A/N Okay Im so sorry I got so into writing I forgot to do the authors notes. I was going to put them at the end but apparently I can't remember to do that! I have been going through my reviews trying to translate a few, and now I believe I have gotten a good translation of them.
To my very first commentor… Guest on Nov 30- Thank you so much Im glad you love it and I hope you are still reading.
I wish I knew who the guests where so I could know if I am talking to the same person!
Guest 2- Im glad you enjoyed it… I posted 2 chapters after that comment so yes I continued!
Guests 3and 4- Klause arrived. I believe I may just go with Klaus. I plan on him loving this child, but yes original babies may possibly be in the cards!
Guest 5- Im glad god loving it! This is me continuing but it may not get posted til tomorrow. I have a child to get to bed and wake up early for school then early shift for myself.
I have Thursdays and Saturday's off, those will be the days I upload the most. But if possible I plan at least one download a day!
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Nevaeh woke up smiling as she felt the cold tinge of the locket around her neck. She felt love radient from the pendent and that meant the world to her. She cuddled back into her blankets as she heard her siblings getting ready for school. She didn't feel like going. She felt like a complete hormonal mess, but truthfully she had decided she was going to dig out some of the old Gilbert journals and see what they had to say. She knew there had to be something in them, but she was looking more for then the usual stuff. She wanted facts that could possibly help her be a few steps ahead in the future.
After convincing her siblings and aunts that she was ok she just need a day at home they left, and Nevaeh headed to her parents room. They had left it in tact nothing touched, none of them had been able to face the tall of actually letting go of their parents. Nevaeh hesitated as she turned the doorknob. This had been her parents sanctuary, their private get away the kids had never been allowed to come in. Nevaeh open the door and her parents scent hit her. Her moms perfume and her dads cologne… a tear fell down her cheeck as she stood frozen in the doorway not able to make herself step forward. She looked around at all the family photos on the wall, and the bookshelf full of leather-bound books. Nevaeh finally willed her feet to move towards the bookshelf. She ran her fingers gently over the books until she found the Gilbert family journals she pulled them all out and lugged them over to her parents bed. She softly sat down letting her parents smell surround her, she sighed as she opened the first journal.
After almost two hours Nevaeh had read through two or three journals. Her ancestors were flat crazy, the more she read the more she found out that her parents had been keeping A LOT of secrets. Sadly she read how it had been John Gilberts device that had helped in the night that tore the Salvatore brothers apart. She knew where that device was it was in a box of old family heirlooms, she would have to get that before anything or anyone got to it. She learned about the council and the vampire hunters. About a ring that would bring them back if killed by a supernatural being, but it sounded like the wearer would eventually go crazy. She filed that away as useful information she may need later. She then finally came upon her fathers journal. She sat on the bed holding the journal tightly wondering if she really wanted to open this, to possibly find out things that she may not want to know.
"Better to rip the band-aid off and get it over with…" Nevaeh breathed as she opened the journal and the envelopes fell out. One was addressed to her the other two were addressed to Elena and Jeremy. She sat her siblings envelopes aside and opened hers.
My Dear Nevaeh,
You found this letter which means your mother and I have passed on. I know things are hard, but I want you to know that you are so much stronger then you think you are! You can a great many things, your mother and I have tried to hide your gifts from the council and the world, but eventually it will come out.
I am about to tell you a lot of things that are difficult to process, but you have to know. Elena and you are not our biological children. We knew Elena's mother and the father… well you know him as Uncle John. But you, well your "mom" was a very curious researcher of the supernatural when we were younger. We were looking in the Original family when she came across information we couldn't fathom to be true. A true angel. You are the most powsrful being in the world. And your womb, you can give birth to any supernatural being, with any supernatural being. There are truly so many evil men out there that would use you, but the worst is Klaus Mikelson, the Original hybrid. While we had been researching you were left on our doorstep with a note about our studies being real and to take car of the most precious thing being in the world.
None of that matters though. Our love is true! You are our daughter, you are our smart, sweet, giving, nurturing little girl, and always will be. I hope you do not hold this against us for to long.
Please be careful and trust no one.
