Little Angel
Chapter 38
My situation has been getting weirder. My skin is still hard, but doesn't seem to be getting harder. Although, it's not just around my belly anymore. It's my whole torso. It might spread throughout my body though. We don't know.
My body can still move like normal. It's not uncomfortable either. I don't know how to compare this to since I've never experienced anything like this before. My body seems to be curvier though. I now have a small bump for a belly. It's nothing too noticeable, except to me and the Cullens.
Jasper has been moody lately, because he doesn't know what's going on with me. He knows I feel fine. He knows I'm not too worried about this, but it's just the fact we don't know what's going on. That's what is bothering him.
"Jasper, come to bed." I called out for him as I patted the bedding beside me.
"I don't know how you do it." He muttered as he turned to face me.
Jasper was leaning against the frame of a window, shirtless. The moonlight was shining down on his pale skin. He looked radiant to me. His eyes glowed the golden color I love.
"You do all the worrying for me." I teased with a small smirk. Sitting up, I sat on my knees as I started to speak again. "Jasper, I'm fine. If this thing, whatever it is, is trying to kill me…wouldn't I be dead already? Or at least unable to move?"
"I don't get what is happening to you. Nothing makes sense. She didn't bite you. You have no scars from the claw marks from your little sister." Being reminded of her stun a bit. I don't want Jasper to feel guilty for killing my sister, but sometimes I can't help but feel hurt by the fact she's dead. "I'm sorry."
"No, please." I said and moved to sit on my butt again.
He walked over to me and sat beside me. "Look, I know that you are grieving over her. Don't hide it. You need to feel these emotions. It's good for you."
"Jasper, I don't want to grieve over her." I looked at him. Whatever he read on my face and emotions must have worked. "Besides, I don't know her. She's just some girl who shares a father with me. We didn't grow up together. I only saw her a few times. When I did see her, it was for a short time. I don't know what kind of person she was."
"You still lost a sister. A family member."
"But I don't feel sad about it." I bit my lip and then threw my head back, hitting the pillow with the back of my head. "I feel numb about it. There are times when I do feel something, but it's more of how she died and how old she was."
Jasper rolled over on top of me. His body hovered over mine as his golden locks draped around his face. His chest moved in a slow pace as he breathed. The pajama pants he wore hugged at his hips at just the right height that made me giddy and turned on.
"I won't bring her up anymore then." He said and bent down to kiss me.
"Good." I said against his lips. "Now, if you don't mind it's time for me to get my beauty sleep."
Jasper rolled over to his side and got under the covers with me. "Yes. You're looking rather sleep deprived lately."
I snuggled into his side. "I wonder why."
"It's not my fault. My fiancé wants sex all the time now." He stared up at the ceiling. "Not that I'm complaining."
"So not only do I have body armor, I'm a sex fiend now?" I kissed his chest as he chuckled.
"You've always been one."
"You woke the monster."
"I'm just that good, I guess." His teeth shined in the moonlight.
"Yeah, I guess."
Bella's wedding was tomorrow. I was her bridesmaid, which I was honored to be. Alice took the duties of the bridesmaid though. I didn't have the patience to do it. I just wanted to be in the wedding.
My dress was thigh length that was very flowy. The skirt of the dress flowed outward a bit to give me more of a girly look. The neckline was a sweetheart with straps on my shoulders.
The shoes that Alice picked out for me were flats. They were silver with diamonds on them. I loved them and I thanked her for letting me wear flats rather than heels. She told me to not thank her too much, because for my wedding I'll have to wear heels.
Jasper's suit was black with a white shirt and white bowtie. I thought he looked very handsome in it. I couldn't wait to see him at our wedding. Hell, I couldn't wait to see what I would look like at our wedding. I don't even know what my dress looks like.
Jasper and I were sitting together on a bench. I was looking at the beautiful arch way Alice did for Bella. Everything was beautiful.
"Jasper!" I heard Alice call out. "Get to work. I want you to move those chairs to the back and make sure that the flowers aren't going to fall off."
"She's so bossy." Jasper muttered out for me to hear.
"I heard that." Alice pouted out.
"Good luck. Don't break your back carrying those heavy benches, since you're old." I teased as I stood up with him. "I'll be back. I need to go to the bathroom."
