Chapter 50…I don't need it

A/N: I am so sorry you guys, I know it has been a long time. Writers block has been killing me, I'm still stuck with it but I forced this one out, so I apologise if it is bad.

The drive was a bit long and when we pulled up my eyes widened and I shook my head.

"No, no I am not going in there" I told Jackson as I turned to him.

"That's why I saw keep your hood up and look at the floor. This is the only place with a cure, you need to get this" Jackson said and I frowned, not knowing what to do.

"Fine, but if he asks too much for the stupid cure we leave…" I said to Jackson and before he could reply I got out and waited for him to lead us inside.

Jackson went in first and I followed him still with my head down, but out of the corners of my eyes I could pick up a few changes in the bar.

"Jackson, I haven't seen you in a long time" Eric said and although his voice sounded different to my ears I could still tell that it was him. Jackson stopped in front of me so I stopped just behind him, wanting to look up but everything in me told me not to.

"Eric…yes it has been a while. A trusted friend told me that you have the real cure for HepV, not that New Blood shit. I came to make an offer for one dose" Jackson said and as the words left his mouth I felt so bad that he had to do this for me, after I couldn't protect his son.

"A friend…may I ask who this friend is?" Eric asked with a hint of anger in his voice.

"I can't say. But I think a hundred thousand should be enough?" Jackson replied and I had to hold my gasp back as I realized how much Jackson was going to pay for this.

I grabbed his arm and shook my head at him. "No, I won't let you pay this much" I whispered at him, but he simply turned back to Eric.

"Does your friend have an opinion?" Eric asked with humor in his voice and I had to do everything to hold myself back. "No she doesn't. Who can I make the check out to?" Jackson asked and I saw him reach into his back pocket for his check book.

"She. It's a woman then, tell me why can 'she' not keep drinking the New Blood?" Eric asked and I knew that we were not going to get the cure without telling him that the New Blood did not work for me.

"It does not work for her, I actually makes it worse" Jackson said to Eric and for a few seconds it was deadly quiet. "I do not believe that. Show me first" Eric said and I guess he gestured to someone to get a New blood because I heard heels clack against the floor all the way over to the bar and then back to Jackson.

Jackson turned to me and pulled my sleeves up until both of my arms were exposed, he then opened the bottle and put a straw in for me.

I lifted my eyes to look into his and saw him nod at me. "Keep your head down" he whispered to me and I lowered my head and sucked on the straw, making the blood shoot up into my mouth.

I drank half of the bottle and then handed it back to Jackson. All eyes were on my arms waiting for something to happen.

The veins on my arms retracted a bit and then I waited for it. "Liar! It does work" Eric roared out but before he could carry on I gasped as I felt even worse and saw the veins run down my arms all the way to my hands, pushing me to my knees with pain. I breathed loudly as I felt my stomach cramp before all the blood that I drank came back up onto the floor.

"How did that happen…that was at least three months' worth of HepV proceeding" Eric said in shock as Jackson knelt down beside me, making sure that I was okay.

"Who is she to you?" Eric demanded and I shook my head at Jackson.

"That is none of your concern" Jackson replied back taking a stance in front of me.

"Eric, you saw that it does not work for her. Give them the blood" a voice said that I instantly recognized as Godrics.

"I ask again, who is she to you?" Eric asked as he stood up and started making his way towards us.

"She is Alcide's wife" Jackson supplied which thankfully made Eric stop walking towards us. "Alcide was with Sookie, he didn't have a wife" Eric replied back and I saw Jackson shake his head.

"Before him and Sookie got together, he got married but she disappeared soon after and came back as a vampire. Now will you take the fucking money and give us the cure!?" Jackson roared out as his patients disappeared completely.

"Fine…just one more question" Eric said and walked back to where Godric and Pam stood.

"I can smell you. So tell me why her smell was all over the front of my bar, where a vampire was freshly staked yesterday. And do not think of lying I can tell it was you" Eric said to Jackson, which made him turn to me.

"I staked my maker" I said out load wincing from the hoarseness of my voice.

"Why would you stake your own maker. You know that is punishable by death?" Eric said with not a care in his voice.

"He deserved it" I simply replied and was met with silence.

"Jackson, I won't accept the money. But I will let you and your pack serve me until the day you die" Eric replied back and my eyes widened. I stood up quickly and stood in front of Jackson.

"No, I will not let you do this. We're leaving" I said to Jackson but he shook his head at me.

"I will rip your fucking head off if you make him do this" I growled out with my back still to Eric.

"You will rip my head off? Do you know who I am… I am the sheriff of this area and I have many powerful people by my side. One of them is my prodigy to be, a Nephalem goddess" Eric growled out and I frowned.

"A Nephalem? Where did you find one?" I asked him. Thinking of where he could have found another one.

"You should know her from Alcide's side. I mean he did sleep with her after all" Eric said smugly and I frowned even more in confusion.

"Are you talking about Danalynne?" I asked him while waiting for a response from him.

"Oh so you have heard of her, let me tell you she is even more ruthless than what you have heard" Eric said and I instantly chuckled to myself.

