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Be my baby chapter 4. Half moon by Janis Joplin
The she wolf hadn't gotten a lot of sleep last night. She couldn't stop thinkin about that phone call. 'why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why did I do that?. why did I call him. he didn't need to know about my baby. what if he tells his master. and he decided he wants my little bean'. She rubbed her belly. 'what if that Aro dude think because it was hid guard that knocked me up, that in his crazy mind he has an claim to it…him…her?. then he gonna decided to come all the way back over here and the pixie vamp is gonna see. And see why. Then everyone's gonna be pissed at me and oh why did I tell him'. she smack her own head.
'he or slash she isn't even out yet and your already ruining his or her life'.
Knock, Knock, knock.
"Leah". Seth poked his head around the corner of her bedroom door. "can I come in?".
"yeah that's fine". She sat up.
"how are you feeling?".
"okay I guess. I'm honestly not even awake yet...so…".
"well I just wanted to see how you were. And to tell you that….". he hesitated.
"I'm doctor flea is on his way here?".
"who's you know?".
"lucky guess".
"no really?. Oh no were we talking to loud last night?. Did we wake you up?. Because if so I'm sorry I thought we were being quiet". He came over to her and sat on the end of the bed.
"no, no you didn't wake me. I just kind of assumed. Ya know with the way you got all….. what's the word?".
"nervous?". He asked with an raised eye brow.
"a little bitch".
"ha little bitch, gotcha okay, okay, okay". he nodded understandably.
"so when's he gonna be here then?".
"like five minutes". He shrugged.
Knock, knock, knock.
"Leah honey". Sue's head the peeked from around the door. "the doctor's here to see you". she moved out of the way for Carlisle to get past.
Seth turned back to his sister. "or right now". he got up and moved to the doctor could get closer to her.
"mis Clearwater…. How are you this morning?". He gave her a friendly smile.
"fine I guess. Just woke up to it's a little too soon to tell".
"well how about we take a look at you". he sat down on the side of the bed and she sat up a little. he lent ford but the moment she caught a sniff of him, she flow of the bed and made it for the bathroom. She wasn't sure how long she was in there for but when she came back out, Jacob was now there to and they were all sitting on the bed.
"sorry about that".
"it's perfectly fine Leah. how about we start over". She went to walk back over to him then stopped. "ya know what…. I'm gonna brush my teeth first okay". she turned around and strolled back in to the bathroom. She shut the door behind her and mouthed. 'shit'. Leah went to the sink and washed out her mouth. 'why am I letting him check me out?. If he does he could find out I'm with child'. She placed her hands over her face. 'well I guess I gotta go back out there'. She walked back out and sat on her bed. The other three had gone to stand in the corner.
"so…. why don't we try this again". he smiled at went back to examining her. but like before the moment he even got a little close to her his scent hit her again.
"shit". She said out loud running back to the bathroom. She slammed the door behind her and all but fell to the floor. After she had finished she just sat there. 'of that's great…. That's just great. Shape shifters smell like crap, vampire now smell even more like crap, which I didn't know was possible'.
'do you want my input on this'.
'ohhhh look who's back'.
'leave'.
'WHAT?. Leave… what do you mean by leave?".
"that's just what. It's like you said. you can't be around your kind because of the smell. you can't smell be around their kind because of that smell. and sorry to break it to you but look where you live…. You're not getting away from that smell'.
'I can't just leave. My family is here, my brother is here. and look how amazing he's been with me. And not just before this all happened. I can't leave him…. or my mum. Not after everything they've been through. no, no not gonna happen'.
'so you want to be sick every day until you give birth do you?'.
"no but….'.
'then go…. They'll understand. Don't just leave without any warning. Sit them down and tell them that you think that it's for the best if you leave la push for a while. Plus it could be a good thing for you'.
'how?. How would it be a good thing for me. ever since you started to annoy me all you've done is tell me that I should tell them about the baby. what happen to that?".
"hey I'm still all for that. I just think that for your health it's best you leave. Maybe it's this place making you sick?. Ha… what do you think about that?'.
'I think your wrong and it's the baby making me feel like shit. Not La push. Why would you think that?'.
'because…. You can't stand the smell of wolfs…. You can't stand the smell of vampires. And it's your baby doing it all. Face it…. some women can't stand the smell of meat. Some women can't stand the smell of flowers or candles….. you can't stand the smell of everyone around you'.
