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Summary - Ambivalence: The coexistence of opposing attitudes or feelings, such as love and hate, towards a person, object or idea. "You do realise you don't scare me right?" "That's because I don't try." She was a sarcastic teenager who probably should have stayed off limits and he was a rough biker who probably shouldn't have let his curiosity get the better of him.

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Lena had only been in charming once before. Ally had been there many times and knew all the Charming residents quite well. Whenever Ally was going to visit TJ for a few days Lena always viewed it as an opportunity to get up to no good, so she would stay in LA and enjoy the LA nightlife without a parental guardian. Lena had met most of the charming charter bikers once or twice before if they stopped through with TJ in LA. She knew Koz and Happy quite well as they made frequent visits with TJ when he came to see Ally because Haps Mum lived in Bakersfield, which was a few hours out of LA and Koz liked any opportunity to meet new girls. A few days prior to Ally and TJ getting engaged, TJ had told Lena that he was planning on proposing to Ally on the weekend when she was in Charming. Lena knew what that meant. It was only a matter of time before they would be moving to Charming. Ally had told Lena a lot about Charming and it defiantly wasn't LA. Not wanting to miss her sister getting engaged and wanting a chance to survey the town before they moved there, Lena shocked her sister by asking her if she could come to Charming with her for the weekend. Ally was very reluctant to say yes but in the end did agree with her coming. She spent the weekend exploring the town and trying to find anything appealing about the town that would make her feel any better about moving there. Of course once she realised that Happy spent majority of his time in charming, giving her even more time to admire him from afar, she was quickly on board to move there when Ally had brought it up.

Pulling up to Gemma's house Lena climbed off the back of Kozik's motorcycle and handed him back his helmet.

"Try and have a quiet one tonight, trouble. Don't want to come off as easy or a slutty mess to these boys." Kozik warned her.

"Yeah well from what I hear you're the worst of them. Besides, TJ and Hap are always warning you off me, I'm sure the rest will follow suit."

"Nah darlin', I don't try anythin' coz I respect you. These lot don't know you like Hap and I do. Just come see me if you get into anythin'. Only trying to look out for you."

"Yeah yeah, I appreciate it." Lena huffed out with an added eye roll. Kozik threw his arm around her shoulders and steered her in the direction of the front door. Lena knew he was just looking out for her, knew he means well. She also knows a bit of how these types worked and that the warnings weren't empty. Silently promising herself she won't spike her drink tonight and will try her best to behave, she followed Koz through the house, him having dropped his arm from around her shoulders.

"Kozik! Ya sneaky bastard! Where ya been?" Questioned a man Lena remembered as Chibs.

"Been picking up the girls to come hang with you low lifes," Kozik joked back.

"Watch yourself now Kozzie." Chibs laughed back. Lena watched on as the men embraced each other in a hug. Men. Lena rolled her eyes and continued on her own through the house.

"Where the hell have you been? I was starting to get worried!" Alyson demanded as she grabbed her sister, checking nothing was wrong with her.

"You know Koz, he's a slow ass." replied Lena, looking around the kitchen and spotting Gemma and a blonde woman she didn't know.

"You ain't wrong there darlin'. How you been hun?" Asked the Queen of Charming as she hugged Lena.

"Alright and yourself?"

"Still kickin'. Why don't you go on into the dining room and grab a seat. We'll be over in a sec with the food." Gemma ordered. Lena nodded and turned towards the direction of the dining room. As she started towards the group of men Kozik showed up next to her.

"C'mon trouble, I'll introduce you to the boys."

"I've already met them before."

"Yeah I know. Everyone this is Lena, Allys sister. Lena this is everyone." Kozik yelled as he sat down at the large table, pulling Lena down next to him. Lena greeted everyone as they all said their hellos. Looking around the table Lena recognised majority of them. She knew Tig and Bobby from when they would pass through LA with TJ, she knew Piney and Clay from when she was here a few weeks ago and she knew Chibs, who had also taken a seat at the table, from the few times he came to LA with Kozik and Happy. She didn't recognise the two prospects sat at the end of the table or the blonde woman from the kitchen. Lena knew Jax and Opie from them too passing through LA with TJ a couple of times. Lena did however know Opie better than she knew Jax. When she was in Charming a few weeks ago, Jax was still depressed over his high school girlfriend leaving and was a sook the whole weekend she was here. Thank god for Opie. He rescued that dreadfully boring weekend after Lena had failed to find anything to do apart from stare at Happy from afar by asking her if she wanted to smoke some weed with him. Lena immediately said yes and they spent the few days causing mischief. Locking eyes with the bearded man he smiled at her which she returned.

