Chapter 34
"Is there anything I can do?" I heard Bella ask Jasper.
I was in the kitchen, making myself a sandwich. Jasper and Bella were standing off to the side. Jasper was leaning against the counter. I guess it was a habit of him to act human, even when he didn't need to.
"Your presence alone will be more than enough." He replied with a small smirk. "Your scent will distract the newborns. Their hunting instincts will take over, drive them crazy."
"Even my scent?" I asked when I put the top bread slice on the sandwich. "Alice told me I smell like a mixture of you and I, because I hang with you too much. Not that I'm complaining." I shrugged, taking a bite of my sandwich.
"Yes, you're scent will help too. Part of me wishes you weren't there, but you're safer around me than anywhere else." After he spoke, his jaw tightened.
"You should know that if you told me or ordered me to be somewhere else...I wouldn't go. I don't want to be separated from you." I took another bite of my sandwich.
"I know that look." Jasper spoke and looked over to Bella. "That look means there is no convincing her of anything else."
"How do you two do it?" Bella asked bluntly.
I choked on my sandwich and quickly drank water. Jasper was trying to hide his amusement, but I knew better.
"What?" I croaked out.
"How do you two get along so well?" She looked at Jazz. "Don't you ever want to bite her? When you two kiss...it's like you don't have to hold back anything."
"Does Edward not kiss you enough or what?" I asked as I made my way over to the two of them with my food and plate.
Jasper put his arm around the back of me, rubbing at my side. Female pride and love swelled in my chest. I loved it when he did that.
"I don't have to control myself around her, because I know that I won't hurt her. I do not intend to harm her. However, the instinct of biting her, changing her into one of us is there. Sometimes it's too much, but then she smiles or holds my hand and that feeling goes away." Jasper spoke as if he was telling a story. His southern charm was showing as he spoke. "I guess you can say that she is my rock. Without her, I would be lost. Since I am so dependent on her and I need her so desperately, why would I want to harm her?"
I listened to every word he said. Did he mean what he said? Was I that important to him?
"Well, I'm happy for the both of you. You two deserve each other. I've never seen anything like it." She gave me a smile and walked out of the room.
Jasper put his other arm around me, closing his hands together. "What do you want to do today?" He asked me.
"I don't care." I responded and took the last bite of my sandwich.
I felt Jasper lean down and nibble at my ear. "Carlisle will be at work. Emmett and Rose will be out hunting. Alice went shopping for clothes while Esme is grocery shopping. Edward is going to the Swan house with Bella."
"Where are you...going with this?" I asked in a daze.
"You and I are alone. You're all mine for today and I plan on sweeping you off your feet." He said as he took the plate out of my hand, sat it on the counter, and swept me off my feet.
"Jasper!" I squealed out as he carried me bridal style through the house.
"While you were sleeping, I prepared something for you." His voice was soft and I looked up at him. "But first...you need to be relaxed. So…" He opened the bathroom door with one hand and revealed candles lit around the bathtub, rose petals on the ground and in the bathwater, white bubbles were in the tub as well, and there was a flowery scent in the air. "Bath time for you."
I brought my attention to the crimson bathrobe that was on the counter. It was silk and neatly folded.
"You will be wearing nothing but this today. Well, until I take it off." He gave me a playful wink and sat me down on my feet. "I'll be back and when I do, I want you in naked in the tub."
He placed a kiss on my forehead before walking out and shutting the door. I wondered why he was acting this way.
The water was hot, but a good burning hot. My hair was wet and slicked back out of my face. There was a knock on the door, bringing me out of my relaxed state.
"Come in." I said.
Jasper came into the bathroom naked. He had towels and hung them up on a rack. I watched as he did it, admiring his body, and knowing that he was mine.
"Hey now." Jasper said, breaking my trance. "I'm not a piece of meat."
He was grinning while walking to the tub. Getting in behind me, I laid back and rested my chest on him.
"Don't ever start with that. You look at me the same way." I replied, grabbing his hands and wrapping his arms around me.
Jasper ran his hand up and down my belly. With every stroke, he made his way down further.
"You know you like it." He said and trailed a finger down between my thighs.
He didn't touch my sex, but he hovered over it. Just that alone drove me crazy. I wanted his touch and he was refusing me.
"Why are you torturing me, Jasper?" I asked as I went to raise my hips a bit so he was touching me. "I want you in me now."
Jasper gripped my hip with his free hand, stopping me from moving. I let out a quiet whine in protest. He kissed the top of my head, letting out a soft laugh afterwards.
"You're so needy. Do you think I made this romantic bath just to fuck you?" His finger lightly touched my clit before pulling his finger away. "I want to pleasure you, using things other than my cock. Once you have come to the point of exhaustion, then I'll fuck you."
I huffed out in frustration. I wanted him now and he was stopping me. Grabbing his hand, I tugged it closer to me. Well, I tried to. He didn't budge.
"Excuse me…" He began to say. "What are you doing?"
"If you're going to bring me pleasure then do it."
"You have no patience do you?" He asked me before gripping me tighter. "Fine, you want it, you can have it."
Jasper forced my leg up, holding it to my chest, and separating my legs. In a swift motion, he stuck his middle finger into my vagina. I moaned out his name as he twisted and moved in and out of me.
