Chapter 43: Left behind

A/N: Hey guys, I know it has been awhile since the last update. So here is a very long chapter, I hope you guys enjoy.

The next morning I woke up later than I thought as I glanced at the time on my phone. Then I felt it. I was back. The real me was back, not demon or angel me. But the human me.

I smiled instantly and ran to the mirror. There wasn't a real change but just knowing that I was back made me feel a whole lot different.

Everything was just perfect now. Eric would come home tonight and I could explain everything to him. And I can find a way to bring Godric back soon. Eric just had to listen to me.

I sat around in the house the whole day and then decided to see what this whole LAVTF was about. I went to Eric's office and opened his laptop, going straight to Google and searching for them.

My eyes grew wider and wider as I read on. There was a curfew for vampires now. They had managed to get new bullets with sonar power with in them. All because of this Governor Burrell guy.

Frowning at the screen I looked at the time and saw that it was past sunset. Eric should be home now any moment. I walked back upstairs and got dressed quickly and then made the bed. I didn't know if I should wait for him here or downstairs and thought it might be better waiting downstairs in the lounge.

I waited and waited until I got bored out of my mind. Picking my phone up I scrolled down to Pam's number and called her but it went straight to voicemail. Trying Eric's number next but it had the same outcome. I shook my head and switched the TV on, deciding I would wait while watching a movie.

I felt that my neck was stiff when I woke up and saw that I had fallen asleep on the couch while waiting for Eric. Looking around I saw nothing out of the ordinary and when I checked the door it was still locked. Eric never came back home.

I wondered where he was and then my mind went back to Eric turning the girl. He was probably with her. They we're probably in her bed naked and… 'no stop, stop' I thought to myself and shook my head. He wouldn't do that right after the way things happened with us.

I cleared my throat and then went upstairs to shower and get dressed. After I was done I walked down to the kitchen and saw that the fridge was empty besides a lot of bags of blood. Pulling my face in disgust I knew that I had to go out and get something to eat.

Knowing that Merlots was always a good choice I grabbed the car keys and headed straight there. I got to the parking lot and then walked to the door.

"Danalynne?" a voice asked behind me and as I turned around I saw Sookie staring at me with disbelieve. "Sookie, hey it's really good to see you" I said to her and hugged her but she quickly pushed me off of her.

"Don't you dare touch me. You are a coward. What you did to Godric is unspeakable…not to mention how Eric took it" she said to me with disgust and I frowned as I looked down at the ground. "You know about it then…" I said and she scoffed at me.

"I do. Now you better get the hell out of here. Nobody wants you here and you are not welcome, get in your car and infect some other place with what you are" she said to me and before I could reply she stormed inside.

How could she judge me? Not everyone is perfect and even Bill fell off of the wagon, and probably still is. But knowing she would make more of a scene if I went inside I turned to my car and drove away from Merlots.

I drove around Bon temps for a while until I decided I wanted some time alone. I stopped the car under trees by the cemetery and got out. Walking or more like pacing up and down and screamed out my frustration and started punching the closest thing to me which happened to be a tree.

"Miss, are you okay?" a male voice said behind me and my mind jumped back to a few nights ago when a man also asked me if I was okay and in turn I snapped his neck. Angry tears ran down my face, but I quickly wiped them away.

"Yeah I'm fine…" I said and sighed as I felt all of the anger, sadness and everything in-between squeeze my heart.

"I am sorry, but you do not look fine" he said behind me and wiping my face once more I turned around and looked up at the guy.

He was really handsome, he even had the dimples that he showed off as he smiled at me.

"No I'm fine just you know…the whole town judging me for my past mistakes and some things that I had no choice in" I said and he gave me a look that said he understood.

"Yeah I know how that feels" he said to me and I nodded at him.

"I'm Danalynne…" I said to him and held my hand out for him to shake. "Warlow…" he said and I frowned at the strange name but he took my hand and shook it. I went to pull my hand away but he froze and his hand became tighter around my own.

Turning my hand up, I saw that my knuckles were bleeding from hitting the tree. I tried pulling my hand back but he was insanely strong, bringing my hand up he sniffed at it and then gave it a long lick.

"Ewww that is disgusting, let go!" I screamed at him and then gasped as his fangs dropped down and pinned me to the tree by my throat. "Lilith?" he asked me and I shook my head at him.