"How was the trip doll?" Tig asked, grabbing Lenas attention.

"Wasn't too terrible. Glad I don't have to make the trip back anytime soon though" she replied

"You're stuck with us now Lena, whether you like it or not," TJ joked, handing her a soda, indicating that he too wanted her to behave tonight. Why did no one trust her? Lena O'mally definitely knew how to behave. She just chose not to. Taking a sip of her drink Lena looked into the kitchen at the blonde in the kitchen she had never seen before. She was pretty with blonde hair, blue eyes and a face full off make up. Typical biker hang around. Lena could vaguely remember Koz referring to them once as crow eaters. Nudging him she asked "Who's that in the kitchen?" Kozik looked up to see who she meant.

"Oh her. Jacksons new girlfriend." This caught Lenas interest as the last time she saw jax he was all cut up over some girl.

"What about what's her face?"

"He seems to have changed methods from drowning himself in his sorrows with alcohol to pussy." He whispered to her, sending Lena into a fit of giggles.

"What are you whispering about over here?" Questioned Ally who has now come and joined them at the table as her, Gemma and the blonde brought over the food.

"Oh nothing." Lena replied, suppressing another laugh as she watched Gemma try her hardest not to glare at the woman her sons lips were currently attached too.

"Lena this is my girl Wendy. Wendy this is Ally's sister." Jax said, introducing them.

"Nice to meet you darl." Wendy said to her with a smile.

"You too." Lena replied with a smirk. She couldn't help but wonder if this Wendy knew she was a rebound. Lena loved drama. She lived for it, as long as it didn't involve her. She couldn't wait to watch this unfold.


After dinner, the table was cleared and the drinks brought out. Lena found this very boring as she was not able to indulge in the fun as well. As she looked on from a chair sat at the kitchen bench she couldn't help but notice that Happy wasn't here yet. Huffing, she grabbed her cigarettes from her bag and headed for the back door.

"You can smoke inside doll," Clay called out to her.

"Nah I'm alright, want to get some air." She replied, closing the door behind her. Walking around the side of the house she sat down on the concrete and lent against the wall, lighting up a smoke. Inhaling the smoke she pondered on where Happy could be. Deciding it was probably club stuff she pulled her phone out of her pocket finding new messages from her ex-boyfriend.

"Want something a little stronger?" Came a voice from beside her, startling her.

"Fucking hell Opie, you scared the shit out of me." Laughing he took a seat down next to her.

"I wasn't very quiet either, you were just in your own world."

"Yeah yeah, now what have you got?" Lena asked, putting out her cigarette. To her delight, Opie pulled out a cigarette packet and handed to her, which she opened and found a few joints.

"My new favourite person." She told him, handing back the pack and sparking up. Having a few puffs and passing the joint to Opie, Lena lent back against the house and relaxed.

"Glad to be in charming?" Opie asked her. Was she glad to be in Charming? It's definitely not LA and Lena loved LA. But Ally was here. More importantly Ally was happy here and after all that's what mattered most to Lena, her sisters happiness.

"So far so good," Lena replied, "haven't even seen the house yet though, only from the outside." TJ figured that with both girls moving to charming his one bedroom apartment just wouldn't cut it, so one of the prospects took over his lease and he's now renting a three bedroom, decent sized house.

"I've seen it. Helped move all of TJs shit in there. As well as the all the shit you and Ally sent down in the truck. Fucking heavy. Took all day." Complained Opie.

"Don't even try that shit. I might not know much about MCs but I do know the prospects do all the bitch stuff."

