookie and then sookie stepped back. Danalynne could see her lips where swollen and her hair was messy so eric was going roughly at it.

She didn't know why but she felt hear stomach drop and turn uncomfortably. "sorry" she mumbled out but before the door was closed she saw eric grab sookie back and kissed her again.

She guess that eric didn't feel anything for her anymore but knew she couldn't think of this now.

"hey have you seen eric" Pam asked as danalynne sat at the bar with a bottle of vodka. "in his office, but I wouldn't go in, he's getting frisky with Blondie" danalynne said to Pam as she took another swig of the bottle.

She watched as Pam walked to Eric office and then the both of them came out and stood just to the side of her.

"What? This better be important" eric said to Pam as he watched her. "your too busy signing wills, making out with the solution instead of using her" Pam said to eric and in return he clenched his jaw.

"there isn't a way to use her, it won't work" he said back to Pam and was about to walk but Pam stood in front of him again.

"we know russell want her, give her to him to save your own skin" Pam said and although I started to dislike sookie that seemed a bit harsh.

"no, I won't do that to her" eric argued back and danalynne wanted to snort at the prospect of them going back and forth like this. "if you're not going to give him sookie, at least figure out a way to use her and fast" Pam replied hotly and then stormed off.

Eric turned back to danalynne to look at her but when his ice blue eyes met her own warm blue ones she looked away. Only when eric stormed outside to think did she look at him.

About twenty minutes later danalynne was still sitting at the bar waiting for eric to come in because she wanted to talk to him about their past together and where they stood. But not having a lot of patients she huffed and walked into the bathroom to splash some water onto her face.

She was busy drying her hands when she heard screaming and when she walked out she saw eric walk to the basement with sookie over his shoulder. 'what the hell is he doing' she thought and went to follow him but in an instant he was in front of her again.

"what did you just do eric?" a voice said behind danalynne and when she turned around she saw godric looking angry at eric.

The three of them walked back into the bar area and sat down in one of the booths. "godric I have a plan that will work but in order for it to work I need sookie locked up before she does something stupid" eric explained but godric shook his head.

"not this way my son" godric said to eric but eric shook his head "she won't get hurt, this is the only way to insure I do not die" eric said and then godric reluctantly nodded.

"godric just keep danalynne away from here, russell cannot know where she is at the moment" eric said and godric nodded and grabbed danalynne's hand, ready to take her home.

"no, I wanted to stay here by your side" she said to eric but eric shook his head and pushed her towards godric.

Godric said goodbye to eric and then took danalynne back to eric's home.

"you do know he is going to do something stupid right?" danalynne asked godric but godric just stared straight ahead. "go shower and then you can get some sleep" godric said and danalynne huffed as she walked up the stairs to her room.

While she was in the shower danalynne kept thinking of a way for godric to let her go back but she couldn't think of anything.

Finally, when she was dressed an idea came to her and at the same time she smiled and grimaced.

Slowly danalynne walked downstairs dressed in her jeans and tank top, she looked around for godric and when she found him in the kitchen she smiled.

"hey godric, I need your help upstairs in my room please" danalynne said and when godric frowned at her clothes she explain that she was shy for him to see her in her night gown. Godric only nodded and walked up the stairs with her.

Godric turned to the right but danalynne grabbed his hand and took him to the left side of the house. "danalynne your room is that way" godric said to her and she nodded at him "yes I know but first I need you to check something in this weird room, I think I saw something" she explained and when godric walked into the room with her she looked at godric and kissed him quickly.

"I'm sorry godric" she said and backed away, it was then that godric noticed she used a silver handcuff to lock him to the bed, and when she closed the door he saw that he was in a prison room.

Sure he could break the handcuff but the door was silver from the inside and there were no windows. Using his vampire hearing he listened as danalynne ran down the stairs and grabbed his car keys. After that he heard her speed out of the yard and onto the road, back to where he assumed was fangtasia.

"I hate all of you" danalynne heard sookie yell from the inside and the a man replied that someone should go first. It was then that she opened the door quickly and slipped inside and in time to hear eric say that he's love to.

"who are you?" russell asked but eric turned to russell and explained that she was his human.

Russell nodded and went back to talking with sookie.

"stay" eric commanded danalynne as he talked to Pam. After they talked eric grabbed danalynne's arm and dragged her further away from russell.

"where is godric?" eric asked her sternly and she mumbled the answer under her breath. "I'm sorry what was that?" eric asked her again "I locked him up and then came here" I said to him and knew he was fuming.

"why did you come?" he asked me and I looked up at him. "I needed to stop you, this is stupid. Godric told me what it is that you have planned and you will die" I responded heatedly back at him.