"No I was made from Lilith…" I said to him and watched as he frowned at me. "You are like me then?" he asked and I shook my head.

"You're a vampire…that can walk in the sun…" I said not believing it and with that sentence his hand went around my throat again.

"How are you made of Lilith?" he growled out at me and I gulped loudly.

"Please let me go…" I begged him and saw anger fill his face. He snapped forward about to bite me but pulled back on the last second.

"Sookie…" he hissed out and dropped me as he sped away.

I didn't waste any time as I ran to my car and sped back home, running inside I locked the door behind me and slid down to the ground crying. I was so sick and tired of this whole Nephalem thing. As soon as I thought I was safe something else came around the corner trying to kill me.

I was about to get up when a strong knock came through the door making me gasp out loud.

"Who…who is it?" I asked out loud peeking through the hole in the door seeing two guys standing by the door with what looked like a white van parked in the driveway.

"Hello, we have a delivery for a Mr. Northman, he said that someone would be home during the day to receive the delivery" the male voice said and I swallowed down my fear and then opened the door.

"Good morning miss, we need the signature of Danalynne Levine?" the guy asked and I nodded at him and stepped outside looking at the other guy going back to the van, opening the doors.

There was a big brown box in the back, after I signed the papers I walked into the house watching the two guys put the box down in the foyer. Not paying any attention to the guys I stepped towards the box and started pulling the top open, curious to what was inside.

A lot of party papers were on top and just as I started pulling them out a guy stood up in the box, aiming his gun at me. Before I could say anything he shot me with a silver dart that made me feel sleepy instantly.

'see what I mean, just when I think I am safe' I thought to myself before hitting the ground and blackness closing over my eyes.

"What the fuck…" I rasped out as a bright white light shined down on me. Going to shield my eyes with my hands I realized that I couldn't because they were strapped down next to my legs. I was all in all strapped down to some sort of gurney that was upright, I turned my head around looking for the door and as I looked over my shoulder I could see a part of it behind me. Looking around I saw medical equipment all around me and my mind went instantly back to Joe.

He did this. "Joe!" I screamed out as I pulled on the restraints, getting angrier by the minute.

"Joe! Get your ass in here now" I screamed again and huffed as I heard the door open, not being able to see who came in but I assumed it was him.

"Joe, take these stupid fucking things off so that I can kick your ass into next week!" I growled out still struggling against the restraints.

"Whoa, you have quite the potty mouth on you" a male voice said behind me and when he stepped forward I frowned. It was not Joe but he looked very familiar to me. "Where is Joe?" I asked him and he shook his head at me and then motioned his hand to a guard to bring someone in.

"My dear, I have no idea who Joe is, but I assure you whatever he would have done to you, this is much worse" he said to me and I frowned at him.

"You called Governor Bur…" "YOU!" I screamed, interrupting Steve Newlin from finishing his sentence.

"You went and got her then?" Steve asked and when I looked at the other man it all clicked.

That's why he seemed familiar. He was the governor, leading the LAVTF. And Steve was in on all of it. I started laughing right away, making both men look at me in confusion. "Unbelievable. Steve when Russell finds out you are going to be dead, he is going to kill you, no matter how good you give head" I said with laughter still lacing my voice.

The Governor made a disgusting face and Steve sighed and smiled softly at me.

"Russell is dead. Killed a while ago, so I'm safe buttercup. It's you who is going to die" Steve said and stepped off to one side. He and the governor whispered to each other for a few minutes and then Steve left, leaving me and the governor.

"What do you want with me?" I asked him and he stayed quiet for a few seconds and then smiled widely at me.

"I am going to use you, to hurt someone" he said and I shook my head at him.

"I don't know what you think you know but…" "oh trust me, I know just enough" he said interrupting me.

"Now stay here like a good little girl and someone will come and fetch you shortly." He said to me and I shook my head as I struggled even more, trying to get out. After about fifteen minutes I went still and tried thinking of ways to get out.

"Alright, are we ready to go?" another male voice said behind me and as the guy stepped forward I saw that he was wearing a lab coat and glasses on his face. "Who are you?" I asked him and he smiled at me.

"Well I am the head scientist here. And I am going to escort you to the room where you likely will die, but I am sure after you are dead there are a few things I can do to your body" he said to me as he stepped forward and ran his hand first down my face and then down cupping one of my breasts.

I squirmed away and as he brought his hand back up to my cheek I swiftly turned and bit into his hand, drawing blood.