"Okay so maybe I didn't do much, but I did see the house." Opie admitted with a laugh. Rolling her eyes Lena grabbed the joint back off Opie. Silence fell between the pair as they puffed and passed, enjoying their high.


Half an hour later and the two were well and truly baked.

"Oh god I hope the small life town isn't boring," Lena wondered out loud

"Don't have your hopes set too high, this town won't even compare to what your use to,"

"I don't even know that many people here. High school girls are so bitchy."

"I'll introduce you to my girl Donna. She graduated two years ago but I'm sure you would get along."

"I knew you had a girlfriend," Lena replied, causing Opie to laugh.

"And how is that?" Questioned Opie

"You can actually have a conversation with me without staring at my tits or trying to get into my pants," Lena said, making Opie laugh even harder than he was. "You love her?"

"Yeah, think she's it for me, how about you? Anyone special in your life?"

"Apart from my ex-boyfriend that won't stop calling? Nothing right now." Admitted Lena with a sigh.

"You sure? No biker has made an impression on you?" If Opie knew about her crush on Happy that meant the rest knew and Happy probably did too. She was going to fucking kill Kozik.

"You got something to say then just ask," she replied. Fuck, there's no way he knew.

"You and Koz seem pretty close." Was he serious? Not being able to control herself Lena burst out laughing.

"Not in a million fucking years. Not if he was the last person on earth. Holy shit. I can't believe it." Lena could hardly breathe from how hard she was laughing. Opie too started laughing.

"Had to ask. Koz isn't usually friends with woman."

"Trust me, if I picked a biker Kozik would be the last one I would go for."

"Even after my old man?"

"Yeah, Piney could get it." Lena said, sending them both into a fit of laughter again.

"Fucking hell Lena! Don't say that shit. Do you know how gross that is?"

"Oh relax. It's not like it would ever happen. I'm just saying if the opportunity presented itself, well I might not turn him down," the two of them continued to laugh, Lena having to grab a hold of Opies arm so she didn't fall over, even though she was sitting.

"Lena." Said a voice from behind her. It seemed the pair had drawn the attention of someone. Lucky for Lena it wasn't her sister who would have been severely disappointed or Kozik who would skin her alive for not listening to him. Unlucky for her it was Happy who did not look too happy.

"How's it going Hap?" Opie asked him

"Hap? Don't you mean grumpy." Stated Lena, sending herself and the biker next to her into a fit of laughter.

"You drunk?" Asked Happy. More like demanded.

"Nah, promised Koz no drinking tonight. I am however, as high as a kite." Lena giggled, in effect sending Opie laughing even harder. Happy however, was not too amused

"Get inside Ope." Not one to argue with Happy, Opie quickly said his goodbyes to Lena and headed in. Turning his attention to Lena, he couldn't help but sigh at the smirking teenager.

"You gonna spank me?" She asked. Ignoring her, he sat down next to her and lit up a cigarette.

"Those things will kill you." She told him, lighting up one herself. Silence fell among the two of them as they finished their cigarettes. Looking at him she could see he had changed his shirt from earlier. Underneath his kutte was now a black shirt instead of the white he had on earlier. He either was visiting a girl or was doing something which needed him to get changed afterwards. Shaking her head, she stopped thinking about what the man next to her got up to.

"Take me home?" She asked. Nodding Happy got up and held out his hand to help her up. As she grab his hand and he pulled her up he quickly let go.

"Think you can not act high right now? Don't want your sister having a bitch fit your first night here." Nodding in response, Lena followed Happy back into the house.

"Here they are! Come have a drink Hap!" Yelled Ally.

"Nah, not tonight. I'm headed off, got some stuff to handle. I'll drop this one off on my way." He stated, indicating his head in Lena's direction.

"You dropping out on us already? Thought you're meant to be the party girl." Teased Tig.

"You good Lena?" Asked an ever worrying Ally.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just been a long day. Which rooms mine?" Lena asked, wanting to get out of there as quick as possible.

"Hap will be able to show you. Walk her in Hap? Make sure she's okay?" Asked Ally, trusting him with her little sister. Nodding at her and saying their goodbyes to everyone the pair headed out the front to Happys bike. Hoping on first he handed Lena his helmet.

