Chapter 14…how should I know?

Two months later…

"this is ridiculous" I heard pam mutter as bill…'king' bill stood inside of fangtasia questioning all of us one by one trying to pin sookie's disappearance on one of us.

"now Eric we both know that you have been trying to take sookie as yours and now would be the best time. Just tell me where she is and I will make your sentencing not as harsh." Bill said to eric as he sat in front of him.

"for the last time I don't know where she is" eric replied as curtly as he could.

"then tell me why at the same time sookie disappears does godric also just up and leave?" bill asked eric but he looked straight at me when he asked his question.

"godric wanted to travel the world a bit, I didn't know that a vampire needs to ask for permission to go out of town" eric replied back sarcastically but I know it was hard for him because none of us knew where godric was.

The night godric kissed me was the last time anyone saw him and both eric and I was worried that he might have done something but eric assured me that he could still feel godric.

Every day I thought of him and wondered if he was thinking about me. I still remembered the kiss we shared and I miss him even more then.

Eric has been even more of an ass but when he really is in a bad mood he usually stays away from me.

We have become closer and some nights when I can't sleep because I stay up too late trying to find out what type of nephalem I was I just lay down with Eric. I visit the jar frequently and wonder if I would consume it one day again. But then I start thinking of the demon side of me winning and all thoughts are erased.

As I dozed off it was my turn to get questioned by bill. For what reason I didn't know.

"do you know anything about sookie being taken?" bill asked me and I wanted to laugh in his face but I restrained myself and smiled at him. "why would I know? I didn't like sookie and before you can ask how the hell am I supposed to kidnap her and where the hell would I keep her but most importantly why would I take her." I responded and I could see bill was thinking what to ask me next because I had an answer for everything.

"well she did kiss eric, and if I have it correctly you like eric and you are his?" bill asked me and I had to stop myself from screaming at him.

"no I am not eric's, and at that time I didn't feel anything towards eric" I responded and bill nodded at me. "but you feel something for him now?" bill asked and I looked at eric and then back at bill.

"I'm not like sookie who opens her legs for any vampire" I responded and when I blinked again bill had me by the throat against the wall.

"bill" eric growled and when eric spoke bill tightened his hold. "it's king bill" one of bill's security responded.

"what happened to soft bill? You are king so aren't you supposed to keep humans safe, not strangle them" I asked bill and his fangs clicked out but after a few seconds he retracted them.

He released my throat and then straightened his clothes. Bill walked back to his chair and then grabbed everything he needed.

"I will be in touch" bill said to me, eric and pam. We all watched as bill and his security left. Eric walked straight over to me and tipped my chin upwards to see my throat.

I looked up at him as he searched for any marks. "it's going to bruise quite badly" eric said and I felt his thumb stroke over the red skin. "do you want some of my blood?" eric asked me but I shook my head no.

"I need to go feed and fuck someone" pam said as she walked out of the bar. I watched as pam walked out and then turned to eric to see he was sitting on his throne. I didn't want to stare at him all night so I walked to his office to crash there until the bar closes. I mean the bar was going to open in an hour so I could sleep now and wake up when eric went home.

I was lying on the couch listening to music on my phone when I felt a hand on my shoulder. When I opened my eyes I saw eric kneeling next to me. "time to go home" he said and I frowned. When I looked at the time on my phone I realised I fell asleep and it was already three in the morning.

I stood up and walked out of the bar to go to his car. I got into it and waited until eric came and started the car. "I didn't realize I fell asleep. I said and eric hummed as he looked at my throat.

The ride was silent and in no time we were at his house. I didn't wait for him to come so I walked ahead and went inside the house.

I quickly ate some left over pizza and then walked up the stairs to my room. I didn't know where eric was so I shut my bedroom door and started stripping off my clothes. When I was only in my underwear I grabbed my black nightdress and pulled it over my head.

Just when it fell passed my shoulders I realized that I didn't feel it drop down further and when I felt an ice cold hand touch my hip I felt goosebumps raise all over my body. "I did close my door for a reason you know" I said to eric and when I tried to step forward his hand on my hip gripped me and pulled me back into his own.