'that isn't true…. What about Seth. And mum…. I can stand mum'.
'well Seth is our brother and our baby's uncle so maybe that has something to do with it. and our mum is human. So she doesn't even have a smell. and you can't just be around her all the time…and Seth does smell a little… come on you can't deny that'.
'fine he has a bit of a skink to him…. but I can live with that'.
'but you can't live with everyone else. Look your just gonna get worse and worse and worse'.
'shit'. Leah pulled her knees up to her chest. 'your right aren't you'.
'of course I'm right. If I wasn't right who would be?'.
The she wolf throw her head back in frustration. 'damn'.
Italy: the volturi clock tower.
Demetri was trying not to run through the hallways of the volturi fortress. he wanted to come off as his normal calm self but how could he be.
He wasn't proposed to get her pregnant. 'hell I wasn't even meant to run into the she wolf that night. All I was told to do was go find some poor soul to feed on before making my way back to the privet plan we have. Why did I do it?. why didn't I just walk away. I could of gone right back to master Aro and told him that the she wolf he wanted so badly was all alone nowhere near her pack. Or why didn't I just snatch her from the bar that night and bring her to him?. either of those options would have been a hell of a lot better than sleeping with her'.
He stopped walking and just stood in the middle of the hallway.
'what do I do now?. do I tell Aro about me impregnating the she wolf?. Because I can't avoid his hands forever…..wow I just heard how I made that sound'. He shook his head.
'I guess that going to him wouldn't be the worst thing. He'd be happy about there being another baby around…. He's always wanted a hybrid. Ever since three weeks ago that is. Ever since three weeks ago….. when we went to forks….. ever since three weeks ago…when I slept with Leah…. and got her pregnant…with…my…baby'.
It was as if he was just coming to that realization. 'I was the one who slept with her. which would mean I was the one who got her pregnant…which would mean…I…would be the father'.
He had, had put that together already but it was like he was in shook. It was like he was just waking up form a swim in space.
He was gonna be an father.
He was gonna be a father to an hybrid child.
He lent against the wall for a moment. He didn't want to stay in the hallway for too long a time just in case someone where in come in to the hall. He didn't need anybody questioning him about why he looked so….. out of sorts.
He don't had the chance to process what he felt about this. The truth was he really didn't know. one minute he was strolling through the corridors, heading to meet his friend Felix for an sparring match. And the next he was on the phone with the one of a kind she wolf, being told that he was going to be an father. 'well actually… I'm not'. He thought. 'she gave me the out. She said that if I didn't want to be in the kids life I didn't have to'.
'actually… that isn't true'. His inner monologue told him. 'she said…. and corrected me if I'm wrong. That she didn't want you in the kids life….. that she wanted to do it alone. And that she didn't want you around'.
'well… you could say that…'.
'no shit I could say that. in fact it's the only thing I can say because it was the only thing that the bellissime donne lupo said to you….. before she hung up'.
'well, well…' he didn't know what to tell himself.
'well, well what?. You're not saying that you'd actually want to see il piccolo marmocchio do you?'.
'well I'm not sure. I've never felt the need to think about something like this before. This isn't something I had planned. This isn't something that I had wanted…'.
'where is this going?'.
"I DON'T KNOW'. he yelled in his head to himself.
'listen you gotta decided now that you want to do. because like you said before…. You can't stay away from master Aro forever. Sooner or later he's going to need to touch your hand for something. And what do you think will happen when he finds out what we know?. how do you think he will react?. do you think he will be happy go lucky master Aro, who would see the brighter side of your fuck up and see all of this a good thing because you helped make another unique hybrid?. In fact the only creature that would be the only one of its kind because of it parentage?. There's only one female shape shifter Demetri…. and she it. Or do you believe that he…. Wouldn't take…. all of this so well?. Being as you kept seeing her a secret for so long. Like you said before…. You could of told him about her….'.
'shut up'.
'you could of brought her to him instead of asking about her life's story..'.
'shut up'.
'but no drink after drink after drink you just couldn't stop…'.
'stop talking'.
'why she didn't….. she didn't stop talking did she…. Did she?. No you let her go on and on while you just sat there and listened to her. you could have at any time… gotten up and left. You could have at any time…..stopped buying her drinks….. all though…. The drinks did make it easier….didn't it'.
'and what's that meant to mean?...'.
'oh I think you know..'
'no actually I don't, why don't you enlighten me?'.
