"When I finally came too I was laying on a gurney with someone sticking a needles in my arm, I started kicking and punching whatever I could, the thing that made me stop was the nurse came to my side telling me everything was ok and that I was in the hospital. I hadnt't stopped thinking why am I still alive, why does everyone around me leave my life or end up dead and I just keep living" she kept her eyes towards the windows looking out and not looking at everyone cause then she was going to start sobbing.

"Felicity look at me, Fel-ic-ity please look at me" Oliver said moving his hand to cup her right cheek, she looked at him with tears rapidly going down her cheek.

"Remember at my moms running for mayor campaign, when you told me about your dad leaving you when you were little and how much it hurt when he left, do you remember what I said to you" Oliver was rubbing is thumb on her cheek and smiling cause he knew she knew what he said.

"You said I wasn't going to lose you" she said looking him in the eyes

Felicity started smiling. Making Oliver raise his eyebrow.

"Why are you smiling" he asked

"You just remind me of someone who gave me the best advice in my whole life. After the nurse said I was cleared to leave all I had to do was sign the papers. I walked out of the Hospital and the sun hadn't been up yet. So I decided to take a walk through the park. I was sitting at the end of the dock with my feet hanging off when someone asked if the seat next to me was taken. I looked up and It was Ben. He owned that ice rink, He told me that he was the one who heard me screaming and that he was just in time because Ryan had put me in his car and was about to drive off when he punched through the window and pulled him through the window and started beating him to a pulp. He showed me his hand that was bandages up. He said no women should suffer at the hands of men. I started to cry in his arms and I calmed down maybe an hour later. We just sat there both watching the sunrise. I looked over at him and I said Thank you. He said that it was nothing, he gave me this smile and said everyone has their Guardian Angel, after awhile he said he hear what I said before I passed out. He gave me the best advice that I still use to this day. He said ('yeah sure you fall for the bad guys, some are psychopaths and some are just broken, the world is just telling you which ones are fixable, I know for a fact the reason why you keep falling for the bad guys is because deep down you know something they don't know themselves and that some day you will have to tell those people what you saw in them.') she said the last part and was looking at everyone

"Why do you think I am still apart of this Team for my hacking skills and IQ. I am slowly inspiring you guys to grow into your own person, to become something better, and to help you see what I see in each of you" she said pointing a finger at everyone

"Another reason why I stayed was because you guys are my family, and family takes care of their own" she smiled knowing that Ben had given her other advice that has gotten her to have her family today

"I have said this many times and I am going to say it again, you are remarkable" Oliver said with a proudest grin

"Thank you for remarking on it" she looked up at him, not regretting a single thing as to how she got to have not just this lovable man but to have a family of her own

"Sense it is almost dark, I am going take a quick shower and then meet Ryan" she waited for someone to disagree with her but she didn't let anyone say a thing

"And before any of you ask, no you can not come with me, but just to worry you guys less I will bring some weapons and Digg has taught me self defense sense then so no you all will stay here and wait untill i get back" she was about to go to the stairs before a thought hit her and she turned back around "Don't even think about following me either, or like asking someone else that are not the four of you to follow me either" she said and headed up and showered before she meet with her one fear


"Ok so are we really going to let her go by herself" Laurel asked

"We have to" Oliver said

"And why is that" Digg, Thea, and Laurel said

"Ok One we said we would not get involve unless it escalated, two she is carrying weapons, and three she is scarier than she looks" Oliver said geting up from the couch and heading to his and Felicity's room as he puts it. He walked in and still heard the sound of the shower still going, so he sat down on the bed waiting for her to finish.


About 15 minutes later she came out rapped in a towel, she did notice him but didn't stop from walking to her side of the room to start getting dressed. She was putting on her pants when she wouldn't take his silence anymore.

"I know you don't want me to go alone, but you promised me to stay out of it if and only if he ascalates. But if it will make you feel better, I will call you and have it on specker the whole time" she said not looking at him

"That would make me feel a little better, but I am going to trust that you can handle it on your own" he said looking at her. Her head whiped up and she had this suprised face and finally she spoke. "Wait a minute did you just agree to let me handle it on my own, as in by myself. I really need to write these things on the calendar" she said smiling at him.

"You probably should cause it might not happen again, then again you bring it out of me it could happen again" he said back at her making not just his smile bigger.


She is all ready and just about to walk out the door when everyone is looking at her a certain way and she just responded.

"I am going to go now but before I do, I am going to reassure you guys, she lifts up her pants showing them her ankle with a strap that is holding her gun Digg gave her, then she opened her bag showing the collaspable bo-staff she got from Laurel and the knuckle rings from Thea, then she took out the knife Oliver gave her that was unseeable behind her back. "Are you guys happy now, I am deadly armed, wow I think I am more scared of myself than I am of Ryan, which is kind of reduntant cause I am not a violent person. So I am going to leave now, I will see you guys in few hours. If you guys can't stop worrying my tablet is on the couch with my tracker on my phone, car, glasses, belt, and necklace" she said then left

"Sometimes I want to kiss her cause she thinks of everything" Digg said

Oliver made a growl and it made Digg look over at Oliver. "Man, calm down, I meant a kiss on the cheek" Digg giggled

"You better have meant a kiss on the cheek or else I would have kicked you ass if it was on the lips" Oliver said with a serious but threathening face

"Jees Ollie, I swear sense you and Felicity have gotten together you..." Thea said before she was cut off

"Get jealous more quickly" Laurel finished for Thea

"Ok Fine I am jealous, but right now I am more angry, scared and worried out of my mind" he said looking at the closed door.

"Relax man if anything happens, Felicity will handle it, and as soon as Ryan does something you and me can use him as a punching bag in the foundry" Digg said smiling cause he just knew Oliver was going to say yes to that.

"Deal but I get to have the first punch" Oliver said walking off to the kitchen to get himself distracted while Felicity is gone