I Love Him But I Can't

"I don't want to move at all..." Naruto thought to himself as he continue staring to the empty space, it's been a week since he started avoiding being alone with Sasuke, its a hard thing to do though since they're always together, at work and at home. But at work he always make sure he wasn't left alone with the raven and when it's time to leave the office he make sure he goes home first and lock himself inside his room. He would always say to himself that this is the right thing to do since if he don't his resolve will crumble. And he couldn't love him not anymore.

"Naruto..." the said blond jumps when he heard Sasuke calling his name from the other side of the door but he didn't dare answer back to him, he just stayed where he is, 'Maybe if I didn't say anything he'll just go away..." he thought to himself.

"I'm going to meet my father I'll be late so you could come out of your room...but don't forget to lock the door. I'll call you later to check on you..." with that the red head left, once Naruto heard the main door closing he sits up, 'All this time he knows I'm avoiding him' Naruto slap his cheeks, "Of course he'll know I'm too damn obvious..." after the night, the second time we did it. The time when he told me those words.."

"I can't and I won't I think about you all the time...you try to pull away from me and I come after you I can't get you out of my mind, what do you want me to do? You have to help me..."

5 years ago...

Naruto is in a hurry to clean his apartment since Sasuke will stay over and he couldn't let him see his place so dirty, it might be hard to believe but theyr'e dating! No one knows about it but their close friends, if they discover THE Sasuke Uchiha's going out with a guy, his reputation will definitely crash. He snapped out of his thoughts when he heard the doorbell ring.

"It's Sasuke!"

Ding dong

"Yeah I'm coming I'm coming!..." He opened the door expecting it was Sasuke but instead he was face to face with a unfamiliar man in his mid thirties with the same raven hair, same eyes as Sasuke's, it was frightening his eyes reflecting a man who have harden of trials in order to achieve his goal.

"Naruto Uzumaki we need to talk."

When Sasuke arrived to the place where he suppose to meet his father the place seem eerily designed for a party whithout people. Only his father and a girl were sitting down at one of the extravangantly decorated tables. He snorted mentally before approaching the group. He left Naruto alone just because his father called him, he better have a very important thing to tell him or else even if he is his father he won't get away from his wrath.

"Father..."

"Sit Sasuke.." Sasuke did as he told he took a sit across the two.

"I want you to meet Hoshino Sayaka, your fiancee.." at the exact moment, Sayaka flashed him a crocodile smile.

"What?!"With that Sasuke harshly stood up and slapped his palms on the table, it was an act his father has not ever seen before his son do. "I am not consenting to this! You know my decision father." Sasuke said calmly but deep inside he was so angry he could attack his father.

"I am your father and you will obey me!"

"No.." Sasuke said as he began to walk away.

"Is it still that person! See what that person did to you he taught you how to disobey your own father!"

Sasuke whirled around and pounded his fist on the wall. His raven eyes glowed dark and intense while glaring at his father. "Don't call him like that again," he whispered menacingly. "I respect you as my father, but if you insult him again...even if your my father I don't know what'll happen to you." With those words, he withdrew his hand from the wall, leaving blood stains and a six inch deep hole in the beige printed plaster.

"I don't need you the way I need him..."

Naruto is staring up the clock, it'a already past midnight and Sasuke is still not home, gah! "What am I thinking? Am I actually waiting for him?" He jump on his seat when he felt his phone vibrate, he flip it open to see Sasuke's calling him. He was tempted to answer but ended up not answering it. Letting his phone ring until it stops. But a few minutes later Sasuke sent him a message, he slowly flip his phone open again reading the raven head's text to him.

From: Sasuke

To:

Subj: None

Are you still awake? I'm on my way home. I'll see you soon.

Naruto bit his lip after reading his text, "Is he stupid?! Why are you texting me informing your going home...it's not that I care!." he said as wrapped his blanket over his body but deep inside he was relieved to know Sasuke's on his way home.

"I love him but I can't..." He thought as he force himself to sleep.

I know it's been a YEAR! But I'm still alive :) Thank you peez for the reviews!

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