"eric…" I said just to warn him. I felt his arm wrap around my middle. I heard the click of his fangs and sighed. "I didn't give you permission to drink from me eric" I said and tried to turn around but he held me still.

I heard him bite into something and then I saw his bleeding arm in front of me. "no eric, I said I'm fine" I told him and pushed his arm away. "just drink it" eric said and I knew he wouldn't stop pestering me so I sighed and grabbed his arm to take a few drops.

I tried to push his arm away but he held it tightly to my mouth and stroked my hair. "drink some more, you will feel better" eric said and I took a few more big gulps and then pushed his arm away.

"thanks even though I said I didn't need it." I said to eric and then walked to wards my bed. I climbed into my bed and looked at eric expecting him to leave but he just stood there staring at me.

"please can you go so I can sleep, the sun is going to be up soon" I asked him nicely but I just got his normal smirking face right in my own. "get out of my face now" I said to him but he didn't move a muscle.

"not before you give me something in return" he replied back and I had to tell myself not to roll my eyes. "what will it take to get you out of my room so that I can sleep peacefully." I asked him and when his smirk grew wider, I knew it was going to be something I would not like.

"its just a simple goodnight kiss I want" eric said and I felt my eyes grow wide in shock.

"a simple kiss? Fine look away, while I am sleeping. I'm not giving you a kiss" I said and rolled over onto my stomach to sleep.

I was just dozing off when I felt the cold settle over me and knew instantly it was eric. "eric please I really am tired" I complained to him.

When I opened my eyes again all I saw was the sea blue eyes of eric staring back at me.

"eric I need to sleep, I haven't slept well in a few weeks" I told him and watched as he emotionlessly stared at me. "why…" eric asked me and I huffed. "because eric humans need sleep to function properly" I responded to him. "no…why haven't you slept good lately?"

"I don't know, I guess I'm just very confused and curious at the same time. I'm confused because why did godric leave? Was it me, or something I did? And then I'm so curious to know who I was and what my powers was. I just really need a good night's sleep" I explained to eric.

I saw him frown down at me and then look at the wall while he was thinking. "take some of my blood to sleep better" he said as he turned back to me.

"no its fine I just need to settle my mind, maybe drink a glass of warm milk with some vodka" I said lightly as I laughed.

"fine, I'll get you a glass" eric said and before I could protest he was gone.

Eric's pov:

as Eric walked down the stairs pam came in and followed him into the kitchen. Eric went straight to the fridge, got the milk out, and poured it into a glass. After that he set the glass into the microwave to heat it up.

He took it out and turned around to see pam smirking at him. "not a word pam" Eric said and bit into his arm. He held his arm over the glass and let a few drops drip into the warm milk.

"does she know you're giving her your blood?" pam asked Eric with a smirk on her face.

"I said not a word pam" Eric replied and stirred the milk with a spoon to mix the blood in. Eric walked around the counter and passed pam but as he passed her she grabbed his arm, stopping him in his tracks.

"have you heard anything from godric?" she asked but Eric shook his head and walked further and up the stairs. He entered Danalynne's room and saw her sitting up in her bed, waiting for him.

"I said that I could get it myself" she said to Eric but Eric ignored her and walked forward to sit on the bed and gave the glass of warm milk to her. Eric watched as she drank the milk until it was finished and then took the glass from her.

"when did you become so motherly?" she asked Eric and smirked up at him, trying to annoy him. "well I had to since I got a child in the house" Eric responded and then patted her on the head.

Danalynne scowled at him and flattened her hair again. "one I'm not a child and second don't pat me like I'm some pet" she said and then sank back into the covers to get some sleep.

"thanks for the milk, you can leave now so I can get some sleep" Danalynne said to Eric.

"fine, get some sleep. I hope you have nice dreams" Eric said and before she could question him he left and closed the door behind him.

Danalynne's pov:

I was surprised that I fell asleep quickly, but I blamed the relaxing feeling I had after I drank the warm milk. But a few hours later I woke up and decided that I wasn't going to get more sleep so I got up and had a quick shower. After that I went to get my phone to listen to some music.