'oh be honest now…... from the moment you saw her in her human form you thought she was goof looking…. And I dear you not to deny it'.
'fine alright I thought she saw a looker. But getting her drinks just so I could…. that wasn't my intention.
'not at first..'.
'not at all'.
'fine, fine… I'll believe you….. but only if you answer me this..'
'what?'.
'did you say no?'.
Demetri didn't reply to the voice.
Well come on I'm waiting. When the two of you began to get… shall we say… friendly. And she began to kiss you…. and you began to kiss her back…..did you say no?. it's a simple question. When she told you that she was lonely and wanting to kill herself because of how alone and depressed she was did you think maybe sleeping with her wasn't the best option?.'
'maybe I should of thought of that but….'.
The voice cut him off. 'but you didn't and now she with child…'.
'she told me that she couldn't get pregnant…. It was one of the things she was so depressed about'.
So….. what are you gonna do?'.
'I don't know'. Demetri looked down at the ground in shame.
A few minutes past.
'let's play a game'.
'…. I'm sorry what?". The tracker was taken aback by his inner monologue. 'you want to play a game….why?'.
'do you remember that TV show that was playing on the plan over to forks?'.
'yeah I remember that friends show… the one that's really popular '.
'yes and in the episode we watched they played an game where someone would ask another person a question. And the person who was being asked the question had to answer as fast as they could. with the first thing that would come to their mind'.
'ya I remember how the game went'.
'good, good… I'll asked the questions and you answer'.
'fine shoot'.
'okay I'll start off with an easy one. if you had to punch either Jane or Alec who would you punch?'.
'Jane without question'.
'Agree to agree. Winter or spring?'.
'winter less sun we can go out more'.
'if you had to who would you spent the day with. Master Marcus or master Aro?'.
'Master Marcus'.
'the smell of vanilla or the smell of jasmine?'.
'vanilla'.
'who do you believe would win in an fight, Felix or Emmet Cullen?.'
"Felix hands down. That Emmet Cullen Is an child compared to Felix…. The mans a giant'.
'black or white?'.
'black'.
'red or dark blue?'.
'Dark blue'.
'forest green or black?'.
'forest green'.
'do you want to be in this child life'.
'yes'. Demetri stopped completely. 'I want to be in this child life…. Shit…..SHIT'. the tracker was truly shocked. 'I can't believe this….. I really truly can't believe this. I want to see the kid. Why…. Because it's my kid….. FUCK'. He placed his head in his hands. "what was this your plan?... blind side me so that you'd get the truth?".
His voice said nothing.
'of course'. He shut his eyes. But opened them again once he realized what he wanted to do. he ran back to his room and grabbed a bag out of one of his closets. Demetri was normally very tidy. He like things to be in there places and would take what he was bringing with him with care. He liked his things, he liked nice things like clothes and art. And he took pride in it.
But not this time, no, this time he wanted to get to Leah as fast as he could. he didn't even really see what he was putting in his bag. He was just shoving clothes in it, not paying attention to what he was packing.
He didn't care.
At that moment what he was wearing didn't matter. Because some where more than likely in the middle of the woods was a women pregnant with his child. His child not anyone else's…. his. and he was going to be there.
If his child was on her stomach he was gonna be there with her. she may not like him or want him to be a part of their lives but he was that baby's father.
It was his duty to be there.
He throw his bag over his shoulder and left his room. He slowly shut his door behind him afraid that if he slammed his door and closed it normally that someone in the halls ways would hear. He like before didn't want to fun, he couldn't afford to be caught trying to leave in a hurry. If he were it would just arouse suspicion. Demetri knew how he looked. Demetri was a calm man. He never raised his voice and never got himself worked up to easily. He wasn't very talkative and was very plight. So seeing him ran up and downs the halls looking dishevelled was gonna turn quite a few heads. He rounded a corner only to run straight in to Felix.
"Demetri here you are". The big guy smiled. ' I waited but you never came so I decided to come look for you".
"Felix listen…. something's come up and I have to leave right now".
Felix's face fell in confusion. "wait what Demetri….".
The tracker walked passed him. not meaning to be rude the if he wanted to avoid any one else he had to leave… now.
"what are you talking about?. leave… something important?... Demetri what's so important that you have to leave right now?".
"Felix it's a really long story..". he continued to walk.
"Demetri is it a mission from the masters?. Because if not I don't understand?". They both stopped.