"Is that how you stayed Sheriff? Telling everyone that the almighty powerful Eric has a Nephalem by his side?" I asked him with snark lacing my tone. "I am only telling the truth I can get her here any moment if you want" Eric said just as I looked at Jackson shaking my head.

"Let's go Jackson. I don't need a dose of the cure from a lying bastard. God only knows if the cure is even real" I said out loud and grabbed Jackson's arm pulling him along with me.

"Jackson! I am so glad I caught you. Did you get the cure? Eric you have to give them the cure" Sookie said as she came striding in, walking straight past us and up to Eric.

"You are the trusted friend that told him" Eric growled out, still not happy with me taking him on.

"Yes, Eric you have to do this for them. That is Alcide's wife, Alcide always helped you when you called." Sookie tried reasoning with him but I did not want any part in this.

"Please just stay, you have to get this. Without the cure you will die" Jackson hissed at me which made me roll my eyes. "I will figure something else out" I hissed right back at him.

"I order you to stop. You staked a vampire and for that I have to punish you" Eric ordered out which made me huff out loud.

"I think you have punished me more than enough for an eternity" I replied back to him, trying to get Jackson out of there again. "Wait, ya'll can't leave without the cure" Sookie said as she walked to us and grabbed my arm.

"Do not touch me" I groaned out as I ripped my arm out of her grasp, making Sookie stumble back.

Instantly Eric was on me, pushing the front of my body into the side wall of the bar with his hand wrapped tightly around my neck. "Eric!" three voices yelled out at the same time as he pushed me harder into the wall, making sure that I couldn't move.

"Eric let her go, this wasn't her fault" Sookie said and I heard her walking closer to us.

"Eric enough of this. Give them the cure and let them go" Godric said next and for some reason I felt utter rage from hearing his voice. I knew he wasn't the one who bit me the night I was turned but he still let Eric throw me out after everything I did.

"Eric I still have most of the money you gave me, I'll give it to you for the cure. You know it will only take a mouthful for her to be cured. She deserves to be happy and alive. I know that her staking a vampire is punishable but you have…oh fuck…" Sookie said as she finally came close enough to see my face.

Her eyes widened and she went completely white in the face. It was then that my eyes saw her big swollen stomach which made me chuckle.

"Not even three years and you are already pregnant" I said to her with disgust.

"No, how can this be" Sookie said as she held her stomach and stepped back.

"What is it Sookie?" Eric asked and as he did I felt him loosen his hold on me enough for me to throw him backwards and turn around. In the process my hood fell back revealing my face to everyone.

"How can this be? This is because all of you have fucked up my life from the beginning!" I yelled out at Sookie and felt my fangs snap down.

"Retract your fangs now!" Eric demanded at me as he stood up.

"Fuck you!" I said smartly at Eric and watched as he fumed at me. "Danalynne, how did this happen?" Godric asked me as he stepped towards me with his hands out stretched.

"How did this happen? You were there three nights ago, you stood by as Eric ripped my neck open and then proceeded to throw me out the door. Where Joe found me and turned me, tortured me for his amusement until I had the great pleasure of staking him right on your door step" I replied to Godric and turned to Eric to say the last bit.

"Eric did what?" Jackson growled out and I saw his eyes flash yellow as if he was going to turn. I sped in front of Jackson and shook my head at him. "Wait outside, I will be right there" I said to Jackson, glamouring him to do as I said.

"How dare you glamour him?" Sookie yelled at me and I turned back to her.

"How dare you jump onto Alcide right after I disappeared and then not even a full three years later you are pregnant" I yelled back at her not believing that she had the audacity to reprimand me for looking out for Jackson.

"At least I was there. He thought that you left him, thought that you went back to Eric because that is what you did every time. He was broken…and I fixed him. For a long time he was suicidal, but then he started hating you. He burned everything that made him think of you. And I was there in the end to comfort him. I was there to hold his hand as he died. Where were you? You were turned three nights ago, so where the hell were you? He called you a monster so many times and now you are one" Sookie said to me and I was frozen.

"Alcide hated me…he thought I left him?" I asked no one in particular, just letting the words run through my head.

"He never forgave you" Sookie said again and I gulped. I looked up and my eyes met Sookie's and I didn't know if I should believe her but it made sense. My eyes turned to Godric to see pity in his eyes and then they met Eric's which had confusion in them.

"Keep the cure, I don't need it" I said to Eric before I rushed out the door and saw Jackson waiting for me.

"How dare you glamour me to wait outside?" Jackson growled out at me.

"I'm sorry" I said to him and he caught me in a bone crushing hug. "You better be, I thought that something might happen to you" he said and stepped back to look at me. "What? What happened?" Jackson asked as he saw the tears in my eyes.

"No, I'm sorry for everything. And I am sorry about this." I said to Jackson and when he stared at me with confusion I took his face into my hands and looked into his eyes. "Go on with your life, be happy and don't waste one thought about me. I will never ruin your life again. I promise" I glamoured Jackson and watched as he turned and got into his truck, driving off back home.

"You know you need the cure" Godric said behind me and I shook my head. "No I don't" I said to him and then ran off as fast as I could. I knew the sun was going to rise soon so I headed back to the place where Joe first took me and as I arrived I sat down in the basement crying my heart out.