"I was going to have it sensual and slow, but you are a fiend. You like it rough. You love it fast and hard." He was growling at this point. "Maybe I need to remind you who the boss is. Maybe I need to remind you who you belong to."
He inserted another finger, making me squirm under his rough thrusting. I felt how hard he was. His cock pressed against the top of my rear and back.
"You're so hungry for me, but it's not enough. I want you begging now." His hand he held me with was on my breast now, twisting my nipple. "You need to cum when I say. See, if you would have behaved then it wouldn't be so bad."
My hips moved against him. I felt the knot in my belly become hot. My sex was on fire and I could do nothing but wait. I had to wait for him to let me cum.
After he had three fingers in me, it wasn't too long before I needed to cum. He knew where to press at and how to thrust. He knew my body so well. It was overwhelming.
"That's right. Hold it in for me. Hold it in until you can't take it anymore. Ask me for permission, Baby." He whispered in my ear as he moved to my other nipple. "Beg." Jasper said as he pressed hard against my sensitive spot.
"Please!" I let out a cry when he pressed hard on that spot. "Please let me cum. I want to cum around your fingers. I want you to feel what you do to my body. Please let me cum."
He tightened his hold around me, pressing more on that spot as he thrusted his fingers in me.
"Cum for me, Lori. Give it to me."
I let go. My mind left my body as I gave in to the pleasure that built up inside me. He kept thrusting into me, letting me ride out my orgasm on his fingers. He spoke to me, but I couldn't hear anything. I was lost.
When I came down back to earth, I turned my face to look at him. He was smiling down at me, warmly. He had his fingers out of me and massaged at my tense spots on my body.
"How was that?" He asked me when I stared up at him in awe.
"It was amazing." I hummed out with appreciation.
"Good." He said and grabbed the shampoo. "Let's clean you up and then get out. I'm not done with you yet."
We laid in bed together, naked, and exhausted. I was anyway. He looked like he could go another round. Me, I felt like I would die if I did. He came twice. Once he came inside and another on my belly. I lost count of how many times I came.
The sun was starting to set, letting the cloudy sky become an orange color. His cool body was nice against my overheating one.
"Lori...I need to ask you something." Jasper spoke out finally.
"What is it?" I murmured out, way too happy and light in my own world.
"I had a whole plan figured out on how I was going to ask you, but I couldn't do it that night. The wolves...interrupted us. I can't wait to ask you any longer." He pulled away just enough to have me facing him. "Lori Crowe, I love you with all my...heart, if I have one that is. The new life you gave me has been everything to me. I don't want to go a day without you. Never again."
"Jasper…" I whispered out, giving him my full attention.
"I know this isn't an ideal way, but like I said I can't wait anymore."
He swiftly got off the bed and came back on. Holding out a black velvet box, he opened it slowly. In the box, there was a silver vintage ring. It had an old stylish look to it, which made it perfect. The diamond was round cut and had four parts holding it in the ring.
"Lori Crowe, will you do me the honor in spending the rest of your life, living with me forever, as my wife?" Jasper asked, his eyes never leaving my face.
He was nervous, I could tell. Why he was nervous was a mystery to me. He knew I would say yes, yet he was nervous.
"Yes." I said softly as a tear rolled down my cheek.
Jasper's face changed from seriousness to joyfulness. Everything went into a blur as I felt him pick me up and spun me around. I don't know when we had gotten off the bed and when he put down the box.
I giggled and kicked my feet lightly, feeling the air move between my toes. His lips were on mine the instant he put me down. It was a firm and loving kiss.
Pulling away, I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. He was my fiancé now. Soon he would be my husband and I would be his wife.
He walked away to grab the box. Once he came back, he took the ring out. I held out my left hand for him to slide it onto my ring finger. It slid on nicely. It was my size. I smiled when I thought of Jasper getting my measurements when I was sleeping. On the other hand, maybe he remembered the size of my finger and just went from there?
"It's beautiful, Jasper." I said as I wiggled my finger, making the diamond sparkle.
"I bought it from an old fashioned jewelry store. The ring is made in the 1940's. I went out looking for one made in the 1840's, but I was running out of time."
"You mean patience?" I asked as I looked up at him. "I love it, Jasper. It is from you and that is all I care about. You could have proposed to me with a ring pop and I would have said yes." I held up a finger. "Only if it was cherry flavored."
Jasper nipped at my pointing finger and I took it away, giggling.
"I'm glad you liked it. Alice helped me pick it out. I'm not cut for ring shopping." He made a slight frown. "So, you're my fiancé now." He cocked his eyebrow at me.
"And you're mine too." I reminded.
"When shall I get a tux?"
"When I get my wedding dress and everything in order you can. I'll have Alice plan the wedding. I'm too lazy to." I waved off the thought.
"She'll be happy about that." There was a pause. "Are you going to tell your mother?"
"Yeah, I am. Not now though. I want to get through this newborn thing first." I mentioned and wrapped my arms around his waist. "If that's okay with you."
He nodded and returned my embrace. "I love you." He whispered.
"And I love you."
A/N: I hope you enjoyed this chapter. :) Yay they are engaged now! What did you think about how he proposed to her? Here have all the sexy times oh btw marry me. XD Anyways, tell me what you think! :)