"oh you care for me now?" eric asked back amusedly. "I'm starting to" I said back and watched as the emotions danced across his eyes but before I could say anything else russell said to eric that they better start.

Eric looked down at me and then kissed my forehead before he walked to sookie and both eric and russell drank from her.

I watched silently as eric walked back outside and when he did I walked into the bathroom and cried. Although I didn't really love him but it felt like I just lost someone precious to me.

Danalynne's senses came back to her sometime later when she heard yelling coming from the bar and knowing eric was going she walked back out only to see eric lying on one of the couches.

"he needs blood, human blood. He's too weak to drop fang" Pam said as danalynne stood next to her. "bite me" she heard sookie say and before bill could bite her danalynne grabbed her arm and pushed it down.

"no, he won't drink your blood" danalynne said and sookie frowned at her. "don't be territorial, he needs my blood" sookie said back to danalynne.

"didn't you hear Pam? He needs human blood, not fairy or fairy/human hybrid blood especially not a fucking fairy that jumps between two vampires and make out with one while you have another perfect gentlemen vampire in your back pocket" danalynne hissed into sookie's face and then looked at a shocked bill.

"oh yeah she kiss eric, now move" danalynne said to bill but hissed the last part at sookie.

Danalynne held her wrist up to Pam and after Pam bit her she lowered her wrist to eric's mouth where she helped him drink until he dropped his own fangs and sunk them into her wrist to get more blood.

After mostly healing eric release danalynne's wrist and said that they had to bring russell back in.

"are you crazy?" danalynne yelled at him. "fine I will go get him myself" he said and sookie threw up her hands and went to get russell.

"why?" danalynne asked eric and he looked up at her saying "I want him to suffer more".

"eric please don't save him, let him burn, I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. This will not turn out to be good" I said to him but he only looked at russell and then back at me before he walked towards sookie.

Eric then helped sookie tie him to one of the stripper poles with silver chains.

"Pam get bill a spare coffin" eric said to Pam and I watched her roll her eyes but nonetheless she walked to get one for bill. Next I watched as sookie yelled at bill but my focus was pulled away when eric stood in front of me and cupped my cheek.

"can I count on you to watch him today until we can take care of him?" eric asked me. I looked back at russell and saw him smile at me. "fine but when things go wrong trust me to be the first one to tell you 'I told you so'" I said to him and he gave me a small smile.

"I will take care of him, he will never bother us again. I promise, just watch him" eric said and then kissed my forehead before walking to the back to his own coffin.

Sookie sat on eric's throne as I sat at the bar reading the stupid sayings on the t-shirts.

"I know you" russell said and when I looked up I saw he was looking at me. "no you don't" I replied easily and went back to basically doing nothing.

"yes I do. I made you, you are my property" he said and I shook my head while glaring at him. "you know nothing" I seethed at him but he only chuckled making a few flakes fall from his burned skin.

"oh yes you are, you are a Nephalem more importantly you are MY Nephalem. The man you call daddy stole you from me, I will kill him in front of you and then use you till you die. I will drain you and then replenish your blood with my own and do it over and over again" russell said to me.

"stop!" I yelled at him but he only licked his lips and moaned out "my what your blood would taste like" he said and that's when I snapped.

I grabbed the bloody urn he was carrying with him and when I saw his eyes go wide I knew I had him.

"put him down" he hissed at me and I smiled. "this is Talbot isn't it? You want to use me to bring him back don't you? Well too bad!" I growled at him and threw Talbot down the drain laughing as russell growled and screamed at me to stop.

After Talbot was gone russell went quiet and sobbed softly to himself. I went back to the bar and I saw sookie looking at me in shock but before I could snap at her the door opened and in walked alcide.

Sookie ran right away into his arms and asked how he knew to come for her. I swear I don't know how she fits thru the door with her big ego.

"danalynne" alcide said to me after sookie let him go I smiled at him and asked him if he wanted a beer. Two hours later the three of us were all talking about alcide's ex. Just then the vampires walked back in and eric asked me to help him unchain russell.

After I did I saw eric drag russell out by the neck and laughed after Pam said not to bring that thing back in.

Sookie called out that no vampire was to set foot back into her home and I watched as alcide smirked.

Shortly after eric and bill left with alcide godric stormed in looking murderously at me.

"Pam would you excuse us please?" godric asked her and she quickly nodded but before godric could confront me he frowned and then sped off with Pam on his heels.

This is my only chance I thought and made my way down the basement with a plate of food I warmed up and saw where joe laid asleep.