"Felix….. I can't tell you….. right now. I will tell you…. but it's just best if I keep it to myself for now".
"Demetri..".
"Felix please…. It's really, really important to me that I go right now. I'm not leaving the volturi but there's just something I must take care of. and if I don't… well I think I'm gonna feel bad forever".
"Demetri brother please talk to me".
The tracker looked down. He wanted to tell Felix what he had done but he also knew that, that wasn't a good idea just yet. He knew that his friend wouldn't go to the master but he didn't want to risk master Aro looking in to his friends hand. Pulse because he knew that Felix wouldn't go to the masters, he could get in to trouble for not going to them when he first found out. And Demetri didn't want to get his friend in to trouble all because he couldn't keep it in his pants.
"I'm sorry brother… but once I find out more I will…. I really will".
The big vampire nodded. Unsure whether to ty and get more out of him or not. He knew Demetri well enough to know that if he was this worried about something that it was important. "well is there anything I could do then?". He raised an eye brow.
"no there's… actually yes… could wait a few moments then tell the masters that I had to go. They don't know yet I hadn't had the time to go to them".
"…. Okay…". he didn't want to….. but it was what his friend had asked of him. "… Demetri…. are you okay?".
"god I hope so". he bit his lip. "thank you brother". He nodded to Felix. The big vampire nodded back. "I'll call you once I get there okay".
"and where is there?".
"nowhere".
Felix stared at Demetri. "of course that what you would say". He chuckled. "well….. go on then. Wouldn't want you to be late to get to nowhere.". they both chuckled.
"I'm not sure when I'll be beck but I will be. Goodbye friend". He nodded again.
"bye brother".
And just like that Demetri was out the door. luckily for him it was an over cast day in Italy. So that would mean he didn't have to be in the shadows the whole time. 'well let's hope this goes well. because if not I don't know what to do'.
Back in Forks
The doctor… on his way back to his home.
Carlisle had left a few hours later. He had tried to cheek he rout a few more times but wasn't able to get her to stay in the one place for too long before she had to be sick again. he figured that he may have been able to come up with something for the fact that she was throwing up any time she went near him. because of him being a vampire he guess that whatever was happen with the she wolf her sense of smell may have magnified somehow. He was told by Jacob that she couldn't phase. That the last time she had she phased back in to her human form without meaning to. and then ever since then she wasn't able to re phase back in to her wolf form. So maybe for some reason her senses where getting stronger because it that. like when a person goes blind then their other senses get stronger. He thought maybe.. just maybe…. It could be something like that. But he just couldn't figure out why she couldn't stand to be around the smell of her own pack. Vampires he could get…. But shape shifters.
'it doesn't make any sense. One minute Leah's a normal shape shifter in perfect health…. Then the next she's getting weaker, getting more and more sensitive to smells. Throwing up constantly…. She like Bella when she was pregnant…. It's just an shame that, that's not possible for her. Jacob has asked me about that once…. Leah not being able to have kids. I told him that it may have had something to do with the none ageing. And that if she were to become with child she wouldn't be able to shift and protect. That's really the one thing I could come up with'.
'I hate to say it….. but miss Clearwater has me dumbfounded. How am I meant to treat a patient that I can't even get anywhere near?". He drove in to his drive way shaking his head.
The clearwater house
It had been getting harder and harder for Leah to be near Jacob. Being around Seth and Sue were fine… Leah wasn't sure why but they seemed to be the only ones whom she could stand. Quil and Embry had come over a few times to see if Leah was okay. but couldn't stay long because of Leah getting sick over the way they smelt. Sam and Emily had stopped by as well but it was kinda awkward though. None of them knew what to say and Leah wasn't able to talk too much because of feeling weak. They did have to leave not wanting to make her any worse so they felt, but before leaving did realized that Leah could stand to be around her cousin without being sick. Though the smell of Sam was all over her, she still wasn't a shape shifter so there wasn't much of a smell.
Leah was now laying on the couch watching Downton Abby. It was season four when Edith had found out she was having a baby with Michael Gregson. But because of him going missing she never had the chance to tell him about Marigold. He had been killed while over in Germany. So that meant their daughter would grow up without a father.
'never knowing him, never meeting him, always just wondering what he would have been like. I know that if I had never meet my dad Harry, that it would of killed me….. stupid Demetri". she thought.
