A/N: I don't own TMNT. They belong to Nickelodeon. The song "On My Own" belongs to one of the most awesome musicals ever that is based off of a book by the same name, Les Miserables.

Angel turned her sad eyes downwards as she walked through the rain. The rosette hugged her black jacket close to her knowing that it was all the warmth she was going to get for a while. Angel had been tricked by Mr. Saki into joining him only to realize too late when she was too far in that he was really the Shredder. The teenage girl knows now that she can never leave him while she's alive. As much as she'd like to -no matter how much she may pretend- the girl knows that Mikey will never be by her side again.

And now I'm all alone again nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here

Although sometimes at night, she leaves her so-called room at headquarters and meanders around the city like she's doing now. She thinks over what has happened and what she could've done to prevent the tragedy from unfolding. The teenage girl thinks of her Turtle Titan and the memories that they had shared.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

Angel looks beside her as she walks and her mind conjurs an image of Mikey walking with her. They smile at each other and hold hands as they share a laugh. The rosette closes her eyes and she feels the phantom of Mikey wrapping his strong, warm, muscular arms around her small form. She could almost smell him. He reminds her of sunshine and summer and happiness. The teenage girl knows that it's all in her head. It's only a daydream to satisfy her although she knows that he would never want her for all that she's done.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

Angel opens her eyes and looks up to the sky and lets the rain fall upon her face. The slip down her face and fall onto the sidewalk below her like teardrops from the sky. The Phantom image of Mikey disappears with a shake of his head. When the sun rises, Angel will be going ahead to training and bust her ass to stay strong and not get killed by the Shredder during said training.

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

As the teenager goes on with the new version of what's becoming normal for her she realizes that she's only been pretending that she's okay. When she was gone and continuing on now, Mikey's world goes on fine without her. He doesn't need her unlike how the girl needs him. Mikey's world goes on with happiness that Angel has never really had before. A happiness that Angel will never know. Angel's in love with Mikey. She knows this but doubts that Mikey ever will. The rosette loves him but since she's only ever alone now whenever she's not training or fighting against the turtles, she can only love him when she's on her own.

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life
I've only been pretending
Without me
His world would go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own