*Three more notes to go after this! I know you may be tired of me making these notes sad, so I'm sorry for making this one extra sad.*
March 28th
I am really starting to question my place here. Actually I started questioning it a while ago, but ignored it because I'm trying to live up to what Andy said about me, that I would always be there. So far, I've been there for Bonnie, though now it seems like she is forgetting that I'm here. A few things have happened that prove my theory. First, I have been placed in the closet fifteen times this month. That is the longest amount of time she has ever left me in here. That's including the seven days of Spring Break. There have been a few toys added to the closet with me, a few of Bonnie's old baby toys: Chairol Burnett, Melephant Brooks, Bitey White, and Carl Rhinoceros. Her baby toys have been placed in here! She has grown out of them, so who's to say she's already grown tired of me as well? The second thing is that she doesn't even mention me anymore. My name has not been spoken from her lips since the winter holidays. The third thing, and this is a big thing, I've been stripped of my badge. Let me explain. Bonnie created a new playtime called Town and she gave out certain rolls like baker, hat shop keeper, mayor, etc. There is also a sheriff, which I thought would be me. No, she made Jessie the sheriff! Okay, I am not mad at Jessie at all, I mean she has always been my deputy in a way, but Bonnie decided to make her the sheriff of her town. She stripped me of my badge! If I'm not the sheriff, if I'm not the leader, and no longer the favorite, than what am I? I'm really beginning to think that I have no means of being in this room anymore. Better yet, I'm not sure if being there for Bonnie is my new purpose. I'm not her toy, though she wanted me. I don't get it. I mean I know kids move onto other toys, but I didn't expect her to move on from me this quickly. I'm no longer Andy's toy, I clearly don't belong to Bonnie, so where do I belong? No kid, no purpose...I'm, I'm lost...
* :( Okay I'm so sorry that this one is really sad! I teared up writing it! I had to write it though!*