Sue was at the hospital again and Seth was out patrolling. 'oh my god… it took me forever to get him away from me. I love him by my god… every three seconds it's. ,you okay Leah?. you need a drink Leah?. you should be laying down Leah. do you need help getting to the bathroom Leah. do you need a hug Leah?. and yes that all sounds good and sweet like Seth but it is…. But it's every three seconds. It's like dude all I wanna do it chill out. You don't have to worry about me all the time. if I needed help I'd let you know. and yes I know that it sounds like I'm not being grateful….. but it's every three seconds'.
She went back to watching her show when her phone rang.
She glanced down and her eyes widened in shock horror.
Because her screen flashed Demetri.
ring, ring, ring.
She'd put his name in her phone after she had called him the night before. She wasn't expecting him to call her back for anything. 'crap…. What if he's called me up to let me know that he's told his master about me. Maybe he wants to give me an out so when they come I should just meet them somewhere so that no one else can be put in danger?. So that it doesn't have to come to another war. I bet that why he's calling… it hast to be. I bet that his master Aro just doesn't want to lose a fight. Jacob had told me that in the pixies vision. That they had lost….. and that he had seen it all. All right in front of his eyes. Jacob wouldn't tell me anything else…. Something about me not wanting to know'.
Ring, ring, ring.
'carp…. Do I answer?. Should I answer…. What do I do?'. she hadn't noticed that she was holding her belly.
Ring, ring…. It stopped.
She paused. 'well crap… do I call him back?. no…no I don't have to call him back. ya know what I'm sure that he just wanted to tell me that he doesn't want shit to do with me and that fine…'.
ring, ring, ring.
Her phone rang again.
His name flashed away.
'shit, shit, shit shit…. Why….why would he be calling me?….'.
Ring, ring, ring.
Ring, ring, ring.
Ring, ring, ring.
Ring, ring, ring.
"fuck it". she said out loud. She picked it up and answered. "hello". 'shit, shit, hello…hello. What a stupid why to start a phone call to your baby daddy'.
"Leah….. I want to meet you".
"what?". She mouth dropped.
"I'm in Washington….. I want to see you….".
"why?". She cut him off. "why do you even care…. You do know what an out means right?. Because if that wasn't me being ford enough for you I believe I also told you that I didn't want you in our lives". She said angrily.
"I left Italy less than an hour after you called me".
She couldn't move.
"I want to see you…. I want to talk about this". She heard him take a deep breath. "I want to be in its life".
She couldn't believe where what she was hearing.
"now will you please meet me?. I came all this way. please…. Please just let me talk to you….. please".
She was in shook. Or at least she felt like she was. She moved her head to the TV for a moment only to see Edith looking down at her stomach and sobbing about her lover dying.
She felt something in her chest. Something in her chest that hurt.
'fuck it'. "fine…. We can meet". She told him through clenched teeth. "where…. It can't be to close to the Rez…. Or the Cullen's".
"ya I know that". he said like it was obvious. "the bar…. I want you to meet me at that bar".
"fine I'll see you in a couple of hours".
"thank you lupo…I…".
She hung up on him before he could finish what he was saying and throw phone down. Leah sat down on the couch and rubbed her hands all over her face.
'I can't believe this….. stupid Demetri'.
At the bar.
Like the last time Leah parked her car and stepped out of it. it had taken her a little longer then she had expected because she couldn't quite remember where it was. The last time she had found her way to the bar she hadn't been trying to. she had zoned out while driving and didn't remember seeing anything that was familiar to her. plus she had to pull over a few times to be sick. She didn't feel like throwing up in her car.
She took an deep breath and walked in to the bar. She scanned the bar quickly then walked to the back, having a feeling where he would be. He knew she was there before he ended to turn around. She came up to the booth and stood at the end of he seat where he was seated. She turned her body towards his not wanting to sit down. If she were to sit down he'd think that she was gonna stay for a while but she just wanted to get this over with.
"lupo". He said looking up at her.
"bloodsucker". She angrily smiled at him. "well go on start… what do you want?". She crossed her arms.
"to talk about…". he looked at her stomach. "this".
"well there's nothing..". she stopped talking once she caught his scent. 'honey and vanilla'. She thought. 'he smells amazing'. She sat down next to him without warning and grabbed both side of his jacket by the collar. He drought him right up to her and she berried her face in the crock of his neck. She inhaled deeply not being able to get enough of his smell.
He looked down at her, taken aback by what she was doing. "lupo?".