I was lying on my bed listening to music as I laid on my stomach. I was just starting to get into the beat when I felt a hand run up my calve. When I turned my head, I saw Eric smiling at me.

I rolled my eyes at him and turned back to my phone to listen to music. Just as I was getting back into the music I felt his hand rub higher on my thigh. "Eric I'm busy right now" I replied to him without looking at him so that he knew I was serious.

"I just want to see how you're doing. I haven't seen you in a while" he said and I felt the bed dip down. I looked to my side and saw him looking at my legs. Right then I remembered that I only had a short nightdress on and it barely covered my ass.

I grabbed my blanket and covered myself quickly but Eric caught the blanket and shook his head. "don't cover yourself from me" he muttered while his eyes were still trained on my legs.

"Eric let go of the blanket. Come on you know I don't think of you like that" I said to him and as his eyes met mine I gulped because his eyes were so full of lust that the blue of his eyes were gone.

"you know deep down you always wanted me" he whispered back and pulled the blanket completely off of me.

I scooted off the bed and ran to the door but it was quickly slammed closed. I could feel the coldness of Eric's body over mine and when he stepped closer so that our bodies were pressed together I shiver from both the cold and the feeling of his hard body so close to mine.

I felt his fingertips move my hair from my neck and I thought that he was going to bite me but instead I felt his lips connect with my neck.

"you smell amazing" he muttered into my ear as his arms snaked around my waist to pull me closer to him.

"Eric I haven't chosen yet, please don't make me more confused" I asked him nicely but then I felt air rushing by me and when I opened my eyes Eric was on top of me pinning my arms down.

"don't fight it just feel" he said and before I could say anything back his lips crashed onto mine. I was trying so hard to move away but when I gasped for air his tongue connected with my own and I knew he won.

He was an amazing kisser. After the first moan from me, he pulled back and I saw his famous smirk on his lips. He then carried on kissing my neck and nightdress until his lips connected with the satin.

He smirked at me again and then ripped the dress into two pieces. "Eric!" I yelled at him but he quickly silenced me with a kiss again.

I felt his hand run down the valley of my breasts and down my stomach until it stopped at the top of my lace underwear.

I stared up at him as he stared back down at me, as if he was daring me to tell him to stop.

"you're wet" he replied before his hand slid down and rubbed me over my slit. "let my arms go…" I moaned out to him and he look at me with the question in his eyes.

"I need something to grab" I said to him shyly and he smirked up at me. "so you don't want me to stop?" he said smugly and I rolled my eyes.

"get over yourself Eric, I haven't had sex in so long I think even pam would be able to get me this wet" I responded and I saw that my sentence ticked him.

He let my arms go and I felt two of his fingers slide into me and curled up into a spot I always struggled to find so quickly.

I grabbed onto his arm and the other one I grabbed onto his shoulder. I moaned out loud as his fingers sped up. As his hand continued to move his lips connected to my neck again. It was a pleasure overload as he kept sucking on my neck.

"Eric…" I grunted out as I felt my release get closer and closer. i felt my walls clench and then I felt a sharp pain in my neck and I knew he bit me. And surprisingly it didn't hurt, it actually increased the pleasure. I felt him drink from me and it seemed like the pleasure just would not stop.

I felt his fangs slide out of my neck and then I felt his fingers pull out of me too. I looked lazily up at him and saw his suck his fingers while his mouth still had some blood in it.

"the perfect combination" he said to me and licked his lips clean. "now comes the fun part" he said and I laughed. "that wasn't fun?" I asked him and felt as he pulled my panties down my legs.

I felt him open my thighs and settle himself between them. I had no idea when he got rid of his clothes but he was flush naked against my skin. I saw him look back down at me and I thought I saw love in his eyes but before I could comment on it, he slid into me.

Just then I gasped at sat up right. Looking around my room I saw the sun was just rising and I was all alone in my room. It was all just a dream.

A/N: sorry I had to do that to you guys…by the way was that too much?