Chapter 13…wait what just happened?
A/N…I know it's really short but I promise the next one will be long. Thank you so much to everyone who reviewed you keep this story alive!
This is my only chance I thought and made my way down the basement with a plate of food I warmed up and saw where joe laid asleep.
"wake up" I said and nudged his leg with my foot. It took a few nudges for him to finally wake up and when he did he smiled at me. "hello my dear fiancé" he said as he looked up at me.
"uhg you disgust me" I replied back and gave him his plate of food. "thanks honey" he said and began to eat. "Would you just stop?" I yelled at him but he ignored me and kept eating.
"I am not your fiancé I was like your sister, dad brought me home and you were my brother! How could you do that? How could you play with me like that?" I yelled at him but he only smirked at me.
"cause you're not my sister and you will never be plus your body…mmmm it's like the gods designed you. How could I not ravish you?" he said and laughed afterwards. His laughing pissed me off so I jumped on him and we started fighting.
It was all go as I punched and kicked him but he returned them with even more force. One particular punch left me dazed and before I could come back to my senses he punched me again and stole the keys to the lock, keeping him there.
Joe quickly unlocked the chains and then ran up the stairs and out of fangtasia.
Once everything came back to me I knew I was going to be in big trouble so I quickly cleaned up and then waited for eric and godric to return.
It was nearly an hour later that Pam came in covered in something grey but before I could ask she was off into the private bathroom.
Next came godric who was in the same predicament and I raised an eyebrow in question. "we'll talk later, I need to get this cement off of me" godric said and went into the other bathroom.
Godric came out, we sat down in a booth, me with a coke, and godric had a trublood warmed up. "bill tried to kill eric tonight. That was why Pam and I were covered in cement. Eric buried Russell in cement and after that bill pushed eric in." he said and I gawked at him.
"bill? The nice vampire…oh that probably is my fault. I told him that eric and sookie were making out" I mumbled ashamed that I got so zealous.
"he kissed sookie?" godric asked with a growl in the back of his throat. "yeah I guess he doesn't know how to give me time just to figure things out, he's already moving on" I said and watched as eric stormed in and kept walking not even bothering to look at me.
Godric looked at me and smiled softly at me. "He will come around he just doesn't take rejection very well." Godric said and I nodded absentmindedly. I knew I haven't made my mind up between eric and godric but eric had to understand that I needed time. Everything was new to me and I felt like a stranger in my own life.
My clothes fit wrong and even my own name felt foreign on my tongue when I repeated it in the mirror to myself.
"I'm still upset that you locked me in that room, after I told you that eric can handle it and that I need to protect you" he said to me and I nodded. "I know godric but I had to help, he was going to die and I just…" I left the sentence there because I knew he would understand.
"I need to go talk with eric, I will be right back" godric said and I watched as he walked to the back into eric's office.
Godric's pov:
Godric stood in the doorway before walking forward and seating himself on a chair, looking at eric as he dried his hair with a towel.
"what Is this that I hear of you kissing sookie?" godric asked his son sternly but eric just sighed. "it was nothing godric, it was just a simple kiss" eric said and looking through his papers on his desk.
"eric it is not just a kiss for Danalynne. She's trying to figure out what to do and who she loves" godric responded and eric just chuckled. "she knows I don't want love" he said and godric shook his head.
"no eric she doesn't know that, she remembers nothing but what that monster told her!" godric growled out and slammed his fist down onto the table. Before eric could respond godric shook his head and turned to walk to the door.
"Heed my advise eric, she loves you even if both of you don't know it and in the end you will lose her. I am not claiming her in hopes that you do" godric said as he closed the door to the office and walked back to the bar area.
Godric stood still for a moment as he watched danalynne look deeply into her glass and her brows furrowed in concentration. He could see she was worrying and thinking deeply about something.
She was just as beautiful as he remembered. She reminded him a lot of someone from his past and his heart was aching because she had to experience so much troubled and heart ache. If he could he would take it all away.
