"You know After I left the hospital ray was so overprotective.." I smile at the memory feeling christians fingers trace my side, the adrenaline I felt earlier has officially disappeared leaving my eyes tired hmm

".. he never left my side, it drove will up the walls, it was like I had my own personal security team, kinda like sawyer and prescott" sleep evades me, every time I close my eyes I see leila and the look on christians face. resting my chin on his peck, I peak up to watch his eyes searching the ceiling

"He was just worried" he whispers pressing his lips to my forehead, tilting my chin up his eyes meet mine and i'm just thankful we're all okay "do you miss her.." his asks, eyes searching my face "..your mom"

"mhmm.." I mumble looking anywhere but at him"...Everyday" I sniffle "though ray says I'm just like her, stubborn and sarcastic, the best combination apparently, until it came to picking where to eat"

"Hmm he's not wrong there" he mumbles and I poke his side

"Hey I am not stubborn.." I pout "you just always want to go somewhere fancy.." he rolls his eyes pulling me closer "all i'm saying is there's nothing wrong with a Mcdonalds cheese burger and milk shake every once in a while" I shrug trying to act serious

"No, you're not stubborn at all" that gets him another eye roll "you are beautiful.."he presses his lips to mine"..kind and sexy" he growls emphasising his words by sinking his nails into my behind "Not at all stubborn" the sarcasm in his voice makes me smile

"gee thanks" I scoff "So..mmm..How long were you with leila?" I ask trying to watch his mood

"just over two years, she was a submissive and when she wanted more and I didnt I put an end to it" his voice sounds so different, so cold and detached

"just like that" I question, no compassion or empathy just I don't want you anymore goodbye hmm

"yes, we had a contract and when it ended it ended" i've never heard someone talk about sex as technical as he does strange

"Ana.." the soft beating of his heart under my ear makes it hard to stay awake "Mmm" I mumble

"You know you are nothing like them, right? you are not a submissive and I promise you, what happened with leila will never happen again, you were right, I was scared and I shouldn't have sent you away, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I don't know what I would do if you weren't here, please forgive me?" lifting my hand from his chest he locks our fingers bringing them to his lips

"Christian.." I tilt my chin to meet his eyes and feel the tears "there was a gun pointed at us last night, that is a big deal and as much a you would like to dismiss it" I groan frustrated "we are in a relationship and if we want it to work we need to be honest with each other even if its as insignificant as the colour of your boxers annoying you,you need to tell me because.." i cup his face "we are in this together"

He nods biting his bottom lip "I will, I promise" I nod against his chest too tired to use words and drift off to the feel of his fingers drawing circles on my back.


"Ana" Christian whispers as I wake "mmhm" I mumble and stretch feeling his lips brush my ear as his fingertips travel south, skimming the top of my underwear

"Mmm what time is it?" I wiggle my hips, feeling him hard against my back "just after 6" his fingers sink lower and my breath catches when he slips a finger inside "Mmm" a moan escapes my lips "Christian.." I rock my hips, his thumb rubs that sweet spot between my thighs, lips tracing my shoulder.

"yes baby, ride my fingers" he growls, replacing his fingers with the one thing that can make me forget, grabbing my hips I'm flipped onto my knees, panties ripped off and pounded from behind

"fuck" he groans as a rhythmic thump sounds from somewhere until I realise it's the headboard banging off the wall yeah we're definitely going to break something I groan gripping the sheets as he fucks me like a man on a mission

"chris…tian…oh..baby I'm…cum..cuming" I groan my knuckles turning white from my death grip on the bed

"fuuck ana" he grunts, digging his nails into my hips, his movements slowing as he spills into me

"hmm.." I mumble cuddling into his chest "a girl could get used to this" I'm loopy from the orgasm and feel his chest rumble as he presses a kiss to my forehead

"I think that can be arranged" he quirks a brow as I tilt my head up and plant a soft kiss on his lips, leaning forward I grip the hem of my shirt and tug it up over my head, dropping it to the floor, Christians eyes immediately go to my exposed chest and i thread my fingers through his hair, planting kisses on my hardened nipple, he squeezes himself between my legs, his cheek resting on my chest, I hook my heels behind his back

"So we talked about leila last night..." I comb my fingers through his hair "what about S.I.P? I can't tell you not to buy it but you need to promise me that our relationship won't effect my work, we can't blur those lines, I love what I do and I don't want things to be different because I'm sleeping with the boss" I pin him with a look

He agrees, his eyes never leaving mine "I will trust you until you give me a reason not to Christian" I cup his face bringing our lips together and feel him relax

"well.." he leans up on his elbows "technically your sleeping with your bosses, bosses, boss" he smirks

"So is that what I should call you from now on.." I can't help the sarcasm "..no more christian just bosses bosses boss" I laugh as he wiggles his brows "you can call me whatever you want baby" his eyes darken as he grinds his hips

"what about muffin? Kitten? sex machine? Pookie?loooover?" I giggle as he shakes his head with a smile "oh or what about daddy?" I moan and feel him twitch between my thighs

"you are playing with fire miss steele" he growls sinking his teeth into my shoulder

"Oh lighten up grey" I squeak when he pinches my nipple, slowly sinking in "fuck baby you fit perfectly.." he rocks his hips hitting that sweet spot

"who do you belong to Anastasia?" he stills, eyes never leaving mine and my body turn to mush

"you christian.." I dig my nails into his back "only you"

"Christian?" a loud voice shouts and we still, christians eyes shoot to the door

"Christian?" the voice calls again and I tug the blanket up to cover my naked chest "who is that?" I whisper

"that.." he groans pulling away so nothing fun touches anymore "is my mother"

"your mother?" i gasp pulling the blanket to my neck

"yes" he climbs out of bed "so you.." he yanks the blanket to my waist "...hop in the shower and i'll be right there.." he leans in pressing his lips to mine sinking his teeth into my bottom lip, I whimper "we are not done here" he wiggles his brows pulling on pyjamas and a t-shirt before disappearing out the bedroom door

I smile shaking my head and walk to the bathroom, the hot spray of water feels perfect after the night I had hmmmm

"her" her voice is soft at first "i want her!" she screams and my hand grips christians side

I shake my head at the memory reminding myself she's not here and can't hurt anyone

"Room for one more?" heat gathers between my thighs at the sound of his voice and I turn to see my very naked man holding his little man, eyes drifting up my body as he strokes himself and my mouth waters fuck.