Hey guys, new update as promised :) so most of you have probably read my authors notes that i uploaded on thurday about the guest reviewer who told me and i quote...

"This story is dying a slow, drawn out death through lack of update it or take it down please."

him or her (not sure because they wouldn't login) then went onto ask me why did i create a story if i didn't have the free time to do it? and like i said in the authors notes -The reason I write these story's is because it relaxes me and i do it whenever i can.

but then i remembered that i don't need to explain myself too an anonymous nobody about why i do what i do. p.s i have blocked guest reviewers so you will have to login if you want to review. the end :)


Cpov

"Fuck!" I shout and rip the mask from my eyes, flinging it across the room. I thought seeing ana again tonight would make things easier but apparently not "I have never had a one night stand before in my life, only you" her word resonate in my head making me feel like more of a shit head then I already do "A week before we fucked, I split from my long term boyfriend who I was with since I was fifteen and who apparently became bored of me after one year together and decided to fuck my ex-best friend into oblivion whenever I had my back turned so you can go fuck yourself with your insinuations of the kind of person I am because you Mr. grey don't have a fucking clue"

I was silent after those words left her mouth because I just knew, new she was telling the truth. Like mia, all her emotions are in her eyes.

"Christian, darling is everything alright?" I take a deep breath and turn toward Elena who was standing by the door of the private room at the mile high club I was currently pacing the length of.

"yes, elena" I snap. I do not have time for her right now.

"Did you find Ana?" she asks. I tilt my chin up and take a deep breath

"yes" and inadvertently called her a whore.

After searching six months for Ana and finding nothing I tried to move on. I contracted a new sub named Leila and focused on work. First day in the play room when it came time for me to fuck out my frustrations over GEH and the fact that I couldn't find ana, I couldn't get hard. I ordered Leila to suck me off and she did but I still couldn't get off. My dick just wouldn't co-operate. The images in my head when I was trying to get it hard was of ana's body pressed against mine on the dance floor, in the elevator, in my room and I would get hard but one look at Leila and it would deflate like a balloon. Fucking traitor.

"well what happened? Did you talk to her?" Elena looks at me expectantly and I roll my eyes

"That's really none of your business" I snap and walk past her to the door.

"You know what, I will…" I could hear ana's voice when i left the room and looked over the crowd to see her standing by the bar "when you give me back my friend" I see her pull mia away from a guy and put her behind her back. What's going on there?

I began walking toward them when the guy suddenly pulls back and slaps Ana across the face. I see red. Fucker!

I tackle the fucker to the floor and grab his shirt before pounding my fist against his face until Taylor grips my arms and pulls me off the prick that's now unconscious on the floor.

"Christian!" Mia screams when Taylor pulls me away and keeps a tight grip on my arms telling me to calm down. I shake off his hands and walk over to Ana who's eyes are wide and cup her cheeks.

"What were you thinking?" I scold and she just stares at me with a blank expression

"Mia needed help" she whispers and I soften looking up at Mia where the fuck was Reynolds?

"sawyer take Mia home" I order taking a hold of Ana's hand then lead her out through the back of the club to the SUV, She tries to refuse but I shoot her my best CEO Now-is-not-the-time-to-fuck-with-me glare and she remains silent.

When we reach her apartment she asks what I'm doing when I exit the SUV and follow behind her as she walks to the door. I simply reply "helping you inside" but she didn't look at all pleased when she told me she could take it from there but when she opened the door, she wasn't two steps inside when I was in behind her can't get rid of me that easily.

I walk through her apartment and grab a bag of peas from the freezer then return to stand in front of her and place it against her cheek that was now turning purple. I clench my fist. Whoever that fucker was, he's going down.

She bit her bottom lip when the cold hits her skin.

"Don't do that" I scolded and pulled her lip free then her eyes met mine. what I would give to fuck this woman right here and now I could feel my pants tightening as the air around us became heavy

"Ana" I whispered and gently caressed her cheek. She leaned into my touch but rose her hand, slipping her fingers through mine that were holding the peas to her cheek, she thanked me for the lift and then said I should go. I let my hand drop to my side and stare at her a little surprised did she just ask me to leave? Her mouth says go but her body says stay. I have to restrain myself from bending her over and fucking her on the couch only a few feet from us but something about that feels wrong. Unlike other woman I've been with (subs) she's the one in control here and it's unnerving to me, but I can tell she wants me. No matter how many times she denies it. She might tell me one thing, but her eyes and body tell me another.

That little fact puts a smile one my face as I grab her free hand and brush my lips over her knuckles

"laters" I whisper and leave her standing in the doorway.


"What's the damage Taylor?" I ask when Taylor's driving in the direction of Escala

"You broke his nose and jaw sir" he informs and I smirk that'll be the least of that fuckers worries when I'm done with him.