Godric walked forwards and sat down next to danalynne and explained to her what happened with eric and bill in the full story.
Once he was done he took my hand and in vampire speed rushed to the roof. From there I could see all the lights that were on and it was beautiful.
"I need to tell you something…joe got out" I said and waited for a scolding but it was deadly silent. "I know…" he said to me.
"I'm sorry okay, I didn't mean to let him get out I just wanted answers but I know that…wait what?" I rambled and the realised what he said.
"I saw him run away, I didn't stop him because I knew eric was going to kill him and even though you don't remember now but when you do you would've hated me for not stopping eric even after everything" he said and I looked down at the ground.
"You say that like you've know me for years…" I said and he smiled at me while walking closer.
"Believe me I have known you for years but your soul is an old one, just as old as me. You have humanity with understanding and that is so rare. That's why I can't…" he said as he stood right in front of me.
"you can't what?" I asked him as I looked into his eyes for a moment and then his eye's dropped and he heaved a sigh. "I can't do it…" he said and before I could reply back his lips crashed softly onto my own.
I stared wide-eyed into his eyes because his eyes never closed. This close up I could see his grey eyes were flecked with gold and a bit of blue. Just when he was about to pull back I put my hand around his neck and pulled him closer and closed my eyes as I felt my own warm lips heat up his own and I felt as his lips glided against my own.
When we pulled away, I was breathless because I have never been kissed like that before and it made me even more confused. Why did godric tell me to go for eric if he had feelings for me?
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that" godric said and I shook my head. I leaned in again to kiss him but he stopped me before I could.
"please I can't kiss you again. I really am sorry" godric said and he kissed my forehead before he sped off.
I touched my lips in confusion and then ran down the stairs to go back down. Just as I reached the bar a hand grabbed my arm and turned me around. "were leaving now" eric said and I frowned.
"no I need to talk to godric" I said to him but he shook his head and dragged me to his car. "eric let go, please I need to talk to him" I pleaded but he shook his head and started the car. The car ride was silent and even when we parked in eric's driveway he didn't say a word.
We walked silently into the house and I looked around. "where is godric?" I asked him and I saw him clench his fist. "he's gone" he said and I thought that I misheard him.
"sorry, I thought I heard you say he was gone?" I asked him and he nodded to me. "what, no you're wrong…" "he's gone okay! He left and he's not coming back soon!" eric yelled as he grabbed me by my shoulders and shook me.
When it hit me what he said I could feel my heart drop into my stomach. "no he can't leave. He has to come back. Eric make him come back please" I begged him but eric looked at me with no emption and walked up the stairs.
I felt empty because I finally thought that I could be happy and start new with him. To forget joe and everything. I rushed up the stairs and into eric's room to find him totally naked on the bed.
"Eric!" I exclaimed while I turned around and covered my eyes with my hand. "well it is my room you know" he said and I heard him shuffling so I turned around only to see him standing right behind me still naked.
"please cover yourself" I said to him but he smirked at me. "nope" he replied and I just turned around. "why did godric leave?" I asked eric but eric only growled and grabbed my hips.
"it doesn't matter" he said to me. "it does, I want to know why he left?" I asked him but eric pushed me forward and slammed his bedroom door behind me.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and walked outside, by the side of the house was an arch of flowers I could climb onto the roof, so I did just that. I slowly climbed until I was on the roof and then sat down in the middle of it.
I pulled my knees up to my chest and looked out into the forest. "godric you need to come back, please. I think I'm starting to love you" I whispered to myself.
In the woods…
As danalynne sat on the roof little did she know that that said vampire was standing by the tree line in the shadows and he clearly heard what she whispered.
As godric looked down he heaved a breath of air and looked at the sad girl on the roof.
"I know you are, and that's why I have to leave. Please forgive me my sweet little angel" godric said and then sped off into the unknown.