He bent down and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. "Try to not hurt yourself there, since you're clumsy."
I rolled my eyes and turned on my heel. When I got into the bathroom, I reached under the sink for a new roll of toilet paper, since the one that was on the toilet paper holder was about out.
As I moved stuff out of the way, I noticed my pads and tampons there. I bit my bottom lip as I tried to think of when my next time was going to be. I prayed that it wasn't going to be around my wedding day. That would suck so much for me.
I went to the bathroom and took my phone out. I had an app that calculated my next period. It was pretty much accurate. If not, then a day or two off.
I frowned when I saw that I was weeks late. About two months late actually. That was odd. Walking quickly, I found Esme in the kitchen. She was slicing up chicken for supper tonight.
"Is Jasper still outside?" I asked.
"Yes he is. Do you want me to get him?"
"No…but where's Carlisle? I need to ask him something."
"He's in his office. Why? Is something wrong?" She asked as she sat down the kitchen knife.
"Nothing. It's just a question about my body." I gave her a small smile and made my way to his office. Knocking on the door, I went inside when I heard him tell me to come in. "Hey." I greeted as I shut the door behind me. "So, I have something to ask. It's about vampire and human stuff."
"okay." He said as he sat his pen down, standing up from his chair.
"Is it possible for female humans to become pregnant by a male vampire?" I asked in a shaky voice.
"There are legends about it…" He trailed off and I could tell that this wasn't too much of a shock to him.
"Don't tell anyone. I don't want to ruin Bella's wedding, but I am late on my period." I placed my hand over my stomach. "I'm about two months late."
His eyebrows furrowed when I stopped speaking. "I had some thought in my mind that this could be why your body is doing this. I never thought of it to actually be true." He reached his hand out. "May I?" He asked and I nodded. Carlisle placed his hand on my belly, feeling the small bump. "Your stomach isn't as formed as a normal two-month pregnancy would be. Then again, everyone is different. However, the legends have said that human and vampire pregnancy is quick. You should be the size of a six or seven-month pregnant woman. That's why I never said anything."
"You didn't say anything to Jasper or Esme?" I asked and he shook his head.
"Edward probably knows since he reads minds, but he knows it's a legend too. He thinks I'm a fool for even thinking about it." He chuckled to himself. "Don't worry. I won't say anything."
"Thank you." I said and gave him a big hug. "Also, if you can…try to not think about it too?"
"Got it." He agreed.
I walked out of the room and down the stairs. Jasper was waiting across from the stair case. He was leaning against the white wall, giving me a questioning look.
"I came in to see if you fell in. Esme told me you went to Carlisle for something." Jasper moved so he wasn't leaning on the wall anymore. Making his way over to me, he eyed me. "What was it?"
I knew he could tell if I was lying, so I played along with the truth. "I can't tell you yet. I want to tell you after the wedding." I put my hand on his arm. "And don't even think about asking Carlisle. He told me he wasn't going to say anything to anyone." I looked over at Edward, who was sitting on the couch next to Bella. "Or think about it."
"I could just make you tell me." He spoke in a playful tone.
"Don't use your powers."
"Who said anything about that?" Jasper leaned closer and was nibbling on my ear. "You have weak spots that make you go crazy. I can get anything out of you by messing with them."
"D…Don't." I breathed out, trying to keep my mind straight. "Please, not yet? I promise to tell you after tomorrow."
Jasper kissed my cheek and stood up straight. "What? No pinky promises this time? How will I know if you're actually going to keep it?"
I rolled my eyes and stubbornly held out my left pinky. My ring sparkled in the light. It caught my eye, but then I looked back up at Jasper. "I promise to tell you after Bella and Edward's wedding tomorrow."
He took my pinky with his and placed a kiss on the ring he gave me. "I promise to not influence you to tell me sooner than that day."
A/N: I took my own turn on things involving with the pregnancy, since she will have a special kind of powers as a vampire. Plus, pregnancy is different for everyone! Please don't hate me. Also, did I do something wrong? I seemed to have lost some followers…:( Let me know if I'm doing something wrong. I don't want to make this story into something any of you hate. I will try to update sometime next week. No promises, since it's Christmas next week. So if I don't get anything updated, then I'll post another the week after. :)