"just shut up and don't move".
They sat that way for a while. If anyone where to walked passed they'd think the two of them were just young lovers. Having a romantic lunch date.
Leah hadn't meant to jump on him like that but it was like she could breathe again. for the first time in weeks she didn't feel like shit. "it likes you". she told the track, with her head still berried in in his neck.
"what". He looked down.
"the baby…. everything in the frickin world makes me want to puke. You're the first thing that hasn't". Leah still had an tight hold on him. "I forgot what it was like to not feel like shit".
"thank you". he smirked and shook his head a little. 'I'm in'. "so…. does this mean…..".
"does this mean what?". Her words were muffled.
"does this mean that you'll want to talk about this now?. you'll be open to….. letting me in?".
Leah's eyes widen. She slowly pulled away from him and stared at him. 'maybe I should just consider it. lets face it he's the one person whom I really can only stand to be around. Other than none supernatural beings. Plus it is nice to feel good again. I've been so used to feeling like a crap sandwich that I kinda don't want to be away from the bloodsucker. I mean… I do want him to go away…. But I don't want to go back to living over my toilet bowl. But there's one thing I need to ask him first….. before I decided or consider anything'. "your family". She said with an serious tone.
"don't know anything". He told the she wolf. Looking her dead in the eyes. "once you had hung up on me I didn't know what to do. but then I came to my senses…".
"you came to you senses?".
"yes I came to my senses…. And decided that I had to be here with…. and for you. it's my child it's my duty…".
"duty". She scuffed. "duty…. Like were just another mission right. Just something you have to do to put justice back in it's place. Make the world right again…".
"I'm sorry…. I should of chosen my words better…. I didn't mean it like that. I just meant…..I just mean that I care…..it may not seem like it….. you may not believe me….. but I care. I'm a man of honor…. I am a solider…. I take care of thing so I'm going to take care you of and the baby". he hadn't eyes with her once. "it's my duty and it's my right, You may not like it but I'm here now. I'm here for you….. and I'm not going anywhere".
She couldn't stop staring at him. she knew that her first thought should have been something alone the lines of. 'who does he think he is. Or I'm not letting you anywhere close to my baby'. but it wasn't. his words kept replaying in her mind. 'I'm going to take care of you and the baby. I'm going to take care of you and the baby. I'm going to take care of you and the baby, I going to take care of you and the baby, I'm going to take care of you and the baby'. she knew that she could take care of herself… but it was still really nice to hear. "but you didn't answer my question".
"on my way out I ran in or my friend Felix. You may have seen him. he was the giant. Anyway I told him that I had to you take care of something important. I didn't tell him what so it's okay he doesn't know about you or the baby. I asked him to go to the masters and tell him that I had to leave. I told him to tell them that I needed to go do something that was important to me. Because if I didn't they would of thought that I may have been trying to leave for good…".
She cut him off. "what are you a prisoner in that place?".
"no but I didn't want to just up and leave without any expiation. It wasn't gonna be the best way out of this. I was going to call Felix later on to tell him that I had arrived at my destination. And once again I didn't tell him were I was going. Look they don't know a thing. Before I left….. I consider telling master Aro".
She sucked in a deep breathe.
"but…. Then I thought of the baby….. our baby. and in the end I couldn't do it. you and this". Demetri lightly touched Leah stomach. "are my reasonably. And because of this I will make sure that you are safe. And that includes being sure of things. And I wouldn't take or being you back to Italy unless I knew that you'd and the baby would be safe".
She could feel her hormones reacting to this. She turned away from him feeling tears in her eyes.
"Leah".
"it's just the hormones". She said quickly. She slowly turned back to him. "so what your saying is true?. You're not bull shitting me. When I have the baby…. you'll be here…. or more importantly…. You'll want to be here. because if this is some sort of a trick then I swear to god that…".
"I understand why this is hard for you. why it's hard for you to look at me. And why it's hard for you to believe me. But I haven't lied once. You might not believe that….. but it's true. I'm here for you". he made her look in to his eyes as he spoke. Ending her to understand that he cared. And that this wasn't bullshit. That is wasn't just some trick made up by his masters. It wasn't a trick for his masters to gain even more power over the vampire world. It saw him…. trying to tell his baby mama that he knew that he was going to do. he was going to do the right thing.
And that right thing was.
To make sure that his child and baby mama are as safe and happy as he could make them.