"You little bitch!" he yelled and proceeded to backhand me. I felt blood in my mouth and instantly spit it at him, which he just wiped off before smiling and pulling me out of the door. I still felt some blood trickle down my chin and tried to lick it off but it just kept running down.

The guy pushed the door open and then rolled me in and instantly my eyes snapped to Eric cuffed inside off a cage and Nora strapped down on a gurney the same as mine.

"What happened to her face?" the Governor asked aloud and the scientist responded that while he tried to nicely pull my hair out of my face I bit him and before I could tell him he was lying Eric growled out and it pulled my attention to him.

"Eric? You are also here?" I asked him and he growled out glaring at me.

"How are you still fucking alive?" Nora growled out at me, trying to lunge towards me but luckily she was tightly strapped down.

"Oh wee, is there some family fight going on here?" the Governor asked and laughed as the scientist guy brought in a tray full of things.

"Now Mr. Northman here is going to decide which one of you dies, you see he killed my daughter and now, I am going to take something of him that he loves very dearly" the Governor said and looked at Eric.

"Well which one should die?" he asked as he glared at Eric and Eric firstly looked at me and then Nora, before meeting my eyes again.

"You remember my promise?" he asked me and I shook my head at him, not because I didn't remember his promise, because I knew he was going to choose me to die.

"Eric you don't understand. I'm back. Me, the real me. My demon is gone, I woke up normal and everything is back to normal" I said to him but I could see to him that it didn't matter.

"Danalynne, she dies" Eric said and the governor turned back towards me smiling while grabbing a sharp knife off of the cart. "Very well…" he said and cut my shirt off with one tug from the knife.

"Eric please don't, there are ways that I can get Godric back" I pleaded with him but the look in his eyes didn't change once and he didn't say anything at all. I looked at Eric with fear as the Governor brought the knifes point down slowly towards my stomach and then started pushing it in. I screamed from the pain until it stopped. Panting I looked back up, not realizing that my head fell back at some point.

"You know what, I think I will much rather kill your dear sister over here" the Governor said and laid the bloody knife back down on the cart while the scientist got a syringe ready with an unknown substance.

"No, no, no!" Eric yelled as the guy brought the syringe towards Nora's neck. Eric fought hard trying to get out of the cage but the cuffs held him in place. Nora shrieked as the guy injected her with what they called 'Hep V'.

"You are our first host, you will be apart of history" the guy said and the Governor laughed out loud. "Here we go, enjoy the show" he said and nodded to the scientist and then I was pulled back out of the room.

"No! Eric…Eric" I yelled out but Eric didn't even glance my way, his eyes only staying on Nora that was pushed right in front of his cage.

I was pushed down the hallway and back into the room I woke up in. I was there for about thirty minutes still trying to get out of the restraints before the Governor came back in and said that he changed his mind. He pushed me back into the room with Eric and put me there in the corner to watch everything.

"Hopefully you do not bleed out, I can already see that you have been bleeding quite a bit" the governor said and that made me look down and saw that my jeans were indeed a red colour from the blood seeping from the cut on my stomach.

After realizing no matter what I said Eric didn't bother looking my way I went quiet as I felt the energy drain from me and sleep over took me quickly. I woke up drowsy as I heard chains rattle and as I opened my eyes I saw a guard unlocking Eric and that the girl I saw Eric with the other night was setting them free.

The girl helped Nora down and led her to the door while Eric locked the guard in the silver cage after pulling the guards clothes on.

"Eric, take me with you. I can help you get out, I can help Nora" I said to him and sighed with relief as he stepped towards me, wiping the hair out of my face.

"I hope you fucking die in here, and when you do I hope it is painful and slow" Eric said to me and I felt tears instantly well up in my eyes.

"Eric please, I have no excuse for what my demon side did but I can bring Godric back" I said to him and just as I finished the sentence his hand was around my throat, cutting my air supply off.

"Lies!" he hissed at me and I tried shaking my head but it was impossible with the hold he had on my throat.

"They know everything about you, Steve told them everything, and I trust they will do experiments on you. And if what you say is true, that you are purely human, I hope it fucking hurts!" Eric growled out at me before releasing my throat and making his way out with Nora and the girl he recently turned.

I gasped and choked for air, not believing that Eric actually left me here. The tears fell freely and soon darkness came over me again, and this time I prayed that I would not wake up again.