Love Always and forever,
Mom &Dad
Nevaeh sat dumbfounded not knowing what to do. She felt her brain stop working, with this overload of emotional information. She had no clue what to do or how to react, this just couldn't be real. Elena was not going to be okay with any of this news. Nevaeh started putting the journals back up on the shelf then picked up the letters and took them to her room. She got a text from Elena asking if she was going to see the comet later night with everyone. Nevaeh stared at the text not really wanting to go, but knowing if she didn't Elena would worry and wouldn't go. She wanted her little sister to have a little fun before all this stuff came crashing down on her. So begrudgingly she replied that she would be there then headed over to her bed to take a nap. A few hours Nevaeh woke up to her phone going crazy with texts from everyone.
"Your coming tonight right? I worked my ass off for this event my best friend better be there! I love you." Of course that was Caroline.
"I knows you already told me you were coming,but I don't want to pressure you Neva! I just thought it would be fun to hang with our friends!" Elena of course.
"Get your pregnant ass up, and come to this stupid comet thing! If Elena is going to make me participate you so are too!" Jeremy complained.
"Hey it's Stefan! I hope to see you at the comet viewing tonight! And no your sister absolutely did not make me text this… … she's giving me a death glare of hell come save me!" What the hell Stefan?
"Hey, um, yeah I know you don't want to talk to me, and you have reason. I was just hoping to be able to talk to you. I'm sorry, I truly am." Tyler really?
Nevaeh threw her phone on the side table after viewing her messages. Apparently she was late already. She went to her closet and couldn't really fine anything she liked or could still fit her. She finally chose a Stretchy black skirt with black leggings and a white v neck sweater. She brushed her hair out then the braided it in a loose braid. She put in some foundation, eyeliner, and sheer lip gloss. She then tugged on her black ugg boots and grabbed her car keys.
Within minutes she was in the town square where it seemed liked the whole town had showed up for. She stepped out of her car and was immediately greeted by Caroline.
"Aw you made it! I'm so happy to see you! Everyone is already at the Grill meeting up before we come to watch, I just had to come get our candles we have to light tonight! Ooo maybe some guy will light your candle!" She laughed as she gestured for Nevaeh to head to the Grill as she walked away to her own vehicle.
Nevaeh walked into an was greeted by a while slew of hellos. Everyone was there laughing and having a good time! Even Stefan looked less stressed as usual, and that was a great thing!
"Hey you made it! Im so happy I thought your sister would kill me if you didn't!" Stefan joked as Elena fake scoffed and playfully slapped his arm.
"Well I couldn't let my sister kill you Stefan, you're a good friend to have around!" Stefan laughed as Elena hugged me and brought me into the group. We eventually made our way outside. Caroline gave a candle to everyone and everyone sort of paired of but stayed in the same general area. Nevaeh shivered as she stood alone watching how happy Elena and Stefan were, and how even Jeremy was lighting some girls candle flirting.
"You look lonely, may I light your candle?" Nevaeh turned around to see Tyler standing by her leaning over to light her candle. She frowned and turned around as she tried to get candle away from his.
"Look I'm going to stand here and talk, hopefully you will listen. After I say my piece I will walk away and leave you alone. I want to say I'm sorry. I know that's pathetic with everything I have done, but still Sorry. You know I can't go against my parents. But so you know you were always my love. You were always there when my dad beat me and I needed a shoulder to cry. You always helped stay calm with my anger issues, you never let me down. You had my back, and I let you down the most important time of all. I should of stood against them. But I can't,Im a coward yes I know. I want to be around my child, even if its not as his or father…please at least give me that even if I don't deserve it!" Tyler gave his speech his eyes never leaving hers. She bit her lip all her emotions coming to the surface at once. She didn't know how she felt about this. But she couldn't say anything, only tears came. She looked at him tears running down her cheeck, her eyeliner running, then she pushed him aside and powered walked away. She could hear her sister yelling at Tyler, as Caroline and Jeremy yelled after her telling her to come back. She didn't want to, she didn't want to be there, she just wanted to be away. She got in her car and drove off ugly crying. After awhile she realized she had no clue where she was, then she saw an animal in the road she swerved to avoid it and lost control of her car. The car started to flip her head slamming into the steering wheel. The car finally stopped and she was hanging upside down blood trickling down from her forehead. She saw two male boots walk up to the car on her side and all she could think about was her baby.
"Please… my baby… im pregnant….save my baby!" She caughed that out then blacked out.
