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Steven ran the fastest he could, while also trying to not come across someone who knows him. He had went to train with Amethyst and then THAT happened. But he felt as if he were in control the whole time and yet at the same time he wasn't. It was as if he was seeing everything through his own eyes and subconsciously he was fighting and speaking in a way he normally wouldn't act.
After a couple of minutes, Steven found himself in the park...again. For some reason, he always found himself here. He wondered why. Steven stopped running, going to a location that no one could see or hear him.
Upon stopping, he let out a small sigh and rubbed his head. That's when Steven was shocked to find his shield attached to his arm.
"That's weird. I don't remember summoning my shield ever since that fight with Amethyst, and when I did it just vanished like it always did..." Thought the young boy in confusion and fear.
"Great, if I don't even remember summoning my shield, then what else did I do that I don't remember?" Steven thought as he got rid of his shield.
Steven walked slowly through the park, breathing sort of heavily. "If it really is my Gem side again, then that Cassiterite freak really is messing with me again. She's the only one who is able to awaken my Gem side, but there hasn't been a single sign of him, nor Cassiterite, but at the same time..." Steven's thoughts were interrupted when another, yet small headache formed in his head.
Letting out a yell of frustration, Steven punched a tree with anger, not caring how much pain was coursing through his hand. "Dang it! I'm so sick of these stupid headaches and the outbursts there making me have!" Pulling his hand back, the tree now had a slight dent on it.
Quickly, his anger turned into sorrow as the young boy fell to his knees. Having to deal with all that is both frustrating and saddening. Living in fears and lies, not knowing whether or not if you'll be the one to cause death to the people you care about. And making the people you love have to worry about you.
"You should be the one here Mom, not me. If it wasn't for me, all of this could have been avoided." The young boy said as a few tears ran down his face.
It wasn't the guilt he felt anymore, but just thought of not being able to protect the Earth and the people he loves from himself. Steven felt that his Mother was the perfect protector of Earth. While Steven could end up destroying it if he wasn't careful. He still doesn't know how much power he has. If anything, he might be stronger then he thinks. He just fears that might come to pass.
"Steven?" Called out a voice. Turning around, Steven was surprised to find Connie standing right in front of him. "Oh my gosh, you're hurt! What happened!?" Connie exclaimed in worry, noticing all of his injuries.
"It's nothing, I was just training." Steven stated, looking away.
"Oh come on Steven! There's no way all of this could have happened to you from just training. I mean, who would be that brutal to go that far?"
Connie also noticed Steven's eyes were a bit red, as if he were crying. "And...were you crying?" Asked Connie quietly. When Steven didn't answer, Connie felt hurt. "Steven, please let me help you." Turning his back on her he sighed as he walked away a little, only to stop.
"Even if I did tell you Connie, I doubt you'd think I'm even a sane person." Steven whispered, but loud enough for Connie to hear.
There was a brief silence. Connie walked a little closer to the young boy. "Steven please, you're my one and only friend and I care about you. If you'd just let me help-" She was cut off as Steven spoke, "-I've seen and heard things that can't be unseen or unheard. Bad things. I don't want you to get hurt or anyone else for that matter. But I guess keeping it a secret is worse than not letting you know." Steven said as he turned around to face her.
"I swear I won't tell anyone Steven, I promise. You can fully trust me." Connie promised.
"I know." Steven said as he smiled, looking into her eyes.
"Steven!" Turning around, they both saw Pearl walking there way. "I think you should go Connie. I'll make sure to tell Pearl that you said hi and that you'll sword practice with her soon. I'll also tell you about my secret tomorrow, okay?" Connie nodded, than took her leave.
With his eyes on the ground, he slowly made his way towards Pearl.
"...Hey Pearl. I'm sorry about-" He was then interrupted as Pearl began to speak.
"You don't have to apologize, I know you didn't mean to do it. I guess you just lost control of you're power or something. Anyways, I'd like to give YOU an apology." Pearl explained.
"For what?"
"For what I said the other day. That was extremely uncalled for and I'm sorry. I just...I was just stressed over the Amethyst situation, and I took it out on you. I still haven't even apologized to Amethyst for what I said. I'm sorry Steven. And I'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway." Pearl apologized, tears forming in her eyes.
"It's okay Pearl. But now you have to apologize to Amethyst. You're strong and smart Pearl, and that's what I really like about you. I love how you care about me so much, and that you what me to grow up to be the best I can be. I love you Pearl, along with Amethyst and Garnet." Steven exclaimed, jumping up and hugging Pearl.
Pearl was surprised by the sudden action, but quickly hugged back, a tear rolling down her face. Once they finished there hug, Steven smiled. They both then walked back to the temple.
Unknown to them, an evil and sadistic laugh echoed throughout the park, signaling that the worst is yet to come...
A/N: What a touching yet sad chapter. I enjoyed writing this greatly. It's okay if you cried a little in this chapter, but I don't think it's THAT sad. On The Run and Rose's Scabbard were more sad than this. Anyways, 5 reviews. Later everyone.
Next chapter date: Friday, October 16th.
