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A/N I know some chapters are really short - I promise they'll be some longer ones in the mix too, and I'm trying to update daily. Thank you for patience and thank you so much for all the new reviews and support!

XXXIV

I don't know what possesses me to do it.

The whole time I'm walking I ask myself the same question.

What am I doing?

Now I'm standing in front of the balcony door, motionless.

Why am I here?

She could be here.

Someone could see me.

I'm knocking, even as I start hyperventilating.

What am I doing?

The curtain pulls back.

Fight or flight.

Do or die.

The door opens.