AN: this chapter is 100% fucking. I'm finally being kicked off campus because covid19. it'll be a long move out process because home is very far away. might not be an update for a week. :(. thank you too everyone who comments. literally makes me scream lol
The elevator door dinged and when they opened Kylo was already standing there, arms folded and scowling. Like he had been expecting her. More like he had security cameras. Rey stumbled out of the elevator from drunkenness and the heels she hadn't taken off from earlier. She slid off her coat and flung it to the side revealing the black dress she had worn to court.
Kylo didn't take his eyes off her as she approached him. She was here and she was drunk. She was also not his concern anymore. He hated himself for thinking that. He still cared about her and he always would. Like how her drinking always slightly worried him, addiction is a genetic trait after all. By no means was she an alcoholic. But she was in her 20's and it was 'normal' to drink to cope. And that's what she must be doing now. Coping.
"Rey, what are you doing here?" there was a firmness in his voice and for some reason it angered her. She searched her mind for an excuse as to why she was here at 1 am drunk off her ass. To get her stuff? Return his key? To say I love you?
"There was something I forgot." She stood before him and his smell was more intoxicating than anything she had drank before. She almost forgot how good he smelled.
"You came here at one in the morning to get your shit?" he looked angry, good. The red scar was a symbol of his rage. She still wanted to kiss it.
"No, but I really wanted to do this!" Reys open palm collided with his face, a loud smack resonating through the apartment, sending his head to the side. There was a long silence with only the sound of her rapid breathing. Slowly a red handprint started to spear on his check over the scar. Oh no, why did I do that! She did want to hit him, but she wished she hadn't. When he slowly turned his face back to her, he stared her down with such intensity. He should tell her to go. He should rid himself of her. But instead he couldn't stop him self from grabbing her arm and hair, pulling her into a kiss. To his surprise he found Rey was kissing him back matching his ferocity. There was so much pent up tension and anger between the both of them, they needed this night.
His hand tugged reys head back by her hair, a whimper leaving her lips.
"Why the fuck are you here?" Kylo snarled, his jaw clenching.
"I don't… I don't know." Her soft voice was music to his ears. But her answer wasn't good enough. He knew what she wanted and why she was here the minute he saw her in the elevator.
"Don't be coy now, Rey. You came all the way out here for something." He yanked her hair again and her eyes fluttered closed. She could feel the wetness between her legs, he was right. She did come here for something. Him.
"You… Kylo…" Rey leaned up to kiss him again but suddenly a hand on her throat stopped her. He wasn't applying pressure yet, just holding her there.
"Say it." he hissed in her ear, nipping at her jaw line. Her sweet soft skin, he wanted to devour her.
"I want you to kiss me!" she was getting frustrated by this game he was playing. But it was a game she started by coming here. She moved her hands to his arm in a failing attempt to get him to let go. There was no point in fighting him. He was much stronger than her.
"Oh no darling. I think you want much more then that." That's when his grip tightened. Rey wanted this. This dominating controlling part of him. Because she didn't want to be in control for once. Instead she wanted Kylo to take care of her, even if it was only for one night. She wanted to let go.
Rey instinctively opened her mouth to get air as she started feeling lightheaded. But she didn't want him to stop. He let go only to grab her jaw, his long fingers squeezing her face. "Open that fucking mouth." She didn't even think about it as she did. She would do anything he asked of her. Kylo looked down on her smugly as he tilted her head back and then spit in her mouth. Her eyes shot open as she rolled her tongue around her mouth.
"Kylo!"
"Oh please. You like this shit just as much as I do." Again, he was right. He grabbed her arm and yanked her in the direction of the living room. She stumbled after him in her heels, heart pounding in her chest. The anticipation, what would he do to her.
When they got to the couch, Kylo grabbed her and spun her around, shoving her over the back of it. Rey yelped as her face collided with the cushion, she was now folded over the couch. Her ass at the perfect angle and her toes barley grazing the floor. She tried to lean up but a hand shoved her back down at the same time his hips pressed against her backside. His clothed erection was firm and pressing against her. She couldn't help but push back against him. Kylo groaned and stepped back making her whine.
"You have to tell me what you want." His large hands snaked up the back of her thighs as he pushed the dress up around her hips. Exposing her ass and a familiar pair of black lace panties.
