A/N: I don't own TMNT seeing as they belong to Nickelodeon. The song "Wrecking Ball" belongs to Miley Cyrus
I never knew how much it hurt to love someone until I met you, Michelangelo Hamato.
I first met you when I was robbing a jewelry store. Not my proudest moment I'm sure but you had my eye from the start. Your quick wit and jabs at my temporary comrades had me laughing some time later when I actually let myself slow down enough to think over what had happened. You were funny. Always have been.
Maybe that's when I realized that I liked you.
A few months later I was invited to your family's Christmas Eve gathering. I was fully expecting you to be there. I was saddened a bit when you weren't there but I put on my happy face and hung out with the others. I never thought that you were so cool that you knew Silver Sentry on a personal basis. That night I learned about how awesome you were. Especially when you had recruited us to spend the evening with the orphan children and bring them some cheer.
A few months later I ran to you for help to find my brother. You gave me the warmest hug that night. I will never forget it for as long as I'm alive. You and your brothers did some searching below the old Faukehart building and returned to me with my brother in tow a couple of hours later. I realized later that night that you didn't have to help me. None of you did but you did. I know that I'll never be able to thank you for it.
I think it was that night that I realized that I was falling in love with you. I know I shouldn't love you. I should have wanted a normal life. Be a normal girl with a normal boyfriend who turns into a normal husband and have normal children. But no. I end up falling for you who is so far off the normal scale it's unbelievable.
Then about a year later, my Gramma packs me up to leave and I have no choice. I end up moving to Florida with her but the worst thing about it was that she didn't let me say goodbye to you. And that killed me more than anyone will know.
And now it appears as if we're fighting against each other. I never knew how much it would hurt to love someone until I met you, Mikey. This unrequited love is the worst thing that I could ever go through. Don't you ever, for a moment, think that I just walked away from you. I will always love you. But I can't continue living my life as a lie. What I am...I'm dangerous and you shouldn't be near me but know that I will always want you.
I never meant to start a war.. All I wanted was for you to let me in. Maybe we could've had something... But we don't and we never will. Maybe I should've let you in..Maybe...but now I'll never know. I'll never know because it's too late.
How can you save me when I can't even save myself?