Apov

"Ana all I'm asking is that you put In a little more effort with Mel, that's it" I roll my eyes as I balance the phone between my ear and shoulder. I jump trying to get my skinny jeans up past my ass I knew I shouldn't have eaten that tub of ben and jerrys I cus my lack of self-restraint as I tuck in my white v-neck blouse and grab my black blazer, rolling the sleeves up to my elbow. I blow out a breath

"Dad it just feels awkward, I'm happy that you guys are happy and Melissa is nice and all but sometimes it just feels like shes trying too hard to b…"

"Ana" he cuts me off "you know she's not trying to replace your mother" his voice is soft and I can feel a lump form in my throat as I silently nod. although I'm not sure that would be such a bad thing

"I know dad" I take a deep breath and bend over to tie my ankle high open toed boots

A few seconds pass before he speaks again, opting for a change of subject, my shoulders relax "Are you still free for dinner on wednesday?" he asks and I nod even though he can't see

"yeah..um look dad I gotta go I got that job interview today" heading into the kitchen I grab my bag and sling it over my shoulder then my keys.

"of course good look Annie and I'll see you on wednesday, love you"

"love you too dad" I hang up the phone and throw it into my bag as i pull open the door to Wanda.


Well that went well…I think. Although jack did make me slightly uncomfortable with his wandering eyes I did really like Elizabeth.

"we'll be in touch" she had said at the end of the interview and I smiled with a nod and picked up my bag. Shaking both their hands. Jacks grip was a little too firm for my liking but that could've just been my imagination. I was so nervous.

Walking toward the elevator I have a goofy grin on my face as I pull out my phone and call Ethan. I would call kate but I'm still pissed at her for leaving me at the club Saturday night only to get hit by a fucking mountain of a man.

"hey Anniebee what's up?" he asks using the nick name he gave me in the fourth grade

"nothing much" I tap the button for the elevator and move my phone to the other ear as I adjust my bag strap "just finished my interview at S.I.P and feeling pretty good about it "

"That interview was today? oh don't worry sweety you got this in the bag" the sureness in his voice adds to my good mood as the elevator doors open and my words get stuck in my throat

inside the elevator Mr grey eyes and firm ass in his navy three piece suit looks up and the second his eyes meet mine his lips curl "miss Steele, what a pleasant surprise"

I'm silent for a few seconds before I realise I'm still on the phone to Ethan."um I gotta go Ethan, call you later" I stuff my phone into my back pocket and walk in "likewise Mr Grey" I mumble as I stand beside him and a thoughts comes unbidden into my mind.

"when the elevator arrives we step inside and as soon as the doors close he pushes me up against the wall and lifts me onto the bar. His hand are everywhere"

My skin heats and cheeks flush, this is so not the time to be thinking about what happened the last time me and Christian were alone in an elevator together. But I can't help it. I look at him from under my lashes and find he's already staring at me. lips parted. I'm sure he can tell what dirty things are swimming around in my head

"Christian.." I moan as he moves aside my panties and sinks two fingers deep inside me

"fuck baby you're so tight" he grunts

Christians eyes become two shades darker as his tongue darts out across his bottom lip and suddenly i can feel it. A pull. so strong drawing us together, I try to fight it but it surrounds me like the air I breath then Christian steps forward and slams the emergency stop button leaving us stuck between the third and fourth floor then he's on me, just like before, I'm pinned to the wall and his mouth covers mine, teeth clattering then his tongue is in my mouth.

I grip his hair, tugging it with a firm grip, fighting with myself-pulling him closer-pushing him away. Fuck. this is confusing but hot as fuck. He pushes his leg between mine, pushing them apart then pulls away, tracing his tongue from the base of my ear to the pulse on my neck. A moan erupts from my throat as he cups my breast and presses his thumb against my hardening nipple sending a message straight to my core.

"Christian.." I moan

"Yes Baby?" he covers my lips again, his tongue once again dominating my mouth. having him this close to me again makes it feel like I never left. Like I'm still with him in the elevator that night at the heathmen.

"we should stop" I push him away trying to re-gain my equilibrium but he doesn't go far, just enough that I can get some precious air into my lungs.

his forehead rests against mine so we're practically breathing the same air. what am i doing? here I am kissing a guy I'm not sure I even like. Sure I had sex with him but that was only supposed to be a one night stand and the way he acted that day when I dropped kate's phone off I wanted to kick him in the balls. But now, being here, just the two of the us and the way he so gently brushes a loose tendril of hair from my face and places it behind my ear, its like he's got a split personality, one side of him is the bossy, arrogant prick I saw at the mile high club and the other is this gentle guy who owned my body the night before I left and is holding me right now like if he lets me go he'll never have the chance to do it again.

"I'm hungry" are the first words to leave my mouth when i can finally speak again and christian looks at me, his lips curling, then slowly he backs away his eyes never leaving mine as he presses the green button so we're moving again, then pulls my hand so we're stuck too each other's side

"well that just won't do"


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