"Fucking Christ, Rey! Did you wear these in court today?" he ripped them off her and shoved them in his sweatpants pocket.
"So what if I did?" her thighs were already trembling. She could feel his eyes on her wet exposed core. She desperately wanted him to touch her, so desperately she started rolling her hips, humping the back of the couch. Kylo put a quick stop to her movements by smacking her ass causing her to cry out. Only fair since she hit him first.
"You wore them for me, didn't you?" he spanked her again, watching with huger as her pale skin turned red.
"Yes!" she whimpered burying her face in the cushion. His hands were massaging the pain from her ass as fingers got closer and closer to her center. He traced a finger over her slit and she moaned.
"Rey… Tell me what you want." he said in a warning tone. She groaned in frustration and twisted her head to look at him.
"I want you to fuck me okay?!"
A sultry smile spread over his face as he started pushing down his sweats.
"See? That wasn't so hard was it?"
She rolled her eyes and went back to hiding her blushing face.
Kylo took a minute to admire this woman bent over before him. She had changed so much since when he met her. She was shy and cold. Now she was bold and spoke up. Just for tonight. He had to remind himself. She moaned his name and he watched her fingers tighten on the fabric. She was needy for him. But in more ways then one.
Finally having enough of watching her squirm. He lined up his cock with her entrance, coating the tip in her juices. Rey tried to move against him but the grip on her hips was impossible. He had complete control over her body and she liked it.
"Kyylooo!" she whined as his tip rubbed between her folds. And just like that he rammed into her to the hilt, she screamed in pleasure and pain. Nothing was going to be gentle about this.
"Fuck, Rey!" so tight, so wet, her screams and cries filled his ears as he began brutally fucking her. He slammed in and out of her, hips bounding off her perfect ass. He could already see bruises from his fingertips.
Rey felt like the world was spinning. The way he was fucking her was like nothing else she had ever experienced. The pain and roughness, she never knew she liked this before. Every thrust into her she let out a strangled cry and moan.
"So good- Ah!" a hand was in her hair pulling her up and another was wrapped around her throat.
"You pretend to be all innocent," he grunted in her ear, tightening his grip. "Truth is, you are a dirty fucking slut." He dropped the hand from her hair and snaked around her, grabbing a breast still contained by that sinful dress. Her cunt started to tighten around his girth and by the way she was trembling he could tell she was close. "Tell me what you want, Rey." He whispered in her ear. His hand loosed to allow her to speak.
"I want to cum, Kylo, please.. oh fuck!" She screamed Cumming hard on his dick her back arching. Kylo dropped her and grabbed onto her hips again, fucking her into oblivion. She was shaking so bad, mumbling nonsense and as she came down her body went slack. Only small whimpers leaving her swollen parted lips. He almost came in her, he so badly wanted to. The thought of filling her up and watching his cum dribble out of her gaping hole. Instead he pulled out with a 'pop' and jerked his orgasm onto her red and bruised ass. He shouted obscenities as his seed shot all over her, watching her own juices drip down her legs and onto the floor.
Once he finished pulled his sweats back up and nudged Rey. She groaned in response. Kylo smiled to himself pleased with his work. She was ready to pass out, her entire body felt like jello. As usual, Kylo retreated into the kitchen to grab a wet washcloth. When he returned, he wiped off her legs, himself and the floor. He would always take care of her.
"Come on darling, lets go to bed." He heaved her up and into his arms and carried her up to his room bridal style. Her head lolled against his chest, her soft breaths fanning his neck. Once in his room he laid her down on her usual side of the bed. Where she belongs, he thought. He removed her dress and his heart dropped. She felt light when he carried her but now he saw everything. She looked so thin and fragile. He couldn't help but blame that on himself. She had been under so much stress and worry all because of him. Kylo made a mental note to make her the biggest breakfast in the morning as he went to the closet to grab a shirt of his to wear. Her clothes were still there hanging in his closet, but he wanted her in one of his shirts. What could he say, he was selfish when it came to Rey.
After sliding her into his shirt, he slipped under the covers and pulled her body into his. Instantly she wrapped around him like a vice and he tucked her head against his chest. And then ever so quietly, almost as if she never said it, Rey whispered, "I think I'm in love with you."