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February 12th
Two days before Valentine's day and love is definitely forming. Not for me, but definitely with my best friend and sister. Well actually, love has already formed between those two and I couldn't be happier for them. They started dating officially after the whole incinerator thing. Today he was asking me advice on what to get her and I told him to do something that comes straight from his heart. I don't what his exact plan is, but he has a song planned. I am happy they got together, but looking at them makes me wish Bo was still around. Oh Bo. She was such an amazing person. With her, I never really needed to impress her. I wanted to impress her, sure, but she was already into me. I tried to do one romantic thing for her everyday, not just on Valentine's day. She was my whole world, aside from Andy. The day Molly gave her up, my heart broke. A small part of me wanted to stay with her, but I knew I couldn't leave Andy or the others. Not when he was getting to be a teenager. I didn't talk to the guys for two weeks. Buzz and Jessie were finally able to coax me out of my depressed state, but to this day, she has always had a special place in my heart. As I sit here in the closet writing this, I can hear Bonnie play 'a game called Flower shop'. I looked out and saw her holding Buzz and making him present a rose to Jessie. Bonnie then spoke for Jessie, making it seem like she laughed, and then made her kiss Buzz. When her mom called her for lunch, Jessie got up and kissed him for real. Like I said, I am really happy for my sister and Buzz, but also, I am really jealous of them. Oh Bo, I miss you so much. Do you still remember me? I hope wherever she is, she's safe and she's happy. More so, I hope that one day, we will see each other again. Maybe...
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