She began to cry…. Still blaming it on the hormones. "Demetri you son of bitch you better not be lying". She hadn't realized that she had gripped him again….. hard.
"I'm not". He whipped her tears away. "let me take you away".
"what?". Leah look at him.
"you said that everything makes you sick then come away with me. We can go anywhere you'd like".
"not Italy". She said without thinking. 'wait…. I'm I considering this?... shit…. I am'.
"not Italy". He hand was still on her stomach.
She bit her lip. "fine…I'll go away with you. just until we figure out what we're gonna do okay. I want my family in the baby's life… I want my family in my life".
"that's fine… come on we can go now….".
"no wait".
Demetri paused.
"I need to go home first".
"why?". 'is this a lie. is this just her trying to get away from me?'.
"because I need to leave a note or something for my brother rand mum. I don't want them to think that I've been kidnapped or had run off. Do you know what that would do for them?. hurting them is something that I'm not willing to do. plus if they think something bad had happened to me they'll sick the packs on to me. They'll probably get the Cullen's involved to is that what you want?...is it?. to be cased by a coven of vampire and two packs of were wolfs?".
"first off I'm a tracker, so they could case us for the rest of our life and never come even a little close to catching us. so they can try but…. There wouldn't be much of a point. Secondly I'd know if any of them left forks or you la push. So we would never have to worried about wondering where they are at all time. thirdly if they were ever to catch up to us…which isn't and would never be possible. I'm part of the volturi. If they were to do anything then that would be an death sentence for them. it is never a good idea to attack one of the volturi guard. Expressly a high ranking one like myself. Master Aro would be livid if he were to find out that the Cullen's had anything to do with my death…. And you're for that matter. He's likes you. he saw you in the mind reader hand. He knows that your one of a kind and he likes all things one of a kind. your just his type, beautiful and brave…he saw all that to…".
"are you going some where with this?".
"Fourthly". He continued as if she hadn't never spoken. "Alice…. That little pixie seer that everyone loves so much. wouldn't be able to see us if you are a wolf… would she. Master Aro had told us about that to. how as long as were with an shape shifter that the Cullen's wouldn't be able to know what was happening with master Aro choices. That's one of the reason he wanted to recruit some of the shape shifters. He thought that it would be a good idea if we were ever planning something. ".
"I don't care". She ran her fingers through her hair. "when I left they weren't home. I don't know when their gonna be home. And I don't want to get home while their there because that lots of explaining that I don't know how do to". she rubbed her hands over her face. I'll meet you again. I'll go home, I'll pack, and I'll either tell them or leave a note". She looked back at him. "I won't leave without letting them know I'll be fine…. I wouldn't be able to handle the guilt and I saw already told that I would never be able to have kids. So I refuse to put any more stress on myself then ended. I can't and won't risk losing this one". she held on to her stomach. "this one might be my only chance to be happy. And I… I just wouldn't be able to…. live through. after finding out that I saw pregnant…. It didn't even accrue to me to get rid of it. to get an abortion. Because the moment I found out I was with child… I… I…". she looked back at him but stopped talking when she noticed him watching her. with a look on his face that she couldn't quite recognize.
They stared at one another.
"fine". He said. "go do what you have to do. go tell your family what you need to tell them". 'I don't want to feel the guilt form not letting her say goodbye to them. and she's right…. She's right about the whole… her not wanting to be under stress deal. It couldn't be good for the baby. and it couldn't be good for her. plus it will be easier to look after them if there isn't a lot of drama happening. I barely know what I'm doing in the first place'. "we should get this show on the road. I don't know how much time we have. And like you said…. you don't know when they're going to be back". they both stood us and moved out of the booth. They went outside in to the parking lot. "I'll walk you to your car".
She nodded.
They got to her car. "I'll call you when I'm done there okay".
"okay….". he looked down then back up, "just don't take to long alright. if your feeling sick all the time like you said then I don't want you away form me from too long".
The she wolf forced herself not to smile at that. 'well… maybe he really does give a shit'.
"okay". the was an awkward silence. "well…. See ya".
He nodded at her and turned to walk away. But the once he was far enough away Leah felt like dirt again. she quickly turned to a grasses patch and vomited up into it.
The tracker had heard her be sick and went back.
She flinched when she left arms around her and a voice in her ear. "why don't you just give then a call instead of leaving my side".
She hated herself…. But she had to admit…. The moment his arms were around her…. she felt good again.