"You good to ride?" He asked her.

"Yeah, not my first time. I'm high not stupid Hap." Placing her hands on his shoulders she pulled herself on behind him, then wrapped her arms around his waist, snuggling into his back. God did he smell good. She loved being this close to him. He probably only thought of her as his friends little sister, but God if she only knew how much she tempted him. Pulling away from the kerb the two headed off in the direction of the new house. Lena liked riding with Kozik because she got to enjoy just riding and the feeling it gave her. That feeling however was severely clouded by the feelings happy gave her when she rode with him. She always tried to tell herself she only had a silly school girl crush on him but it didn't seem to go away. It's such a cliché but it was probably the mystery that surrounded him that attracted her so much. Or the fact that he was incredibly attractive, sexy even. Happy was smart too, although not many knew. If happy was honest with himself then Lena O'Mally probably knew more about him then she should. She knew more about him than a lot of other woman he's been around. He liked spending time with her even if majority of that was ignoring her innuendos and reminding himself that she's off limits. Pulling up out front of the new house Lena got off the bike and actually looked at the house. "Yeah this will be okay." She thought to herself. Coming around in front of her, Happy took the helmet off her head and put it on his handle bars.

"Need anything from your car before we go in? Prospects set your bed up last week so you've got somewhere to sleep." Happy asked her as they walked to the front door.

"Nah can't be bothered. I'll grab my bags out in the morning." Nodding to the girl, he pulled the house keys out of his back pocket.

"Have your own keys?"

"Yeah. Emergencies." He stated, ending the conversation. Following him into the house and shutting the door behind herself, Lena waited whilst Happy turned the lights on and gave the house a once over check.

"Seems to be alright. I'll just check out the back before I go. Your rooms down the hall, last on the left." He told her before heading in the direction of what looked like the kitchen. Following Happys directions Lena found her bedroom with the light already on. Nothing too special. Simple room with a bed, wardrobe and desk. The furniture she had sent up. Dropping her hand bag on the desk she sat on her bed and laid back. Staring at the ceiling she tried talking herself into taking off her shoes and getting into pyjamas so she could go to bed. Realising she had no clothes inside the house she decided on just lying there. Hearing Happys boots stomp back though the house she laughed to herself. The man is the size of an elephant yet if he doesn't want you to hear him you won't. He was letting her know he was coming so she could be decent. If she had the energy she would take her shirt off just to fuck with him. Having heard the stomping stop, she turned her head to see him leaning against the doorway.

"Everything looks okay. I'm gonna head off though."

"Come take my shoes off first." She joked with him. Shaking his head he told her to get up and come lock the door behind him.

"Shoes first." She bargained. Surprising her, he came over and picked her feet of the ground, one at a time and pulled her boots off.

"Now up." Grabbing her hand he pulled her up, then steadying her once she stumbled. Making sure she had her balance he turned and started towards the front of the house.

"TJ didn't get keys cut for you yet, you can have mine till then. This ones front door, this ones back and this one the wire door for both. Lock it behind me and don't open for anyone. Anyone that needs to get in has keys." He said, indicating each key as he went.

Handing her the keys he opened the door and walked out.

"Lock them. Before I go." He said, turning and standing on the porch.

"Thanks Hap. For everything." Feeling daring, Lena took a step forward and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him down to give him a hug. Not giving him a chance to react, she pulled away and stood a little too close for friends. Leaning up to him and pulling him down to herself, she gave him a kiss on the cheek. It took a lot to stun Happy but the tiny brunette in front of him had managed to do it. She had always been flirty with him, he figured it was just how she acted with Kozik as well so he never thought much of it. She had often danced on the line she shouldn't cross and this was very much pushing the limit. Still not knowing what to say Happy watched as she let go of him and turned into the house. He waited until he heard the door lock before going back to his bike. Putting her behaviour just to her being high and deciding not to think too much of it Happy took off towards the clubhouse whilst Lena watched him leave from behind the curtain in the lounge room, not believing she finally had the balls to kiss him, even if it was only the cheek.